Tuneless, Unfathomable

Take Me to Church - Hozier Obviously, the topic of religion is a substantial motif in The Handmaid’s Tale, i.e., the passage from the book of Genesis, the common phrases spoken by the handmaids, the Bible reading during the ceremony, etc. This track highlights the irony of twisted Christian faith, how oftentimes instead of forgiving others, we are prone to resort to hate and violence even though we know better. I think the scene that best captures this is in chapter eight, when the priest is hanged for breaking the rules.

Nude - Radiohead There are countless things that are out of our control–how should we respond to such a terrifying thought? Is it even worth the attempt to take matters into our own hands? Although many events throughout Offred’s life are permeated by the themes of this song, none quite evoke equivalent raw emotion as the recurring dream where her daughter is taken from her. I think the most haunting aspect of this scene is the sheer helplessness of the situation, and the fact that there is not a moment of hope where you might think that the two of them will succeed in their escape. Margaret Atwood presents obstacle after obstacle in this dream: Offred’s daughter slowing the two of them down, the cold water that they’ll have to eventually cross, the bullets whizzing past them, but never are we given a reason to believe that this story might end well. It’s a downhill slope from where it began. It’s also worth mentioning how gorgeous this track is. Not to suggest that this part of the book is particularly pleasing, but the sequence is dreamlike and separate from reality, “I feel calm and floating, as if I’m no longer in my body; close to my eyes there’s a leaf, red, turned early, I can see every bright vein. It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”(75) So it pairs well with a listening experience that has such a heavy emphasis on abstraction.

Paranoid Android - Radiohead “The woman sitting in front of me was Serena Joy. Or had been, once. So it was worse than I thought.” (16) I’m not sure why, but I associate this song with big revelations, like a shocking discovery of information that you wish you’d never known. I find it to be very haunting and foreboding. Years ago, a very close friend of my parents was arrested and sent to prison for a serious crime. I’m not sad that he’s no longer close with my family, it was just an eye-opening period for me, but what bothered me most at the time was coming to the realization of how oblivious I’d been to who he actually was. That’s how this song makes me feel, and I imagine Offred was experiencing the same when she met Serena Joy.

How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead The requirements of the handmaids involve stripping themselves of all things that make them human, because they are not counted as human beings anymore, there’s no practical reason that they should be treated as such. They have no friends or family, no one to be authentic with, and nothing to do when they have nothing to do. And the pure fact that the handmaids are crucial to their society is not sufficient to give them a feeling of purpose, “Waste not want not. I am not being wasted. Why do I want?”(7) The title ‘How To Disappear Completely’, admittedly, is a bit on the nose, but the contents of the song provide a great deal of depth to what the name might imply. Like Nude, it’s a track with few lyrics, however I find it to be more tragic than Nude and even more beautiful. How to Disappear Completely deals with shame, it’s about the desire to possess the ability to vanish from places where you can’t find comfort. This shame is reflected in the way the sound is designed, it’s almost as if the music is trying to leave but it hasn’t quite found a way out yet. And this is what I believe the handmaids like Offred are dealing with all the time, not solely the fact that society has essentially made them invisible, but a feeling that their lives would be easier if they were not seen or acknowledged by anyone at all.

All Falls Down - Kanye West “But we can do it, a little at a time, a quick move of the head, up and down, to the side and back. We have learned to see the world in gasps.” (30) It’s easy to forget how good we have it, that is, until we no longer have it. In chapter ten, Offred tangentially mentions what music is like in her life, but the ways she experiences it is rather pathetic; “Sometimes Rita will hum, while kneading or peeling: a wordless humming, tuneless, unfathomable. And sometimes from the front sitting room there will be the thin sound of Serena’s voice, from a disc made long ago and played now with the volume low, so she won’t be caught listening as she sits there knitting.” (55) Desperation for something means that its value is increased no matter how abundant. But some people have the ability to do the best with what they’ve got, and that’s enough for them.