Sometimes the Heart Orders A Platter it Can't Afford

​Her: what you doing?

Me: smh. looking at flight prices. =/ 

I wanted to bring Jalen to prom, but idk if thats gonna work. smh. 


Her: awww.

how much is it gonna cost?


Me: everytime i look it up i keep getting 422 exactly. Once I got 350, but thats still so much when I have so much more to pay for with prom. 

i half way already made up my mind that it won't work out, but then the're 15% that's like maybe if... 

so I keep going back to it lol. 

I hate my heart sometimes. 


Her: it til work out

but i mean

:/

he wont do it

well i think he wont


Me: lol i asked him and he said he would, but then I keep wondering like when the time comes what if he didn't/ 

I've considered it all lol. 


Her: ohh okay

cuz i was like

what if he dont do it?

you spend all your time doing all this stuff

for nothing

and then imma be mad at him

for saying he was going to do it

he just be lying

he one of those typr of ppl to hype it up and dont do shit

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