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Mom.

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​Last night we got a call from my aunt telling me my uncle died. I don't remember him as much which is why it didn't effect me too hard,but when I put my mom on the phone she broke down. I squirmed uncomfortably cause I have never seen my mom cry ,not flat out like that. After that she told me to call my brother and my aunt and then sobbed some more. I took her upstairs and gave her some water and sat with her for a while. Lola followed us around and laid on the floor in front of us so she looked like a cat pancake. My mom smiled then cried then smiled again and repeated the cycle. eventually she cried herself to sleep and I turned her light off and went to bed myself. I woke up late and got ready for school I went down the steps and my mom was there making something for herself. I hugged her and took my medicine and asked her if she was okay she nodded and told me she's not going to school today. After running around looking for my keys i finally departed and my mom was sitting on the couch this time i asked her if she was okay again and she nodded and told me she just had to accept that he was dead. Her voice cracked and she got teary eyed soI hugged her then said goodbye and closed the door and left her with the solitude of the house.

Yay.

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I got a B- on my math benchmark! Yes! it made my grade up to a D this next project i'll be done my capstone is really making me stress along with my History Benchmamrk. URAHHAHA NO MORE WORK PLEASE! 

This is why..

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​ I don't wear dresses or anything nice or girly cause every time i do my mom always says that i'm showing too much and makes me feel insecure when the dress doesn't show anything at all. I try to stay away from dress unless they are really long cause i just don't being judged like that. I just want to wear a dress like i would wear pants. Nothing out of the ordinary. I put this white dress on that i wanted to wear for a while and when i do my mom goes " Ew your titties are hanging out" 

Mom

1.) Never ever say titties. EVER 

2.) This is my dress that i bought with my money. Your opinion can go suck it. 

3.)  I think I look damn good in this dress i'm 18 i wear what i want, it doesn't matter. 

4.) I don't have boobs to show off anyways. 





Jared Leto.

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
​I'm not sure if i blogged this yet but i'm gonna too anyways before i post something sad and unconventional. After my transplant i had to stay 3 months more in the hospital for recovery and too check if my body was accepting the heart like it should. During those 3 months I was in the play room on the computers in the middle day. it was a normal hospital filled day doctors walked up and down halls and the heels of their shined shoes clicked as nurses told them the status of the patients they were caring for. Babies cried then were soon hushed by the nurses or mothers. My mom had gone to work so I was alone for the time being. I was surfing youtube when one of the child life specialists came inside the room looking for me. Her name was Sherry. I always remember her name by combing the words Sherbet and Cherry together "Sherry" Her hair was in a ponytail like it normally was and it was jet black. I always wondered what her life was behind the hospital walls but I never asked. She walked to me excitedly like a small school girl. " Jared leto is coming to the hospital" I could only respond with " Whose that?"  Sherry face turned from happy to shock and she said to search him on youtube and started to tell me how he used to be on a show called "My so called life"  he was of course the cute teen actor out of the cast. So I searched him and watched the video " The kill" and i was impressed with his artistic view and morals so i watched other videos then when i was done i left the room to get some to drink. I got distracted and sat in my room for a little bit until sherry told me he was here. I got up  and walked back to the playroom and sure enough he was in the teen room hosting tuesday bingo. when i saw him i got nervous then star struck. What would i say to this guy?I hadn't had time to prepare questions. so I did what anyone else would do. I watched him for a bit and he saw me from the window and waved with a smile I waved back and pulled down my mask to show him I was smiling too. when you got your heart transplant you had to wear a mask so you wouldn't get infected with anything airborne  cause your body is very weak. so when he was down hosting bingo he stepped out the room with his manager . I was kinda startled cause i didn't expect the door to open so fast and he hugged me like I was a friend hadn't seen in years. Then he held me for a bit and told me everything would be okay and the creepiest thing that came out my mouth was " you smell nice" He blinked and he said "that's good cause when your on a hot tour bus with sweaty men your not sure what you smell like" or something on the line of that. I looked up at him he was pretty tall, but then again everyone is tall to me. He had the whole laid back look his hair was long and black and his nails had chipping black nail polish. His eyes i can't describe they said so much but I did see happiness and thoughtfulness. The guy was really really nice. Mr chase and him would get along perfectly. he went around the entire room talking to the kids and playing game with them and playing one of my friends banjo who was hospitalized too.I went back to the computer looking at random videos. From here the story seems pretty farfetched but i swear it happened. one of the videos were playing fallout boy song from the newest album at the time and he said " hey you like fallout boy?"  " Yes"  my voice came out smaller than i wanted too and i gotten nervous all over again he pulled out his phone and started to call pete wentz and told him this girl in the hospital really likes your music and here she is wanting to talk to you. I froze on the inside and he handed me his phone and i put it too my ear " Hello? "  " Hey Evett!" if i died that day i would have died happy. I wouldn't have cared if my heart gave out there. we talked for a bit i can't remember what we talked about but i handed jared his phone back and he smiled at me and gave me a Cd and signed poster and his mangers e-mail I e-mailed him thinking he wouldn't reply but he did and told me good luck and to get well soon.  I really hope that one day i can come to one of his concerts and just have fun. That guy is the nicest person i ever met. 

