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Narcissa: You guys, my favorite season is Fall, its just wonderful
Camille: I know its so pretty
Robbie walks up....
Robbie: Oh my God, GUYS! Autumn is almost here, isn't it so exciting!
Narcissa and Camille: Yea! Yea! Yea!
Narcissa: Wait... So when does Fall start :D

So I started watching this anime called Samurai Champloo and it's a pretty good show. I would compare it to the cartoon "The Boondocks" but the setting is in the past in japan. The show is very funny and is full of violence. It's about two samurais getting mixed up with a young lady who they promise to find another samurai that has the scent of sunflowers. The plot sounds boring but it's actually an enjoyable show.

I am so upset! I just posted this whole story for saturday! I posted it ! then I clicked "View blog post"! then I came back to the editor deleted the stuff (since the story was already posted and started writing another one. i finish the story entitled, "Late", just to  go and "view blog post" as well. So then I go to the forum to double check if everything was there and u know what!? The Saturday one was REPLACED with my "late" one. So this is my story about loosing my original Saturday story.. (SMH) so disappointing. I refuse to write it over. So yea. Bye..

I sleep too late..
I wake up too late..
I get to School Late..
I get to saturday school late..
I was late to my own sweet 16...
My menstrual cycles are always mixed up and late...
I submit Moodle assignments late unintentionally even by a minute...
My train to work always breaks down or something happens to make me to work late...
I eat too late..
I drink water too late....
I used the bathroom when it's late...
When It's late and I wake up I cant go back to sleep...
I take sleeping medications too late; witch result in the waking up late...
I would say I'm reliable.. Just don't expect me to be there early.

Because we all are.

I stared down my phone. It never buzz, rings, vibrates or anything. It's just kind of beyond out of date and nonworking. I pressed my thumb against the buttons randomly until it woke from it''s sleep mode. On the screen a gray box with a moving envelope and words alerting me of a text message. I sighed and clicked on it and ti took me to a list of messages. The text opened saying "Hey sunshine". Only my family called that. My eyes wandered to the top of the screen looking for a name. It simply said Tab.

 My head feel back against my pillows and I squeezed my eyes shut. Why now? Even if Tab is my mother, we didn't have a real relationship. For the most part I went months (one time it was over a year) without hearing or seeing her. Then at random she would appear for a bit talk to my dad then vanish again. If I did see her in person we never talked much. She would ask my a few questions and if I tried to answer them she tuned out part way or if I asked her something she would kind of ignore it. There were times she would open up and we could connect but then she was gone. It always seemed to be the same cycle. That's why I can honestly say I am not one to open up to people or trust them. Just from Tab's actions. It doesn't just effect me either. My little half sister (who used to live with her) and my dad. She has all effected us and how we act with people in some way.

 I looked down at the phone again. The message still started back at me. In my head I ping ponged back and forth about what to do. Mom (actually my grandmother who raised me like a mom) always told me it was my choice. If I wanted Tab in my life let her and if I didn't I wouldn't need to. Did I want to have a mother/daughter relationship enough to give her the chance to let her in even if she left again? Maybe I need to take my own time and reach out to her when I was ready? It wouldn't be on her own terms but my own. That way if she responded or not I would just be ready. Now what would be my choice though...

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(This was meant for yesterday but my internet was acting up last night.)

​I randomly decided to try out cleverbot again after not using it in a very long time. I must say cleverbot is not only funny still but knows how to make someone happy ^_^

The Ideal Life Story

Birth 
Pure
Affection 
Innocence
Childhood 
Play 
Laughter 
Experience 
Intelligence 
Wisdom 
Opportunities
Decisions 
Opportunities 
Decisions
Love  
Marriage 
Happiness 
Back to start, but add an s.  

The Life Story of Many 

Birth
Neglect 
Yearn
Desolation 
Despair 
Understanding 
Numbness 
Decisions 
Alternate Endings 

Too many have lived, are living, and will live out this storyboard. 
 

I saw a pretty decent post by one of my classmates. Looked for a like button, then realized this isn't facebook.

You know you go to SLA when you and your friend both think to write your English story about a struggle in math, the life ruining, unit circle. Or maybe he just read your mind.

Trying to remember this is one of the most difficult task(s) ever!

Im currently watching this movie and it's now on my top 10 list of thriller movies. 

"Get in the passenger seat"
I responded "ok".
"First you have to adjust your mirrors and your seat."
I thought to myself "wrong", then I said "No first you have to put your seat belt on."
My dad turned around and asked "you think you know more than I do?"
I laughed and said "No, you just don't know how to follow rules and asked him are you gonna pay the ticket?" and put my seat belt on.

I'd never realized how truly blessed I was until I lived their life. 

Waking up completely sore to pouring rain and then to top it off looking at your clock and seeing 7:02, you just want to stay in bed. Then you roll over and strangely think about another meeting with your principal yelling at your class telling them how horrible their attendance is, so you get up and go.

I learn something new everyday.

Waking up completely sore to pouring rain and then to top it off looking at your clock and seeing 7:02, you just want to stay in bed. Then you roll over and strangely think about another meeting with your principal yelling at your class telling them how horrible their attendance is, so you get up and go.

Today I am going out to breakfast for my dad's birthday, even though his birthday was actually last Tuesday.  I am sitting here waiting for my mom to get out of the bathroom so I can get a shower. She is taking sooo long.

Later on, I am going to have band practice with Fawn and Freda.  It's be too long!  Then, I have work from 5pm-9pm.  I hope it's not stressful.

School tomorrow is going to suck.  Once again, I am going to be exhausted!

I have work today. I hope it's nice. I hope everybody working there is really happy and nice. I hope the people coming to eat are really happy and nice too. I just want the day to go by fast and smoothly. I hope I won't be stressed today. I think it's going to be busy though because it's so nice out today.

My parents were awake on a saturday for a change so my siblings and I spent the day just hanging in the living room. we watched movies and played board games and played on the laptops. Everyone was content.

Deja: Hey sis how was ya day?

Dymond: It was okay, I got some lemonades for us to share.

Deja: Ooh lemme get some!

Dymond: I wanted you to hear this song by some Boo, I mean Bo Burnham. He has this song I heard it over Rozzie's house...

Deja: Oh so is he like white?

Dymond: Yea but he has this song she let me listen to and it is so funny. He just be clownin so many people. He was talkin about this one girl and he was like "He did a girl named Macy all day and it turned out she was dyslexic so he wound up doing the YMCA.

Deja: Yup

Dymond: Oh my gosh! you dont get it. YMCA is Macy but she can't read.

Deja: Haha I get it. That is a little funny

Dymond: A little? That is clever and hilarious!

Deja: Right.