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Victoria Odom

11-30-10

I thought school was suppose to be a place of peace and learning but, some people make it seem like the total opposite. I think some girls feel so bad about themselves that they talk about other people to make themselves feel better by degrading others. If they something to say, then they should say it to your face rather than behind your back. This is why I hate two-faced people the want be your friend to get all the n they talk all this trash about you. This is why it’s hard to get along with people because you never know who you can trust. Making friends comes easy but, finding the true ones are the hard part. I feel that you shouldn’t judge people on how they look or was others say about them, what really matters is what’s on the inside, was things like a good personality.

12-9-10

A lot of times I wish I could drop my race because of the racist stereotypes. When I walk into a store that’s usually own by a person of high class or different race, they follow me and or my friends around. I hate the fact of stereotypes, just because I’m black doesn’t mean I steal because that surely is not true. I think no one should be thought of a criminal just because of their outer skin appearance. Or even thought to be a drug dealer or murder just because their black, live in a not so fancy part of their city and may or may not own a gun. People need to stop judging others on racial aspects and judge based on personality.

12-9-10

I am who I am

I am who I am

each and everyday

I am who I am

no matter what you say

I am who I am

when I go to sleep

I am who I am

when I don’t say a peep

I am who I am

standing tall and proud

I am who I am

speaking very loud

I am who I am

no matter what I wear

I am who I am

no matter if you care

I am who I am

each and everyday

I am who I am

is what I have to say

1-4-11

My winter break wasn’t so great. Spending the majority of it sick wasn’t what I had planned, but over all I guess you can say it was okay. Christmas was interesting, I got everything I wanted and more, seeing family I haven’t seen in awhile was great too. Family time is usually fun, when there’s no drama but, that’s all it seems to be lately. New Years was even worse, BECAUSE I DIDN’T GET TO CELEBRATE IT! I guess you say it was my fault, it’s all because I was on the phone from 3 to 8:30 am the night before. So when the new-year came around I was knocked out on the couch fast asleep. Although I was sick for 2 weeks straight I feel much better now.

Why do we write?                                                                                                       11/24/10

Is it important to you to fit in? Have you ever done anything as part of a group that you’re ashamed of?                                                                                                                       12/2/10

What makes someone an adult? Do you ever finish growing up?                                  1/25/11

What are some expectations set on you by others? How do these compare to expectations you put on yourself?                                                                                    4/5/11

            Expectations put upon me by others are that I do well in school. I expect myself to do this also, but I also expect my self to do well in things other than academics. These expectations are somewhat different, because I expect more from myself than others expect from me.

Introduction/ Reflection:

I think my work says that I am a very creative person and I put a lot of detail into my work. I love to use keynote, because it allows me to put color and be creative on my work. As viewers, you will see a lot of me in my work in the way I write and the way that I express myself. For example, the memoir vignette, you will learn a lot about me just by reading it. I think my strengths in English are comprehending the work and doing the work on time. Also, I think that I’m good at participating in class and engaging in the conversations that we have.

Quarter 1:

Macbeth Character Analysis:

This project was to demonstrate the one of the characters growth throughout the book. The goal was to have 10 quotes that the character has said and illustrate the transformation of MacBeth or Lady MacBeth.

Thesis Statement: Lady Macbeth is a greedy person but then turned into a regretful person who was soaked with guilt.

In Act 1 scene 3 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth receives a letter from Macbeth stating that he received a prophesy from the witches that he was going to be Thane of Cawdor and will be the King. Aside, Lady Macbeth reads, “Glamis thou art Cawdor, and shalt be what thou art promised. Yet do I fear thy nature” (Act 1, scene 5, lines 14-15). What this means here is that Lady Macbeth now wants this phophesy to come to pass. Now, Lady Macbeth is going to do everything that she can in order to make this happen. She fears his nature or his personality because he could react a certain way that Lady Macbeth wouldn’t like.

In Act 1 scene 5, Lady Macbeth wants to become like a man so that she can have the guts and the strength to kill Duncan. Her desire now is the make sure that she forms an alliance with Macbeth and set out to kill Duncan so that he will no longer become Thane of Cawdor. To herself, Lady Macbeth talks to the spirits and says, “Come you mortal spirits…unsex me here and fill me from the crown to the toe topful of direst cruelty…make thick my blood” (Act 1, scene 5, lines 39-42). What she means is that she no longer wants to be like a woman. She wants her blood to be thick as a man and so that she can think and fight like a man. She want the “feel” of a man so that she can have the ability to set out for Duncan.

In Act 1 scene 5 of Macbeth, Macbeth and Lady Macbeth are talking and Macbeth states to Lady Macbeth that Duncan is coming home and staying over for dinner. At this time, Macbeth is unaware of what Lady Macbeth wants to do, so he is unmindful of what she wants to do. Lady Macbeth states to Macbeth, “O never shall sun that morrow see…” (Act 1, scene 5, lines 59-60). What she means is that Duncan will not live to see tomorrow because by that time, he will be considered dead.

In Act 1 scene 5, “Lady Macbeth thinks that she has everything under control and she’s going to do this all by herself. She is now starting to be very selfish and egotistical about killing Duncan. She explains all of what she is planning to do to Macbeth and says, “Only look up clear. To alter favor ever is to fear. Leave all the rest to me.” (Act 1, scene 5, lines 70-72). This means, she’s telling Macbeth to not to worry about what she is planning to do because she has it “under control”. Lady Macbeth’s ego is really getting to her, which causes her to act out in this way.

Act 1 scene 7, Lady Macbeth feels like Macbeth is trying  to back out from killing Duncan. She also feels like he’s  thinking twice about what he is going to do especially if it’s going to lead to him getting into some trouble. Lady Macbeth says, “And to be more than what you were, you would be so much more the man.” (Act 1, scene 7, lines 50-51). This means, she doesn’t think that Macbeth has the guts to kill Duncan anymore and that he doesn’t have the courage anymore. He is second guessing  himself because he thinks that he is going to fail. That shows that Macbeth is now thinking that he isn’t thinking like a man and doesn’t show any signs of being a man. Lady Mac manipulates him to try and get inside of his head.

In Act 1 scene 7, Lady Macbeth is now planning in what they should do in order to kill Duncan. Her plan is to set him up along with his two chamberlains. She says to Macbeth, “Soundly invite him, his two chamberlains, will I with wine and wassail…shall be a fume, and the receipt of reason…when in swinish sleep their drenched natures lies as in a death.” (Act 1, scene 7, lines 64-69). She means that she is going to get the chamberlains and the guards drunk so that they won’t be aware of what is going to happen. She is later going to have Macbeth sneak in and kill Duncan. She is now being very mean and self-centered.

In Act 5 scene 1, Lady Macbeth has been found sleep walking with a light. The gentlewoman and the doctor are trying to figure out what she is saying. She is now regretting the fact that she has pressured Macbeth into killing Duncan. For her, she is now feeling guilty. While in her sleep, she says, “ Here’s the smell of the blood still. All the perfumes of Arabia will now sweeten this little hand. Oh, oh, oh!” (Act 5, scene 1, lines 50-51). What she means is that she still smells and feels the smell of the blood of Duncan. The Gentlewoman and the doctor found out that she was apart of killing him. Mentally, she is not feeling well and is struggling because she can’t figure out how to get the blood off of her.

In Act 5, scene 1, Lady Macbeth is sleep walking and is talking about her killing Banquo and Duncan. She says, “Out, damned spot!” (Act 5, scene 1, line 35). She is rubbing her hands because she still see’s blood and it is reminding her of the killing of Banquo. She is now blameworthy of what she did.