I don't know what to call this.

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The kittens opened their eyes and are now curious of their surroundings but still can't walk yet. Lola lets me touch them and pick them up but i still have to wait until they are walking before anything. for now i'll just watch them a bit more and try not to turn my ac on too much cause i don't want them to freeze from the cold. getting that out of the way this weave is itchy as hell and i hate it. when i take this off i will burn it and yell to the heavens above how weave is just one little peeve of my life that i can't cope with unless sewn it which i have never have. Until then i hate this hair. lola ate my hot dog while i was sleeping that thief.

So bored.

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​God there is nothing to do but sit here and listen. My brain feels like it's slowly fading away form me. I'm so bored that i just want to go to sleep.

This school is boring.  I want to see something else! something that POPS! to catch my attention and these tables are so bland! kll,ms. .fkpflg;l;gm 'paowm';qs;kd[opasp;laksd[popsdf ;k[ok;ldkp;askldm.,v'd;f'sll,s.msld';l,sd;f 

I'm done now. 

Relaxing.

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Yesterday I walked around with stefen and these other two girls. We walked from 42 to university center and walked on the u-penn campus. there was a pond full of turtles ,ducks and Koi fish. There was a giant koi fish and we named him/her magikarp on the other side of the lake was a guy playing guitar making a mood and stuff.we bought bread and feed them to the ducks and koi and walked partially to 30th and market then back to Zachs house after that zach and stefen walked me to 40th street and I went home from there and I almost got hit by a car while dancing in the street. Fantastic day.

Had a good time/ Be careful of what you say.

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I was sitting at the curb and talking to me friends. We were talking about black people and i was about to say "Yea i don't like some black people" while i said that a car full of african americans drove up and i got glared at. I just laughed and walked away from the car before anything could happen.

On the other hand
Everyone looked wonderful during prom and my legs are killing me from dancing in those heels. I got turned down to dance with someone but i still danced anyway. Then afterwards i just rode around in the limo with my hand stretched out reaching for the sky "in that moment i felt infinite."

Hooray!

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I never thought my life could be
Anything but catastrophe
But suddenly I begin to see
A bit of good luck for me

'Cause I've got a golden ticket
I've got a golden twinkle in my eye

I never had a chance to shine
Never a happy song to sing
But suddenly half the world is mine
What an amazing thing

'Cause I've got a golden ticket 

I busted my butt to get this ticket and it's finally mine and i don't have to stress anymore. Thank god.Can't wait too see everyone at prom.



Finally

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
​I picked up my prom dress and it's finally in my room just chilling there. I'm really tempted to wear it now but i don't want to break it or anything so i'm gonna leave it be. I can walk in my prom shoes like no tomorrow and if the word is suppose to end the next day afterwards atleast i got this far.I can't wait to dance the night away. dancing is what i love to do. I could dance for hours. rhythm or no rhythm i love to dance also.. 

KITTENS!!
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Kitties.

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My cat moved the kittens to the side of my bed so at night they meow alot and it's a little annoying sometimes i wanna roll over and glare but when i see how cute they are i just can't be mad. Plus they're fun to watch when you don't have anything to do. They also have more fur now and it's not as slicked back as they were before the picture is dark but i'll take a few more later when it's a little brighter
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Passing?

