Private Talk

I always feel like I’m going to throw up and I’m always so tired. I knew what I did was going to haunt me in the end but I like him so much. What was I supposed to do? Every time I have to go to the bathroom I look like a little kid on Christmas morning just praying something will happen, but deep down inside I know it won’t. I’ve been calling Maliq for the past week with still no answer. Maybe I should call him now since he just got out of school, but maybe I shouldn’t because I’m still at school. I’m just going to go to the bathroom and call.


[ring ring ring ring]


Hey, It’s been a minute and I miss you.

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So what you, you don’t miss me back? (sucks teeth as she rolls her eyes)

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No, no don’t say it now. I don’t want you saying anything that you don’t mean

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if that’s the case why haven’t we spoken in the past week?

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Busy my ass! (Martina begins to yell but once she realizes it she policing her voice)You always seem to make time for your hating ass best friend Maya. ( tapping her foot at a steady pace because she starting to become annoyed)

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Whatever yo, I didn’t call you to argue. I got something to tell you.

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You go first.

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Nawl I really wanna hear what you have to say.

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Alright, Alright(throws her hand up in the air) I’ll go first. I’ve been feeling really sick ever since we last you know.

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I’m telling you because I’m scared (Someone walks in and she puts her feet on the toilet)

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I’m scared of… ( Martina begins to choke on their words)

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(She takes a pause to see if they leave)

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Yeah, I’m still here, but Maliq I’m really worried.

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Calm down there’s always a possibility of it happening”

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Do you remember if it broke? ( she says in a whisper)

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What you mean you didn’t use one probably? So you telling me you lied?

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Well, I remember you telling me you were putting one on. How could you lie about something like that?

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It is important!

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I’m not acting like anything nigga. I am fucking pregnant because of your dumbass thinking shit isn’t important.

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I’m talking to the dumbass on the phone.

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What you gonna do about it, Maliq?

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Stop cappin, you and me both know you love me.

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( he’s yelling at her and sadness comes across her face)

I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say those things. I was just mad at you bae, but what are we gonna do? Hold on.

(Someone is knocking on the bathroom stall door.)

Someone is in here!

(Puts the phone back up to her ear)

My bad someone keeps knocking on the door, but what was I saying again?

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Oh yea, hold on again

(the knocking stops)

That girl left finally

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We need to talk about this now

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What’s more important than this and who keeps on blowing up ya phone?

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Oh it def is mine. Let me check it real quick.

(she scrolls through her phone to see all of her business posted around school)

Bae!!!! We have a problem. That girl who was just in here just posted all our business on the socials

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I'm not playing you think everything is a joke, I'm scared to walk out the bathroom it's all over Instagram.

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Even if she does.What about the 6,000 people that already saw it Maliq? Do you think?

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I'm getting smart with you, And i know you don't care because you’re the boy it doesn't look bad on the boy it never does.

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After all we been through your going to end it over an argument? While I'm about to have your baby? Are you fucking serious.

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How could you do this to me yo(tears falling down)

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(Yelling) What do you mean you don't give a fuck about me Maliq.You just was telling me how much you fucking love me and how you would never leave. So that was all a lie?

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How can you sit here and tell me that all you wanted to do was have sex with me Maliq( wipes tears from her face).

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Maliq you no what. GO TO HELL.

(...) ( phone hangs up )

(talking to herself) What am i going to do. I gotta tell my mom.

Sari call mom (calling mom with red heart suit) Mom I have to tell you something.

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I'm pregnant.


Comments (3)

Fionn Hyland (Student 2021)
Fionn Hyland

This is really good and really emotional. The character gets left because she is pregnant. This is written with a really dramatic scene towards the end of the monologue when the character and the boyfriend get in a fight.