In Act 5 scene 1, Lady Macbeth claims that Banquo is now dead and that he is in his grave. She doesn’t realize that she is saying this but this is big news to the gentlewoman and the doctor. She says, “I tell you yet again, Banquo’s buried. He cannot come out the grave.” (Act 5, scene 1, lines 62-62). This means that Lady Macbeth is soaked with guilt now since she was the cause of killing Banquo. Not only is she talking to herself, but she is talking to Macbeth because she wants him to know that her work is done and now Macbeth is now king of Cawdor.

In Act 5, scene 1, Lady Macbeth is now going to go to bed and at least try to relax. She see’s that what she has done can not be undone so, she’s full of regret. Still sleep walking, she states, “ To bed, to bed; there’s knocking at the gate. Come, come, come, come, give me your hand. What’s done cannot be undone. To bed, to bed, to bed.” ( Act 5, scene 1, lines 64-66). That was the last time that Lady Macbeth had spoken until she died. She was not feeling well. She died full with regret and guilt.

These quotes all follow the path of Lady Macbeth. She was a greedy person who wanted anything and everything just do that her husband could be king of Cawdor. When she was done her deed, she realized that what she did was wrong and now she’s filled with guilt. She had to suffer the consequences of what she has done.

Quarter 2:

Memoir Vignette

This project was to take a snapshot of my life and make it into a small story. This was to utilize and create my personal piece of non-fiction. A vignette is a stand a lone story that you can fit into the bigger picture of your life story.

      The Miracle Child

             What? When? How? Why? She’s not going to live? Inconceivable. Confused, maybe? Unimaginable. Scared. What is going to happen to her at such a young age?  Is she going to live or die?  Is she going to live to see 5, 10, or even 15 years old? (Repetition for effect)These are just some of the questions that probably ran through my parents mind when they found out that I was really sick and possibly not going to live. Come to find out, I had this horrible sickness called sepsis. It was a horrible condition in which my body was fighting a severe infection that has spread to the bloodstream.

            It was on December 17, 1996, that I was transported to the hospital at such a young age. No one knew what was going wrong with me. Not even my parents knew. They only suspected that something wasn’t normal with me. When I arrived at the hospital, I was immediately hooked on to tubes and machines. I had tubes going in and out of my body. Breathing tube, feeding tube… You name it, I had it.  After doing multiple tests and blood work, the doctor noticed that I had this rare sickness and that there was a possibility that I wasn’t going to live. The doctor said, “I’m so sorry Mr. and Mrs. Maddox but your daughter has a chance of not living.” (Dialogue) It got even worse. I had to stay at the hospital for four months. (Dialogue) I wonder how they could’ve felt. Maybe scared, mad, or even upset. I just know that they weren’t happy.

            Hours have gone by. Tick, tock, tick, tock, (repetition for effect) and I’m still hooked onto these machine. Next thing you know, most of all of my family was there in the hospital praying for me and staying at the hospital for days waiting to hear any new news from the doctors. My mom was so scared. She didn’t want me to go, especially since I was her 5^th child to be conceived, but only one to survive. My mom had 4 miscarriages before she birthed me. I bet that had to be tough for her and my dad.  It would have been hard for her to hear that I have passed away. All they could do is not just depend on what the doctors said but what God had to say. They knew that if it was my time to go, then it was just my time to go. Would it be devastating? Yes. However, things would not have made sense as to why I would survive the birth but not the sickness. If I was the 5^th child to be conceived but then the only one to survive, then there had to be a reason why I was the only one to make it into what you call life. Hmmm. Now that I try to look back and listen to the stories and the pictures, I realize that as a get older, I have a story to tell and let people know that miracles do happen.

            It was the cold morning of Christmas Eve on December 24, 1996,  my mom was shopping at the Kids R’ Us shopping for gifts. As she was walking down the aisle, she bumped into this lady. Of course when you bump into someone, you say excuse me. The lady said, “Just know that your daughter will be fine and everything is going to be okay.” (Dialogue). My mom never met this woman or ever heard of her a day in her life. As soon as my mom turned around and looked back, the lady wasn’t there anymore. She looked for her all around the store. But the funny thing is that they were in the back of the store so the lady couldn’t have gone far. My mom looked high and low like she was investigating a crime scene (metaphor). It was like she was an angel sent from heaven just to let my mom know that I was going to okay. (simile). To hear that being said, I bet it was a sigh of relief. She went back to the hospital knowing that everything was going to be fine. Still, there was like a sea of people just standing around waiting and waiting and waiting. At least I know that my family cared enough about me!

            I stayed at the hospital for a couple more days. Doctors were monitoring me making sure I was doing okay. When they said that I was going to be okay, it was a miracle that I was even going to survived. I could have died right there on the spot. However, there was some bad news. The doctors said that I had to take physical therapy for a whole 6 months. I had to learn how to breathe and how to sit up again. Having all of those breathing tubes coming in and out of my body just messed me up big time!

As I look at the pictures of when I was sick, what I saw was something that I knew wasn’t going to control me for the rest of my life or even take my life. I know that I have a purpose for living on this earth and I am destined to do great things. It’s a miracle that I survived and I’m glad that I am here 15 years later healthy, and just fine!

Quarter 3:

The Odyssey Compare/Contrast Essay

The quarter 3 benchmark was to compare and contrast the book “The Odyssey” to either the movie “O’ Brother Where Art Thou?” or someone that you may know or a movie that you have watched. This was to see if there are any similarities and differences between the characters.

 The Odyssey (Penelope)

vs.

O’ Brother Where Art Thou? (Penny)

 In the movie, “O Brother Where Art thou?” and the book The Odyssey  both of the characters have families that they have to provide for and take care of them. The three points are that Penny decides not to take back her husband however, Penelope does. Both of these characters make decisions that can either jeopardize or bring together their families. Even though Penelope and Penny share many qualities, Penny is very selfish and unwilling to wait to work it out with her husband.

 Both Penelope and Penny show signs of untrust when rumors were going around that their husbands were back. While Everett and Delmar return back to Everett’s hometown, they all find out that Penny is engaged to Vernon T. Waldrip. He is willing to get back with her and tries to convince her that he has changed. However, she doesn’t believe that he has changed and he is the same way as he was before. She tests him to see if he would give her back the ring that she deserves. Unfortunately, he doesn’t have the ring because it’s ten thousand feet below the water. As a result, she does not reunite herself with him. Instead, she stays with Vernon. This shows that Penny was very hurt by the fact that her own husband was sent to jail and she doesn’t want to get back with him. Similarly, when Penelope first finds out that her husband is back from being gone for 20 years, she doesn’t believe the suitors. During this time, Penelope is still faithful. However, she tests Odysseus and was asking him questions to see if it was really him. She said, “Come, hand him the bow now, and let’s just see . . . “ (Homer, The Odyssey 21. Line 375). She says this so that she can test the suitors to see if they can shoot the arrow and hit the target.

Even though Penelope and Penny may have some similarities, they also share some differences.  Penny is not willing to wait for Everett. When he was sent to jail, she wanted to divorce him. Overtime, she ends up being engaged to Vernon. She tells her children that Everett was hit by a train and that he’s dead. This shows that Penny was making decisions based on her feelings and what she wanted to do. In contrast, Penelope was always faithful to her husband. She spoke very highly of him. She loved him a lot and always cared about him as well. For example, while Odysseus was gone, she tricks the suitors so that she won’t have to get engaged to any of them.