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
I'm freaking out because i think i won't be able to go to prom even though i really want too. I have my dress and everything but it looks like math is'nt gonna get any higher and it all depends on my benchmark . I just hope it pulls it through and mr lucci's project is stressing me out cause i have to find random  trees and post them on this site. I honestly am tired of hearing about trees i understand they are good for us and what not and bad things happen to them but i could care less I just want to go to prom cause if you miss it once you can't do it over again 

:( 

Kittens

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My tabby cat lola finally had her babies.Most of them are black and white but different patterned and the other two are tabby's like their mothers. My mom said i can only keep one of them and i have to give the other ones away ( she had 7) If anyone wants a kitten please let me know. they're all adorable and i'm trying to find a place where they can be without being disrupted i don't have any pictures but i post some later now i gots to go to work.

Think Geek AMAZING!

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That place has everything you would and would'nt think of. Like BACON PASTE!  thats amazing I find myself on this site every day. they also have alot of game figurines but i'm more interesting in the weird and edibles things that they have like Caffinated maple bacon lollipop. You know what else they have they have flipping spy stuff. like a watch that holds 8 gb and double as a flash drive to hide your porn AMAZING! and sunglasses so you can see behind you  and a jar that holds sunlight and moonlight i didn't think it was possible! this is my favorite site now. 
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Sweet

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
I retook my statistics quiz and i did better than last time, Thank God cause i really want to go to prom i picked out my dress and everything.It will be wasted money if i don't work on this. Well i mean i still have like an F but it's a high F so that's not so bad as long as i keep up tracking and do my benchmark i should be set. 

Mothers Day.

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
Okay so i forgot to post yesterday about it. Yesterday i took my mom out to a movie and we saw jumping the broom we laughed and had fun the day before i bought my mom some jewelry that she picked out and then i gave her a card which she enjoyed the most. It was great. I love my mom. 

I hate my job

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My job always makes my legs and feet hurt and i'm standing for four hours straight and when i'm cleaning the dining room i'm always tempted to sit down or i sit down and don't realize until i'm seated that i'm sitting. seriously i need a new job but you know atleast they make some good mac cheese and today was'nt a total lost I got to see my mentor play live in a park and she was fantastic she's officially my Idol and role model. 

Well that just sucked.

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Well i sung in the library again and when it was my turn to go up every left and it was so empty and i was so upset that i didn't do the whole song so. I'm extremely disappointed in myself. maybe next time i won't go up i don't know i'm just very upset now. 



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Portal 2

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​I am in love with this game even though it's just puzzles and brain teasers. I only love it for the villain. which is Glados and her sound bits. the things she really says is very amusing and entertaining. " Did you know that people with a guilty conscience tend to be frightened by loud noises?" a train noise was played " I'm sorry i don't know where that came from"  even though she's just  artificial intelligence with a personality and brain mapping of a person. she makes a good villain. I enjoy this game very much. not as much as sonic though still my top favorite. 

Osama is dead.

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​Twitter blew up cause of that  and to be honest i was as excited as everyone else. Call me what you want but the only thing i can give is a slow clap and unenthusiastic yay.Sorry is'nt really something i can be solely excited about i know what he did and everyone was upset i get it, but still it can't really pull a reaction out of me. all i can say is "good job america here's a sticker keep it up". 

DisneyLand

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After my first transplant i got to make- a- wish which was to go to disneyland.Yea original right? 
so i wished for that and a few months later at night there a knock at our door and two ladies with a cake came downstairs to the door and said i was going to disney world i was so excited the next day my mom my dad and me got picked up in a limo and got taken to the airport that was my first time being in a limo and it was pretty awesome. being in the plane was cool but i can't remember all of it. we got to stare in one of those houses for like a week and i got to see so many characters for some reason Xena was there i don't know why. unless she was part of disney which i highly doubt. I remember getting my face painted and seeing some attractions and shows. after that most of it is wiped off cause i can't remember more no matter how hard i try. i wish i could

Finally

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
I finally got my prom dress today and i love it alot. I can't wait to wear it it's gonna be awesome. now all there is left is to get the shoes and alterations and i'll be done. I am so excited for prom. I worked today after a while of not being on the schedule but it felt like i've always been there and i never left, it also made me remember how much pain my legs gave me after i'm done working. maybe i should quite that job so my legs don't cry out in pain when i'm walking back home ya know.? 

