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Favorite Benchmark
- Inquiry: My group and I used inquiry to gain as much knowledge as possible about card, as well as the game Black Jack. We designed questions and inquired what information they gave us and if the questions and results could be better.We incorporated great questions and awesome results, due to inquiry.
- Research: In order to play the game correctly we had to use and compare multiple websites as well as other card players, to find the most common way to play Black Jack. For actual work we researched common ways probability was used in a game of cards. We deducted that the best way was to find the probability of each players chance of 21 will determine which player will hit or miss. This vital piece of information would not have been used if would not have used research.
- Collaboration: My group used collaboration as a huge component to this project. If everyone had not come together to shoot of the video, solve the probability problems, and brainstorm to make the project better; we would not have completed this project. There was so much teamwork involved to create the Black Jack Tournament, collaboration was a key player in making this happen.
- Presentation: Presentation was involved in editing the footage that we shot from the Black Jack Tournament, as well as presenting it to the class. With such a responsibility, I have learned that getting as close to perfection as possible, makes a perfect presentation because you effort is evident.
- Reflection: In every project that we do in SLA, I reflect on what I have done and what could have been better. With this project, of course if I had more time the more effort toward perfection it would have been. But with the time and materials we had, we did very well. The next time I play Black Jack, or any card game, I will remember this probability project and used what I learned to win.
Site we used:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blackjack
http://www.hitorstand.net/
http://www.blackjackinfo.com/
http://casinogambling.about.com/od/blackjack/a/bjbasic.htm
http://www.blackjacktactics.com/blackjack/odds/
http://www.blackjackrulesandstrategy.com/odds.shtml
I Remember...
You loved me like a bullet submerged in its chrome
You loved me more than the amounts of times my heart decided to beat
I remember your love was as dangerous as the Iraqi war soldiers surrounded by mines
…
I remember when I lost your love
It was like a 10-inch steel knife piercing in my chest and out my heart
It got lost along with White boys dignity the case in Gena 6
I remember that loving you, was worst than loosing you.
Benchmark Update
Gifted
"She's so beautiful" she said, hand still held in the air
"Who"
She didn't answer. She couldn't answer. She didn't know who it was, she only knew that she was there for a reason. Only she didn't yet know for what...
(Let me know if there should be a continuation, I just made this up on the spot when I was on the train and I saw a little girl hug this old lady and her sister or some older person was with her.)
The City Sounds Like...
The city sounds like
Raaaauu Raaauuu Raaauu
Bittadatdatdat Bittadatdatdat
Guns Fire, ambulance, police, Fire Fighting, People Fighters
The city sounds like
“Oh baby you’d do it if you love me”
And
“It don’t feel the same with one on baby, so do it to me slowly”
The city sounds like
Babies crying dying and “Honey I just ‘came out’ to my family”
The city sounds like
Thighs rubbing together with slurpings of Sprite from McDonalds with a side of a Big Mac
The city sounds like
“Can I have some change please, please I gotta feed my family”
“Trick give me my money by tomorrow or I’ll cut yo ass!”
The city sounds like
Empty promises from crack feigning mothers like
“Afternoon delight
Try not to fright baby you know I love you
Now sleep
Sleep and don’t worry about me
Hopefully I’ll see you in the morning
And if I get to see the sun again
I’ll give you the world…
I promise”
The city sounds like
(Mouthing) “Can you hear me?”
(Motioning: banging on glass) “Can you hear me?”
(Whisper): “Can you hear me?”
(Normal tone): “Can you hear me?”
(Yelling): “Can you hear me?! I will no longer go unheard by those who oppress and depress me!”
(Normal tone): “Can you hear me?”
(Whisper): “Can you hear me?”
(Mouthing) “Can you hear me?”
The city sounds like
“Extra Extra read all about it! Paris Hilton Finally gets some talent, Oprah gains 60 pounds for the 80th time, Saw 93 in theaters now near you! World Peace continues to get pushed back and ‘shit like’ news continues to get front pages and Top Stories.
Extra Extra Gossip all about it!”
The city sounds like
‘Ziiippp’ “Ok Big daddy, you got what you wanted, that’ll be $200 baby…cash or credit?”
