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Chelsea Janette Smith Play
Characters:
Alma- pregnant girl in Africa
Nyaki- Alma’s friend
Sonya- the mother of a pregnant teen
Savannah- Sonya’s sister
Marge- Social Worker
Tasha- the girl the social worker is talking to; uneducated teen
Lisa- former single teenage pregnant mother
Dominique- soon to be teenage father
Chris- Dominique’s closest friend
Act 1, Scene 1
ALMA
“That’s it Nyaki I’m leaving and getting away from this place. Everyone has looked down on me. I didn’t want any of this or asked for any of it. I just can’t take it anymore.”
(Looks for things to put in a suitcase.)
SONYA
“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN NOT TO SNAP!!!! YOU MUST HAVE LOST YOUR MIND IF YOU THINK I’M NOT GOING TO SNAP!
(Sits down at the table with Savannah and tries to hold her composure)
¡Aye Dois Mio! Ella es un bebe tambien. How is she supposed to take care of another baby? Savannah you don’t understand she shouldn’t have to go through this. I had to and I know how hard it is with the help of family and friends. Hermana she has no one. I can’t raise another kid. I barely have money to keep our own family going.”
DOMINQUE
(Has his hands on his head and tries to let reality sit in.)
“Oh man. Chris I don’t know what to do I cant believe she ‘bout to have my kid. I don’t even know if she telling the truth or not. Bro Imma make her take a test right in front of me. Wait. I can’t do that, that would be to disrespectful and I know better than that. Chris I really don’t know what to do. What if it ain’t even mines?”
(Sits on the table and looks at the floor)
CHRIS
“Brov that has to be your kid. She was a virgin when yall got together. So stop playing you just scared and don’t know what to do.”
(Puts his hand on his friend)
MARGE
(At the desk typing and listening to Tasha talk)
“I’m sorry about all papers just been a busy week. Well Tasha I understand that you want to send your baby to America, lets just talk a little bit. So you want to send your first baby to be with a family in America? “ Guess you heard about all the good things in America.
(Gives a little chuckle)
TASHA
(Takes a deep breathe and begins to talk)
“Well I like for my baby to have a good life. I want my baby to be in good hands and safe the rest of their life. I want them to be safe.”
LISA
(Stands in front of the crowd and waits the audience becomes a little quieter. Looks around and starts to talk.)
“Hello ladies how is everybody doing tonight? I’m glad everyone is doing fine but their isn’t any point in holding off the conversation. I’m here to tell how I went from getting an abortion just to end up pregnant once again. Yea I know I should have been a little smarter, but hey I was in high school and met that guy.”
(Puts her hands and gives quotes while saying that guy)
“Yea lets just say from there I went on a rollercoaster. I was about to get kicked out of school because pregnancy isn’t tolerated. The thing that makes it even worst is that I was only a freshman.
(End of Scene 1, Act 1)
Act 2, Scene 2
ALMA
(Sitting next to Nyaki talking.)
“Nyaki he raped me. I tried to fight him off but he said if I struggled he would kill me. I tried to tell my mother but she just didn’t believe me. I went to the witch doctor and he told me I got aids from him. “
(Puts her head down and starts to cry in Nyaki’s arm.)
SONYA
(Wipes away her tears and fixes herself a little bit before talking.)
“Savannah, I’m really scared of what’s going to happen next. All I can think about is bad things. I don’t know this guy or anything he is about. What should I do hermana, estoy muy miedo.”
SAVANNAH
(Grabs her sister and holds her tight for comfort. She talks to her sister in her native language)
“Sonya calmate por favor. Ella es un adolescente. She’s going to be fine remember who raised her and taught her how to succeed in life even with a problem as big as this. If you can deal with it and taught her how to be strong I’m sure she can. I’m here for you mi amor. It’s going to be fine.”
(Whispers it’s going to be fine)
DOMINQUE
(Gives his friend a handshake and starts to thank him for being there for him)
“Yo man you a good friend. You helped me when I need u the most.
(Gives his friend a handshake and hug)
Chris
“No problem man.”
(Returns the hug and shake)
MARGE
(Starts typing on the computer and than stops and faces Tasha. Pulls out a stack of papers.)
“Well I’m going to need you to feel these papers out.
(Phone starts ringing)
“Hey. Yea I can talk now. You have to be kidding me. She didn’t have a miscarriage.
Well what am I suppose to tell the adoptive parents? Okay so please tell me
what happened.”
(Takes a sip of her coffee as she
listens to the story. She goes blank)
“She got
into a fight on purpose?! Are you freaking kidding me?! So how did she mange to
lose her baby?”
(Almost chokes on her coffee when she hears the truth.)
“The girl stabbed her in the stomach? Oh
my God. What did the police say? How did she get the hospital? When was the
baby pronounced dead? Okay so the girl is under custody? That’s good. Now I
want to know what the doctor said. Please telling me your just trying to play with
me and that really didn’t happen. She was really taking drugs and drinking. Wow
I can’t believe this little ignorant girl. Well when I finish up with my client
right know I’ll contact the adoptive parents and have them come in for a talk.
Make sure your here.”
(Hangs up the phone and rubs her face)
TASHA
“Wow sounds like your going to have a busy day. Hope I do the right thing with my baby.
(Rubs her stomach)
LISA
I went through my sophomore and junior year retaining abstinence. I had to get the abortion in order to stay in school. Bye the beginning of senior I was pregnant and decided to keep this baby. I didn’t know what to do the father of the baby was gone but had to pay child support and from the time the baby was born I had struggled. The one thing that kept me happy was the smile on my baby girl’s face. I couldn’t take anymore so I moved to the USA and had some of my friends from here help me raise Ami. I can’t say it was easy but ladies listen to me when I tell this is going to be the hardest thing in your life but its going to be one of the best things you’ll ever have to do and accomplish.
(The crowd begins to clap)
End of Act 2, Scene 2
ACT 3, SCENE 3
ALMA
“Nyaki I love you but I need to go. Be safe and remember me. Pray for me and me baby.”
(Hugs Nyaki and exits the scene)
SONYA
“Gracias por todo. You have helped me get through this. Te amor mi hermana.”
(Gives her sister a hug and leaves off the stage)
SAVANNAH
(Returns the hug and whispers)
“ I love you to mi amor.”
(Exits the stage)
The moment that changed China.
The Final Script
ACT I
Scene 1
(A young Somalia boy around 17 or 18 speaking to a crew of pirates on the way to a cargo ship.(Sounds of a motor in the background. nothing on stage just black. voices can be heard.))
Abdi
You want to know why I am a pirate at such a young age. My father decided that I should fight for my waters against the illegal fishers and the illegal dumping. He is a pirate and wants me to prove myself to him. I figured it sounded fun. I am young but I am ready. The ship isn’t far now. We are going to be boarding soon........... I know all about the new guy routine and I wanted that. I wanted the challenge but since my dad is top boss he insisted that I should do all the boss work here..........Yeah.......... Okay. Throw the grapple up so we can position the ladder. I am no longer going to be oppressed and put down by the people forcing the injustice of polluted waters in our land....... No. I am not scared. I am ready to do what is necessary. Ok. You informed them that we are boarding?........ Okay. Climb up. (They climb up onto the ship and see the crew.)
Scene 2
(The men walk at the crewmembers and point their guns forward. Abdi Stammers often from fear or being in over his head.)
ABDI
Get down! Y-You you heard me get d-down! This ship is our property now!...... What? D-Don’t hit you? Then get down when I tell you to. Listen to us and you won’t get hurt. Where is the captain? Tell me!........ In the cabin? Okay guys go get him. Come on you guys are coming up to the cabin too. (Fear in his voice.) Get moving, but not too fast. One foot out of line and you die! Is this everyone on the ship?........ No one is downstairs?..... How many people?.......Five?.......Then why would you tell me that there were no people? I will pretend this did not happen. K-Keep moving! I don’t want you p-pulling anything stupid on me.
Scene 3
(They are inside of the main cabin and everyone from the ship is tied up.)
ABDI
What are we suppose to do now that we have them tied up?...... Okay, then where is the walkie to their people?......... Okay crew! Where is your radio?........ Grab that! Hand me it!. What should I say?........ Okay I’ll... be the one to talk. Hello?......We have your crew and ship. We want money........ No they will not be killed, if you give us the money.......... 3,000,000 dollars in cash.........American money for an American ship!........ Good. We will be waiting for your arrival. That will show you people to keep illegally dumping and fishing in Somalia waters. Either way we win. We get paid a lot of money or we kill you all and teach the others a lesson.
Act 2
Scene 1
(The crewmen hear the call of the pirates. They announce that they are boarding the ship.)
Nicholas
What is that? It looks like a boat. It’s a speedboat. Oh no! The-They ave guns. What are they doing? Why would they be doing this?.......... They are boarding? Oh god elp us. I told them we ad to stop fishing ere. The peepal in the United States will never understand that we can not just send people out to steal other people’s resources. I really don’t want to die because of stupid Americans. Okay. RIng the bells! Alarm the ship! Tell everyone that we are being boarded! Urry!........ Oh god. They are on the ship!
Scene 2
(Nicholas tried to run back but fell as the men walked towards him. He scrambles and shouts in fear.)
NICHOLAS
.......Okay! Okay! I will get down! Please don't it me!........ I just don't want to die! Okay guys get up. Do what he tells us!........I understand. Not a word.
Scene 3
Nicholas
Inner thought (spot light on Nicholas): I ave to make it out of this! I will just do as they say and follow their orders. As long as I cooperate they might spare my life. I have to just ope that the U.S. cares enough about us to pay the ransom, so we can be saved. Ee said that ee will kill us if they do not pay.
Outer dialogue: ........The radio? Um... It is over there behind that thing under the cloth.
Inner thought (Spot light on Nicholas again): Ok. They are getting the money. will they really pay 3,000,000 dollars in cash for a few men on a ship? I ave to be with my family. Will I ever even see them again? I know that the Somalia’s have it really ard, but so do I. That is why I took this job. Do they realize that other people ave it bad in the world too? I ope they don’t overreact and do something crazy. Whether I live or die this is my final trip out ere in the Somali waters.
Act 3
Scene 1
(It has been 10 hours since the pirates boarded the ship and the coast guard has arrived along with some of the military. The coast guard sent over some food and a phone to the pirates and crew to keep them comfortable.)
ABDI
I am calling the shots here........ No you listen to me Steven! I am not sending over any hostages until I get the money and I get a safe way out of here.........No! I am not changing my mind. I will not give you one hostage now!........ Yeah! You better go get the damn money.
(Slams the phone closed and puts it in his pocket. Looks at his men and the crew.)
ABDI
They keep trying to get us to hand over one or two hostages before we get the money. I don't think I am ready to call shots on something this big. They like to play mind games........ Why would they try to snipe us? We just want the money.........They would rather just have the money and the hostages? That’s nonsense! Well... I guess you might be right. Then we will just have to be more careful. Put the crewmembers up in front of the windows. If they fire then they hit the hostages that they are trying to save! I just want the fishermen out of my waters. If they want to keep sending people here then they will pay the price until the day they learn from the error of their ways.
Inner thought (Spotlight on Abdi): Part of this is obviously just for the money. I would like to be rich and make money for my family. How many people care for the fishing and dumping. I still do because it is my people’s land but it is not my land. I do not own these waters. I am making money from this while fighting for a good cause. Is that right? No it isn’t is it. What am I talking about of course it is.
Outer dialogue: Okay this is where things get out of hand. We need to kill one of the hostages don’t we? I heard you all talking........ Of course there is something wrong with it. Isn’t there?......Maybe your right. They were illegally fishing. Yeah! Do it.......(They hand him a gun.) Me?......You want me to do it? ( He looks down and the floor in thought) Okay. I will do it. He pulled the captain down to his knees in front of him (The man is on his knees on the opposite side of the stage and the boy is pointing the gun at the crowd as if it was the man.) and dialed on the phone........ Hello. I am calling to let you know that we are going to kill the captain......No. I don’t have a choice. (He gives the phone to the captain.)......Hey! (He hit him hard and fired. He shoots at the crowd and the man falls on the other side of the stage.) He is dead but he told the damn coast how many of us there are and the weapons that we have...... Yeah you’re right. They have no way to get us.
Inner monologue (spotlight on Abdi): I am not so sure that we are very safe in here. I should try to be easier on them to get what I want instead of using force. I don’t think I should have killed that man. That was not good. I should have let him live.........No! He paid for his crimes. That was justice. Not murder. Or is there no difference? Of course there is!...Is there?
Act 4
Scene 1
(Group of military men with the coast guard trying to negotiate. American hostage negotiator talking through the cell phone to the pirates.)
OFFICER STEVEN WALSKEY
(He constantly stares out at the boat squinting or looks through Binoculars) Hello this is Officer Steven Wolsey. I just want these people safe........No you are not!........ This is absolutely ridiculous.....Just let them all go and we will let you go free....Fine! Give us the hostages and all the money is yours. I have it right here.....(whispers to the people next to him.) Go ahead and snipe them out. The room has tons of windows. (Back to the people on the phone.) Ah! You smart-ass! Take the hostages out of the window. We will stop dumping and fishing. Does that sound good? Just give us one hostage........No! No. No.No.No.No don’t do that! Take it easy and don’t kill anyone. Hey! Take it easy.......Calm down.....Just breath man and relax okay....(Draws out the word relax very long.) Relax........God dammit! He shot one of the damn hostages! I give up! Get the money or more are going to die!
Inner thoughts (Spotlight on Steve.): is 3,000,000 dollars really something that we could consider spending for a few lives. Are their lives really worth that kind of money?
Act 5
Scene 1
(Nicholas sits tied up thinking about what was going on. The men lie behind him all tied up as well. A few men sit in the full body sized windows. The crewmembers sit randomly across the room and Abdi paces.)
NICHOLAS
Inner thoughts (Spotlight on fisher): Oh god! Oh no no no! Ee killed im. Ee shot im in the ed. What am I going to do now? They are killers. They don’t need the money. What will appen to us? Okay! Breath. Breath. Inhale exhale. We are obeying them. They won’t urt us....All this for some fishes? This is too much. Please god I ave realized what I ave done wrong. I promise that I ave. Let me live and please let this all just end. Don’t make any more people die today.
Act 6
Scene 1
(Abdi is trying hard to keep the crew in line. They are in the cabin room still and the crew is sitting and still struggling against the ropes except for the silent Nicholas.)
ABDI
We need to give them the hostages. As simple as that................Forget about the money. We need to get out of here. We won’t win this we should get out while we can...............I know. I do want the money. I just can’t kill another person and I can’t do this because someone wants me to. It’s not right.
Inner Thought (Spotlight on Abdi): I won’t become a bad person. Not now. I have my whole life ahead of me. This has got to change. I have to put things right and let these people go. I killed that man. I can only pray that god will forgive me.( looks up at the ceiling of the cabin as if he could see the sky.) I will do what I can to make things right. I hope my father will understand. They shouldn’t dump in the water or fish and steal our resources but that is no reason for people to die.
ABDI
We are leaving. The prisoners are being freed. The chaos is over. (They start to walk to the door. The boy opens it and falls to the floor instantly after he hears one of his friends yell his name. “Abdi!”
Act 7
Scene 1
(Officer Steven Walskey is watching the cabin.)
OFFICER STEVEN WALSKEY
Wait! I see movement................ Yeah. Uh uh yeah get the snipers ready. Train their eyes on the prize............. Okay I see them. I see them moving. Ready to fire once in sight!.........The door is open. Its one of them! Fire! (Just before he screams fire her hears one of the pirates scream the name “Abdi!”) Abdi? What is that?...................... A name? Of who?............The boy? Boy?........ We shot a boy? (Gulps down sorrow).................... Oh god.
Missing Henry
Don Kim is a 38-year-old father who doesn’t care that
his son hasn’t come home for a couple of days. He makes no attempt to see if
his son is okay.
Tim is an American who hears about the protest.
Henry is the son of Don Kim. He participates in the protest.
Act 1 Scene 1
(Tim is 63 and he lives alone. He wife died 15 years
ago because she was robbed at gun pont and had a heart attack. Tim also
lives in the United States and he heard about the Tiananmen Square Protest. Tim
is sitting on his port rocking in his chair talking to his friend John a week after
the protest.)