Random Story

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​My eyes snapped open and my temples pounded with pain. I was laying in bed i relaxed when I realized where I was. I rolled over to the edge of the bed to see the place trashed. What the hell happened last night?I tried to remember but all I could see was blurs. I rolled over to the other side of the bed with my eyes shut only to collide into something warm. My eyes snapped open again this time in fear.Next to me was only my rival in male form Everything i did he did the opposite and it irked the hell out of me I shoved him out the bed and landed with a thunk snapping awake.

"Huh what? "

"Get out." 

He looked at me dumbfounded 

"What the hell are you talking about" 

" Get out."  I repeated and he then looked around the room instead ignoring my command. He stood up and then I looked in horror taking in a sharp inhale.. He grinned a boyish smirk a smirk that he scored big time. He was naked and he stood proud like a farmer who won the county fair for the fattest animal. I glared at him coldly he just smiled like an imbecile.

" I hate you "

The Bank

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​Yesterday i went to the bank with my mom too get my first credit card. we get to the bank and this woman inside is  cashing a check. the teller then said too her that they could not cash her check for some reason. She flipped out and started talking really really loud about how she couldn't get her check and make a huge ruckus. She then got up and said to the tellers " This is why i can't go to banks because it's always african americans coming up in here and disrespecting me and denying me service" Well i laughed my mom grimaced and the other two tellers just stared at the lady like she was an idiot she then talked for 30 mins and left and i finally got out of there. At least there was entertainment 

Playing guitar.

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​After 4years i decided to pick guitar again cause the teacher i had before hand didn't really teach me he just told me what i was doing wrong then would jam out and play for 5 minutes before i could fix what i was doing wrong. so i told my friend that i was gonna play again and he told me i could'n't because people with small hands are bad at guitar or will never be able to play guitar fully. that only made me mad and more determined. I also broke my E-string tuning it.

Trees and Strangers

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​Saturday i planted some trees and used a shovel to dig some holes and it was pretty awesome every time we put a tree in it felt satisfying and i felt like i was you know making a difference in a small way. after my team finished we went our separate ways. It was just me and this guy who looked like he was middle aged. we talked for a while about trees and countries then started heading back to put the tools back. along the way he asked me where i was going and offered for a ride. I thanked him for his nice notion but turned down the offer i don't know this guy like that. we kept walking in silence then picked up our conversation again he then stopped and offered the ride again and again i said no. we made it back to the pool which was the meeting place and put the tools away i went over and talked to emma for a bit and guy lingered around a bit and kept persisting that he'd give me a ride home. I turned down again and again and he finally left and went home. lesson learned here is  don't keep asking me a question when i said no like fifteen times.no means NO. 

Reflection Post

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So far lilyanne has been having fun playing tag with william and enjoying herself she has yet too come to the small thicket that will play a major role later on in her life . soon she will find that not only that her day will change but so will her life. 

Crush

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​​You ever had a crush and loved them ever since the day you met them. that's how i feel. 
but i won't act upon it and when the opportunity passes me i'll kick myself in the chest and regret it later.

French toast.

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​Today i didn't eat breakfast and i decided to get something from the school cafeteria. I walked up to see a line and i thought " okay not that bad i mean sometimes there are lines " i continued to walk to find the end of the line but it was further than i thought which in turned caused me to be late to class . when it finally got to my turn they ran out of french toast and i was so upset. I love french toast.

You know..

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I Hate spring, which is funny cause i was waiting for it for so long and when it finally gets here my allergies flare up and i look a mess. now i'm just wishing for summer. I don't think i'll ever be satisfied with the weather cause sooner or later i'll say it's "too hot" or "too cold" so whats the point of waiting for a specific season if i'm gonna hate it later on ?