 Penelope and Penny are very different when their husbands come back. When Everett comes back, Penny doesn’t want to listen when he asks to come back into her life and their children’s lives. She feels this way because she thinks that he is not a good provider for her and her children. Everett has no job and would have no way of taking care of his family. Instead, Vernon has a job and is able to provide and take care of the family. Unlike Penny, Penelope takes Odysseus back. After she tests him, she is still the faithful wife that she was before he even left. This shows that she stays committed to the relationship that she and Odysseus have. For example, when Odysseus comes back she said, “Odysseus- don’t flare up at me now, not you, always the most understanding man alive!” (Homer, The Odyssey Line. 235 -36) This shows that Penelope trust Odysseus and loves him very much and they sill have trust in each other.

 Penelope and Penny do share some things with each other. However, they share a lot of differences. Both of their personalities are different therefore causing them to not have many similarities with one another. Penelope and Penny share similar qualities that effected them when rumors where going around that their husbands had retuned back. Penelope made her decision to stay with her husband and remain faithful to him as well as her children. Unfortunately, Penny decided not to because of her Everett’s choice that resulted him to going to jail. Both families were infected by this in a good and bad way. In all, both families made a choice that they thought would benefit them as well as their families.

Creative Piece

Macbeth Creative

This creative piece was to describe either Macbeth or Lady Macbeth in how the have changed throughout the book. We were able to be creative and put in it our own way.  It was a fun project to it.

Independent Reading

First Independent Reading

In the beginning of year, we were assigned to read a book and write a book review on it. The book that I choose was called “Blessings In Disguise” by ReShonda Tate Billinsley. Not only did we have to read the book, but we had to understand what was being read and how comprehend it.

The book that I read was called “Blessings In Disguise” written by ReShonda Tate Billingsley is the second, of an 8 part novel series listed in Essence Magazine as a #1 bestseller. The book is a continuation of the first book, “Nothing But Drama”, which is about four teenage girls – Camille, Angel, Jasmine, and Alexis – who experience difficulties, trials, and conflict as friends. ReShonda also wrote many other books such as: “My Brothers Keeper”, which she received the Gold Pen Award for Best New Author from the Black Writer’s Alliance.

             “Blessings In Disguise” centers around two of the four teens, Jasmine and Alexis, who find themselves dealing with the dysfunctions, chaos, and challenges in their families and personal lives. Jasmine is raised by a single parent, who is in search for her dad. Jasmine is sick and tired of always being the one trying to sustain her family together and always cleaning up after everyone, so she escapes from her home and tries to find her father to go and live with him. Alexis seems to have the “perfect life”, however, no one can see what’s she’s really going through as her parents are heading to file for divorce. Both of the girls are terribly tempted to do something substantial that they know will get them into a lot of trouble but instead do it anyway. My favorite character in the book is Jasmine because she goes through a lot as far as family and friends. She tries to find her way through life and is searching for someone to talk to that will understand her in a way that they would know where she is coming from. After the reader is finished with this book, I think they should learn to obey their parents and never to steal. Following these lessons will help them in their everyday lives.

I can relate to the story more on Jasmines side. Even though I don’t have any siblings and my parents aren’t divorced, I have felt like I have wanted to run away and try to live a life that I wasn’t living in the past. I have never done any of the things that Alexis and Jasmine has done but I can relate to how they felt.

I really like this book and I hope to read the rest of the books to see what will happen has far as their relationships and attitudes. Some of its strengths are that the author explains each of the characters in a way that the reader is able to understand. To me, this book doesn’t have any weaknesses. I can apprehend the book very well and know where each of the characters is coming from. There is nothing in the book that I will try and change.

I would defiantly recommend this book to other teenagers to read because it teaches them life lessons that they can carry out and take with them in their everyday lives. Readers will take pleasure in the captivating characters, emotional power, and the down to earth messages of this novel and the other books that follow.

Four Top Journals:

My Choice:

Throughout the year, we occasionally were assigned to write in our journals. Sometimes, we got the chance to write what ever we wanted, however, there were times when we had to answer questions that the teacher wrote down.

Journal entry #47

Do I like being a female? Of course!! I wouldn’t change it for the world. However, in being a female, comes a lot of challenges physically, mentally, and emotionally. From deciding what to wear everyday, to body parts changing, to mood swings…it’s just a lot. Sometimes it can be very painful and uncomfortable each month. Each female is different and they can either take the pain or just can’t. These are the times that I wish I was a boy just for the couple of days. For me, I have mood swings and don’t want to be bothered with anyone. Sometimes I get so sick that I don’t even come to school. Not only the physical changes that I as well as a lot of other females go through, but we also go through a lot of emotional changes. Personally, they can get in the way a lot because you would have feelings that later on you would think about it and then it would be stupid that you even thought about it.

I would like to be a boy and have the mentality of a boy for one day just so that I can see and experience how they function on a day to day basis. To me, it’s kind of difficult to understand them and know their ways; for example, how they think, what they do when a girl walks by, etc. I think that it would be cool, however, I wouldn’t want to go through this for a long time. I think being a girl is better than being a boy J

Journal Entry: December 16, 2010

I really never wanted to be apart of a group. For me, it was mostly me hanging out with the same group of people. Hanging out with that same group of people has made me realize that hanging out with the same people is not making myself available to other people. I always that when those group of people weren’t in school, I thought that I was alone and there was no one for me to talk too.

But I realized that if I continue to hang with the same people over and over, then I won’t ever make myself available now and later in the future. Now that I am older, I now go up to people and introduce myself and network. Im not really good at meeting new people because I can be very shy in the beginning. It sometimes feels awkward, but I make the best of it.

Journal Entry: February 2, 2011

To me, a hero is someone that you look up too as a person of integrity. That person might have done something nice or has helped someone out in hard times. A hero must be someone that you can look up too and count on for anything possible. That doesn’t mean to take advantage of them but use them for legitimate reasons. They also are people who have wisdom and can guide you threw the roughest times that you may encounter in your life.

Journal Entry: April 4, 2011

Some of the expectations that are put upon by others aren’t always the best. They could be sometimes be uncomfortable for me and I won’t want to accomplish those expectations. On the other hand, some of the expectations that make me “uncomfortable” is good for me to bring me out of y comfort zone and explore and experience different things. Some of the expectations that are put upon me are to continue to get good grades, and continue to do what I do. Also, they want me to be a leader and not so much a follower. Some expectations for myself are too also get good grades, be an example for others that are younger than me, and some times older people.

My portfolio shows that I am a hard working student. For every project or assignment I never go anything lower than a B. That might not say how good of a student I am, but it does show that I work hard and try my best most of the time. As viewers I would expect you to see how different my work is. The work I do is unique, different than most peoples work, but it works for me. Getting into class reading assignments is one of my strengths in English. For example when we did Macbeth in this class I did an amazing job on the projects we were supposed to do. I procrastinate and I don’t like reading a lot, this can be considered as o huge weakness in English class. I always wait until the last minute to do my projects or to read a book for a book report. This can really hurt me in the future and I need to work on it. It was fun looking through all of my past projects and seeing how I grew in vocabulary and over all work since the beginning of September. I didn’t come across many issues in my work, but there were a couple of things I could have done better on. Some of those things are my first Independent reading project and my Vignette. I resolved these issues by reflecting on what I needed to change and what could have made it better. I am most proud of two pieces that I did in this class and they are my Me Magazine and my Macbeth Creative Piece. I am most proud of my Me Magazine because it was the first project that I did in this class and I really talked about my life, I never wrote so much in my life before I started going to this school. At previous schools before SLA we never had acting class or got a chance to do something really creative, my Macbeth Creative piece is an imovie of me acting as Lady Macbeth so obviously it is pretty special to me. I am proud of all of the work I did this year and I want you to see my best creations showcased.

