Dinvil, Sierra - Language Essay
Sierra Dinvil
Gold English
January 6, 2011
Language Essay
“And what would you like to order?” the
waitress asked as she patiently stood over our table.
“Can I have a Chicken Quesadilla with –“
I paused, taking my eyes from the Menu to look at her. She looked back at me with a
puzzled look on her face, holding her hand up to her ear, and leaning further
in towards the table.
“She’ll take a chicken quesadilla with no
guacamole sauce,” my dad said quickly before I could even repeat myself.
“You need to learn to speak up,” my dad
said sternly. The waitress,
and everyone else let out a quick giggle, but I didn’t find anything
funny. As she continued to
take my table’s order, I thought about what my dad said. This isn’t the first time that he’s
told me this. It
actually happens every time we go out to eat, or any time we’re out in public. I used to think that this was a
simply a problem that I had in restaurants, but I eventually realized this
problem occurred everywhere.
After we left the restaurant, I became
more self-conscious of my speech.
When I got home, I went straight to my room to practice making my voice
projection louder. After
about an hour I stopped, and was very proud of the progress I thought I was
making. I then started to go
downstairs to talk to my mom.
“Do you know where my navy blue pants
are?” I asked as I slowly began to walk down the steps.
“What?” she yelled back at me.
“My jeans! Do you know where my jeans
are?” I said with an attitude.
It made me a little upset that she couldn’t hear me the first time.
“I can’t hear you,” she yelled back
again.
“Either walk all the way downstairs or
talk louder!” I couldn’t believe it. All that time I wasted in front
of a mirror and still showed no signs of progress. I went back to my room and sat on my bed. I couldn’t understand how even
when I yelled my voice wasn’t loud enough. Richard Rodriguez once said, “Linguistic difficulties
have no serious consequences” insinuating that even if you have a hard time
with your speech it is unlikely that you will be penalized for it. My life at
the time was proof against his theory.
I had been dealing with this problem for
years, and couldn’t figure out an effective way to fix it. As a result of being so
self-conscience of my speech I refrained from speaking in public. I started to think about this
effected not only my personal but life but my school life as well. I began to think back to my
latest report card. Teachers
would constantly give me B’s and C’s in the participation portion of my grade
because I would hardly ever contribute to classroom discussions. However, whenever I did grow the
courage to raise my hand to answer a question or contribute to the class, they
would ask me to repeat myself or cut me off mid-sentence to tell me to talk
louder. I hated that. It started to become annoyed
after a while, which made me stop participating altogether. Another result of my poor
projection was that I would receive low scores when presenting something
orally. Oral presentations
were the one part of school I hated the most. As soon as I would start presenting, I could
immediately tell no one could hear anything I was saying. Some would look at me with
puzzled faces, some would break off into conversation, and others would just
find something else to do.
Throughout the presentation I would constantly try to raise my voice but
I would never have any luck.
This caused me to think further into my future, would people not listen
to me because I couldn’t speak loud enough? Would they be able to respect me and take me
seriously? No one really
listens to someone who has a soft voice.
So much power is given to the force
behind a voice. It’s lets
people know that your serious about what your saying, and they need to
listen. Have you ever heard
of some one robbing a bank saying, ”Excuse me… but can you give me all your
money” in a soft voice?
I don’t think anyone would take him seriously and a few people may even
laugh at him, but If he came busting through the door yelling
“GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY!” then he would
get more of the response he was looking for, he would be taken seriously.
Knowing this, I also want the ability to
put meaningful force not only behind what I say, but how I say. I want people to take me
seriously, and not to ask me to repeat myself several times before they can clearly
hear me. Projection is a
skill, and a lot more then how you speak. Since then, I have been working on my voice
projection, making sure that everyone can hear what I have to say. I’ve found a way to put power
behind my voice and I wont give up until I have perfected the skill.
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