The city sounds like
A life undone
With obstacles and trials
Victory and the overcoming
Without this the city, your life would be nothing
The city sounds like
A life well done
I cried today...
The admissions committee at New York University has carefully considered your application and supporting credentials, and it is with regret that I must inform you that we are unable to offer you admission to NYU this year. I am so sorry about the disappointing news.
Please know that your application and supporting credentials were given full consideration. As you likely suspect, we receive more applications from exceedingly qualified students than we are able to admit each year. This year was no exception, as this was one of the most competitive admission processes in NYU’s history. Unfortunately, even though students may be clearly competitive for admission based on their academic records and their test scores, we are only able to admit a fraction of qualified students given the space we have available in our classes at NYU. Please know that whether or not you requested financial aid or on-campus housing did not factor into our decision-making process.
Given the volume of applications we receive each year – roughly 42,000 – please understand that we do not have an appeal process of any kind and we cannot reconsider your application this year. You can certainly re-apply for admission as a transfer candidate, should you matriculate elsewhere next fall, but we cannot reconsider your application until then and we cannot evaluate any new credentials or materials at this time.
Again, I am sorry for the disappointing news. My experience shows that the vast majority of students who are delivered similar news – myself included, as I was not admitted to my own first choice university more than 20 years ago – go on to be highly successful in their chosen fields of study.
On behalf of the NYU community, I wish you only the best as you continue your education.
Sincerely,
Shawn L. Abbott, Ed.D.
Assistant Vice President for Admissions
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I was trying to get into my Temple account when I couldn't seem to log in. So I go to my e-mail to look for the e-mail that gave me my username and password, when I see I have 12 unread messages; one of which was from New York University - labeled "Your Admission Decision." Excitement surged through me, because this was it. This was what I'd been waiting for since December when I applied. Each day I thought, if not drooled over my future life in New York as NYU. And so I opened it. I read to "with regret," and my heart sank. First unsure how to take the heart stopping news, I continued to read down to the very last word, even though I knew what it would read. I had gotten the same letter from Villanova, but that was far less disappointing. After reading it I handed the computer to my sister for her to read. Then I turned and tears burned my eyes and washed my cheeks. I cried... a lot. Snowball came trotting over and jumped on my lap and tried to lick the tears away but I just laid her down and grabbed for my Kleenex. But no matter how many times I wiped the tears away, it didn't change the fact that my whole future has changed, whether for better or worse is irrelevant, it's how I'm suppose to plan my life from here on out. I was always the type to plan my future, or anything for that matter, but I'd only plan for the best outcome and never the a bad outcome be a reality. But now I know one of the most important lessons I could ever learn; plan for the best, the good, the bad, and the worst. That way, disappointment won't hurt nearly as bad.
-Onji
Dear Diary,
Call of Duty: Black Ops
"Here, you know how to do it?" Josh says handing me the remote
"No" I say still hopping
He gives me directions
"Okay I think I got it...ahh why did he shoot me!?"
"Because that's what they do"
"Ugh"
5 minutes and 8 deaths later
"Yay I finally got em'!"
"Ummm, Pookie, he was on your team"
My Soldier
My Soldier
Never let a soldier see you cry
Not even from the eyes of death itself
Not the correlation of deprivation of life itself
Not even through the diagnosis of pain and suffering
Tears and Fears
Never let a soldier see you cry
I can’t say this to you when your conscious
So I whisper it to your subconscious
“You’re my baby
My sunshine kiss
And if we get through this
I promise I’ll be the daddy you’ve always wanted
I’ll take you to the park and slide down the slide with you
Swing the swings with you
No longer allergic to a smile
I’ll put little bows in your hair and play dress up
Because you know I care
And I’ll watch you sleep and caress your beautiful soft hair
And whisper to you the advice you’ll never forget.”