In the beginning, Macbeth was any normal person – polite, kind-hearted, and likeable - but by the end of the play, his heart was cold and his mind was evil. Macbeth never second-guessed anything and he was just looking at his position to stay king. Nobody could get in his way because he couldn’t be killed be a person birthed from a woman.

            In Act 1, Scene 3: Macbeth received a prophecy from the witches that he is going to be the Thane of Cawdor and then the King of Scotland. He stated: “If good, why do I yield to that suggestion. Whose horrid image doth unfix my hair? And make my seated heart knock at my ribs, against the use of nature?” Macbeth is basically wondering why he is thinking about murdering King Duncan, but the thought is so horrifying that it makes his hair stand on the back of his neck and his heart pound against his chest.

            In Act 1, Scene 6, and Duncan: Duncan has come over for dinner and is looking Macbeth, so he can praise him. Duncan says, “Conduct me to mine host. We love him highly and shall continue our graces towards him.” This is important because even other people can see how kind-hearted Macbeth can be. Duncan trusts him with everything and honors Macbeth.

            In Act 1, Scene 7, and Lady Macbeth: Lady Macbeth is trying to convince Macbeth to go with the witches’ prophecy. Macbeth wants to be king but he can’t take the risks needed – killing Duncan. Quote: “Like the poor cat i’ th’ adage?” In this quote, Lady Macbeth is calling Macbeth a sad poor cat that is too scared to do anything. This is important because even Macbeth’s wife is saying that Macbeth is too polite to kill Duncan. Also, that he isn’t brave at all.

            In Act 2 Scene 1, and Macbeth: Macbeth is convincing himself to Duncan. He is thinking about all the good things, so he is basically pumping up himself up. The beginning of the soliloquy Macbeth is nervous and doesn’t want to do it, but by the end, he is pumped and ready. Quote: “I go, and it is done. The bell invites me. Hear it not, Duncan, for it is a knell. That summons thee to heaven or to hell.” This quote is important because this is where Macbeth starts to become evil. He finally decides after a little convincing from Lady Macbeth and himself that he will kill Duncan. From here, everything goes down hill.

            In Act 2 Scene 3, and Macbeth: Macduff and Banquo came to visit Macbeth’s castle, but they found out that Duncan is dead. They tell Macbeth and Lady Macbeth who play it off, as they had nothing to do with the killing. Quote: “Renown and graceful is dead. The wine of life is drawn, and mere lees is left this vault to brag of.” This quote is important because this shows how evil Macbeth can be. He is now hiding the fact that he killed Duncan to all his close friends and that had any idea of it. Macbeth is using words to praise Duncan, even though he killed him.

            Banquo comes over for the feast and tells Macbeth that he may be late for the dinner, Act 3 Scene 1. Macbeth is worried about what Banquo will do because he knows about the prophecy that the witches said. Macbeth is alone and says to himself: “Rather than so, come fate into the list. And champion me to th’ utterance.” When Macbeth states that he is planning on killing Banquo, he doesn’t even hesitate with his decision. Macbeth’s servant then brings in the murders and tells them what the plan will be. This quote is important because this is where Macbeth’s evil rises, he doesn’t even talk to Lady Macbeth about it. Macbeth doesn’t talk to anybody about it. He is determined to stay in his position of being king and nobody can stop him now, but there are people that want him to be stopped.

            Act 3 Scene 6: Macbeth’s feast has just ended and it is the next day, Lennox is talking to another Lord about Malcolm, Macduff, and Macbeth. Lennox is suspicious about Macbeth; he thinks that Macbeth killed Duncan and Banquo. Lennox clearly states “May soon return to this out suffering country under a hand accursed” which basically states he wants Malcolm to come back and take out Macbeth as king. Lennox thinks Macbeth is a tyrant and a liar, this is important because even other people don’t trust Macbeth. Lennox is having a conversation with another Lord which may mean that he wants to know if his theory are also, suspected.

            The witches has told Macbeth another prophecy but this time with apparitions - Act 4 Scene 1 – they tell him to fear Macduff, the woods, and Banquo’s children. Macbeth takes this prophecy into his own hands and says this “The castle of Macduff I will surprise, seize upon Fife, give to th’ edge o’ th’ sword his wife, his babies, and all unfortunate souls that trace him in his line.” Macbeth is ready, the witches just gave him advice and he is once again taking it upon himself to deal with it. Basically, Macbeth is planning on going to Macduff’s castle and killing everybody. This is very important because Macbeth is once again being cold-hearted and he doesn’t even hesitate with this plan. He knows that Macduff could stop him from becoming king, so he is killing everything that Macduff loves. Macbeth doesn’t know that other people aren’t to sure about him.

            Act 4 Scene 3, Macduff is in England to have a chat with Malcolm. In this chat, Malcolm basically complains to Macduff about his father – Duncan – being killed and that he was blamed for it and Macduff just listens. Malcolm tells Macduff that he suspects that Macbeth killed Duncan. This is what Malcolm says, “This tyrant, whose sole name blisters our tongues, was once thought honest; you have loved him well; he hath not touched you yet.” Malcolm is calling Macbeth the tyrant and that it hurts to say his name because he is traitor. Macbeth use to an honest man and people loved him especially Macduff, Malcolm says. But, now he is doing reckless things, but Macduff doesn’t know about it because Macbeth hasn’t hurt him yet

In Act 5 Scene 5, Lady Macbeth is sick from guilt and Macbeth is preparing for the war that is supposed to happen. Lady Macbeth has just screamed and after this Macbeth thinks about himself in the past and present self. Macbeth says, “ I have almost forgot the taste of fears. The time has been my senses would have cooled

To hear a night-shriek, and my fell have hair would at a dismal treatise rouse and stir, as life were isn’t. I have supped full with horrors. Direness, familiar to my slaughterous thoughts, cannot once start me.” In this quote, Macbeth is talking about when he was scared of everything, when he was kinder, and didn’t have courage for anything. Now, Macbeth believes that he is prepared for any scary thing he has seen because he had many horrific things happen or done by him, that horrible things are familiar to him now.

            By the end of the play, all his followers were following him out of fear but everybody was scared to do something about it. Macduff successfully kills Macbeth and give throne to the rightful owner, Malcolm. Macbeth turned into the evil cold-hearted man from being a kind-hearted man who followed the power of suggestion. Macbeth turned into a person that he could never be and got killed for it. In the end, nobody should ever try to be what they know they can never be because there will be a downfall in the end. 

Maybe Love Isn’t Forever

 I hoped and dreamed that he wouldn’t leave, but their life was such a hell being together. (Opener) Now my parents, they put up a front. Every time they come to my school for a meeting or conference, they have on a front

“Nobody needs to know our situation,” my mom says.

“But, some people already know cause it isn’t a big deal.”

“I don’t want anybody teasing you.”

“It is fine, nobody cares anyway.” (Dialogue)

I always thought that parents would always be in love, be together forever, and be happy together. (Magic Three) I was wrong, and I realized it when I was just 7 years old.