You hear about that protest in China?… Wasn’t it crazy?... Makes
you proud to be an American… I feel bad for countries dat don’t have what we
have… All they wanted was democracy but the Chinese government wasn’t tryin to
hear all dat nonsense… Yup they sure did starve themselves… I hear dat I aint
starvin myself for nutin… Accordin to da paper dey let this protest go on for a
whole month before doin something…. I don’t know why dey let it go on dat long…
Yea dey prolli should have nipped it in the bud from da beginning… What you
mean dey shouldn’t have protested from da beginning… It’s what they
believe in, so you telling me you wouldn’t stand up for what you believe in…
Yea you right it was kinda pointless sense nutin changed… Yea da paper say dey
came in wit tanks and soldiers had guns. Some of dem didn’t move and dey
got run over by tanks… Yea yea soldiers was shootin and killin people… It
prolli wasn’t worth dyin for but people do crazy things for things dey want...
See dats why I love America, what I got to say get heard...
Act 1 Scene 2
(Henry goes to med school and is for democracy so he
participates in the Tienanmen Square protest.)
Alright guys we’ve been doing this for weeks now.We’ve starved
ourselves, made signs, and spread the word of what we were doing. I CAN FEEL IT
TODAY IS THE DAY THAT THE GOVERNMENT GIVES IN TO US. (Nearby people
cheering) It’s true we are going to get democracy for this country, it’s
time we get a say in what’s going on in our country. No mater what don’t move.
Let them know that we are serious about this. Okay guys here they come don’t
budge. Excuse me sir we aren’t bothering anybody... Public disturbance, I’m not
disturbing anybody... If we don’t disperse we’re getting arrested, you can’t
arrest all of us...We have the right to protest. Come On guys don’t let these
soldiers scare you, they not even armed. Look they’re going away. I guess we
won this round. Like I said TODAY IS THE DAY... Yeah I think they’ll come back,
but we just have to stay strong and not give up...There back already?...With
tanks...What do you mean you don’t know if it’s worth it now? We’ve made it
this far...Arrested after all this all can you can about is being arrested...
What about democracy... Come guys don’t leave... At least all of you didn’t
leave. Let’s stay strong...No there aren’t gonna shoot. What are you guys
doing... Protecting yourself against what?...The soldiers aren’t gonna shoot. (
Someone torches a bus) What the hell are you guys doing. This is suppose to
be a peaceful protest. STOP STOP... (Soldiers start shooting) Oh no, I
have to get out of here... What do you mean where am I going, this has turned
into a disaster. Buses are on fire and people are fleeing for their lives!
Democracy isn’t worth the lives of this many people. Can’t to my father’s house
that entire section is blocked off. What am I going to do?
Act 1 Scene 3
(Don Kim is 38 years old and his son is in college. He
lives 5 blocks from Tiananmen Square, he was home the day that the Chinese
military came to break up the protest)
Whoa! What was that? I think those are gunshots. I think I should
call the cops. (Dials the police) I here gunshots... What do you mean
there’s nothing that you can do?!... You’re the authority and I heard gunshots…
No I don’t want to be arrested… (Hangs up and Grabs the remote) Let
me see what’s on the news… OH MY GOD, THAT’S TIENANMEN SQUARE! (Phone rings,
walks over to it) Hello… Yes I’m watching the news... I know mom this is
barbaric… Yes mom I’m looking at the same thing as you… Look I don’t have time
for this; Henry is participating in that protest… He said it was for
democracy.… According to him there wasn’t going to be any violence… Yes I see
the soldiers in the tanks, are you listening to what I’m saying...I’m sure
Henry is fine he’s a man now he can handle himself… I’m not going out there,
why should I put my life on the line as well... I know that he’s my son but
some choices you have to live with…I know that I’m his father, Henry’s a good
boy he has a good head on his shoulders... If things got hairy I’m sure that he
would’ve left... Look mom I’ll call him tomorrow to see if he’s okay...Mom
please give me a break, I’m on vacation I just want to relax work has been
really stressful...Okay I’ll call him tomorrow...Bye talk to you later...I
swear all that lady does is nag
Act 1 Scene 4
(Don Kim is home sitting on the couch watching television
and enjoying his week off from work.)
Look at this a Golden Partners re-run. I haven’t watched
this show in the longest time. The last time I watched this was with...Henry.
Oh right I was suppose to call to make sure that he’s okay. I’m sure he’s fine,
if he’s in trouble he’ll call. Maybe I should call, no no I’m sure he’s fine;
Besides I haven’t seen the Golden Partners in a while and Wo cai Wo cai
Wo cai cai cai comes on next. (Phone rings) Hello...Who’s this...Hi
Michelle how have you been...I’m on vacation now, work has been kicking my
butt...Well it’s not easy being a real estate agent, I got a raise since I
became salesman of the quarter...How’s Jack... Congratulations I know that you
always wanted to have kids every since we were kids...You used to dress your
toys up and play house...Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days, I
remember when my biggest problem was eating vegetables...Henry? Umm he’s
good...Let me guess Mom told you that...Of course I care about Henry but he’s
my son, but he’s also a man now... I will never stop caring for him, but
a man must learn from his mistakes... Yeah I know about what happened last
night... Like I told mom, I’m not worried because he has a good head on his
shoulders...If you know then why are you pestering me about him... Well if
you’re worried about him then why won’t you talk to him about it...Oh you
tried?...You couldn't get in contact with him?...Well he’s probably crashing at
a friends house...I got to go, Wo cai Wo cai Wo cai cai cai is about to
come on...Michelle listen, Henry is fine, I raised him myself... Okay you and
mom raised him, but that’s only because I was focused on my career... You’re
not going to give me this, you took care and I thank you but don’t give me
grief about it...(Don hangs up the phone because he doesn’t want to listen
to Michelle talk about how she raised Henry) Who does she think she is. I
had to focus on my career. I did the right thing for the both of us. If I
would’ve taken care of Henry then we wouldn’t have this nice house or all these
nice things. I’m not worried, because what I did was right. Now I’m just gonna
enjoy my vacation.
Act 1 Scene 5
( Don is sleeping in his bed is is awaken by the sound of
the phone ringing.)
Why is the phone always ringing. I bet it’s Michelle calling back
to scold me, no worst I bet it’s my mother calling to nag me. I’ll just ignore
it, it can be that important. (Phone continues to ring) Why don’t people
understand that I just want to be left alone on my vacation. I don’t get very
many you know, but when I do get one I don’t want to be bothered. (Gets to
the phone and it stops ringing) Really you just stop ringing when I get to
you. You think this is a game, well I’m not up for it. (Don rips the phone
from the wall) See that game over, I win and you lose. (He sits on the
couch and turns on the television) I hope Golden Partners is on (Someone
knocks at the door and Don goes to answer it) Michelle what are you doing
here?... I didn’t answer my phone because it’s malfunctioning see? (points
over at the phone) No I haven’t heard from Henry yet!...I don’t have any
idea where he might be, I am not his keeper!... Is that all you and mom know
how to say is “He’s your son” I know that he my son I was there in the delivery
room when he was born... Why don’t I care, What makes you think that I don’t
care?... Just because I’m not running around frantically trying to find him
that doesn’t mean that I don’t care... You want to know why I haven’t tried to
look for him? I didn’t try to look for him because I’m afraid I might not find
him. I’m afraid of losing him just like I lost his mother. I did everything I
could to find her and you know what he was dead. I don’t what to find out the
same thing about Henry. You don’t know how it feels to lose your spouse...(Starts
to cry) I just want him to be okay, I want my boy.
Melody againist her ribcage
Descriptions of characters
Mabintu -teen girl from Hati after the Earthquake
Ana Caroline -A 22 year old girl. Died of a eating disorder. She was a Brazilian Model.
Lleana- a teen urban girl, who is a binge eater, and a slam poet.
Samantha- Ana Caroline sister, also her editor.
Act One Scene One
Mabintu
Our country is drowning in poverty and I hear that people in the united states have people who are stuffing things down their throats and making themselves throw up........ I think it’s, it’s so hard to know that our prices for food have risen so quickly and high we can’t afford to have food and people waste it on their sick problem.......no it’s not real they call it a disorder that is “sweeping the world.” Shortage of food and resource is sweeping the world but no one thinks about that. I am very upset I don’t have a choice if I want to see my ribcage in the morning or a gut. Americans disgust me! They have no regards to, what.... what are we human right? Human!.... they treat us like trash. (speaking very quickly while being distracted by the little boy picking through the rubbish) I seen the skinny people and fat people was in a magazine that was in a pile of trash I was digging through while looking for food.....Just like that kid over there....What do you feel when you seen him....Speechless I know... Just like a typical American..... But back to the point...When I seen it I couldn't help but sit there and just stare at it. I was confused at why the people chose to look like that. I read that those people eat full meals then throw them up or stuff it into their bellies until they cant take anymore. Here in Haiti we eat mud for a meal. Our parents get no more than two dollars a day. Who will eat for us when a whole culture and countries is swallowed by mother earth. I visited America once and the people seemed nice but crazy.....yes I meant to say crazy........I understand this will be in a magazine......I don’t care they are so stupid and they look ugly... What happened to natural beauty.... I know we live in a shit hole But it’s better than being in a rag doll country where everyone is manufactured the same way.... I know you want the interview to be over now.......Don’t say you’re afraid......No your not you are embarrassed to be you!
(Throws the journal the person recording has)
Scene Two Ana Carolina Reston
(Glances at the journal her editor is writing in )You wanna know something?......Well listen anyway....No seriously I need to say this. I could never figure out why I wasn’t made ya know..... thin enough to fit in the creases of perfection... isn’t that the saying “ thin enough to fit in the creases of perfection”.. you should so add that to my book. Write this.. no I don’t want you to edit what I say write it jsut like this.... I really wish you wouldn’t argue with me so much... if you weren't my sister I would fire you.....Women including myself go to extreme lengths to be beautiful,(in a exaggerated tone) there were many nights when I tried wrapping my waist into zeros in the mirror.......darn im good right?... no don’t write that part!......ugh! there was always a chunk of fat waiting to be scraped off . What I do isn’t wrong. I am an Entire Public service announcement for what little girls should idol. (begins flipping through her portfolio) Photo shop is what a person wants in a makeup kit. Modeling was my life, but keeping up with the latest trends and weight lost secrets was a full time job. It is dangerous to be as beautiful and perfect as me. Wow I sound so stuck up!........When I look in the mirror I see perfect angles and sculpted ligaments....is that too much.....no Don’t rush me I really want your opinion. you could Play a ultimate melody on my ribcage.....Dude that really not funny. stop laughing!..........(giggles while looking on the bookshelf for another one of her photo albums.) This is what beauty looks like. I would be the most beautiful disaster the world has ever seen. When people look at me I want them to see dedication stitched on my stomach and spine.
(Picks up the book, reads it. Fumbles with pages and drops it by mistakes.)
Scene three Ileana
(Picks up her book from off the floor while cleaning her room)
Today I Looked in the mirror and cried from my throat. I am not the average black teen. If I don’t have an ass that resembles “two monster truck tires” in my back pocket I won’t be considered beautiful. (turns around and rubbed on her butt) (in a very sarcastic tone)Men always stressed the fact that “their girl's skin should be darker than a solar eclipse. Nubia soaking their melanin, Kemet rushing through their thighs, Alodian Empires surging through their veins, Onyx type pupils, with rose quartz lips that smile diamonds.”I don’t own any of these traits that my friend Anwar described, I have an ass as flat as a cardboard box drenched in water. Skin like a dying sun. And my eyes are an unidentified color. Everyone looks at me as if I’m not black enough because I don’t have those qualities. My mom always said to “ you are beautiful no matter what people say.” As of today I don’t believe her. I’ve heard of women dying of eating disorders because they starve themselves. I have been shoving carbs down my throat so I can get that perfect guy. I normally maintain a healthy diet and lifestyle but I’ve been stuffing myself. I need a perfect body. I’ve been using bronze lotions as well so I can have a beautiful skin complexion. Keeping up with beauty tactics can be difficult. My mom has been making comments like “you’re sure eating like a black girl now.” I’ll laugh knowing that I find myself repulsive if I stuff myself and if I am not perfectly molded. I am in a lose lose situation. I just want guys to want me for how I am but until then I’ll stuff myself with regrets and acceptance of others. I want to be that Nubian queen that the sun looks forward to rising to....I need to run this poem about 4 more times and finish editing it. I have a long day ahead of me. Throws herself on the bed and tosses the book so she can memorize.
Ana Caroline
Scene four
(looking at images from a magazine)
I know my name will be carved in history regardless if I die a 22 year old, what they call anorexic girl. Or a 22 year old tragic story. I.....(pauses to think) I think I am pretty just the way I am. the editor and fashion designer said I am too fat. When I visited China for a modeling shoot the first thing the guy did was look at me with repulsive eyes and said “you’re fat.” So I concluded that if I die They’ll blame it on the media and the fashion designers. The News Papers would read “This isn’t what beauty looks like!” But nothing will change, people don’t change. I’m beautiful I am not looking for the acceptance of others, but the acceptance of myself because I Love the skin I am wrapped in. People always tell me I must know my limit, but that limit doesn’t exist. Who will remember the ordinary girl that was born to be nothing but fat and repulsive? After a while your soul becomes a cesspool. No one will watch you on the tabloids, only your obituary, at least you will be remembered for something risky and extreme. I never contradicted the idea that beauty can be dangerous. I know that I will die soon but at least I will be remembered and written about in magazines until another famous person dies. I am a service announcement. yeah that's What I am A public service announcement. I’ve been talking to a few girls who do the same stuff I do and I think they are beautiful. AnywayI hope this isn’t the death of me, but don’t all good things come to an end? I’m not expecting anything special when everyone realizes that my way of living is the righteous way. The media are too naive to understand the neglect of movement.
Ana Caroline sister Samantha
Scene five
(dies Her sister finds the last entry she wanted into her book.)
Let’s see if I have to edit this too... (Laughs to herself.)......I know she wouldn’t want me to, but for old time sake......Let’s see
“I never understood myself, until one night I had a dream that everyone malfunctions except women, We go on forever never knowing the possibilities of being accepted but god makes easy predicaments perfect for loving ourselves
No matter what shape or form we have been molded into we are created strategically,
placed in gods spine so he can keep the world shining with our light. We keep the world spinning when a eclipse occurs we are there to enlighten everyone else with our spirit. I I never let anyone tell me other wise
I’m are perfect.(sits there just staring at the paper hands shaking)....Wow I never knew my sister had such a problem until now. I would look at her and make jokes but nothing serious... (Begins to cry) I wonder why I didn’t help her, why didn’t I love her enough to help her get better. I need her.....I feel so horrible that I used to call her a twig and make jokes about her eating habits. I swear I love my sister, I couldn’t imagine life without her. I swept her off the earth just as quickly as she did it t herself....I wonder what my mother would think.
Scene six
Illeana
(going into a rehab center sitting in a group therapy session)
So my parents finally figured out what I’ve been doing to myself......They actually made jokes. I knew the wouldn’t understand. It was different when they seen me devouring food, and actually knew I had a problem. Everyone at the dinner table seemed to be staring at me, Was I some type of animal at a zoo?...... I think I’m talking too much someone else can go.....I don’t feel like I’m making progress!......Okay if you really want me to finish I don’t see the point of group therapy anyway!..... After about two days they decided to call this stupid place........ My parents asked stupid questions like “am I wasting my money? Is this even a real disorder?” They didn’t seem to like the response...... I feel so helpless and dumb having to say this out loud in front of everyone..... I know everyone here have similar issues.....can you just let me finish?? I’m beginning to have what yall therapist call (makes air quotes) “suicidal thoughts.” I’m very depressed this over stuffing thing isn’t worth it.......damn This rehab must really be kicking in. I hate that we have to write in these stupid journal entries everyday.......but whatever, I guess it’s helping.
