Playlist for Offred
Bag of Bones (Mitski): In The Handmaid’s Tale, Offred and all the other Handmaids are used for their bodies, so much so that they become detached from them in a way that I think Mitski articulates very well in the song Bag of Bones. On page 73, Offred is remembering how she used to feel so positively about all the things her body was able to do for her, but says, “Now the flesh arranges itself differently. I’m a cloud, congeled around a central object, the shape of a pear, which is hard and more real than I am and glows red within its translucent wrapping.”. This description made me think about the song Bag of Bones and specifically the lyric, “And after everything’s done and I’m all undone, You can hear my high heels walking on, Clickity-clacking through the night, I’m carrying my bag of bones”. The way Offred describes her body as flesh, unreal, and unfamiliar to her gave me the same feeling as Mitski describing her body as a bag of bones. Her body belongs to Gilead, the Commander, and the Wife, and they’ve undone her. All her body is is a bag of bones that no longer serves her.
The Other Woman (Lana Del Rey): This was one of the first songs I thought of when brainstorming for this project. The song is about a relationship between a married couple and the woman that the husband is cheating with. It shows mostly the perspective of the ‘other woman’, and so it felt like a very direct parallel to the situation in The Handmaid’s Tale when Offred is in a secret relationship with the Commander. In the song, the wife is compared to the other woman, who is seemingly perfect and has all the things the wife doesn’t. One lyric that made me think about the book is: “The other woman keeps fresh-cut flowers in each room.”. On page 81 of the book, Offred observes the embroidered flowers covering Serena Joy’s dress, saying, “Even at her age she still feels the urge to wreath herself in flowers. No use for you, I think at her, my face unmoving, you can’t use them anymore, you’re withered. They’re the genital organs of plants. I read that somewhere once.” In this scene, flowers are a symbol of fertility and are one way in which Offred feels above the Wife, connecting back to ideas of the song. While the Wife has the advantage of class and money, it can’t compare to Offred’s priceless fertility.
Greenlight (Lorde): This song reminds me a lot of the relationship between Offred and the Commander. When Lorde sings, “I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth, She thinks you love the beach, you’re such a damn liar.” It reminds me of the moment between Offred and the Commander right after their first meeting. “I think about how I could approach the Commander, to kiss him, here alone, and take off his jacket, as if to allow or invite something further, some approach to true love, and put my arms around him and slip the lever out from the sleeve and drive the sharp end into him suddenly, between the ribs,”. Offred feels violent towards him after he asks her to kiss him, but she’s not angry about the kiss; she knows that there are other unspoken things that he wants from her. The game of Scrabble is innocent, but the power dynamic is not. “Those great whites, they have big teeth, hope they bite you,” is another lyric from this song. In this scene, the Commander is the great white shark; he has the power of class and patriarchy over Offred, and she is anxiously aware of this from the start.
Little Freak (Harry Styles): Although this song is about a romantic relationship, I thought it did a good job of capturing the complicated relationship between Offred and her mother. The song describes a relationship where they didn’t seem to understand each other, and mistakes were made, but they still think about each other after they break up. The lyric, “I disrespected you, jumped in feet first, and I landed too hard,” and repetition of, “I’m just thinkin’ about you,” in the chorus show a similar tension to the one between Offred and her mother described on page 122: “We used to fight about that. I am not your justification for existence, I said to her once. I want her back. I want everything back, the way it was.” They didn’t always agree on things, and Offred remembers and regrets the moments she pushed back against her mother. In the end, Offred thinks they are trivial things, and just wants to see her mother again.
How to Disappear (Lana Del Rey): I wanted to include this song because it reminded me of the way Offred forces herself to forget memories from her life before. Sometimes, she wants to fully integrate herself into her Gilead life, while her memories hold her back emotionally. Other times, she feels happy remembering things, like on page 226, as she is remembering the feeling of love, she says, “There is a good deal of comfort in remembering this,”. While part of Offred is convinced that Luke is dead or imprisoned, there is another part of her that believes he is alive and going to save her. The lyric, “As I whisper in your ear, I’m always going to be right here, No one’s going anywhere,” reminds me of this part of her that remembers her love for him, and the comfort it brings her. Part of what keeps her going is the slight possibility that Luke and her daughter are ok, and they will be reunited at the end.
Link to Lit Log Doc, if you want the song links: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mkGqyHhfewLB0g0v0CDhqVK41hJEtynjZtHsnWB7g9k/edit?usp=sharing