            5 A.M waking up in a cold room like any other day like every other day. At my age, no one should know about this time of day. The house was dark as a cave (Simile); I rolled out of bed and into the bathroom. The house, it feels different. It is like the house is angry, maybe even sad about something. (Personification) Maybe, I should just ignore it. My teeth are now brushed and they are white as pearls. (Simile) and off I go to get some breakfast with my parents! I walk in the kitchen; there isn’t a piece of bacon to be found, or my dad. My mom is standing in the kitchen alone with this blank expression that I don’t recognize. “Morning, Dakota,” (Dialogue) my mom says in a monotone voice. Her tone, her eyes, and her posture it is different. (Magic Three) I can’t identify what it is, but it isn’t happy and it isn’t tired.

“There isn’t breakfast today,” she says.

“Why not?”

“Dad and I need to talk to you about something.”

“Is it bad? Cause you seem sad.”

“You won’t be happy about it.” (Dialogue)

What could I not be happy about? Whatever it is, my dad always makes the best of it.

My dad, his footsteps, they aren’t peppy. They are loud and sad. The floor vibrates, more than usually. I can barely keep still. I want to see what is going to happen. I run over to my dad fast as a cheetah, (Simile) “HI DAD,” (Dialogue) I say enthusiastically.  “Hello Dakota.” (Dialogue) We walk over to my mom. Her eyes, I can see them better now and I could see the horrible emotion that filled them. Puffy, red, and cloudy, it is like somebody just punched her in the eyes but, they haven’t swollen up yet. (Simile, Magic Three) I look at my dad. His eyes, his breathing, and his clothes, they are all out of sorts. (Magic Three) He is never this messy.

“What is going on,” I ask cautiously.

“Your dad and I, we need to talk to you about something important.” My mom states firmly.

“What is it? I am shaking in my pjs!”

“Your mom and I have been having some problems. Problems that aren’t getting ironed out.”

“What kind of problems?”

“Your dad and I aren’t getting along as well, as we use to.”

“WHAT? What does that even mean? You guys love each other and you are supposed to get along, perfectly. I’ve never seen you guys argue.(Dialogue)

            The tension in the house becomes thicker. The house creaks, waiting in anticipation for the answer (Personification). The answer isn’t coming fast enough. I stare at my parents, in agony. I want, need, desire to know what it is going on.(Magic Three) Am I too young? Will I not be able to understand? I just want to know. My mom, she hasn’t said anything. My mom is holding on to the table as if it keeps her from falling. My dad is holding on to the wall like he is an old man and needs a walker (Simile). I am frightened, what if somebody died? I don’t know what I would do. I need answers and I need them now. TALK, PLEASE!

“Your father and I need some time off.”

“Cheryl, don’t lie to her. This time is off, Dakota. It is going to last forever.”

“WHAT! WHAT! I DON’T UNDERSTAND!”

“Your dad and I are separating. He has to move out.”

“SEP-ER-ATING? What does that mean?”

“Dakota, your mom and I aren’t getting along. We argue a lot more than is normal.”

“Wait…Dad. You are leaving…forever?”

“Yes, Dakota. I can’t live here anymore.” His voice is cracking like he is a teenage boy going through puberty (Simile).

“Dakota, this isn’t your fault. Your dad and I just don’t love each other anymore. We need to become different people”

“You said that love last forever! This isn’t forever!”

“I know. But remember, your mom and I will still be your parents, even though we aren’t together. We will still love you. I will still love you. You are my daughter, I will never stop loving you.”

“Dakota, mommy loves you. I will always love you.”

“Who do I live with?’ (Dialogue) I say as the tears fall like a stream from my eyes, to my nose, to my chin (Simile, Magic Three)

“You will be living with me. Your dad will be moving in with somewhere else.”

“Dad, you can’t leave! I need you! Your hugs when I have awful days! Your jokes when I need cheering up. You..can’t..leave!”(Dialogue)

            I am yelling and they don’t even seem to care. The room quiets down and I hear my mom sobbing. She has no reason to cry, it is not like she loves him anymore. I still love him and I will always love him. I have these memories and I can’t even make new ones with my dad anymore. He is basically gone. His hands, his embrace, his laugh are so warm (Magic Three) and they are leaving me. Now, I won’t be able to have them everyday, they are my own personal drugs and I am addicted. (Simile)

“I have to leave now, Dakota.”

“YOU CAN’T LEAVE!”

“I have to leave. I will be back. Not to live here, but to see you. Promise.”

“YOU CAN’T LEAVE! NOOOOOOOOOOO!”

“Don’t follow me.”

“Don’t let go.” (Dialogue)

            He lets go. I am standing in the middle of my parents, my mom is holding on to me and my dad has let go of me. I haven’t let go and I need to chase him back to where he belongs. I dash after him and grab hold of his leg. He isn’t going anywhere now because I won’t let him. The scent of tears travel to my nose, they are my dad’s. (Imagery) I didn’t know tears existed in my dad’s body. I thought he was too manly to have tears or to even cry. I feel his huge arms picking me up from his leg to his chest. My forehead is gently kissed as tears spill on to me. My dad’s shirt is drenched with my tears and the hallways echoes from my wails. My dad carries me back to my mother, who has fallen to the floor, and sets me down with her. She grabs hold of me and her touch is cold; (Imagery). My mom is making my dad leave the house; how can she think to even touch me. I am furious at her and try to wiggle out her grip but she just grips harder.

            My dad’s footsteps become quieter. The front door opens, shuts, and my heart stops working. (Magic Three) He is officially gone and I am with my mom. There is nothing else to do. She puts me in my bed and I cry until I fall asleep. I awake later on that day and realize that what happened wasn’t a dream. I yell as if somebody just broke both my legs (Simile) and my mom comes running in. Her eyes are worst than before, which I imagine my eyes look like too. I gaze up at her, turn over, and go back to sleep.(Magic Three) I want nothing to do with her right now. She closes the door and walks to her room. Sleep comes easily because I am fragile like glass. (Simile) Just a few hours ago, all the water in my body rushed out through my eyes. (Hyperbole) Life goes on and school comes the next day. The rest of the days, months, years of my life are different. (Magic Three). I become more and more unlike the person I was before the separation. I am stronger but I am weaker. I don’t fall for peer pressure but I get mad at meaningless things. Things like somebody bumping into me and saying excuse me. Things that I didn’t notice before my dad left. I am older now and understand everything. They won’t tell me the reason why they separated because they say I don’t need to know. “Not everybody can keep up with the changes a person goes through and they eventually fall out of love,” (Dialogue) says my mom. People can’t control if they fall out of love, it just happens,”(Dialogue) says my dad. Sometimes people take on bigger roles than they should of. As the years past, I realized that my dad was never actually gone he is always still here. My dad still loves me and I see him often. I realized that things happen and marriage isn’t always for everyone. Divorce was made for a reason. 

Introduction:

            Almost every English class the students would walk in and see a journal on the board. The students would sit down and do the journal. Here are 6 of the many journals that were given and my responses to them.

Journal #1: Have you ever faced what seemed like an impossible task? How do you get through it (if you did…)? Were you alone?

GROUP PROJECTS! I really don’t like them, especially when your “team mates” don’t do what they are supposed to. This event happened in about 7^th or 8^th grade. It was a project that was worth 20% of your final grade. I had to get this done. I collaborated with my team mates and we decided what each of us were supposed to do for our project. But one of the people in my group was a horrible partner that didn’t do any work they were supposed to. The day before the project was due she skipped school. So the other two people and myself had to do that part of the project in 20 minutes and put it on the poster board. But we didn’t have a computer to type it up on. So we had to write it by hand. Ends up we got an A so everything turned out ok.