1st talent show

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My first talent show as when i was in the 8th grade before i was going into the hospital. I was singing mariah carey " shake it off " cause i had recently gotten her CD and it happened to be my favorite song on there well the favorite song (whose notes i could actually hit.) i practice everyday and eventually the time came around i wore a red shirt and flared jeans and i was the first person to go on stage. i stepped onto the stage and my palms started sweating and i froze until the music started playing and i sung, and it was really fun and felt good to be applauded and have that rush from dancing around on a stage. From that moment i knew what i wanted to be when i got older

These Words

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Katey sat there at her desk twirling a blue pen in her hand. beside her was a waste basket filled to the brim with balled up pieces of paper. Some of which have fallen over and now reside next the basket itself. she stared at the blank paper before her and sighed heavily.She then got up and opened the window to let some light in. Outside was a dirt path down the path was an orchid that was in full bloom. It was a beautiful spring day and the cool breeze caressed her hair causing it to flow. Katey was about 5'6 and 17 years old her skin was a pale ivory and her hair a playful orange. After fifteen minutes of staring at the clear blue sky it had finally came to and she sat back down and began to write

My sweetest flower,

Your beauty and movement mesmerize me to no end and at times i find myself constantly thinking about you. You are very sweet and special to me and hope the day serves you well.

                                                                                    Love ,
                                                                                         Your secret admirer



Reading it over she got nervous about sneaking the card into her crush's locker what if he didn't like it or laughed at it to his friends she suddenly felt discourage and stared at the note again letting out a grunt of pride.He's not that heartless. She opened a draw withdrawing an envelope then folded the paper slipping it snuggly in. she then gave it a kiss and slipped it into her backpack heading of her room to school.

Dragon Fly Heart Camp

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During my stay in the hospital i met a little girl who loved the little mermaid. She found out that i could sing and begged me to sing "part of your world" whenever we ran into each other ( which was a lot cause we were staying on the same floor). After some time she got heart transplant on her birthday and was so excited that she threw a disney princess tea party with all the patients. After that she left and i didn't hear from her in a while until she invited me to come to her camp that her and her mother founded which was named " dragon fly heart camp"  dragon fly is in the name cause her and her mother love dragonflies and mary land chester town is filled with them. she created the camp so that children who received heart transplants or has heart complication could have a good time like any other normal kid would at a regular camp. I'm very proud she created this camp from her experience and help others she's one of the people that have inspired from this day forward.

F***ing Septa

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​That one week when septa decided to go on strike in the middle of the winter. I had to carpool with my some people. My ride forgot about me and i was standing near amtrak station freezing  so i decided to wait a little bit more thinking they would eventually would pick me up. My phone had died so i couldn't call anyone. while standing there freezing there was a guy selling hats and scarves he glanced at me and started to talk to me mind you this is like 6o'clock at night. so he started to talk to me and then reached out and hugged me cause i was shaking. I got a little creeped out cause he was touching me and he smelt like alcohol when he let go off me his hand had brushed my cheek and he went "Woah your cheeks are soft" then started to massage my face i stood scared out of my mind and only thing i could say was " Please stop your scaring me" he let go off me in a stupor yelling "Oh i'm sorry"  then offered me a ride with his cousin i declined and walked back to the school where Lehman gave me some money for a cab .I hoped in the cab and guy looked in the window and said " take care of yourself" and i drove off  scariest moment of my life. at least i got some earmuffs 

Spaghettios

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Earlier in the week my mom had bought spaghettios so i'm excited that she had bought them cause i had'nt had them in a while. So i decided to have some for old times sake. the label said ?" Not with frank slices" so i go " Ohh that's new" i opened the can put it in a bowl and microwaved it. When finished i took it and happily started to eat. I took the first spoonful and my face twisted from happy to disgusted. those were nastiest spaghettio's i've ever tasted in my life. not at any moment did i recall spaghettios tasting the way these did. i look at the hot dog slices and slowly picked them all out cause they made the meal worse then better. 

Old School Pictures

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On Wednesday I  was on the train with perry when we started to talk about old school pictures. Like middle school or grade school. So we had the most hilarious pictures that ever happened to us.One of the pictures i remember was when i was about like 8 or 7 and my mom had left for work early. My dad had to do my hair for me and i put on this really bright pink sweater. turns out it was picture day and i took my picture smiling like usual not aware or caring what i looked like at the time. Looking back on it now i laugh at the picture because i look so ridiculous and i complain to my mom sometimes saying" Why did you let him do that too me" and we just laugh more. Old School pictures are hilarious. 