Scene seven
Ileana
(gets out of hospital , walking through hallway with nurse)
You know I don’t need the wheel chair right?......who cares if it’s protocol....I want to walk....I feel fine and I think I look eh... okay I look okay. I haven’t said that in forever, Come to think about it I never really ever said it. …. life can only get better from here.. right?....I’m worried that I will fall into my old ways …. I don’t want to have to come back here.
Don't Judge Me - Loren Jenkins
Rachael- Main Character
Malika- Sierra’s sister and Rachael’s enemy
Mrs.Smith: Mother of Rachael and Sean
Mr.Smith: Father of Rachael and Sean
Sean- Rachael’s brother and Sierra’s Girlfriend
David- Sean’s best friend
Aleasha- Davids older sister
Sierra- Seans girl friend
Jackie: The little sister of Sean and Rachael
Scene 1, Act 1
Rachael
(Rachael is just waking up from her bedroom turning her alarm clock off, and streach before she gets out the bed)
Beep! Beep! Beep! I could hear the alarm in my head going off. The last Beeeeeeeeeepppp! Got me up fo’sho. I had just realized that today was my big day to go for the casting call for American Apparel. I was so excited I hurried up and hit the dismiss button on my alarm clock and jumped out of the bed. I already knew what I was going to wear today, and I packed my modeling set clothes in the new purple Nike bag I just brought. Today I was feeling young and sexy since my birthday was coming up in a few months I though I must enjoy my youth years before the huge packet of responsibility come on me. I wore a soft quarter length cream flower patterning silk scope neck shirt, with my new sky blue Jeggings ,and my 4 inch clog heels. I thought I was looking bad! Well ya know I was.
(She starts to put on her outfit to leave for her casting call for a modeling audition. When she goes to check on her parents and little sister she looks happy and sad at the same time.)
As I got done putting my clothes on, I made myself a simple breakfast nothing to big though just something to keep my stomach from growling so roughly. I had 2 pieces of toast with some jelly and a glass of milk. It was good. After I was done I cleaned up the little mess that I had made in the kitchen, and went into my parents room to tell them that I will be leaving now. As I stepped in the room I could see my mother, father and my little sister who is 7 between them resting peacefully so I didn’t bother them. I closed the door with a smile on my face. As I walk down the hall I notice my big brother Sean is in the bathroom taking his early shower before he has to go to work. He hears me walk past and peeped out the bathroom door. I gave him the don’t mess with me look and he closed the bathroom door to continue what he was doing. Before I can hit the steps he comes out the bathroom. I was shocked to see that my brother is maturing. In my head I was thinking well about time. I took the offer by saying “Sure, that will be nice. I miss hanging out with my big bro sometimes.” He smiles back and throw me his car keys.” I knew he was lying, he is never on time.
(She gets in the car and turn it on and the radio. She puts her seat belt on and start to thinking about the old times)
Finally, I’m in the car and five minutes has already past. I’m jamming to some Lil Wayne and Drake as they just came on the radio station. Immedenilty after the song was done I could see Sean coming out of the house. He wore his new vans I just brought him for his birthday two weeks ago, some skinny jeans, and a North face hoodie with a North face hat. My brother was handsome all the ladies around my way would be on his top. He was the kind of guy every girl dreamed of. He was nice, sweet, smart, polite, and knew how to make money with out having to sell drugs on the corner of a street. Everywhere we went ladies would look him up and down and when it came to me the rolled their eyes. I’m guessing they thought I was his girl. “Ha-haaa” I laughed a little to myself. He got in the car with on the song Black and Yellow, which is rapped by Wiz Khilifa. He turned it up in his new BMW our parents just brought him for doing so well in college and managing to work at the same time.
( When talking about the old times she is cool until Sean hits her triger, she then startds to go off and have her taturems, Sean doesn’t argue with her trying to stay focus on the road)
When he put his foot on the gas, the engine roaring in heart start to beat faster of such excitement. On the ride to our destination we started to talking about the old days when we where younger, How we used cause so much trouble at school , nothing major just things kids get in trouble for, We compared out lives on how we changed and we both a better future. I started to laugh because I remember when we was done we got into more trouble. “No NO I got a better one,
remember when that little girl called me a Bitch because I took the last ice cream bar from the ice cream truck? I went crazy on her ass.” I laughed looking at Sean. “I could of just sworn you apologized to me in the house about this same subject. Yes, I have Conductive Disorder and I’m trying to control it, but it’s hard when people like you, like you, my own family who suppose to be there for me, but all you do is crack jokes and think it’s a game. It’s not a game okay so don’t smash in my face every time you think you can… Okay” I said screaming and crying. Sean drove with the music turned up loud trying to ignore whatever I was going to say next, even though I was done speaking to him.
(Just sitting there relaxing most of the ride to the place, cooling down from the temper she just had)
He drove me there safely. When I stepped out to the fresh air I thought well maybe I would be okay. I turned to the car and bend down to the window “ I love you big bro”. I walked away as he drove off. The casting was held at the Marriott Hotel on the first floor crystal ball room. It was nice and tons of females where there that got chosen from the photo contest online. When you came in you had to show them your information that you had to print out from the computer, get a number, and wait to be called in one of the sheeted spots to change into your first outfit and meet the panelist. About a good 45 minutes has passed before my number was called. I was so thrilled to hurry up and model down the runway. The first change was the black body suit, with sparkling tights, and black 4 inch pump heels. I thought I was looking sharp, and I kept a smile on my face. As I walked out of the changing area, most of the girls just stared and looked at me as if I was any different from them. When I took another glaze at everyone I did notice something. Most of the girls were taller then me, and skinner then me. I wasn’t fat just thick ya know. I was on my school track team, and took up kick boxing lessons to keep my anger in control.
( Here face lighted up because it was her time to shine, Girls all over was looking at her up and down as she made it to the interview room)
I heard my number being called to show my stuff. I walked on that run way thinking that I owned it turning, twisting, and swirling. I knew I was going to get picked. As I came to the end I meet the three panelists. There names where George, Lisa, and Cathy. I reply, “ Well my name is Rachel Smith and I’m from Southwest, Philadelphia. “ Thanks for having me here” I say with a smile on my face. “ Well I’m different from the rest because I’m have inspiration to become something big, and better then what is already out there. I want to take modeling to a different edge where it can’t be compared to Nicki Manij or Lady Gaga. I want to show that black American girls, thick girls, girls of all color that they can to become someone in the modeling industry where the rules are strict. I want to break that barrier where everyone won’t be subjected to who they really are. “ I said. They seemed to be very impressed of what I said and told me to model for them one more time. It was time to change into my off the shoulder dress that was a bright yellow with a bow in the back, and with my silver pumps from Steve Madden. Waling back to the runway. I notice to young black girls with long pretty hair and nice eyes laughing. I thought they where having a good time until I notice they where laughing at me. I didn’t notice at first until I started to walk and the sound of their laughter started to get louder, and louder and faster, and faster, As I take my last spin I was stun to hear my name and rude comment behind my back. One of the girls said it. But I ignored it and kept on walking because I knew if I let it come out it might ruin something good that can be coming my way. When I walked back to the changing spot I gathered my clothing, and put back on my clothes that I came in. As was walking out I got my information back and the lady who gave me the number told me I should be getting a call within 3 days to know if I made the cast or not. “Thank you”. I caught the bus back to my house; on the long ride back I couldn’t stop thinking how that girl disrespected me. I was happy that I kept my cool, but next time won’t be so smooth.
( Riding the bus with a smirk)
Scene 2, Act 2
Knife
( I scared dark scene, one person in the stage in the dark in the corner while saying this speak.)
I’m here underneath the bed hiding because I’m scared of where I can be used at next. I stay here waiting to see if she will ever put me back in the kitchen where she got me from. I’ve been under this bed for over 7 years now and I’m lucky she hasn’t killed herself. In this box she puts me in I’m shut out of the world that I belong to be in. I was created to be used to cut fruits and veggies. Not slice and puncture the skin of a human being. I get upset and if I wasn’t an object I would tell her how upset I am at her.
Once before Mrs. Smith took me out the box thinking that she was going to find any empty box to use. She put me back in the kitchen and when Rachel gets home she raise’s hell. She made her take all of her bracelets that she wore that day to show her wrist. Lucky, there was no marks because she didn’t use me yet; Ms. Smith whipped her until she clearly understood that you shouldn’t do those kinds of things. She was hard headed and went back in the kitchen to get me that night when everyone was in his or her beds sleeping.
She took me upstairs into her bedroom and played with me in her hands. I was scared of what she was going to do with me next. She made me go over her arms back and fourth gently. Then ever time she stroke back and fourth with me in her hands on her wrists she would get stronger, faster, and heavier. She was sweating and shaking as if she knew what could happen next. She cut herself; she screamed a little waking up her little baby sister. Having everyone rush into the room to see what was going on. When they got there she snucked down stairs cleaned me off, and before she put me away Mr. Smith caught her. She was crying pain and didn’t know what to do. She told him that she fall on it and her hand hit it. She was lying of course. Her mother came down with baby Jackie and told her to sit down and tell them why she did it. She mentions that People has been calling her names in school. She tried everything that she could not hurt them. Sometimes she do by punching them or slapping them in the face. She feel’s bad mommy and daddy every time she comes home from school. Something doesn’t feel right in my head. All I hear is the name-calling and laughter. It seems like it follows her home every night. Her parent’s has stunned at what they heard, and decided it was time for her to visit the doctor as soon as the morning hit. Baby Jackie has never slept in that room again after that night.
Scene 3, Act 3
Racheal
( Rachael is in her room relaxing on her bed on the phone through out this whole scene)
Ring, Ring, Ring…. Hello, who dis? O what’s up girl, did you get a new number? …O ard hold on let me put this in my phone before I forget. Hello? …Was up?... Who, who girl tell me who you saw again…. You saw Sean where and with who?.... Isn’t that music chick that’s always rapping and singing that was in the graduated class before us? …OMG! What where they doing? OOOwww he told me he had to go to work. Yeah maybe he did go to work you’re right, well after kissing that whore. Because I know. I know because she a hood rat I see her sometimes around this way and I’m guessing that’s how they met. …Well I really don’t know how they met ,but I’m sure gonna ask him about it. Why not? True, he might think that we spying on him or something…. He a grown man he can do whatever he please long as there ain’t no problems and he ain’t out there messing with no hoe…. I know I just called her a whore I was kidding I call a lot of people whore’s like you. hahaha hehehe…. Yes, it is funny. O it was fun but at the same time it was intimidating and I was starting to get angry. No I didn’t kill anyone what mad you ask me something like that. I know I’m crazy. Yeah, people ask me that all the time, but I just tell them no I don’t act out just to do it. I’ve been hurt when I was younger and you know that. I’m not gonna say what all I went through cuss we both know. And we both know that I went through hell in school and out. So they way I act is not based on some science fiction stuff the doctor tells me. Some woman wouldn’t even be able to be strong like I am and still be able to enjoy life at times. Yeah, but any who some girl that looks like whicha face was there with her friend or something. I knew her face with similar, but I just couldn’t make out who she was. She had on a gold shot dress with like sandel pump heels, long silky black hair I couldn’t tell if it was hers or night, and those bright hazel brown eyes. Yeah, she’s a jounior right. Yeah, I knew her face just couldn’t make out who she was. THAT”S HER SISTER!!! Are you kidding me. OOO no fuck this shit I’m going to raise hell Monday in school. Sean and I are going to have a nice long sis and bro talk tonight when he get in before he goes to work. I don’t gave a damn of how Sean feels about her. He never brung her home to meet the family so therefore she must not be that important to him! Look I don’t care that bitch called me out of my name. What did she say, She said look at the that crazy bitch with the big thighs rubbing on each other with her ugly self. Yes that’s why I was mad. Now I gotta go cuss I’m taking my sister to her friends sleepover. Ard call you lata.
Scene 4, Act 4
Rachel
(Rachel is now leaving her little sisters friends house to walk back to her home, then she see’s her brother driving up, and pulled over to her, and she gets in the car)
What’s up?... Where are you headed? …. Other side of town?.... Why you going over there for?... OO true, to see your boo?... Yeah, ya boo you know… Yeah, you know… I’m not arguing I’m just being sophisticated. Haha, yeah like I was saying., where ya headed too? … O yeah so are you looking for a place over there to near your hommies? .. O cool true. Hey, bro let me ask you something real quick?.. Do you a girl named Lyric, she used to go to my school, but her little sis and me is in the same grade? … O soooo you do know her?... I heard you, that more than knew her! . . . Stop raising my voice??, I ‘m not even yelling! .. Look whatever, you fucking that whore? .. Yeah I called her a whore because she is! I know her more then what you see in her. She’s nothing but a slut who used to sleep with in my guys in the school for money and weed, O yes, she did. I just told you how I know! Well anyway her little sister doesn’t like me… Yeah I’m sure. I saw the both of them today at the cast call. Yeah, she’s pretty , but her mouth is dirty. And the next time she says something to me nasty I will punch in her DAMN mouth! … Does she even know that me and you are sister and brother?.. O wow! I’m not surprised is that why you never brought her home to meet our family? … Yeah, well keep her where she is. I don’t think mom and dad would be to please to meet her anyway!
( They both get out the car at Sean’s best friends house. Sean best friend name is David who lives with his sister)
Scene5, Act 5
Rachael,Sean,David
( Sean and Rachael gets out the car while David meets them in the doorway of the house. They walk in greet everyone whose in the house then takes in the kitchen and starts to talk about their plans for their condo they plan on buying. While, Rachael is in the other room talking with David’s sister about fashion, her modeling dream , and going to school)
Hey, did you find any cool spots yet?.. Cool , cool so let me see what you got so far… Alright so this right here looks pretty cool. Umm how much are the prices raging from?.. Okay that’s not bad cuss if he split that half and half it be about 650 a month for the both of us… Yeah, I can work with that… So what about your girl is she still moving in with us?.. Okay, good cuss you know I was thinking this should be a guys joint for more then a girls. I know she can come chill because that’s your girl and all family and friends are welcome, it’s just the where old enough to be living on our own and we paying for most of the rent here so therefore we should be the ones to make up the rules.. Yeah, so when do you want to make this meeting set?.. Okay, cool that’s perfect just e-mail me all the info and I will set up the meeting and get at you asap. .. Yeah we cool, but my sista acting weird about it… No see she doesn’t know and forreal forreal I don’t want to tell her. Well you see her and her little sister was at this cast calling this morning for a modeling opportunity.. Yeah, so she told me that she was popping off at the mouth and that’s my sister I can’t having no girl disrespecting my family.. Yeah , you know we might have a little something going on but what she got between my sister she needs to stop it before I stop it and then they’ll both hate me… Yeah, so do you think that it’s a good time for them to meet?
( Rachael walks in when he says the last line, and gives the look as if she wants to know who she wants to meet? The convo now starts with Sean and Rachael )
Yeah Rachael, I said you , mom, dad, and Jackie is gonna meet her?.. You know who! .. I’m talking about Sierra, okay? … Look I know I know! ( Rachael just now left the house with Sean, David, and Aleasha, Davids sister walking after her out the house) Rachael, Rachael Wait! ( she stand near the car acting like a brat) … I know I lied. .. I can understand your mad. You want me to take you home?.. Fine.
( Sean tells David that he’ll be right back)
( The silent ride all the way home without any speaking)
Act 6, Scene 6
Rachael
(Rachael is running up the stairs to go handle her self. She walks back and forth trying to clear her mind. She then grabs her phone to call her Bestfriend)
Omg, you was right! It’s all true!... He does talk to her he really does! We where at David’s house when he was talking about it… I asked him in the car, but all he would say is no and trying to laugh it off and go to the next subject. .. I knew something was up cuss the way he was acting, but I didn’t want to give him the benefit of the doubt… I know he was acting smart about it saying that me and the fam would have to get over it. How long have yall been dating, and now you want to bring her home to the family ?? …
(Rachael come down sweetie where having a family meeting.- Her mother yells from the steps of there home)
Ugh, here it comes!.. I gotta go cuss where about to have a family meeting about you know who!.. Love ya 2 thanks girly.
( Rachael walks down the stairs towards the living room and takes a sit on the couch next to her little sister Jackie. Her mother and father is sitting together in the love sit. While Sean is in front of the TV about to make his statements.)