Journal #2: Why write?

I write to express myself. When I have no one else to talk to but myself, my pen and my paper. I feel like people don’t understand me sometimes so I go and sort of talk to myself and think about what to do about a certain situation. Or maybe I just want to write about life, something inspirational so when I need advice I can always go back and read it over. This is why I write.

Journal #3: If you really knew me…

If you really knew me you would know that in public I seem like a happy soul a person who has a care free life (which sometime I do). But on the inside I am an angry person. I do have anger issues. If someone pushes me over or close to the edge I will flip, go over board and not be able to control my actions. I do have to go to therapy to try to take control of my problem. If you really knew me you would know that I have anger issues.

Journal #4: How important is it to fit in?

People who know me know that it is every important for to be liked. I need to fit in to feel good about myself. I need to have friends, I need to feel like if I’m going to fall someone will be there to catch me. I love being liked by people it makes me feel good.

Journal #5: What are people’s expectations of you? What are your own?

Peoples expectations of me are to do well in school, to be responsible and wary and to be me. It is hard doing all these things and when people have these things on their shoulders and more they crumble under the pressure. My expectations are the same but a little bit more strict. When I do things I want myself to go above and beyond and when I don’t I feel bad about myself. It is hard living up to other peoples standards or expectations, but it is even harder living up to your own.

Journal #6: What is your response to seeing/reading and saying the ”N” word?

Seeing this word all over this book is hard and upsetting but at the same time ok. It is ok to see because it reminds you how things in the past really were and how things have changed for the better. It is refreshing to see how well African Americans are treated today knowing that things have changed forever and for the better.

This was my first English Benchmark, which was to analyze 10 quotes out of Macbeth and make a thesis on Macbeth or Lady Macbeth. I chose Lady Macbeth and got 85 as my grade. 

Lady Macbeth Examination

By Nicholas Murray

Thesis: Lady Macbeth is a strong willed and wicked woman in the beginning of the play, but in the end she was not strong enough and too fragile to live with what she has done or keep her title as queen.

In act I scene 5, page 16 Lady Macbeth has received a letter From Macbeth, containing the prophecy of being Thane of Cawdor then King. He tells her that he has already been named Thane of Cawdor, which fills Lady Macbeth with joy. She (alone) then says, “That which cries ‘Thus thou must do’ if thou have it;/ And that which rather thou dost fear to do/ Than wishest should be undone”(lines 23-25).  Basically, what Lady Macbeth is saying that there is only one-way Macbeth will be king and she does not think Macbeth is up to it. Since This is the first time seeing Lady  Macbeth, a bad first impression is mad. She is pondering what must be done for Macbeth to be king, which includes sinful things. This first impression shows us that  Lady Macbeth has an evil mind.

            In act I scene 5, page 17 Lady Macbeth confirms what she is going to do. She has now become aware that king Duncan is coming to their home with Macbeth so she thinks more about what must be done. She says, “Come, you spirits/ That tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here,/ And fill me from the crown to the toe topful/ of dearest cruelty” (Lines 39-42). Lady Macbeth is asking the spirits to make her bold like a man. By “unsex me she” means she wants to be cruel like a man not kind like a woman. She knows that for Macbeth to be king Duncan must die. She does not think Macbeth is cruel enough to kill him so she wants to be the cruel one and pull the strings. This gives the reader a clearer picture of what kind of person Lady Macbeth is. It shows that she might not be as bold now, but she wants to be bolder. That fact that she wants the strength to kill somebody shows that she is already cold hearted.

In act II scene 2, page 27, Lady Macbeth waits alone for Macbeth. Macbeth is out executing king Duncan to become king after Lady Macbeth’s pleas. She quotes,  “That which hath made them drunk hath made me bold;/ What hath quenched them hath given me fire. (An owl/ shrieks) Hark! Peace” (Lines 1-3). Lady  is talking about the plan in this scene. The plan was to get the guards drunk, take their daggers when they pass out, then frame them for the murder of Duncan. She thinks that because she went through with the plan, she has become even bolder. The truth is that she is kind of scared. She must be if she was scared by an owl’s shriek. This shows her inner turmoil. She may put on a brave façade, but like anyone in this situation, she was kind of scared

In act II scene 3, page 35, the king is found dead in his room. When everyone realizes the king is dead they all panic, even Lady Macbeth.  In her apparent “shock” Lady Macbeth says, “Help me hence, ho!” (Line 116). This simple line was enough for the lords to drop the talk of the king’s death, while throwing off any suspicion. Even though Lady Macbeth is kind of scared, she is able to put on a good act. Lady Macbeth must still be a strong willed person. In spite of her guilt she is un-phased. 

In act III scene 2, Page 46, line 13, Lady Macbeth speaks as the new queen. The children of king Duncan have fled leaving no one to be king except for Macbeth. Macbeth enters and seems worried. She quotes, “What’s done is done” to Macbeth. Lady Macbeth sounds content as the new queen with all her goals accomplished. But she may just still be shaken by what she has done to the king. She must not want Macbeth to worry about anything so they can act like nothing happened and try to live as happy as they can. She has no intension of what she has done to found out so she just wants to keep everything as it is.

In act III scene 5, Page 56, line 142, Lady Macbeth is worried about Macbeth. After Macbeth kills Banquo, because it was prophesized that he will have more sons and they will be king, and leaves Lady Macbeth out the plan, and there is a party hosted by Macbeth, Banquo’s ghost appears but only Macbeth sees it. Lady Macbeth takes Macbeth aside and tells him, “You lack the season of all natures, sleep”. She is worried about her husband. She does not want things like this happening in her new life. At this point she is worried.

In act V scene 1, Page 84, line 35 Lady Macbeth begins to sleepwalk. In her sleep she says, “Out, damned spot! Out, I say!”. She must be talking about the blood she has on her hands after all those crimes. That much blood would drive someone mad. Her will is probably breaking.

In act V scene 1, Page 85, lines 70-71, the doctor hears all the deeds Lady Macbeth confesses in her sleep. Context: Lady Macbeth confessed all that has happened in her sleep. He says, “Unnatural deeds/ Do breed unnatural troubles”. He realizes that Lady Macbeth has done horrible things. These horrible things drove Lady Macbeth mad. Lady Macbeth is now a fragile woman.

In act V scene 3, Page 89, lines 39-41 the doctor tells Macbeth, Lady Macbeth’s condition and why she is sleepwalking. He says “Not so sick, my lord,/ as she is troubled with thick-coming fancies/ that keep her from her rest”. She is not sick but a mental trouble is making her sleepwalk. This proves that she is losing her will. She is currently unfit for the crown.

In act V scene 5, Page 92, line 16, a woman’s shriek is heard. Afterwards Seyton appears with bad news. He says, “The queen, my lord, is dead”. Lady Macbeth died and lost the crown because of the things she did to get the crown. This only happened because she had a change of heart. She lost her will became fragile and died.