Broken Valentine

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Another memory in the hospital is when i feel in love with this boy and he had bought a valentine for me and even woke up really early to give it too me. one of the nurses rushed in and took me downstairs to the gift shop to get a valentine for him also so it wouldn't be one sided. I paid for it of course so it's okay. we went back up and walked into the teen room where he was waiting. he looked at me and smile and i smiled back then we slid each other our valentines. I can't remember fully after that but we did talk alot. i'd always go to his room cause he was sicker. Unfortunately he passed away and i was crushed. but i still have his card that he gave me. sometimes i look at the card and go over all the memories i just wish he didn't have to go. 

Escape from the fire

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I was stuck, trapped the temperature was rising and i was stumbling.I slammed against a stall door in the bathroom. How'd i get here? i didn't even remember being here.i shook it off and saw that the room had a foggy kind of look too it. i looked out the window and it was fogged up also that's when it hit me.The building was on fire. 

I ran out the bathroom and saw the building dying internally. fire flared from the double doors, beckoning me to join them in their dance. I coughed and hacked  i ran down the hall.Things from the science lab started to explode loudly.The noises sounded like they were groaning and dying scaring me. I needed an exit anything to help me escaped. i ran down the back stairwell but the fire had already spread here too. it blocked me from the next flight of steps which were my ticket out.i climbed on to the railing i took a breath and closed my eyes jumping. I landed on the steps but not without a price.I heard something snap and pain flashed up to my thigh i fell over crying out.I opened my eyes and I saw the red door. the fire creeped down the steps as if it had known this would happen to me. the ceiling started to cave and i reached out my hands dragging myself to the rest of the steps. I can't die here, i just couldn't. I could see the light from outside outlining the door. the clock was ticking and the fire was now at the end of the flight of steps i just threw myself over.the ceiling started to break more and the fire smirked at me 

"Get up"
I inhaled and became light headed. 
" Get up!"
my eyes closed and time seemed to slow 

"GET UP!" 

i scrambled and wince from the pain in my leg  and ran down the steps slamming the door open with my forearm.I ran across the bricked street and fell. I made it. I then started to laugh and then looked behind myself to see the building be consumed.

Hospital Prank

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​While i was staying at the hospital there were a few teenagers i made friends with along with the child life specialists. So one of the child light specialist thought it would be funny to play a prank on the us. She woke us up early and took us all the way down to the main lobby and sat us on the stairs. We all complained about how tired we were and if we could go back to bed, but she just shook her head and sat beside us smiling really happily, while waiting to see what would happen we noticed there were alot of toddlers and kids around us along with the news being there . then the music kicked in and Elmo popped out of nowhere and everyone cheered, Everyone except us. I sat there with the most unhappiest and tired face i could possibly muster and turned to the specialist to see her laughing. so we sat there through the entire show and i kept that face until we left and got upstairs and i was back in my bed. Later on that evening one of the psychiatrist was watching t.v and saw they covered the story and it went a something a bit like  " All the kids were excited to see Elmo and the gang stop by at children's hospital of philadelphia" the camera panned all the happy kids and then there was just me at the end of all the kids with that face.  

Keep Bleeding Love

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
The apartment was dark , light from outside leaked in through the blinds and casted themselves onto the floor.I sat in recliner contemplating.I know i should break up with him but something in me wouldn't let me. He was out , i was home by myself the clock on the wall seemed to tick louder and louder I had to get out here. 

I had finished packing, Right now i was taking my stuff to the car. I couldn't do this anymore waiting for him everyday was driving me insane.i was putting the last suitcase in the car when i heard footsteps i turned my head and saw him staring at me. it was raining and it had slicked his hair into thick strands he was also panting as if he had ran here. His coat was soaked and it's weight sagged his shoulders. He took slow steps towards me , i was paralyzed he got closer and closer not caring about the rain pelting his face. His eyes were fixed on mine , he reached out towards me. taking my forearm i pulled my eyes away from his gaze looking down. He took my other arm.
 
" Look at me"  it wasn't a command but a test and i knew it was. A test that asked me if i really wanted to leave. My heart pounded in my chest and i was afraid he would hear it. my eyes looked back at his, his are soft hazel brown but behind them they were desperate for an answer

"Do you really want to leave?"

Thunder crashed around us telling that the storm was becoming worse. my hair was matted against my face. My mind raced with possible answers to his question i didn't know what to say, i wasn't really sure if i really wanted to go. he pulled me into him hugging my close as if i was going to dissolve into nothing. i closed my eyes and drew in the chilled air 

"No" I replied and he held me tighter and we stood there .I cried. no matter how hard i tried i couldnt get away from him.I love him and he loved me i tried to cut it off cause i was afraid i didn't know why but i was. The vein that i kept closing he cut open every time. My heart will keep bleeding love for him wether i liked it or not. 