Act 7, Scene 7
Sean
I would like to say that I love you all , and that I care about all of you! I don’t want anything to come between our strong trusted family bonds. ( Rachael coughs saying you a ready did. Sean gives her the look.) There is something that I must tell you! That happens to be that I have been dating this girl for a while about 7 months now. Her name is .. and we do find are selfs in a deep relationship. Not focusing on love, but we do have strong feelings for us. I’m to years older then her, and she used to go to Rachael’s high school where I used to go. That’s how and where we met. She will be coming to join us for dinner on Wednesday, which is 4 days from now. I am also moving in a few weeks with David J we found a spot not to far in the city.
Act
( Rachael Mom seems impressed and so does his father. Jackie has a big smile on her face, while Rachael just looks and rolls her eyes)
These last two monologe are short for a reason because the next few scences are the conflict and i wanted to move to that slowly.
(The weekend is over and it’s now Monday the first day back to school. Later on she will get into a huge fight and is suspended from school for 2 days. During this time after school on Monday and in the afternoon of Wednesday she has kick box class. Jamila, Seans girlfriend comes over for dinner that same evening.)
( July- Drake is playing in the background while see gets dressed she already took her shower)
Act 8, Scene 8
Rachael
This is my jamm. I can’t wait to go to school today. I can’t wait to see the bitch so I can comfront her ass about what she had said to me. And if she play games with me imma have her playing.
( She turns the music off and go down stairs)
Hey family...
( Her Parents and siblings are sitting eating breakfast in the kitchen.)
Thank you God for the food we’re about to receive, in the nutriments of our body, in Christ sake, Amen...
Umm mom these eggs are soo cheesey , just like I like them.
( Recheal and her family where eating and talking about what they have planned fort he day)
O yeah, Sean your secret lover is coming over today for dinner… I might not be here to see her… I have some kick boxing lessons tonight remember today is Wednesday soo yeah…. You can come pick me up at 6, Please. Thanks dad… Well I gotta go see you guys later.
( Rachael walks off from the kitchen table and grabs her jacket and walk out the door to her bus stop)
( She is now at school and is walking to her first class)
Hey Girl, how was your weekend? .. Cool well you already know. Ow yes we got a sub today haha. ( Pulls out her i-pod, pencil, and notebook to finish the work on the board). So yeah if I see her then I will ask her about it… O well is she that coincided that she has to be late to school almost everyday. I guess it might be because she has to put her face on because of all the make up she wears ya know?.. The bathroom, hun? … Yeah, well lets go and see if she’s in there. ( the both ask to go the bathroom, the teacher shakes his head and they leave the classroom). Well she betta be in here girl.. Imma just start simple talk with her if she doesn’t get mart before I do. ( they walk into the bathroom , and there she was putting on her make up). O damn girl, don’t think that’s enough? ( she keeps butting her make up on smiling not noticing who was speaking to her)… No, haha well aren’t you like that junior girl that a model… Yeah, what’s your name again?.... O that’s right, did you have a cast call this weekend?.. Yeah, I was there do you remember me? ( She’s done putting her make up on and takes a good look at her with shock-ness) Yeah I thought you did, so about that little remark you made about me? Yes you did you little smut. Your just like your sister, aren’t you?... Yes, you know what the hell I’m talking about. ( Rachael starts to get madder and starts to sweat. She says to herself that this bitch is just playing dumb and scared because there two of us and on of her)… Im talking to you, duh? ( She tries to leave.).. Excuse you, where your going your already 35 minutes late to class, why bother going now?... Bitch who the fuck you think you talking to, now I’m not done with your ass!... Yeah, she can be here she not gonna touch you but if you touch me I will fuck you up… Anywho you small twig you said something very disrespectful to me ,and I don’t need to repeat it you for you to understand because I know that you know what I’m talking about!.. I m rising my voice at you cuss your acting like you don’t know( She smacks rachael , then try to run for the door, but rachaels best friend jumps in front of the door).. OOwwww BITCH YOUR GONNA GET IT!!!!!!!!!!! ( rachael pulls her by the hair and swings her back and punches her in the lip and eye before she could continue her best friend stops her.)
DON’T FUCK WITH ME BITCH, NOW GO RUN AND TELL WHO DID THIS TO YOU!!! BITCH I FUCKING HATE YOU AND YOUR FUCKING SISTER.
( She runs out the bathroom door to tell the teacher what happen, rachael and her best friend hurries back to the classroom as if nothing happened)
( Loud Speaker: Rachael Smith please come the Principals office immediately!)
( The class goes ooooooowwwww crazy girl)
Ugh, I know the smut was going to tell and I really don’t care!
( Rachael leaves the classroom making her way to the office.)
Hello… Well what happen was this was un finished business that occurred over the weekend. That’s all I’m saying. No I didn’t think it was okay for her to say what she said to me and I’m not gonna let no girl, boy, woman, or man talk to me any kind of way if there not my family! I’m sorry… Okay you can suspend me and call in hearing all you want, It doesn’t matter to me I ’m letting you know that now. Did she tell you that she hit me first… O I didn’t think she did, so what’s gonna happen to her nothing, right? .. . O well is she getting a 2 day suppension?.. Okay good! Well my last words before you send me home is that I’m a senior and I only have about three more months of school before I graduate and go to college. Exspelling me now would be pretty awful, and dumb because all my hard work would have be done for nothing. I didn’t work this hard to become nothing, and I’m going to reach my goals and dreams liked I always wished to. I will be a woman and I few days now, and I don’t have time for little chicks flocking in my way at the wrong time. That’s all.
( Rachael gets the rest of her homework from her teachers, and she stays down town for the rest of the day until it’s time for her kick boxing lessons start).
Act 9 , Scene 9
(Rachael is starting her session at her kickboxing practice, and Jackie, Sean’s girlfriend has just arrived to the house for dinner.)
Rachael:
Left Kick
(Sean and Mya just pull up in front of the house)
Rachael:
Right Kick
(Sean and Mya just walked in the house, as they walk to the door Sean parents welcomes then in.)
Rachael:
Upper cut(Right Punch)
(They all walk to the living room, and greeted each other with hugs, hand shakes, and kisses)
Rachael:
Left Hook
Mya:
You have such a beautiful house, and Mrs. Smith your very pretty… Well I try to look my best thank you. (She smiles)
Rachael:
Upper cut (Left Punch)
Mya:
Hey little cutie, how are you,and what’s your name? … Well Jackie you’re adorable.
Rachael:
Right Hook
Mya:
Yes please, I would love to see the rest of the house.
( They walk around the house looking and talking about the photos and little nick necks that are in there eyes.)… That’s your little sister?... So you have to sister’s and then it’s you the oldest?... She looks familiar like if I seen her a few times before!... O so she goes to the same school as we did ,and my little sister…. Has she been there since the 9th grade?... Well I can see why I wouldn’t know her, I’ve heard about her but you was out of school before the both of us shot, and we barely talked to each other in school…
(They walk upstairs then down back to the kitchen.)
Rachael:
Two Times Left Hook
Mya:
Hey Mrs. Smith, do you need any help with anything? … Sure thing. How do you want them cut up?... Okay. (She smiles and then gets the fruit out of the refrigerator and takes it to the counter and starts to cut it up in cube size pieces.)
Rachael:
Left Hook, Right Hook combo
Mya:
OOooww this food is going to too be soo good I can tell by the smell.
(She puts the fruit all together and mix it together, add nuts and caramel, and then puts in the refrigerator.)
Rachael:
Looks in the mirror at her self.
Mya:
Takes a sit at the kitchen table, and takes a pocket mirror out her pocketbook and looks at herself.
Rachael:
Grabs a sit still looking in the mirror,and takes a break drinking some Power Aid.
Mr.Smith:
Excuse, me Mya would you like to go with Sean and I to pick up Rachael?
Mya:
No thanks, I don’t want to ruin the surprise.
(Sean and Mr. Smith shook there heads ,and went on there way.)
Rachael:
Starts her own routine that she has made up.
(Mr. Smith and Sean is on their way to pick her up.)
…… 15 Minutes Later….
Racheal:
She walks to the back and gets dressed. Her phone rings, it’s her dad. .. Okay, dad I’m coming she says. She collects her things, and leave. Her dad greets her with a kiss and open and close the door for her. Hey, big bro she says.
Sean:
Hey lil sis, How was practice.
Rachael:
It has been well.
Sean and Mr.Smith say together:
Good
(They listened to the radio all the way home, and with little conversation. Back home Mrs.Smith sets the table with the help of Mya. The phone rings , but Mrs.Smith gets there to late so the answer machine comes on. It’s the consular from Rachael’s school calling to inform what happened in school today.)
Answering Machine:
Hello Mr. and Mrs. Smith, how are you? This is McWilliams from your daughter Rachael school Lead the Way. I’m calling on the behalf of the principal to inform you that Rachael has been suspended from school for 2 days. She won’t be able to come back to school in less one, or both of her parents are with her. She also has a hearing on the day she comes back. The reasoning for this was she was fighting a young lady named Malika who is a little younger then her.
(Mya hears the name and immediately knows it’s her sister, she comes over to comfort Mrs.Smith.)
She had gave her a black eye, and I swollen lip. Malika has also been suspended for 2 days and will be attending the meeting also with one or both of her parents. At this meeting we will discuss future goals and punishments. Sorry for the bad news.
(Sean, Rachael, and Mr.Smith come in through the back door which Is in the shield kitchen)
If you have any questions please call me ,or the Principal.
Mya:
I have to go I have to go I’m soo sorry!
Rachael:
Good we didn’t want you here in the first place.
Mrs.Smith:
Shut up!!!! You punched Malika in the eye and lip??
Sean and Mr.Smith:
( Look as if it was normal)
Sean
I thought you learned your lesson the first time?
Rachael
I learned but I ain’t no punk and if I feel as though I have a problem with someone I will confront them! Haven’t yall learned that lesson?
Mya
You could have killed her.
Rachael
Maybe I should’ve.
Mrs.Smith: (Smacks Rachael.)
Sean
Stop it mom Just Stop it, that won’t help!!
Rachael
Fuck you all, Fuck you, you, and you!
Mr.Smith
Watch your damn mouth!!!!!
Rachael
Yall take her side first before you hear me out. This smut that you don’t know nothing about. Who sean kept a secret for the past few mouths. Don’t get nasty with me when you have a chick who is fake and doesn’t respect your own daughter. Im out.
Ms.Smith
Come back here,NOW!
Rachael
No I rather not bye!
(She goes to stay at her aunts house for the 2 days to get away from everyone. On the day of the hearing she goes with her mom and dad.)
Narrator
Rachael has been off the hook, but she will have to serve 360 hours of community serves. She also has to see a doctor to make sure she is well off. As far Malika she has to do 154 hours of community serve , and it has to be done before she graduates when she gets in the 12 grade. At this meeting Mr.and Mrs. SMith learned that Malika was Mya’s little sister , and that Rachael was telling the truth all along. They had apologized to her.
Ms. Smith
( She’s talking to herself, God , and her husband while getting ready for bed.)
Thank you, Lord for helping my daughter change. I thought I would never see this day coming. It’s been a long hard rode for the family to travel down with her. She made it, they said that it would only get worse because she was getting older. The older you get with this condition, the harder it would come down on you. I’m just lucky that my baby is more then normal. She is a living miracle with great open doors full with opportunities. She is now working extra hard putting in college forms together. She wants to major in human resources instead of modeling. It seemed to me that, that was just a hobby for her. Seeing her work harder each day. Waking up with a smile on her face just warms me up inside. Seeing that her anger is forced towards kickboxing and not on her family and friends. Not that it ever was because she knew better then that. I just want say thank you Lord for watching over us everyday, and giving us a wonderful blessing. My daughter back!
… Amen
( She gets in the bed and pull the covers over her. She falls asleep with a smile on he face, next to her husband.)
Rachael
( Laying on her bed writing in her Diary before she starts her day)
She is still a spoiled brat, and I really don’t care what no one says. I love Sean and since I love him I would have to give her chance. Although I have learned that on my sisters and I part we did come off rude. I know that we can run our mouths to much at times. I agree that there is a change in both of them , and even in my self over the past 9 weeks. It has been almost 3 months since this whole problem occurred, I would have rather it be handled the way it was. I still don’t total agree with Rachael still being able to stay in school for the next 4 months or so. She could have killed my sister, then what. She goes to her little kickboxing, therapy, and community talk services during the week. I think that she deserves more then just getting her life together. In the past when I was in high school I used to talk so many trash about the different girls in the school. I talked about how they dressed, act, and if I liked you or not. Now looking at what a smart mouth can cause people to do to you, I’ve totally changed the way I act and talk to people. Sean and I are still going strong now, but during the beginning when everything started to blossom I thought we where going to end. But instead he moved out of his parent’s house to a little condo with one of his best friends. About a month later he came back around to chill with me and to go home to make sure things where all right.
( She close the book and put on her dresser, and leaves the room.)
Knief Diary
( Rachael is on the floor reaching for the box underneath her bed).
I can hear her footsteps coming closer to me, and I start to get nerves. It has been awhile since her, and I had any kind of contact. I can feel the heat from her body coming closer to mines as she comes to reach for the box that I am. When she opens the box, and I see those pretty eyes I knew that she has changed. I know it has been pretty rough for her having to deal with the consequences she had received. But I know that it changed her. (Rachael reaches down to pick up the knife and look at it smiling).
When she picks me up I can feel the sweet softness in her hands that comforts me like never before. I was never used comfort just to eat and cut at her raw skin. I felt something chilled on my skin. I notice she was crying tears of joy. I never once thought this day would come so soon. After all the praying and praying we have done for this child. I happy it’s over. It’s finally coming to an end.
( Rachael gets up and takes the knife downstairs to the kitchen).
Were leaving the room and walking past the bathroom and down the stairs , it has been a long time since we have ever walked together. My heart starts to jump with happiness and joy. It’s like I knew her every move that she was going to make next. (Rachael opens the eating materials draw and places the kneif in). I’M HOME! I never thought that I would ever come back here, but I was wrong she grew out of her CD and was able to look past it. I’m happy to know that she is getting better, and my wishes came true for the both of us.
(Rachael close’s the draw and walks away).
THE END!
For The Moment
For The Moment
Cast of characters:
Umee - Melinda’s girlfriend
Melinda - Victim
Melinda’s Mother
Doctor Suzie
Act 1, Scene 1
MELINDA
Hi my name is Melinda I’m 16, and I am a rape
victim. It all started one day after school when I was walking home with Umee.
Oh, she’s my girlfriend. Oh my god yes. I love her more than anything. Well
anyway we were on our way back to my house to ya know study and stuff. And we
always take this short cut and when we do she holds me really tight. Yes to
protect me from those people. So the people were back there that day. 3 of them
all dressed in huge T-shirts and chains and baggy, ugly, dirty jeans. They
smelled horrible. I can’t remember. But they saw us holding hands and started
yelling a bunch of evil hateful words. Once we started to walk faster they
yelled louder “Watch your back bitch, I will kill you” We didn’t know at that
point who they were talking to but we just ran. And once we finally reached my
house I dropped to the floor and she held me. I always felt safe in her arms.
She was strong. Because she played a lot of sports of course. She was more
manly than I. I wore dresses while she was more into baggy jeans. And the next
day she wasn’t coming to school I tried to avoid the ally way but I couldn’t I
walked really fast and hummed softly to myself hoping they wouldn’t be there
and once I reached the end I turned around and I see them sitting there just
watching me with their hateful eyes. Yes, I was terrified. Once school was over
I was hoping to see Umee but she never showed up. So there I was alone … once
again. I had to take that walk alone, praying so hard that they wouldn’t see
me. But I was wrong, they saw me. I tried to run, but they tackled me and
that’s when it all began. I begged and pleaded for them to stop but they kept
hitting me the more I begged so I shut up.
(Telling mom what happens as they sit down and have
a talk after she see’s Melinda)
Act 1, Scene 2
MELINDA
I said no. So many times that my throat was
pulsating. They told me that if I told anyone I was dead but I couldn’t keep
this a secret anymore mom! I couldn’t tell you any sooner because I know you
would judge me, like you are now. You told me so? What type of shit is that to
say to your daughter? No mom I can’t take being your slave anymore! You’ve
treated me this way since I was able to walk. I know you have. NO STOP TALKING
IT’S MY TURN! Ma you don’t ever let me finish, but now oh now it’s my turn!
