any place but here.
I wish I could go back in time and change a few things. Fuck forgetting the past. You can't just "forget", that's not even human nature. I mean come on, it still exists, it's still real, cause you feel it.
I stayed home today to catch up on some work. To be honest, I could really care less about school, prom & graduation. I just want to get away, and be any place but here. Not here as in Philadelphia or even my room. Just.. out of my mind, out of me. I think that's why I travel so much.
But even in my travels my minds still stuck in the past. I myself, won't allow myself to get away and it's not even my fault. Are you following? Like when I went to Africa, I still thought about home & past experiences- 1000 miles away. I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it.
I just wish I had a grip, a grip on something. Everything about life is too causal now. Sex, conversation, relationships, mind control. Everything is not what it use to be. Everybody can have anything. And that shouldn't be. Nothing is sacred. Females are too loose, males just take, take, take.
I hope I don't sound crazy, because I'm not. I just want to get out of my mind.
I stayed home today to catch up on some work. To be honest, I could really care less about school, prom & graduation. I just want to get away, and be any place but here. Not here as in Philadelphia or even my room. Just.. out of my mind, out of me. I think that's why I travel so much.
But even in my travels my minds still stuck in the past. I myself, won't allow myself to get away and it's not even my fault. Are you following? Like when I went to Africa, I still thought about home & past experiences- 1000 miles away. I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it.
I just wish I had a grip, a grip on something. Everything about life is too causal now. Sex, conversation, relationships, mind control. Everything is not what it use to be. Everybody can have anything. And that shouldn't be. Nothing is sacred. Females are too loose, males just take, take, take.
I hope I don't sound crazy, because I'm not. I just want to get out of my mind.
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