Wedding dream

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
I dreamt i was getting married ( yea lame right? ) i was on my way to the church to the alter to meet my groom. i was walking through this grand hall and ended up in this foyer looking place at the bottom was a door that was rounded and seemed like it was part of a submarine but it had a gold finish so that it didn't stand out too much. It had a circle window in the middle of it and i looked in. someone was submerged in water just floating. His hair was dark and curly but pulled back into a ponytail but still some strands got free.I opened the door and he stepped out completely dry wearing white pants and a gold vest over his dress shirt. He took my hand and smiled and walked me too the top of the foyer. The air around me felt cool and tingling. i gripped his hand and we jumped landing in tons and tons of cards some floated up from our impact, and i felt the happiest i ever felt that is until i woke up.

Demon Drop

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During the summer i went to a amusement park with Anthony and Zach. There was a ride called " The Demon drop" and it went almost as high as the tallest roller coaster there. Maddie , Anthony, Zach and I got in line and waited for our turn finally it came and the ride happened to be a four seater so we all got to ride together. the ride scaled to the top and you could feel gravity pushing to keep you down. we finally got to the top and nothing happened. We all took in the view after a good 3 minutes we looked at each other and started making small talk. Zach broke the silence by saying 
"So how's the weather?" 
"well i think -" anthony couldn't finish his sentence the only thing he got out was " Ahhh" and we all join in unison except me who was too busy laughing and trying to get air while falling. we fell and then were on our backs , we flipped to back at the line that we came from and we all got out laughing imitating his scream and re-enacting the whole thing over again. This i think was the most hilarious moment that happened while being at Dorney park.

Empty Throne

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
I Kissed a girl 
Fire Woman 
Walking on Air
Woman 
Walk On Water
Hot and Cold
HummingBird Heartbeat
This is love 
Wedding Dress
Prisoner Of Love
Why did I fall in Love With You? 
Sorrow
I'll Never See Him Again 
F**kin perfect
Halo 
Broken wings
Monster
Beautiful Monster
Your Love is my Drug
Keep Bleeding Love
White gloves 
White Love
Goodnight My Love

Tech Support Evett Hawks Ver.

Posted by Evett Hawks in Storytelling - Chase on
​I was floating. I don't know how but i was. there was darkness all around me and i felt myself drifting the land of dreams. then a noise jerked me from my journey 
'buzz,buzz,buzz'
My eyes snapped open to meet with darkness and the only thing visible were the red digits that seem to float from the clock that read 4:30 am . My eyes squinted with hatred for who would wake me at such at time. 'buzz,buzz,buzz' the noise kept going. i looked to see my phone moving from it's own vibration i swiped it from nightstand and looked at the number. It was anthony calling. My mind even in it's half awake started going through all the things that could have happen for him to call me at this time. in concern i  opened the phone and replied.
" Hello ? " 
"Teeeecchhh support" the voice sounded slurred and drunk 
" What? "I replied in confusion 
" Tech support " he yelled again in the slurred way
"You called me...at 4:30 in the morning for tech support!" 
I heard laughter in the back that i recognize " Zach I'm going to kill you!" there was rustling i guessed that the phone was moving and Zach's voice much closer now yelled back 
" Wait why are you going to kill me!" 
"Because you let him call me at 4 in the morning! 
" i can't control who he calls " 
"yes you can!" 





this argument went on for about 2 minutes until Zach apologized and said goodnight. i closed my phone and put my head on the pillow that smiled back at me. i closed my eyes but i could'nt drift back to my journey on the road to dreams. I sat up and opened my laptop at least i could surf around until my eyes got tired. a bubbled showed up on my screen from ichat it made it's pop noise timidly and i looked to see who messaged me 'Tech Support' it read. Even though i could not hear him. his voice rang loud and obnoxiously in my head. I typed back frustrated " Anthony shut up!" In response he spammed with the same two words.I blocked him for the night then closed my laptop with a sigh. I laid my head back down on the pillow and a few minutes i finally went back to sleep with the hatred of the words" Tech support" 
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