I’ve waited on you hand and foot. But when I need you for comfort after I just
got gang raped and beat and all you can say is I told you so! No fuck that! I’M
LEAVING AND I’M NEVER COMING BACK! I’m moving in with Umee . Bye
(Packs her things and cries while her mom sits
downstairs with a straight face)
(Once she gets to Umee’s house)
Act 1, Scene 3
UMEE
(Once she gets to Umee’s house)
Baby. I. Am. so. Sorry! Please please please
forgive me! No no it’s not. It’s all my fault why the fuck would I make you go
out there by yourself knowing that those people are trying to get you. I’m
sorry, staying here? With me? I mean why? You have a home? I know you just got
raped and I’m sorry. Don’t even be like that you know I want you here. It’s
just that me and you living together will be trouble. A lot of trouble and I
can’t handle it Melinda. Stop pulling away from me. I understand you’re really
shaken up but if you stay here things won’t get any better. Only worst and you
know that. Stop Melinda come back!
(Melinda runs off with tears streaming down her
face and sleeps in a random cot the next morning she ends up in a hospital and
talks to the doctor. When she see’s him she doesn’t panic there is actually a
sigh of relief and she starts to talk to the doctor)
Act 1, Scene 4
MELINDA
Hey doc. Sorry I’m pacing I’m just sick and tired
of no one caring! Sorry for breaking that. Matter fact I’m not sorry. I’m tired
of being sorry all I did was say sorry as 3 huge men forced themselves inside
me. Pregnant? Well …. They didn’t use a condom I don’t think. Didn’t feel it. I
don’t remember what happened after a while. Why? Oh because they beat me until
I was passed out. Yes, That’s why I keep my hood on. Take it off you say?
*Starts shaking and take off hood* Yea, I thought I was going to die. I’m
helpless. Can someone help me? No I’ve never been tested. I wouldn’t mind
taking one. Well what happened was I have this girlfriend named Umee. Yes we’re
sexually active. (The doctor stops her and says “ I know why they raped you,
its called corrective rape and it only happens in South Africa” and she breaks
down) Correct me? I don’t need correcting! I’m a good girl I don’t bother
anyone and I’m nice to everyone even though everything around is falling apart
as we know it! My mother basically hates me and my girlfriend won’t even let me
live with her. When it’s her fault I’m in this mess right Oh yes it is her
fault. Because I said so! If she had never ever left me to walk home none of
this bullshit would have happened . … I’m so alone.
(They take Melinda to get a rapid AIDS, pregnancy
and STD testing and wait about 20 mins … then the doctor calls her back)
Act 1, Scene 5
MELINDA
Hi
doc. Sooooo what’s the results? (Long pause) AIDS? ….. And I’m pregnant? No no
no no this isn’t real! This can’t be happening to me. Can we take this test
again because maybe you mixed the results around with someone else. Wha … Wh …
What do I do? I’m so helpless. I could never tell my mom about this. She
already judges me about everything I do and this would just make her hate me even
more. Is there a cure !!!!???!!!?!?!?!?!?!
Act 1, Scene 6
DOCTOR
Please calm down
(Doctor talking to Melinda as she places her hand
on her knee)
Hope is Fading
Today
Under The Roof Of Nepal
Characters:
April - Domestically abused woman / years of age
Surya - Daughter of april / 5 years of age
Chandra Elliot - sort of like April's concealer and friend / years of age
Archan - Sex Slave trader and owner / years of age
Daman - Husband april, Father of surya / years of age
Junu- A little kid who bright suryas world in a place that all hope would be lost. / 7 years of age
Under The Roof of Nepal
Act 1 Scene #1
Chandra Elliot
Stage directions:
Chandra Elliot
“Yeah I know I'll be there... okay got it. See you soon... ‘Kay bye”
Another Case another day why can’t men just leave women alone. I’ve been an activist for a little over 7 years and not much has changed in men’s reasons to take over women because they feel as though the need to be a dominant figure in their life. They were always controlling and when someone didn’t agree with what they were doing and tried to escape, was when the man started to get viscous and threaten the wives loved ones and used violence to keep them with them. April... April.. a victim of domestic abuse who had a kid name... Surya.
APRIl
“I can’t believe how long that i have let this happen and go on for. What am i now? i no longer know who i am anymore.”
Chandra Elliot
“wait wait calm down” i told April, I'm not sure if i had any answers to her questions, but i had a feeling that i needed to answer these questions for myself as well.
Chandra Elliot
“April with all of the victims that i have encountered you are one of the strongest and more put together.”
Chandra Elliot
“it’s not your fault that you continued his relationship with him, you had no choice right? you were trying to protect Surya were you not?”
APRIL
“yes i was but..”
Chandra Elliot
“no buts look at me... April.. I'm so glad that you stood up for yourself the way you did, not many others could do that. you are strong willed that's why you rejected him in the end and he will never bother you again if i can help it.”
APRIL
“Thanks Chandra this really means a lot to me, but i still allowed him to do those things to me without a word of refusal... i. i”
Chandra Elliot
“What did i just tell you? Its not your fault many others have gone through your situation regret, just let me help
Act 2 Scene #2
Surya’s story:
Stage directions: There is a little girl in the corners hugging her knee’s to her chest with a teddy bear in between.
SURYA
“Mom!!”
I screamed with a new found power for my mom’s life
I knew that my father was abusive to my mother though there wasn’t much that I could do about that fact. I was defenseless to my father’s power since he was able to abuse my mother. I hated not being able to do anything. Especially since I loved my mother so dearly and wanted nothing but the best for her. She was my mother and our bond was unbreakable. The way my father was he would hurt anyone ,and he was over even though he was who we need protection from. I wanted the strength to be able to stand up for my self I had taken to the initiative to learn at least some self defense but none of it was enough to stand against my father. i believed in my mom and i hope that she knows this well. I was abused by her farther when I tried to stand up for my mother. no matter what I tried to tell others but they wouldn’t listen. it was forbidden to talk about domestic abuse and matters at home in public. I was unable to convey feelings with anyone. So it all bottled up inside of me. I tried writing down my feelings on slips of paper and putting the paper in a jar.
(she sitting in a corner against a wall with her hands around her legs. while looking up at the ceiling. teddy between her chest and legs.) Nothing was really working the only one I had to turn to was my teddy bear nat- tsu.
Scene #3
April’s story:
Stage directions: Standing center stage across from a male as her husband. There are two people on stage and they are standing across from each other. The male has his fist balled a he moves in to attack mode wit his fists raised over his head. The woman is cowering while standing and has her hands defensively in front of her face.
APRIL
The searing pain crawled across what I used to consider my face. I was thrown to the ground with the brute force of someone with hatred driven deep inside him. Tearing away what was left of my sanity and this relationship.
(april is groveling on the floor, tears streaming down her face)
It all started when I fell in love with the most handsome and sincere man I had ever met little did I know there was more hidden under this unbreakable mask of deceit.
(looking up at the ceiling in flashback)
He controlled me with the power of strings that tore away at my soul. Everything loosened its hold on me, as I was forced to loosen my hold on it. My loved ones, my place in life, my home, my self, and what I live for. It all became his, when I signed over myself to him. A contract of rules he created, a judicial system he stands by and acts upon.
When he decided to keep me all for himself (rest in notebook)
What did I do, a question that i ask my self frequently. It all became his , When i said those wretched words ‘i do’
His mouth seethed with the vigor to take over me, since he was the dominant type. That’s what attracted me to him; I wouldn’t have expected the brutal violent part of him. In my life I have made so many poor decisions. (smiling at the thought of Surya reaching into her shirt for her necklace, holding it close.) He gave me a baby and she was the most beautiful thing in my life. Surya I care so much about her yet because of my wrong choices in men and birth control that she was brought into this horrible relationship and at times she’d even seen her mom abused by her dad.
Just then realization caught through to me how can I protect my daughter and care about her so if I can’t even protect myself.(clenching her teeth and balling her fists. slowly standing up and walking closer to her husband) I seethed with the power to try and take command of part of myself thus this relationship in which I was always the victim left to feel power less and defenseless. Its time for me to change that and make him think twice before striking me again. Without a second thought my hand whipped out and bit hard across his face. He stood paralyzed from the shock of the fact that i just hit him. I flinched as he restored himself from his state of shock to realization, his words cut deep but I wouldn’t dare show it. (leaning towards her husband angrily with hand motions)
APRIL
“ Fine” I screamed catching my breath before thinking of what to say next.
Daman
“.....” (looks at april as if she’s lost her mind)
“I am tired of this, you striking me thinking its okay demeaning me to a point that I don’t even feel comfortable in my own body.” I inhaled not trying to rush the adrenaline pumping through my veins then exhaled.
DAMAN
“Shut up!! shut up!!” DON’T YOU DEAR TALK BACK TO ME WOMAN!!!” (Daman panicked scared to lose his sense of dominance)
APRIL
“I will not stand for it anymore either you get your act together seek help or I'm leaving with Surya.
DAMAN
(There was a puzzled look on his face like he couldn’t believe what was happening but I could I’m happy this was happening. (a wry smile crawls across her face)
APRIL
“You know what fuck us staying together i will leave you abusive and controlling son of a bitch” I could feel my face burning with heat. I balled my fist hard digging into my skin and they started to bleed.
DAMAN
“”
APRIL
“This is the one time I have ever stood up against you and it feels good i should done this along time ago... by the next time you will hear of me is when i spread the news of your sexual harassment and abuse and also to leave you forever” i sighed and listened to our fast paced breathing.
native music
Scene # 4
Archan:
Stage Directions:
Two men are outside a fruit stand walking towards each other thinking. there is are boxes on the floor the one on the left is the limes the one on the right are the pineapples.
ARCHAN
Sending new women to there destination everyday wasn’t an easy task. Not with the police bugging just any random person on the street about my business. The police try and persuade the people that i got to get there daughters to a different country, and the daughters family had no idea that they’d become prostitutes. I get paid a huge amount of money for finding Gorgeous women and children to give to there next owners. It’s a tedious job though i know the effect that it has on my fellow men I have plenty of women and indentured children from the awards of my work. One of my best friends now that i met around town while i was getting groceries. Our relationship all started when we ran into each other, at that fruit stand we both wanted the best apple. I tripped over the pineapples and he tripped over the limes and we collided. I was drawn to the dusty dirt road envisioning the the ground grimly smudging my white un-creased shirt. I hit the floor with a silent thud, disoriented i turned around to see how the other guy was doing. he was sitting on his butt. And.. laughing he was actually laughing, bubbly feeling swelled up in my stomach and i actually started to laugh out right. And at that moment all of my worries floated away in our enjoyment. We quickly became friends after that moment, we shared our views on life and women, sexism and it all. He never really was told what it was that i did for a living. It’s not like it really mattered though because our whole lives weren’t focused around our occupations. We were friends through the thick and thin and that how things stayed while he was married had children the whole thing.
native music of nepal
Music transition
Nepal native music of nepal
Act scene #5
JUNU
Walking along the dirt road i was shocked by the prettiness of all the building and flowers. I like to wander around town because i am an orphan and i don’t like staying at the shelter. It only brings back memories of loneliness and hardships. With the memories of our biological parents and all. The last time i saw my mother was when she gave me away and i was one so i don’t remember much but i never thought she would have done this to me. I just need someone to make me feel better about myself because the way things are, and how i was handled i don’t think i can take it any longer. Though i try to smile all my worries away but it seems to help others more than me. A flash of a dress caught my eyes as it flew farther away.
JUNU
“wait!”
i reached my hand out as she flew farther away. Not sure whether she heard me enough but sure enough she turned around. Awestruck i gaped at her dazzling features; her long dark silky almost black hair. her huge sparkling brown eyes and her eyes were crinkling with excitement. In just one look it felt like she just lit up my whole world.
SURYA
“hunh?” (surya turns around)
JUNU
“hi”
SURYA
“Hi”
(smiles at junu)
JUNU
“um are you from around here?”
SURYA
“Yes, maybe be to that’s cool”
JUNU
“You are cool too ”
SURYA
“Where are you mommy and daddy?”
JUNU
“were are my parent i don’t know” (and a grim looked showed on his face)
SURYA
“Hmm?..” (She looked at him questioning and curiosity in her eyes)
JUNU
“long story... any way whats your same?”
SURYA
“My name is surya whats urs?
JUNU
“oh it’s Surya what a pretty name mine is Junu nice to meet you”
SURYA
“Thank you”(she smiles brightly at the compliment)
JUNU
“What are you doing here with nobody around you?”
SURYA
“I don’t really like being at home so i went out for a walk , and i kinda got lost” (her smile vanished at her head dropped to the floor she started to kick at the stones.)
JUNU
“oh your out for a walk and got lost okay, i know my place around if you’d like me to take you to all the fun places”
SURYA
“I would really like that, thank you very much” (she picked her head back up instantly and smiled)
JUNU
“that's awesome great” I grab her hand and start to run in the direction on the garden, though she was caught by surprise when i suddenly grabbed her hand and she stripped over a loose stone in street. I caught her before she fell. hearing her grasp for breath.
SURYA
“T..th.. thank you” (she said breathless)
JUNU
“Your welcome, oh it’s no problem... my pleasure come on lets” i reached my hand out to her and she grasped it. “and watch out for loose stones” we both laughed at that, and she beamed at me bringing butterflies to my stomach and making my whole face flush.
Scene # 6
April Continued
Stage Directions: April, Surya and Junu are all sitting cross legged at on a blanket in the grass for a picnic. They are eating and laughing.
APRIL
The kids and i were on a blanket it was soft and beautiful under my grazing fingers. I looked at Surya who was sitting next to her best friend Junu. He was a cute little boy with short brown hair and had this way with Surya that made her laugh at everything she said. Looking at Surya just brightened my heart it was the first time i have ever seen her smile this brightly. It was amazing that one boy could brighten her heart and make her feel as though she wouldn’t have to carry the burden of being abused. Even though they are both so young that they probably don’t really understand what is being done to them.
End presenting the actors
April one side of the stage
Find something to do with Daman
draw the scene
Mending with April
Stage Directions:
( Make them older )
depressed
Ideas for monologue:
life after Daman She’s finished blaming her self and she is taking care of Surya. And they enjoy spending time with one another.
Tyre's Play
life won't let me be down anymore.
I'm way too happy for no reason, it's not even happiness, it's Joy.
I do miss Jamil a lot though.
monday.
But I've Got My Fingers, And These Ashes
Best News EVER!
But then he told me to check my Calculus grade online because Mr. Latimer graded the benchmarks over the weekend.
I almost died.
I quickly opened my laptop and logged on to moodle. With a few clicks I had accessed my Calculus online grade book. I held my breath as the page loaded.
Final Grade: 70.0%
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
For the past six weeks, I have been on the brink of a D. I literally had a 64.5 last night before my benchmark grade was factored in.
I have never had a D in my life, and I NEVER want to. Ever.
Thank you Mr. Latimer for grading my benchmark so well.
HWS Visit!
Turning Point
[ Open, Middle of the summer, thundorous yelling, and fighting, “Bang!” singular gunshot rings out, attention focuses large bolder, Ceasar appears at the top of the bolder.]
My friends! Welcome. I am glad to see you have come, I’m glad to see you all leave your nice cool home into the heat of summer. But now is not the time for small talk. You’re standing right now in the center of the canyon tunnel pass, the biggest drug route known to us. Each of you are the best of the best in you cartels, 10 cartels sending 10 delegates, each cartel having 4,000, and there’s over a hundred more small cartels. That’s over 40,000 hardcore members, 40,000 more counting, affiliates and 30,000 more not organised but ready to fight. Thats more then 100,000 soldiers that are ready to fight! Now there no then tens of thousand policia in the whole country, giving us a massive avantage. Muy buenao, no?
