a spilled soul.

see what i want so much , should never hurt this bad.
"never did this before", thats what the virgin said.
weve been "generally warned", thats what the surgeon said
God talk to me now this is a emergency

and i always thought
you having my child was our destiny
but i cant even vibe with you sexually
cuz everytime , i would try
you would question me
saying " you fuckin them girls... disrespectin me?"
" you dont see how ya lies is effectin me?"
" YOU DONT SEE HOW OUR LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE?"
 " and i never let a nigga get that close to me!"
" and you aint cracked up to what you were supposed to be..."
" your always gone , youll always be , where them hoes will be! "
.......

and this the first time she ever spilled her soul to me.