Never let a soldier see you cry
When you dream of the sweat and blood dripping down your stomach
And fingertips
Because you clawed at your chest
Trying to find the superman sign
You’ve been dying to hide
And when you wake up
You’ll see the superman suit hung up because
He retired form saving the world
Retired from saving my baby girl
Never let a soldier see you cry
When you and your wife have been fighting
Because you’ve lost the meaning of love
Or lost the meaning of life
You can’t tell the difference because they both feel the same
You argue because you can’t fix the unfixable
And change the changed and unchangeable
You argue because you blame yourself for not replacing superman and saving the world
Saving your baby girl
You argue because you
Never let a soldier see you cry
Not even when you’re in the hospital
Waiting and listening to the beep beeps
And the heavy breathing of your baby girl
And you watch the shedding of her hair
And you let the time past
By counting the number of each hair from the beginning of the diagnosis
Of cancer
And every blink
Every breath
Feels like death
Never let a soldier see you cry
Nights past and the beeping slows
And your prayer speeds
But your faith leaves
And you wife grieves
Pacing back and forth becomes old news
And the cars passing by outside
And fainted chitter chatter in the alleys 4 miles away
Feels like murder
Because the whole world doesn’t stop to check on your baby
Never let a soldier see you cry
Her days continue to count down
And the rounds of whiskey make him immune to relief
Immune to life
And your wife sits outside of room 111C
With your baby girl inside
Because she can’t bare to see the red and purple rings grow around her eyes anymore
But you sit next to her in he last grateful breaths
And beep.
Though the beep never completes
And as painful as death itself
The tears flow like rivers
But it’s ok
Because
My Soldier has never seen me cry
Six Word Story #6: Bully
Six Word Story #5: Hell
Six Word Story #4: Newborn?
ADM: Attention Deficit Meditation
Six Word Story #3: Childhood Nightmare
Six Word Story #2: Birth or Near Death
Six Word Story #1: Abuse
HUNTED
Yousef Ahmed-Serir
Onjelique Jackson
Description: A woman is being chased by an unknown man armed with a hammer.
Birth
The Real Me
Nightmares
By the time I was seven, I would have nightmares of mummy arms that were slightly unwrapped from it's ancient towel wrapping, showing a semi-deteriorating arm and fingers waving and carving my name my old hard wooden floors. Of course that was only seven and I didn't know that mummies lived all the way in Egypt buried under grown in royal booby-trapped secret chambers.
By the time I was twelve I watch Jaws for the first time and had nightmares of giant sharks bursting into my room in the exact place that the dinosaurs used to. The sharks would eats away at my bed until I was climbing up the headboard onto the bookshelf and dangling from the ceiling fan.
Now I have nightmares of not having enough money for prom. Growing a huge zit before a job interview that I've been waiting for since I even knew what job interviews was. And becoming a real life hero and fighting off zombies and vampires, because these are things that grown up nightmares are suppose to consist of.
Chapter 1 - Momma
When I woke up from the coma I saw a familiar face, my nanny, then a face that wasn’t so familiar, nor pleasant, my mother’s. She had the same rosey red cheeks, and curly, frizzy hair. She had the same frosty grass green eyes, but with busted red veins surrounding them, and a glossy film coating them, which wasn’t from tears of the very near death of her own daughter. My mother had on black pants, a black plain tee shirt, and an oversized black corteroid material jacket with a music pin tilted diagonally on the right-hand collar of the jacket, it was my fathers. She also wore silver chain with a pistol hanging downwards with hearts spilling from the nose of the gun.
“Hey hun, how’s my baby doing?” my nanny said caressing my hair with deep uncomfortable eye contact. I ignored her and stared at my mother, whom I haven’t seen for days. She walked to the side of my bed and put took off her chained gun and placed it around my neck, kissed my forehead and turned around and walked out.
“She’ll be back, tell me how you’re feeling” the nanny pried.
“I’m hungry, is Mommy getting me food?”
“I don’t know honey, I don’t know. You hit you’re her head really hard but the doctor said you’ll be ok when you wake up, do you understand?”
“Can we get a piano?”
“HA you really did hit your head hard missy, no one knows how to play the piano, well besides your fath--- no one knows how to play the piano.”
“I do”
“Don’t be silly”
The doctor entered, he had a huge mustache seems malnourished and seemed so old he could drop dead any minute. “Hello there, little lady.” He walked over and checked my pulse, flashed a flash light in my eyes, and checked the 10 stitches on the left side of my temple.