[begins to pace]
Now think of it one all powerful force. One Cartel. One cartel that controls everything! Nothing would move, without us allowing it to happen! Think of it, we can control everything, the air ways, the border, everything! We could tax the crime syndicates, and control the policia. We could own this country.
The problem in the past has consistantly been the policia turning us against one another. We have been unable to see the truth, because we’ve been fighting for traffic ways, or precincts, and our turf, our little piece of turf. que el total de mierda mis amigos. The turf is ours by right. It is all ours!
With an alliance we would be able to slowly take america as well, branching to every state, controlling their gangs, and crime. We can remold the country into our own image of power. We would have the ability to produce 300 times the amount of coke, marijuana, and meth. And with all this extra product we would be send our products over seas, becoming an international Cartel.
All we have to do is keep up the general truce to create the greatest turning point ever!
Act 1, Scene 2
I’m a user of some if the most dangerous drugs in the world. I'm talking about cocaine, but not just cocaine, heroin and any other hard drug you’ve heard about. If it could get me high I’m on it. But until now i had to get my drugs from different cartels.
You’re goin be shocked to hear it, I know I was but there is talk about all the cartels are going to form an alliance. Yeah, an alliance, is the most dangerous thing in the world and the reason it's the most dangerous is because they are deadly and powerful apart, with them as a one thing man, prices are goin through the fuckin roof.
Druggies use to get high so we can escape problems. But with this alliance we are goin to be screwed, shit it wont just be druggies, it will be the pigs too. the cops will be screwed too, they are out numbered, out gunned, have less then half of the resources the cartels do.
Act 1, Scene 3
I hate fucking mexicans! All their drugs, and guns, and the death they bring with them.
Why?
[lunges forward in the chair]
They took somthing from me, they took everything from me. things that i can never get back, they took him away, without even a warning, or a reason. He was incecnt, he was just a boy. after he was killed, she became depressed, an...and, killed herself.
But thats none of your fuckin concern you little prick.
they compensated for what they did very well, offered me a job, pay, very nice pay. You know what I’m sayin santos?
I know i could get locked up if i continue to do buisness with them.
So? So nothin, i don’t fuckin care! I make more a week then i do in a year, smuggling them over the border, and lettin them destribute wmd’s and drugs. Whos goin to say anything anyway? You? Hahahaha, you would never, who do u think IA is goin to beleive? a rookie fresh out the academy, or a tenured vet? Hahaha even if you snitch on me, they will be after you, and thats the last thing you want right?
How bout this, i talk to Ceasar, see if hes got an openin, and you could get a slice of the bread. What do you say to that, hmmmm?
Well think about this while your at it, you would make twice as much a week, then you would in a year. Your kids would be set for life, you and your wife too.
[Leans back into the chair, putting boots on the table]
Ok, i’ll give you till tomarra then the deals closed. Oh and by the way, if you mention this to anybody, i might make a visit to you wife and kids, do you under stand me?
Good. Now go check the east wing.
Act 1, Scene 4
Shit!
[puts bills down, puts his hand on his forehead slowly swiping back]
Why did he tell me that?
What is the pourpse of tellin me that he works for Ceasar. is he trying to test me. Is he even legit?
He didnt seem like he was playin around.
And if he wasnt screwin around, why would he offer me a “position” with him?
what the hell should i do? Should I take the deal, he says he makes a lot, and money is a real scarce thing now-a-days.
I really need the money. WE really need the money, its not every day someone offers you a six didget salary, we’re bearly gettin by with what im making now, and
between the kids schooling, both the morgages, mom and dads care.
But if I get cought, then everythings screwed, my family needs me. My family needs the money.
And even if i dont do this, what would i do bout smith, i couldnt live with myself if i just let him continue to endanger American citizens, but i cant report him, he knows where i live, and i have to protect my family.
And the likely hood of us getting cought is slim.
But i just dont know.
I cant beleive that im really trying to decide between morals, or money.
FUCK!!!!
Thats it i’ve made my choise, im goin to........
Serching for Hope
Searching for Hope
A
Collection of Monologues About Darfur
By
Marley Grey Utzig
Character
list (In order of appearance):
Young
Fatima Terab
Thomas
James
Amina
Terab
Samir
Wek
Dr.
Simon
Older
Fatima Terab
Act 1 Scene 1
Fatima Terab
Small
Child's view of how life was before the Janjaweeds.
So this is for a doc-o-men-a-try? (Pause small smile) Sure I will tell you about my life in my village. I run and get water for my family in the morning I am up the earliest and my mom likes to say it is an easy way to get me out of the way (small chuckle) Then mommy has me come home and boil the water for clothes. She lets me play with my two brothers Samir and Bakit. We play hide and seek with the other kids and tag but my brothers are always able to catch me because I am younger then them but I am also smaller so I can hide much better, so when we play hide and seek, I have my favorite spot its under a tree. I see my eldest sister Amina near the tree most days when I am hiding there. She picks the twigs that are good for the fire off the ground. When I was younger and confused as to why you did not take the wood from the branches of the tree my mommy explained that it was a sin to hurt the tree. So they would go in the forest and pick up twigs and stuffs. Hmmm where was I? Umm oh yeah! My day. So I play with my brothers and the other kids in the village. Mid-Afternoon we go back home for a bit I help mom with boiling clothes and sweeping. Mom keeps me in the house for the rest of the day to help with more chores and making dinner. My daddy comes home later he is one of the leaders of our village. We sit down to dinner … umm yeah that’s about it of my day. Bye Miss! (Hops up from position and goes to run off stage looks back like interviewer asked question) Yes umm... (Looks in camera with a stern face) My name is Fatima Terab I live in the Kass village of Darfur, Sudan. I am 7 years old. (Pause squints face then big smile) Sure I will do your introduction. This is a film by Tiffany Strauser this interview was filmed in 2002. (Pause) Okay bye miss.
Act 1 Scene 2
Thomas
James
(On
the street near a street corner with a white binder his NGO is labeled on the
front and he is trying to get people to donate)
Hello sir,
spare a moment to talk about the genocide in Darfur? (Pause) Miss, do you know
about the genocide going on right now? (Pause) Excuse me Sir, (Pause) Yes, hi.
Do you know about the Genocide in Darfur? (Pause) No? Okay well basically the
Sudan government has hired a group of men called the Janjaweed whom are killing
people in Darfur. (Pause) You have a good day sir. (Pause *SIGH*) Ms! Hi would
you spare a moment to hear about the genocide in Darfur? (Pause) Cool, so the
Sudan government has hired a group of men called the Janjaweed who are killing
villages in Darfur. The U.N. estimated 200,000 dead and around 2.5 million
displaced. If you make a donation it will help us put more political pressure
so that we can help Darfur. (Pause) Yes thank you Ms, have a nice day. (Pause)
Hello, do you know about the crisis in Darfur? (Pause) Currently genocide is
underway there. See most people don’t care what’s going on in Darfur … or
anywhere in Africa for that matter. As far as most people are concerned Africa
is a country always at war with itself so why should we care? BUT that’s the
point! We should care in 1994 there was a mass genocide of at least 800,000
people but no one cared! There is a movie on this horrible event as there are
with most horrible events movies that barley brushes the surface of the media
while movies about Facebook make millions in the box office and make already
rice people richer. People are DYING but no one cares as long as it does not
bother him or her. Makes you wonder if the US really even cared about the
genocide in WW2 (Pause *Horror stricken expression*) Oh goodness I am so sorry
that I went off like that, please sir have a good day. (*Turns around* Talking
to himself*) In the words of H. Jackson Brown, Jr. “The greatest ignorance is
to reject something you know nothing about” (Sigh again Turn around look
shocked) Hello, again sir I am so sorry (Pause) Oh! Ah thank you so much for
your donation. Good afternoon sir.
Act
1 Scene 3
Amina
Terab
(Dirty girl
around 18 dirty dress and sitting in her hut she shares with several other
women)
Yes hello,
I understand you are interviewing me for a project. (Pause) My name is Amina
Terab and I am telling you my story from a displacement camp in Darfur. I am
going to tell you of how my village was attacked. (Pause) (Deep breath)
It was a
massacre, one that we should of expected. (Pause) The Janjaweed had already
attacked the Shatia. Who, who were we to think that Kass was safe? That our
homes, and farms would be left alone? (Pause) I was not at the village when it
first happened I was gathering water, I heard the machine guns (shakes as
saying this next bit each bang is a body jerk) bang bang bang bang. Then came
the screaming. I could see the glow of fire as it ignited a building. My friend
and I ran into the forest trying to hide. The Janjaweed were there they grabbed
my friend and ...and began to strip her of her clothes (pause) I feel terrible
to say this, but I ran, again, I left my friend and ran back to the village.
The houses were on fire. Little kids were running around scared, confused, and
crying. The Janjaweed had gotten off their camels and were beating men in the street;
the women were getting it worse. I kept running I did not stop running. No one
noticed me and if they did I did not notice them I just kept running. I was
able to make it to this displacement camp. Two days later, some other people
who had escaped from my camp and I walked back to our village.
It was
(Pause) horrible... I … I can hardly describe what I saw. I looked for my
little brothers and sister … I found my brother Samir … well I found his head
cut off from his body. (Swallow) I … I am sorry this is hard to talk about.
(Deep breath) My family we owned a small house with some land behind it where
we grew Karkadeh, the plants were ripped from the ground. Our water supply was
nothing, people were dead buildings were burned down … anything with any worth
was gone. I … I could not stand to look at it … I am sorry that is all of my
story I do not want to scare you but that is just a small bit of what we go
through everyday, no one … no one can ever say they know what I am going
through. Because we, we have no hope. We must fight for ourselves.
Act 1 Scene
4
Samir
Wek
(Sitting
at a table a bunch of microphones in front of him with the occasional “camera”
flash.)
Hello
I am Samir Wek. I am with the government of Sudan; we have decided to set up
this press conference to talk about the rumors going on about the Sudanese
government working with the Janjaweed. Please ask away. (Pause) No of course
the government has nothing to do with this group the Janjaweed, this is a
complete and utter lie. Another question please. (Pause) No, that is a common
misconception, the Janjaweed are not killing because of racism we believe it is
over land. Yes you, what is your question? (Pause) Well no it is not labeled genocide.
(Pause) Yes the United States has labeled it genocide but they are the only
ones. (Pause) 200,000 people killed? No the number is not nearly that high. The
U.N. likes to exaggerate things. (Pause) Well yes displacement is common but
2.5 million is much too high. (Pause) No we really don’t have anything to do
with this group of people. (Pause, looks worried?) Harun would never associate
with this group of people! (Pause) I highly doubt he was seen with the
Janjaweed. (Pause) No the government would never give these people money or
guns. (Pause) The Sudan government has nothing to do the group Janjaweed. That
is the end of this conference!
Act 1 Scene
5
Dr.
Simon
(Standing
behind a podium with a microphone on it waiting to present his speech to the
hall.)
We had to…
we had to go in with no fear. No negativity. We had been prepped I worked in a
hospital for 8 years. I was not a partier in College and I never had any of my friend’s
die or horrors in my family. When you get thrown into the hospital it’s … all
rushed. You cant panic you cant have a moment to breath because every moment a
life is on the line. You never get a chance to think about what could happen
you just do. When I decided to volunteer for the program Doctors Without
Borders ... I will be honest it was to impress are girl who worked with the
program Save the Children. I know, I know stupid thing to do but I figured I
would go to a few meetings donate some money from … lets face it my fortune. I
would be done with DWB and get with this girl. I was wrong, I ended up getting
really into this program and a bit later I was sent to Darfur. They prepared us
for what we were facing. (Pause) And like I said you just get so rushed, you
have to do this and that without thinking you have to save this person you
don't get a chance to breath its all so fast. It was also … so worth it. I did
not even get with the girl whom worked with Save the Children I still talk to
her she had to quit when the economy got rough. But yeah these displacement
camps are terrible we were taking care of people with bullet wounds and many
girls whom were raped. I remember one young girl who was pregnant, she told me
how old she was … 15 she was 15 and was pregnant it was terrible how she got
like that but many told me worse stories of their villages being attacked. Anyway
this girl was in her second trimester, she didn't know whom the father was, I
was able to give her things that would help her though carrying her child that
she would not of been able to get given the lack of medicine in her village.
That was in calm conditions where she would of been able to relax with her
family, a family that she tells me now she has not seen since she was 7. I just
wanted to tell you these stories and how amazing this program is, Doctors
Without Borders changed my life. Thank you.
Act 2 Scene 2
Fatima
Terab
(Much more
scuffed up and dirty now not as many smiles and looking very sullen older girl
with a tummy (pregnant)
Are you
with the same lady who was here last time? (Pause) Yeah she came to my village
a year back she was doing a documentary on African villages but I suppose this
is not any where near my village. (Pause) My name is Fatima Terab. I am 15 now.
Living in a displacement camp my cause to be here … is the same reason I am
pregnant. My village was attacked about 8 years ago. I was a young girl … I
didn't know what was going on mom was dragged from the house by her hair daddy
was inside being beaten with the Janjaweeds guns … though at the time I did not
know that they were called the Janjaweed. I just knew that they were scary and
they were hurting my parents. Samir ran into the house and caught eyes with me
he shouted hide... Had he not shouted I would not be here now … but I would
never be guilty of the nightmare that happened.. one of the men took a large
knife and (Get choked up) his head flew off … my body took over I did not cry I
did not scream I just ran. I ran and ran and ran to my tree. There was fire
everywhere and so many men on horses. It was so long ago but I remember being
curled up under the tree trying not to cry too loud not knowing what would
happen to me. I waited until it got quite and even then until dark. I crawled
out of my hole under the tree and walked to the village my face hard with tears
and dirt. I walked through my village at the age of seven I had seen my brother
murdered had no idea where my parents, sister, or my other brother Bakit were.
I was alone at the age of 7, I walked for two nights when I stumbled into
another village, and a woman there took me in. A month later the village was
attacked. The women and I were able to run she took me to a displacement camp
with her. I lived there for (thinks for a second) about 7 years. It was hard
but the UN fed up grains for the most part. Then a group attacked our camp. I
was not lucky enough this time to get away. I was gang raped. And now I am with
child. (Pause) A lot has changed from when I was a 7 year old and now I must
take care of this child that was forced upon me a child who I do not know the
father of. I should have hope for my future. But I don’t, the UN helps us,
Doctors Without Borders help us … but we must help our selves … and I must try
and find a place I see as safe.
It Never Used to be Like This
Teenage Boy
I don’t know
[looks back to the fields]
... I mean, it’s awesome!
[huge grin on his face.]
There’s these new movies, I can totally relate to them. Like there’s action, and suspense and there’s shooting... everything that a teenage boy would want I think.
[face goes from excited and he’s moving his hand to gesture shooting, then as soon as he says “i think” his face forms an enigma... trying to think what other boys would want to be doing.]
I mean I do scrounge up as much money as I could to go see them.
[it would seem that his facial expressions would match this sentence by saying hes compensating for his words, since hes said that he doesn’t know what other “normal” teenage boys think of, hes compensating by saying that he can get the money if he needed it.]
I wouldn’t really know what another boy my age would think of those movies... this is the first time I’m really out on my own.
[chuckles]
Finally,
[looks to the sky, then back down again]
I get to escape Ladakh,
[grins to himself and shakes his head in astonishment.]
and experience the world on my own.
[Holds hands out palms facing up.]
This
[points to the ground]
is something that a lot of kids my age would want to do back on the farms and village, but its like a dream
[puts his hands on his head and grabs his hair in a swift, but excitedly shaky motion]
that I
[points to himself]
get to go out and live it!
[Expression goes from excited to uneasy, but tries to hold a smile, and twitches a smile instead.] My family isn’t the richest family in the village.
[slowly shakes his head.]
[scoffs.]
All I used to do was help my family in the fields,
[voice gets a little higher.]
but now, I’m allowed to go out more and see the world. Even though my clothes
[nods his head in acknowledgement of the fact that his clothes are beat up.]
are a little tattered, its not like they won’t let me into the theater
[thinks about if they didnt allow him in, but then shakes off the thought, and smiles],
but hey, every one's clothes are worn... we ALL used to do hard work. Thank
[emphasizes god]
GOD for these movies and all these other activities to do in town now, that way I don’t have to do all this work with my family anymore, and then maybe I won’t be judged when I go into town...