Conclusion: Lady Macbeth was a very unstable woman in this play. From start to finish she went through many changes in her personality. First she had started out as an evil manipulative woman to become queen. After the plan to kill Duncan was formed she became nervous. After she became queen she had nothing to worry about. That is until Macbeth went mad with power. She couldn’t handle it all and went mad herself. Because of all the guilt she had she became weaker. Because of her weakness she died and lost the title of queen. Because she became weak her dreams were not fulfilled

            As a 9^th grade English student I feel that my portfolio shows the growth I have made since I first became a 9^th grade English student. When I first entered English 9 I would constantly make grammar mistakes, my sentences would sometimes not make sense, and I had trouble with expanding on topic than just writing 3 or 4 sentences as a paragraph. Now that I leave English 9 I make minimal grammar mistakes, my vocabulary grew, I revise my work about 4 times until I find it sounds perfect and my paragraphs aren’t paragraphs until they have exceeded 8 sentences or more. Looking back at all my old projects and looking at the one I recently did I can see the growth and the person I came to be. Through out this class I have also seen a change in my self. I’ve noticed that I have begun to see things from a different perspective. I have grown as a person, mentally and physically.

  Through out English 9 my strengths are being able to expand on my writing and being able to adapt to the new vocabulary they the English 9 had to introduce to me to enhance my writing vocabulary and just in general. My weaknesses are dealing with the parts of speech which I have trouble remembering which part of speech goes with which word. I would like to work on the part of speech and also I would like to work on being able to write conclusions.

  Going back through my portfolio it gave me a chance to see how much I’ve really grown and the challenges that I overcame with myself. Now that I actually reflect on myself I notice that the way I’m leaving English 9 is not the same way I entered I’m more confident in myself and I’m prepared for what 10^th grade may have for me. While making my portfolio I had issues with revising one of my benchmarks that involved me re-doing most of my work. From my point of view I felt that there was no point in re-doing it if I had already gotten a good grade but I though about it and I know I’m capable of doing better. There’s always room for improvement. I stayed positive and was able to revise all my work and feel proud of myself.

The piece I’m most proud of is the 3^rd Benchmark where we had to compare and contrast the Odyssey. It’s my most proud piece because it’s the piece I was most enthusiastic about and the piece I really took my time to do and tried my hardest. I tried hard on all my benchmarks but there’s some things that if people are interested in their going to give their all into it.  While I was doing this project I felt that once I began writing I didn’t want to stop. 

Macbeth Character Analysis

Thesis: ‘’Lady Macbeth begins from stopping at nothing to get what she wants, to dying from what she had’’.

   In Act 1 scene 5 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth had recently received a letter from Macbeth stating his recent meet with the weird sisters and how they hailed him Thane of Cawdor, and King. As the messenger brings news of King Duncan joining them for dinner that following night, Lady Macbeth begins her soliloquy saying ‘’Come, you spirits that tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here’’ (Act 1, scene 5, lines 39-40). What Lady Macbeth means is that she wants to be less of a woman and a strong as a man. She wants to be able to feel no guilt and have no second thoughts on her evil deeds therefore showing her charisma.

  In Act 1 scene 5 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth begins here ways into royalty. She’s telling Macbeth of her rigid plan and is sighting move by move of his deed is to be. She wants him to ‘’Look like th’ innocent flower, but be the serpent under’t’’ (Act 1, scene 5, 64-65). In other words she wants him to make Duncan feel as in trust but inside be the demon that will show. Lady Macbeth wants to seem as innocent as she was before the death and after for no suspicion. Even though it might not be as easy for Macbeth.

  In Act 1 scene 7 of Macbeth, Macbeth doesn’t want to continue on with the bad deed. He wants to enjoy his honors and not risk losing them so quick with such repulsive acts. Lady Macbeth notices she must act fast in order to get what she wants and begins to use her feminine sexuality to go her way.  She begins to put Macbeth in a position where he isn’t man enough to proceed with his deeds. Specifically she says ‘’and live a coward in thin own esteem, letting ‘’I dare not’’ wait upon ‘’I would,’’ ’’ (Act 1, scene 7, lines 43-44). She is insulting his manhood in able for him to get frustrated and Macbeth yields to her just to prove her wrong. Lady Macbeth is at the point where she wants nothing to go wrong with her plans and will go at any lengths to get what she wants.

  In Act 2 scene 2 of Macbeth, Macbeth has just killed Duncan and he regrets his deed. His hands are filled with blood and is still holding the daggers that were suppose to be put with the guards.  Macbeth regrets his acts and believes the guilt will live on with him. Meanwhile Lady Macbeth is correcting his mistakes and is ashamed. She says ‘’ My Hands are of your color, but I shame to wear a heart so white’’ (Act 2, scene 2, lines 67-68). What she means here is that her hands are bloody to but she shames to have her guilt show out with such ease. This indicates that Lady Macbeth at this point has no heart and is going at all lengths to fulfill her plans.

   After being crowned in Act 3 scene 2 of Macbeth, Macbeth is keeping stuff to himself, having sad thoughts, having nightmares, and still is guilty. He is also scared of the fact that Banquo is suspicious and decides to kill him without telling Lady Macbeth. In this case Lady Macbeth to tell him ‘’Things without all remedy should be without regard. What’s done is done’’ (Act 3, scene 2, lines 12-13).  She’s trying to explain to him that if there’s no way to fix your mistake than don’t keep thinking about it.

  In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth has been sleepwalking and unaware of being watched. The Gentlewoman and the doctor are both waiting for Lady Macbeth to see her night actions. Lady Macbeth walks in with a candle, eyes open but sleeping. The doctor us confused and asks where did she get a candle from is she is asleep. The Gentlewoman responds ‘’Why, it stood by her. She has light by her continually. ‘Tis he command.’’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 22-23).  The reason for Lady Macbeth to demand a candle by her at all time is because she’s scared of the dark. Lady Macbeth is guilty.

   In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, The Gentlewoman and the doctor are watching Lady Macbeth as she continued her weird acts. Lady Macbeth Gets out of bed; Gets paper, Folds it writes on it, reads it, seals it, Rubs hands, and talks as if someone were with her. As she speaks she says ‘’ yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him? ‘’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 38-39).  Lady Macbeth is talking of when Macbeth killed Duncan and she seen all the blood. She partially reveals that Macbeth killed Duncan to the Doctor.

   In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth had just revealed some shocking news while she is sleepwalking. She reveals this to the doctor and the Gentlewoman and both are shocked. Lady Macbeth talks about Duncan, she speaks as if she were talking to Macbeth and he were there letting most there secrets out.  The Doctor is surprised and tells the Gentlewoman ‘’Go to, go to! You have known what you should not‘’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 46-47).  The doctor begins to notice the lies that have been going on and knows he heard what he was not supposed to hear.

  Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth goes to bed and the Doctor analyzed her actions and came to a conclusion. The doctor is speaking to the Gentlewoman and confirms that Lady Macbeth has gone insane and has a disease. He tells the Gentlewoman ‘’my mind she has mated, and amazed my sight’’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 77).  The Doctor is amazed from what he has heard and seen. He thinks there’s it could be something evil, but it more than what he can do.

  Act 5 scene 8 of Macbeth, The Battle had just ended and everyone is hailing Malcolm King of Scotland. Malcolm killed Macbeth for name of his title, King. He reveals the way of lady Macbeth death due to her insanity. In His speech he says ‘’ who, as ‘tis thought, by self and violent hands took off her life’’ (Act 5, scene 8, lines 70-71). In other words, Lady Macbeth committed suicide due to her disease.

   Lady Macbeth began from going at any lengths to get what she wants. Slowly she turned insane throughout the time from the guilt.