“You’re looking good I think we can get you home today,” he turns to the nanny “just keep her on her meds and make sure she gets plenty of rest and she’ll be fine.” He took on last glance at me, smiled, and walked out.
“Alrighty lets get you home”
Absence
"Hello...yea" then he laughs and hands me the phone
"...this grown man on the phone, Where is Pookie!"
"Are you still talking, he's not on the phone anymore"
"Ooooh my goodness who is that picking up your phone?"
"Ricky"
"Oh, I was about to say who this grown man picking up your phone, Hahaha, but wassup Pookie"
I then explain to her the situation
"Pookie! This could be serious. You know what, call your mom and see if she wants me to take you to the hospital, how could this happen!"
"I fine I mean you can finish what your doing and then come up here."
"No, Pookie I'm on my way now"
In about an hour and a half I'm stiffly laying in my bed singing also to Natasha Bedingfield "Strip Me" waiting on my mom to tend to what appears to be a back spasm caused by the unknown and provoked by every movement.
The Girl I'll End Up Becoming
Prologue by Onji J
Beep, Beep, Beep, I slapped the snooze button once again. And there was no smell of eggs, bacon, or blueberry pancakes rising through my door and into my nose, only the smell of old cigarettes and whiskey. I’d been having the same dream for the past year, hoping it would become my reality. Though I know it never would. I headed downstairs to see my mom passed out on the couch. “Mom, momma, wake up, it’s 8:00, it’s time for you pills.” I pushed and pushed until finally WAP!
“Why you always gotta wake me up this early, huh!?” Momma snapped back. The only thing that faces her was my burning red cheek. This had been such routine that I only felt numb, both physically and mentally, and the walls didn’t seem to spin anymore, guess they’ve gotten use to it too. “Momma, take your pills.”
“I don’t won’t to!”
This time she breathed in my face allowing her raspy voice to force the putrid smell of day old whiskey, beer, and henisy up my nostrils. Dismissing her outburst I go into the kitchen and grab bread and medicine out of the half broken cabinet and walked back towards her. She tried to sit up on her own but couldn’t, so I sat next to her so she can rest her body on me. “Eat this.” She grabbed the bread and gobbled it down in seconds. “Take this” she shoved the pill in her mouth and I hold up a cup of water to her mouth to wash it down. She swallowed with resistance. She stared at me blankly and slurred “This will be you pretty soon, yup, a low-life nothing, your already stupid, what else are you going do? Go to college HA!” She busted out in a hysterical laughter.
“Yea, momma, yea” Tears almost formed in my eyes, but instead of crying I just kissed her on the forehead and said I love you. Then tore off the a label from an old water bottle from on top of our grand piano, and simply wrote goodbye. I walked out the front door and never looked back.After The Pain Subsides, It Gets Easier to say Goodbye
Each day gets better
Just to be me
To Remember I'm in peace
Day N' Nite
This is your life
Goodnight, Travel well
Heaven, here I am
Came and take me
Sweetest Goodbye
Curiosity And Humans
Topic: Why, as humans, must know the answers to questions such as evolution and other scientific theories?
David Quammen's "Was Darwin Wrong?" immediately allowed me to raise the question, why can't we just agree to disagree? Well, Quammen mentions that if you are skeptical by nature and are unfamiliar with science then those are the people who are unaware of the overwhelming evidence and confess that evolution is "'just' a theory." This statement allows me to believe that every human being has evolved to be curious, but to different degrees. Without our curiosity we would have built the civilization way have today. It probably all began in the following mind processing:
- Cavemen accidentally discover fire
- Is intrigued by the discovery
- Leads to creation and discovery
- Because of the new found way of life, there needs to be a new form of communication
- Experiments with manual communication
- Then to verbal communication
- New form of communication spread and changed with different communities
- After learning a more efficient way to communicate, a "civilized" way of living begins
Citations:
http://www.personal-development.com/chuck/curiosity.htm
http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/ngm/0411/feature1/fulltext.html
http://science.howstuffworks.com/environmental/life/evolution/curiosity1.htm
http://www.lorencoleman.com/cabinet_of_curiosities/curiosity2.jpg