[thinks about the popular life for a few seconds.]
[stutters on I’ll]
I- I’l- I’ll -I’LL have the good clothes, and I’LL be popular, then, I’LL have a phone...
[points to himself when he says I’LL]
Yeah...
[nods.]
I think that I’ll be on my way to get that phone now... MOM?!
[gets ready to go...]
Yeah, I’ll be back later! Yeah, yeah, 10:00, I know. Bye. Uh-huh yeah, sure, I will. Love you too...
[says whatever under his breath]
Whatever. I- I gotta go.
Husband in Marketplace
Hi err, do... do you have any, uh... cellphones in stock..? Oh? Oh, you don’t?
[puzzled look on his face]
Any, uh... any at all?
Hmm. Well,
[speaks slowly but loudly, likes he’s talking to a slower person]
DO you
[points to his head and continues to do that for a few seconds]
know of any other place that would carry them?
[pauses to hear the man’s response]
Great!
[his smile reaches across his face]
So, do you know where its at? Well, can you tell me?...
[his expression goes blank]
What? Really? That far?
[starts to mutter to himself...]
Okay, well I have my family, and I need to give them water. But, I really want this phone... errr. They need my support. I need to be there. Is having a phone really this important? My brain says yes, but my heart says no. I’m torn between my wants and my needs. I want a phone, but I need to be with my family. This is so frustrating ! I see all these people with phones... It’s not fair. I want one too. What do you mean by that? What do you mean ‘by what’, you just said to me that life wasn’t fair... what did you mean by that? Nothing? I beg to differ! All I wanted to do was to get a phone. Oh, I need to calm down? Really, hmm, whatever happened to the customer is always right?... You don’t know!? Even this TEENAGER has one! Ugh, I’m sorry, things haven’t been good on the farm... Can you...? Just let me know when the next shipment comes in... You will? Thanks... What else do you have? Really? Well for what movies? Okay, I’ll take one... 2,000 rupees? That’s steep! How about 1,500, thats about as much as I can afford. Okay, 1,750. Thats good. Thanks, have a nice day.
Older Wise Woman
It never used to be like this.
[shakes her head at the boy]
In my day, this
[points to the boy who is getting up and shouts to his mother]
would have never happened...
[the mother in the next room responds]
I have never seen today’s children acting like such... such... ANIMALS in my life!
They’re shunning their responsibilities, disrespecting parents!!! ...They’re becoming... Westerners.
[says westerners with a hiss.]
I was brought up in a time where children respected their parents, and listened to them, they never didn’t listen.
[counts these on her fingers]
They did their chores, tended to the animals, and never went out to town. But now,
[points to the ground]
that’s all out the window
[moves her arm around her ].
All they want to do these days is they all want to go to town, and gallivant around
[does a silly dance],
doing stupid and dangerous things that can. Get. Them. HURT.
It never used to be like this
I tell them. I do. I always do. But do they listen? No, they don’t. Now, I have no idea what my kids kids are doing. My poor babies, all alone. Granted, they are in their teens, but they have no idea. NO idea... They have absolutely no ideas of the dangers out there in the real world. They might think its all fun and games at first, but wait until they’re hungry, or tired, and want a place to sleep, or need money. Where are they going to go? Home. Here. Back with their family.
Home is safe... It’s safe here. Nothing happens. We keep to ourselves, and we’re quiet. We don’t bother anyone... its a safe place to be. But... it’s their choice. And we’ll take them back.
It never used to be like this.
All they do now is talk on their phones. They snub their responsibilities to talk to their “friends”.
Do you want to know who their friends are? Me, us, the people here...
I’m telling you, its different now.
It never used to be like this.
Q3 Artist's Statement-Yadi Angeles
I select themes through what interests me, and then what inspires me. I get more inspiration through my interests, and have a more enjoyable time overall. Although I don't always limit myself to things I like, I also keep an open mind to new things.
I'm now trying to challenge myself upon listening to "rules" for art. I usually go about the subject listening to myself only, and doing things to please me. So recently, I have allowed the "rules of real life" to try and enter my art pieces. It has been difficult, but I've become quite proud of about one or two pieces of the pictures shown below.
The final draft of my hand:
The first draft of my Self Portrait:
First Pencil draft of the Clear Bottle:
The final Charcoal draft of Clear Bottle:
The first draft of my Still Life:
The final draft of my Still Life:
This is the first draft of the "Inspired by Art History":
The final draft of the "Inspired by Art History":
Beautiful
(Starts to tear up)
Everyday I try to forget what happened too me, the day I was taken out my home and dragged into a dirty smelly white van, they calmly told us not to scream, this one girl with black hair and brown oval eyes started to scream and that’s when it happened a big man, I couldn’t tell if he was dark skinned or just dirty, well he smacked her she had a red hand print across her face and she shut up. They told us we were going across the border to America. I know it wasn’t something to be excited over but I had never been to America before and maybe it would be fun, I had no idea what I was in for. I tried to sleep in the car but I couldn’t get comfortable, I mean could you get comfortable in a tightly packed van with 5 other girls. Days went by we were given the occasional bottle of water no food no nothing. “Salga de la furgoneta”. I still remember Spanish, they have us use it sometimes for certain customers. “Usted está en Nueva York”. They ushered us out the big van and into a house that looked abandoned, that’s when I met him. Edgar, he was scary and big he explained why we were here. “You’re in a business now” he voice was angry, none of us were getting any sympathy. He looked at me he noticed me, he came over and touched my face than slipped his fingers through my hair,
(rubs her hair gently)
“you’re going to earn me anything I need.” he whispered that in my ear, I cringed every time I think about that whisper. He explained what we’d be doing, selling our bodies, in return for drugs, money and anything that would benefit him, if he owed someone a debt they’d get our bodies, every girl in that room was drained of emotion, they couldn’t even bring themselves to cry, I remember that day like it was yesterday, it feels like just yesterday I was 16 well it’s been 2 years I’m 18 and stuck in the same position. I think I have it easiest of all the girls. Edgar thinks I’m the prettiest, so he only uses me for his most important clients, sometimes he has me work when another girl gets sick like when I was in that cruddy apartment, I think they get jealous of me sometimes, I mean if I were in their situation I’d be jealous of me too. Some of the girls have serious problems, I’m not sure why I don’t have problems I mean I do but not like them, its kind of like they turned what’s happening to us into some sick game, they fuck around with these guys minds pretend like they’re in love I mean these guys are already sickos for participating in illegal sex trafficking but still. I guess I like to be alone in the house I only go out when I’m working. Jackie is my only friend in the house, and I wouldn’t even call her a friend she’s the only girl that doesn’t shoot me dirty looks kind of like this (She grimaces) We have no beds in the house just wooden cots and a blanket, there’s no heating for the winter and no air for the summer, we have one bathroom and the windows are covered by bars, Edgar doesn’t live with us, two big Mexican men guard us and make sure we don’t try to runaway or bring unwanted attention towards the house. I wish this could be over, I wish I could change who I was, I wish I could go back to Mexico, be with my family but I cant this is the life I’m stuck with, maybe not forever but defiantly for now.
Act 2 Scene 2
Woman, to me they are the most important creatures on earth, without them I’d be no one, I wouldn’t be where I am today, I am a millionaire, all thanks to woman. My father was in the same business as I am. Some say its wrong and on the news they criticize it but what they don’t understand is that I am helping these girls, these girls are beautiful but they have nothing , what would they do if they stayed in Mexico join a drug ring, sell their bodies there, grow corn? Who knows, but what I know is that they are in America, and everything here is better. I’m showing these girls how to be women, their bodies are my property. There is one girl though, she’s the best, I have white office men after her, I have to make sure she doesn’t complain or cry, I can tell she over thinks things too much, the girls aren’t allowed to write or draw well basically they cant do anything, but her I know she writes but I tell the guards not to say anything, I can’t let my feelings get in the way of business the other girls are starting to notice how I treat her differently, they give her mean looks and brush her off. But back to what I was saying, what I do used to make me feel bad stealing girls from their homes, raping them of their pride but it’s my job and I am good at what I do. After a few years the girls learn to accept that this is what their life is
Act 3 scene 3
Chloe is so beautiful we call ourselves CJ for Chloe and Jackie. We’re best friends, all the girls hate her, I really can’t see why, shes the only one in the house with manners and, she’s just so beautiful, she doesn’t deserve this life, I mean none of us do, but her she could be a model an actress, I treat her well because I know shes going to be something, I just know it everything will work for her, i promise
Act 4 Scene 4
That bitch, she gets all the attention, considering I’m stuck here pulled away from my life my family my friends I deserve to get treated the same way as Chloe, My names Rosie, that’s prettier and more exciting then Chloe. I hate America I can’t be here, no man back home would pay to do whatever he wants to me, no one would ever do that. Chloe, she falls asleep before the rest of us, I stare at her, she isn’t that pretty, she’s nothing. A couple of us spit on her at night once this girl Margarita whose younger and has more of a wild twist to her, suggested that we cut her hair off, man I wish we did. Edgar treats her like she’s royalty SHE’S NOT (Shout this, breaks down in tears) huh ( Looks to side) , shit here I come (Walks off stage)
Act 5 scene 5
I wonder how my younger sister is doing, she’s probably all grown up now, I’m sure she’s beautiful as well, god forbid anyone like Edgar or worse gets to her like they got to me, she doesn’t deserve that. I probably won’t ever see her again (Slightly sniffles) but the memory of her my mother my father and my brothers will always be close. Unlike the rest of the girls, I enjoy America, it’s not like I really get to go out, but when I do I see bright lights the happier people like that beautiful boy I saw, i’d never forget him. When I’m back with the girls in the house I get upset again, they hate me, secretly they all hate each other. I can’t do this anymore I know stuff like this happens all over the world but it never crossed my mind that it would happen to me
Act 6 scene 6
Sex trafficking is something my team and I have being trying to stop since god knows when. It’s hard, we can only arrest them if they’re caught in the act. I know it’s going on all around New York, I don’t have some incrediable 6th sense that tells me if a girl walking down the street is selling herself, I’m just a new york street cop. They’re usually the foreign girls, the ones that look lost and sad, they look around them cautiously eye down rich men skip glances over poor ones. That’s how it works. Most of them look sickly thin, they look drugged up, if we see a girl like that usually we get our undercovers to go in and try to talk to them, get them to offer sex and we make the arrest. If it were up to me I wouldn’t arrest these girls, it’s not their choice, they didn’t choose this life (Shakes head)
Act 7 scene 7
They say that beauty fades but love will remain, how do you get love when you’re fat, slimy and girls only look at you to laugh, that’s right you don’t. I know what i’m doing is wrong and yes I could get arressted but these girls don’t know what they’re doing they make me feel special loved. One girl was absolutly beautiful. I couldn’t bring her home, with my kids. Honestly I couldn’t bring her anywhere, how embaressing would it be if I got aressted, telling my wife, my kids having to explain it to the men at work, nope nope never that. so I brought her to some shitty apartment that a guy at the fish packaging market lives it smelled and she looked disgusted but she did her job and let me tell you she did it well.
Monologue Project
by Heather Campbell
Setting: Starts out a a day before July 21st of 1972, in Belfast in Northern Ireland. Some of the locations of the monologues are in a British Army Base, an Protestant Family’s house, a Police Station, a Catholic pub, Sinn Fein Government Headquarters, and Outside near a graveyard. The monologues end in 2002 in Ireland.
Characters:
Jack Maxwell, a young British Army member. Has a family back home and is eager to help stop the troubles.
Lewis Ward, a 14 year old protestant boy. Doesn’t really consider the troubles and danger.
Ruairi Flynn, a old Catholic police officer. Wants an independent Ireland, but is tired of all the violence.
Stephen Kelly, a middle aged Irish Republican Army member. Wants an independent Ireland and will do anything for it.
Catherine Ward, Lewis’s mother. A strong protestant and a busy mother, who is always working.
Johnathan Moore, government worker for the the Nationalists. Doesn’t like to be associated with the British.
Sophie Griffiths, a 16 year old catholic girl. Middle child in a large poor family, whose mother was killed in the bombings and her sister was severely injured.
Gerry Adams, Sinn Fein member, ex-IRA member, and now holds a commons seat for Northern Ireland.
Act 1, Scene 1
JACK MAXWELL (Writing a letter to back home in some form of building, sitting on a bed/cot)
I’ve been in Northern Ireland for three weeks now. For the first few days I was stationed in Belfast, but then I was sent over to Londonderry. The people of Londonderry were still distraught over Bloody Sunday. After a week in Londonderry I was sent back to Belfast. You wouldn’t believe it, but when I arrived in Belfast, I got to our station and guess who was there! Gavin Moore and Charlie Johnston, they haven’t changed a bit. Gavin told me that during his first week of patrol in Belfast, some one pushed a washing machine out a top story flat as he was patrollin’ beneath, narrowly missing him. He’s fine, but he admitted after that, he was a wee bit shakin’ up for a while. In my first few days in Belfast, I was just patrollin’ around Belfast. I would just make sure no problems started and occasionally “chat up” some of the lorry drivers for any intelligence that might be given away. One time, Charlie and I were patrollin’ by the harbor where all the shippin’ were comin’ in, and we saw a car looking suspicious; hidden in the boot were a good three or four pounds of supplies for bomb making. After we had confiscated the stuff, I had to admit, it felt really good knowing that I might have saved some innocent lives. Shortly after that, Charlie and Gavin were sent to Dungannon. Occasionally we would see some Dickers. Their what we call the lookouts of the IRA. There have been many exchanges of fire between the IRA and us. On the surface you can tell that the Protestants are glad we are here, but underneath it all you can see that they’re still hesitant. They lead such different daily lives then we do back home. Imagine having to open up your handbag to check for bombs and weapons every time you go into a shop. That’s their reality. On the contrary, there are murals and graffiti painted onto the walls in the Catholic area of Belfast, promoting the IRA. We’re tryin’ to make peace, but sometimes it feels very one sided. It’s time for this IRA rubbish to end.
