College English Lit Log #1

Sit Still Look Pretty, Daya: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdymkbLAuAk&list=RDIdymkbLAuAk&start_radio=1

When I saw this song title, it reminded me of what the Handmaid’s roles are. The Handmaid’s job is to have kids for the Commanders. If they aren’t able to do that, they get sent away. The unwoman who fights back against the system is what truly represents the lyrics to the song. In the song, it says, “But no, I’m never gonna be ‘cause I don’t wanna be, No, I don’t wanna sit still, look pretty.” The Unwoman didn’t want to just sit there and be used. They wanted to fight back. The lyrics also reminded me of Offred’s mother. Offred’s mother was a feminist who fought back against the system just like the lyrics to the song. Offred’s mother was even in a documentary that was shown to the handmaids.

Fake Love, Drake: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jz_01KVkOBI&list=RDjz_01KVkOBI&start_radio=1

“Fake Love” reminded me of the relationship between the Commanders and the Handmaids. Their relationship is very fake, and it is fake love during the ceremony. They have no actual relationship or feelings towards each other. The process in which the ceremony is done makes it even more fake because they have to follow specific rules. “Kissing is forbidden between us”(95). All of this causes the Commander’s wife to be upset because she wants to have her own kid. A lyric in the song represents this: “Whole time they wanna take my place.” The commander’s wife wants to have a kid that is actually hers, wanting to take Offred’s place, but only in that situation. Offred would also rather be in the Commander’s wife’s place. She would have more freedoms and have people around her that she loves instead of being all alone with many restrictions.

Good Days, SZA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BdlKkvjEgA&list=RD0BdlKkvjEgA&start_radio=1

“Good Days” made me think of what is going on in Offred’s head. Offred is constantly thinking about her old life. She keeps thinking about Luke and her child. Mentioning how she misses them and her old life. She also has memories involving her old friend Moira. “I dream that I get out of bed and walk across the room, not this room, and get out the door, not this door. I’m at home, one of my homes, and she’s running to meet me, in her small green nightgown with the sunflower on the front, her feet bare, and I pick her up and feel her arms and legs go around m,e and I begin to cry, because I know then that I’m not awake,”(109). Offred is constantly thinking about her old life or the “Good Days”. This lyric from the song sums up what Offred’s mind is like. “Still wanna try, still believe in (good days), good days, always Sunny inside. Good day, living in my mind.”

Love Yourz, J Cole: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tjlU4w4fSo&list=RD6tjlU4w4fSo&start_radio=1

“Love Yourz” also made me think about what is going on in Offred’s head, but in a different way from “Good Days”. As mentioned earlier, Offred is constantly thinking about Luke and her life before she was a Handmaid. She mentions that she is holding out hope that Luke is still alive and that she will see him again. “The things I believe can’t all be true, though one of them must be. But I believe in all of them, all three versions of Luke, at one and the same time,”(106). Offred has the same mindset for her friend Moira. In Chapter 21, she goes around asking for her. Offred holding out hope for her family and friends is the only way that she can look at her life positively. She is trying to love her life. Similar to the song which says: “No such thing as a life better than yours.”

Emotionally Scared, Lil Baby: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58I5UeOOhkE&list=RD58I5UeOOhkE&start_radio=1

“Emotionally Scared” made me think about how Offred feels. Offred doesn’t have anyone around her to talk to, and she is forced to live a life that she hates. She is always thinking about her old life in her memories. This causes her to miss it and get upset. She also does the same thing every day and is tired of it. She is even tired of her memories. “I’m too tired to go with this story. I’m too tired to think about where I am,”(129). Offred can’t even think about her old life fully because of how tired she is of everything. One lyric in this song made me think of this quote: “But I’m tired of being tired of being tired”. Offred is struggling emotionally, and she just wants to have someone to love. She is tired of her life and everything that is happening.