Act 1, Scene 2
LEWIS WARD (Talking to his mum in the kitchen in the morning before school)
Mornin’ Mum... Aye, I know I have te pick up some sugar and eggs after school... I’m not going te stop by his house, I told ye, the oul fella’s batty... No, I still want the cake Mum... But the oul man’s batty and his caretaker’s just as mad, and they live all the way by Oxford Station, I’d have te take the bus... Aye, okay Mum, I’ll dander down te tha oul fella’s house after school... Aye, I’ll make sure te give him some eggs... Ack! Mum, I just wanta be with meh mates, do I have to do all these chores today?... No, I wont wander off this time... I just wanta go te Johnny Moore’s house for a wee bit... Ack!... I know... Aye, I know... He lives near Woodvale Park, just a wee bus ride from school... Ack! Please Mum!... I know... Ack, I’ll go te Johnny’s house another day then... No, Mum. I’m not trying to be a nuisance... I know Mum... Okay, okay. After school, I’ll go te the store, buy eggs and sugar, then go te oul Paddy’s house and give him some eggs... Aye, after that I will come straight home...Aye, Mum...Mum, can ye pass me a scone please...Cheers Mum...No butter?... Aye, I’ll get some butter as well... Cheers Mum. I ought’ te be gettin’ to school now...My glasses are on the table by the door, I’ll grab them on ma way out...Ack! I’ll fix my tie before I get to school Mum... Bloody hell... What?... No, I didn’t say anything Mum... Nothin’, I didn’ say anythin’...I just mumbled muddy shoe, thats all... Nye, its only a smidge, it’ll come off before school... I’m goin’... I’m not goin’ te be late... I know Mum. Eggs, sugar, and butter, oul Paddy, then straight home...Matches?... Aye, I’ll get some matches as well... Cheerio Mum. (Leaves)
Act 1, Scene 3
RAUIRI FLYNN (Reflecting about today’s event in police office)
Nightmare I tell you... It was thee definition of bloody hell...You could hear people screamin’, cryin’ and moanin’. The first thing that caught my eye was a torso of a human being in the middle of the street.... It all came very sudden. I was just makin’ meh rounds about town. It was around 2:17 when I got word that a bomb detonated on a footbridge over the rail line at Windsor Park. Luckily, there were no injuries at that location...But it was bloody scary...I was told te go down by the Oxford bus station, so I got in meh car and started te drive on down there...I reckon I was pretty lucky te have gottin’ there the time I did... I was drivin’ down Hamilton Street, when I heard the bang. It was exactly 3:10 when it was detonated. There were smoke and debris everywhere I swerved down Mary Street, but when I got te Oxford Street, there were so much debris I had te get out of meh car. Just by looking at the scene, it was impossible for anyone te feel safe... I saw meh mate cowerin’ by the side of his car. I rushed over te him te see what was happen’. It took him awhile before words would come te him... He told me...Him and some of the boys from the British army were trying to clear the area...He said that...they tried te get everyone safe...but there were too many people...and the bomb exploded. I helped meh mate get up, he had many minor injuries from all the debris. I looked around... There were blood, debris, and body parts scattered everywhere...It was chaos... The hospital personnels came soon after... I had te help them...gettin’ people te the hospital... and cleaning up the remains. There were so many casualties all with in two seconds...I’m a Catholic... I want an independent Ireland...Te be honest, I think these troubles would all go away if the Brits just left...I heard that the Brits got a warnin’ that the bombs where goin’ te go off today... I was talkin’ te some of meh mates in the pub yesterday...talkin’ bout the incident... They’re convinced that them Brits had deliberately disregarded those warnings, all for strategic policy reasons...I’m not sure whether I quite agree, but... I don’t disagree either... I mean, the British army were there, tryin’ te help evacuate people from the area... But I’m not sure whether I would be surprised if they delayed the evacuation, just so they seemed like they tried, and make the PIRA seem like the bad guys. Whats the PIRA?...Provisional Irish Republican Army...they want an Independent Ireland too...I just want it in a less violent way...(Pause) Later that day, a fella came down, te look for his wee boy... He identified him among the dead... The wee boy was so bloody and deformed, his father could only tell it was him ‘cus of the things he’d been carryin’, cracked eggs, spilt sugar, melted butter, crushed matches, bits of his glasses, and singed photo en his pocket...Two of the other policemen in meh unit escorted the fella back home te tell his wife...They said she broke down cryin’...was complete mess...The worst part of the day was that... that explosion on Oxford street was only one of twenty-two within’ an hour an’ a half... All these victims were just innocent people caught up in it. With Bloody Sunday, they were out on a march – a peaceful march, but still a march...I’ve been apart of the Police service since I turned eighteen...That’s thirteen years ago...I’ve seen a lot in those years...Dealt with a lot too...It’s rare te find people in the police service who get along civilized enough than me and some of the other policemen. Most of the policemen are Protestants, most of them like being apart of the UK. As much as I would like a Independent Ireland, I don’t like dealin’ with all the victims of brutal crimes and havin’ te tell their families...I’ve known too many people who have died and too many people charged with murder...Some days you canna help but wonder, when will it be over?...Is it worth it?
Act 1, Scene 4
JACK MAXWELL(Taking medicine and talking to other army members in a “common room”)
(Enters room)
Hi(Take some pills)
I’m okay, which is more than most can say
(Swallow the pills)
I was down at Oxford Street, tryin’ to clear the area. Almost had the area cleared before the bomb went off...Nah, I didn’t even hear the bomb... I just saw everything cave in around me...Some debris must of hit me... I didn’t even realise it was broken at first...It was chaos...Bodies everywhere...I tried my best to help, but then they sent me to the stations doctor...It’s only broken...I have to go home to get it fixed properly...There wasn’t much to help there. There were so many injured and and bodies everywhere. There was no way for there to be any order. No order, no control, it was horrible...Yeah, I go home in a few days...Pardon?... Oh, why do I have to go back home to get it fixed? I guess there are too many people here in worse condition, so they straightened it out and just wrapped it up, and I’ll be home in a few days...They gave me medicine.
(Shows the medicine)
Keep the pain from being to unbearable...As soon as my arm heals, I’ll be back...I heard the first bomb was detonated at around 2:09 by the rail line at Windsor Park and last bomb went off at 3:30...There was another bomb set for after that?...oh, well, good thing the bomb squad got their first...Yeah, I’m looking forward to going home. See my family...I’ll be taking a ferry...Yeah; as soon as they fix it I’ll be on my way back here.
Act 1, Scene 5
STEPHEN KELLY (Reflecting on the IRA and Bloody Friday in a pub)
(Sits down)
Before I begin, lets pay homage to a good oul’ Irish proverb “A drink precedes a story.”
(Take a large sip out of a large beer mug)
Why?... Well, it’s quite obvious isn’t it? We want our independence.
(Sip out of the mug)
Why am I apart of the PIRA?
(Takes a sip)
It began when a group of nationalist was marching around the town. The numbers of the group kept escalatin’ and at one point it was up to around 3,000 people.
(Takes a sip)
British troops were brought in to disperse the crowd. Roadblocks were set up to prevent the marchers from gettin’ te certain sections of the town. Them Brits say that the crowd was becomin’ more and more lively and that the troops had te start makin’ arrests. They said as they were arrestin’ people, they came under fire, all they were doin’ was defendin’ themselves.
(Takes a sip)
The results of this day led te the death of 13 at the hands of the First Battalion. The IRA wants their revenge. There were no peaceful arrests and et was nie the marches fault. The only violent people there were them bloody Brits... That’s where it all started for me.
(Takes a sip)
They, the British army and them protestants...They think they were shootin’ for self defense...No, self defense requires some thinkin’...There was no thinkin’ involved there.
(Takes a sip)
As a Catholic, we have no say here...Them Brits and Protestants think they’re better than everyone else. We have poor housin’, no benefits, no rights, and are always bein’ discriminated against...Why wouldn’t I be mad?
(Takes a sip)
We’re second-class citizens in our own country! And when we try te get our messages across peacefully, we’re beat up and our houses set a blaze!
(Takes a sip)
That’s why I joined the PIRA.... What’s the difference between the IRA and PIRA?...Irish Republican Army and Provisional Irish Republic Army. The PIRA is branched off from the IRA. We’re all fightin’ for the same freedom.
(Takes a sip).
And the Sinn Fein and the IRA and PIRA are going to get us that freedom...Sinn Fein? Well that’s our political party, for an Independent Ireland. No more bloody Brits and feckin’ protestants dictating our lives.
(Takes a sip)
Now ‘bout last Friday...Te put it plainly, It required only one man with a loud hailer to clear each target area in no time. All we were tryin’ te do was make daily life impossible. Cause financial devastation from all the wrecked buildin’s. That’s all we had te do. And short after, all the Republicans were convinced that the British had deliberately disregarded the two warnings we sent out for strategic policy reasons. The Brits had their warnin’s but they took to long to take action.
(Takes a sip)
We had some casualties...But sometimes ye have te give before ye receive. We gave lives up, and we expect te receive our freedom. The PIRA is committed unequivocally to the search for freedom, justice and peace in Ireland. We’ve done part of our job, for now.
(Takes a sip)
Act 1, Scene 6
JACK MAXWELL (Talking on the phone)
(Dials phone)
Hello...Emm..Yeah, I’m okay. I made it through with only a broken arm...I’ll be home soon...They wrapped it up and gave me some medicine...Yeah, soon as I get off the ferry I’ll be on my way to the doctor’s to get it mended...How it at home?...Good...
(Chuckle)
How’s wee little Sophie?...Good...Well, I can’t tell you too much information, but apparently the British talks to the IRA failed and the IRA began its campaign again...Yeah...It was quite shocking...I didn’t know what to do...You got my letter?...Good..I have to go...I’ll be home soon..Give Sophie a hug for me...Bye.
(Hangs up)
Act 1, Scene 7
CATHERINE WARD (In her living room, holding pictures of her son, his glasses, and remains of school bag.)
My wee little Lewis...
(Sniffle)
He dinneh even make it past his fifteenth birthday...And it’s all my fault...
(Sniffle)
Had I not told him te go te Oul Paddy and give him some eggs, he may still have been with me...
(Burst of tears)
It seems just like yesterday, I was donderin’ down te the cafe down by the train station with him in his wee pram for tea and biscuits... And now, he’s dead...
(Sniffle)
I knew somethin’ was wrong when meh husband came home with the Bobbies. I thought meh husband had gotten into some trouble with the IRA...Our family bein’ strong protestants...But then I saw the look on meh husbands face...He looked like he was in anguish, like somethin’ happened... Somethin’ more than him just gettin’ into some trouble... Then one of the fellas, he told me I may want te sit down... At that moment, I knew somethin’ was wrong. Meh eyes darted te the clock...
(Sniffle)
I was so busy tryin’ te get mey wee boy’s birthday supper sorted out for the next day, that I hadn’t realised that he should have been home by then...The bobbies told me that nineteen bombs had gone of just an hour and a half ago. Then... I collapsed...I had already known what had happened...Meh wee boy was just doin’ what I asked...
(Sniffle)
He was on his way to oul Paddy’s home at 3:10...About te get on the bus at Oxford Street...I should have had him come straight home after school. With all these bombings and officers and the likes...I knew it was too dangerous...I had a feellin’ bout today...I told him te be careful, he just kept replyin’ “I know”
(Sniffle)
The bobbies, both bein’ protestants, told me that them and the brits are tryin’ to get all this te come te an end...I’ll forever remain loyal te the queen...The British government, they’ve done so much for our country... And with their military here, these troubles are bound to stop some time soon...But thats not goin’ te bring my wee little Lewis back now.
(Burst of tears)
Act 1, Scene 8
JONATHAN MOORE (Talking to a journalist in an office)
(Sitting down)
When did this all start?... That was a long time ago. I was twelve when Ireland split up. It was in 1920 when the British government decided to split up Ireland, after they had ruled for centuries. An Independent state was created in the south, mostly made up of Catholics. The northern district, Ulster being mostly Protestant, remained part of the UK. That split up was caused by an uprising led by Michael Collins in 1916...There was a civil war in the south after the split. Michael Collins among many others lost his life during that civil war. The end result of was the Rise of a new and independent Republic of Ireland, led by Eamon DeValera. In the North, the Catholics were a minority. They were the republicans and nationalists. They were being discriminated against in jobs, housing, and law. The Protestants were the unionists and loyalists; they were given government jobs and privileges alike for being loyal to the British crown. Northern Ireland played a large role in the British economy because of all the shipyards, and mills. But as I said before, the Catholics found themselves the minority and excluded from Northern Ireland’s success. The Troubles really started three years ago. The Catholic unemployment rate spiked, their housing became poor, and the riots began. The IRA is the nationalists who carried out most of the violence in their quest for independence. My job is te try and get the Nationalist message across, without the violence; te get a united Ireland in a manor that appeals to both sides. For a while we were making some progress. We had a truce with the British government...a truce between the loyalists and the nationalists. There were te be talks. Talks put in place in order te cease fire. But the British failed at talking, so the IRA and PIRA begun their campaign again...
(Pause)
That’s what yesterday was; the start of a new campaign. Why the violence?
(Pause)
I don’t think I can answer that question...I just communicate te people. I’m behind the scene of these troubles...
(Pause)
Well, we want an Independent Ireland. We want equal rights and equal opportunities. No, we want our own rights and opportunities. The British government ruled Ireland like their ruled England, Scotland, and Wales...We’re not English, we’re not Scottish, and we’re not Welsh. We are our own people...And it was time that we were treated that way. That’s why the Republic of Ireland came to be...
(Pause)
Why the violence? Why bloody Friday? That’s a question for someone else...Yeah, I feel bad about the deaths...Quite a large number of them where Catholics...But think of the number of people killed by the British. We’ve been oppressed and discriminated against...I know a lot of people died...I know...Violence delays peace...I know... Look, it isn’t my job te deal with the violence and deaths. My job is just te talk.
(Gets up and leaves)
Act 1, Scene 9
SOPHIE GRIFFITHS (After her mother’s funeral)
We live in west Belfast; where most of the Catholics live...Et was me, meh dad, meh mum, meh four brothers, and meh two sisters all livin’ en a small house near Springfield road. Meh dad is a fisherman; he works hard but we still struggle te live comfortably. Meh mum taught at the primary school near our house, were meh littlest sisters, Amy and Eliza, and littlest brothers, Hugh and Jamie, go te school. She always’d help meh with meh schoolwork. Meh mum always wanted te be a writer. If one of meh wee brothers or sister had a hard time goin’ te sleep she’d tell us all a story. I liked her stories; they always had a nice ending. She could make et seem like every ended happily. But she tolled a lie.
(Tearing up)
Meh mum was takin’ meh little sister, Amy, get a new dress...She’d been savin’ up money for Amys dress, and they went down te the store te pick et up.
(Sobbing)
That’s when the bomb went off...Meh mum and Amy were en the car...Meh sister was badly injured, but meh mum died...She worked so hard for our family, with seven children needin’ te be fed and educated...Meh eldest brother, Adam, hasn’t even gone back te school yet and he’s already gettin’ inte trouble...Meh brother, Sean, and I now have te do most of the chores and take care off wee brothers and sisters...Amy’s still en the hospital...and meh dad still has te fish te feed us all. When he’s not workin’ he spends most of his time en the pub drinkin’ the black stuff.... Yeh canna blame him...Mum did everything
(More sobing)
She did everything...We need her...We’re good Catholics...We work hard...Go te church...Why us?... Why Amy?... Why meh mum?...We weren’t out causin’ trouble protestin’, and we weren’t out wavin’ the union flag...We want better lives just as much as the IRA do...Meh mum and dad work hard for meh family te have a better live...We didn’t do anythin’ wrong...So, why did they have te take meh mum away from meh family...But she’s in a better place now...away from the violence...Gone but never forgotten.
Act 1, Scene 10
GERRY ADAMS (2002, conference, standing at a podium)
A month ago, I took office in the House of Commons, I had a press conference and I was asked a question...This woman, around 65 years old, she asked me for an apology.
(Low spot light on woman watching a TV)
She told me that thirty years ago, her son died. He died when the IRA set off a series of bombs around Belfast. She told me, he wasn’t protesting or causing a ruckus. He was just dropping of some groceries like she had asked him to. He was an innocent wee boy. Where’s the apology for her son’s death? She said she’s been hearing about rights for the victims of Bloody Sunday. But she wanted to know when it would be her son’s time to be remembered. Before that I came across an article in the paper. It was written in honor of the victims of Bloody Friday. It was written by a woman whose mother had died during the bombings, and her sister severely injured. (Low spot light to woman writing in front of a TV)
After her mother died, her family had to deal with countless of other struggles. After thirty years her family is still hasn’t fully recovered from the death of their mother. I have come here today, te make a public apology for those who died. We offer our sincere apologies and condolences te their families. While it was not our intention to injure or kill non-combatants, the reality is that on this and on a number of other occasions that was the consequence of our actions.
(Low spotlight to a few people huddled around a gravestone) In Belfast the IRA had set out to cause economic damage and had sought to avoid civilian casualties by providing at least 30 minutes’ warning in relation to each of the 21 bombs. It is a moot point whether the IRA operations just stretched the British too far for them to be able to cope with the situation, or whether they deliberately failed to act in relation to two of the many bombs, but it is clear that the IRA made a mistake in putting out so many bombs, and civilians were killed who certainly should not have been killed.
(Low spotlight on man with his family in front of a TV)
This was the IRA’s responsibility and a matter of deep regret. We hope that we can continue to push forward prospect of a peaceful Northern Ireland and Nation. Thank you.
(Leaves podium)
3rd Quater Art Benchmark
self-portrait
Art For Quarter 3
I am especially thankful for the various projects this quarter. The pieces that I have completed can now go into my portfolio, which I will continue to build in order to achieve my dream of going to the Parson's School of Design. Developing my skills as an artist by going outside of my comfort zone and embracing the unknown have certainly helped me gain a perspective on my future art. I can't wait to see what's in store for us next quarter.
In conclusion, I am very thankful to Mrs. Hull and the projects she gave us, for they are rewarding in more ways than one. I am very proud of my progress in art this quarter, and I will continue to build upon my skills, and become a better developed artist.