Perfect Disassemble

 At 6 years old all you want to see around you is happiness(Opener). At the age of 6 I was a very happy child. I had my mom, dad, sister, brother, nephew, and brother’s wife with me.  We all lived together in the same apartment in New York City. 2 bedrooms and 7 people the highlight of my life! (Humor)  My brother and sister decided to have children at a young age while still living with my parents.  In my opinion that was not the best decision they could have made.  My brother and I got along great while on the other hand my sister and I were like two bombs about to explode, but being the youngest child had its advantages. As the youngest child in my family I was the spoiled one and boy did I love it! (Humor) My friends would always came over my house because I was the one who had the best toys or the coolest things, those I love you daddy’s paid off (Humor).

    I have always seen my family to be the perfect family. Though no family is perfect that’s how I saw it in my eyes. When I was 8 my brother began moving in and out. Eventually my brother got divorced with the mother of his first child. Who said young parenting would be easy. Ending up living in his own apartment my brother left our home to my sister, my parents, and I.  In this time my dad had kidney disease and was on dialysis for 6 months in need of kidney transplant but he was not able to find anyone who was the same blood type. My mom wanted to give a kidney to my dad, but wasn’t compatible. After the 6 months my dad’s doctor found two brothers named Sean and Kensley who were going through the same problem. Sean needed the Kidney transplant and Kensley wanted to donate his kidney to his brother but were not the same blood type. After many tests the doctors came to realize my dad was compatible with Kensley and Sean was compatible with my mom. There was a miracle given from god.

At age 10 I became the aunt of my sister’s son Anthony. He was born with asthma, murmur, 7 UTI’s, classification in his kidney, and high blood pressure It’s an everyday struggle for him, a child full of energy and intelligent somehow makes he is able to make his way through the day. My sister still lives with us but in a room my dad made by putting a wall half way through the living room. My sister didn’t get to finish college because of her pregnancy but is well looking forward to finishing college when she has more time.  My sister and I still clash but we put our differences aside because of the new addition to the family we continue to be the perfect family, even without having my brother around as much.

     At the age of 12 kids get excited to enter their teen years. Having more freedom is more fun than sitting in my room playing tea party with Mr.Snuggles (Humor). But there’s one difference of this age than all the other ones, have been living in Philadelphia for 1 year now. We moved when I was 11 because my mom wanted a change. She wanted her own house and a different environment. My perfect family had disassembled slowly. My sister lived In New York City with my brother but in different parts, my parents and I lived in Philadelphia 2 hours away from happiness.  Yet I see a disassembled family I had to realize I still had my parents and that’s still perfect to me.

            Age 13 and the perfect family involved having the perfect parents. From time to time my parents would argue about the dumbest things, but I didn’t want to face the chances of an imperfect family and would ignore all the arguments. One late night my dad was making coffee and they started arguing on that my mom said she didn’t want coffee and my dad got smart. This is where the 8oz bag of coffee really began the drama (Humor). My mom stormed out the kitchen and ran upstairs. Next thing I know my mom’s coming down the stairs with her coat and a bag of clothes. Knowing we didn’t have anyone in Philadelphia I started getting scared and started crying because I knew what was going to happen next in this scene. I knew my mom would do anything to make me happy so I cried and cried for hours and begged her to stay until finally she decided to stay but didn’t forgive my father. Although I got to see my perfect family again I knew the happiness surrounding my perfect family was gone. I knew my mother was staying because of me but her heart was not in it. And I knew I was being selfish for thinking of my happiness and what I wanted to see before thinking of my mom’s happiness(Rep 4 effect).

           Age 14 going on 15 soon and from time to time I still hear the late night arguments, now I try and help out but I don’t solve the problem. I still think about my years as a young child and my definition of a perfect family to be a family that stays together. However, the real definition of a perfect family is the family who is simply happy.  

The Odyssey 

Penny and Penelope both face issues with their husbands and differently with the suitors, Penny is engaged and Penelope has to deal with 140+ suitors. Vernon T. Waldrip is Penelope’s fiancé while Penny has not yet chosen a suitor for which she wants to marry. Both suitors show to be a threat to Everett and Odysseus and both in a different way challenge Everett and Odysseus’s lives. Even though Vernon T. Waldrip and the suitors seem the same, Penny and Penelope deal with them differently, which makes Waldrip a stronger suitor and foe.

             Vernon T. Waldrip from “O Brother Where out thou” and the suitors from “The Odyssey” both have similar situations. They’re both suitors to Penny and Penelope but neither actually marries Penny and Penelope.  They might not have gotten married but they’re still threats to Everett and Odysseus. Vernon T. Waldrip was practically taking Everett’s family away from him and Everett’s kids thought that Everett died from a train accident. Even after Everett was in front of his children and Penny still tried to convince them he died in a train accident. As for the suitors they also wanted to marry Penelope and take Odysseus’s family from him. Penelope finished it off; she can’t seem to avoid the suitors. In book 19 Penelope says, "So I finished it off. Against my will they forced me. And now I cant escape a marriage, nor can I contrive a deft way out"(Book 19 Lines 175,177). Yet the suitors wanted to marry Penelope for power not for love. Even though the suitors did not get to marry Penelope if Odysseus did not get there in time he would have lost his wife like Everett could have lost his wife the next day.

 Both Suitors get close to marriage but finish off differently.  Vernon T. Waldrip proposed to Penny and they scheduled to get married the day after Everett showed up, while Penelope only wanted Odysseus and did not want to accept the fact that she might had to have gotten married to one of 140+ suitors at her house. Penelope challenged the suitors for her grooms place knowing the only person who could pass the challenge was Odysseus.  In Book 19, she reveals her plan to Eurycleia, saying, “Now I will bring them on as a trial for my suitors. The hand that can string the bow with greatest ease, that shoots an arrow clean through all twelve axes- He's the man I follow, yes, forsaking his house where I was once a bride, this gracious house."(Book 19 Lines 648,652). With this hard task Penelope believes that none of the suitors will be able to even get past the first step. Therefore delaying the marriage with her suitors for hope that Odysseus would return. While on the other hand Penny did not care and figured Everett was not going to return which made her unfaithful, becoming Vernon T. Waldrip’s fiancé. Though Everett was the father of Penny’s children she found Vernon T. Waldrip to be “Bonafide” a guy who can offer more to her kids than Everett could. While, the suitors had nothing to offer to Penelope and nothing the suitors could possibly do would make Penelope be unfaithful. 

 Over 140 suitors fighting 6 other men makes it seem like an unfair battle. Yet the suitor’s lack of knowledge and strength makes every single one of them died. The suitors proved that they don’t compare to Odysseus when it comes to battle and knowledge they all thought that since they had armor surrounding them that it would be easy but Odysseus was smarter. Once Odysseus shot Antinous the rest of the suitors were in shock and scared that Odysseus has returned. As in book 22 the narrator describes them and says “Terror gripped them all, blanches their faces white, each man glancing wildly-how to escape this instant death” (Book 22 Lines 43,44). At this point suitors are aware that Odysseus is not going to let them off that easy. While on the other hand Vernon T. Waldrip’s proves he is the better man when he fights Everett and wins. Vernon T. Waldrip won the fight in less than 3 minutes leaving Everett to look like he is not good enough to compare to making Penny’s choice of husband clearer. The suitors at that point didn’t have a chance against Odysseus and he got to keep his wife as soon as the battle was over as to Everett he still had more work to do to get Vernon T. Waldrip away from his Family and regain his life back.

 Penny and Penelope deal with their suitors differently, but even though they seem the same, Vernon T. Waldrip is a stronger suitor and foe. Vernon T. Waldrip defeats Everett in their meet and makes Penny not regret her choice. The suitors lose 6 to 140 plus making Odysseus the better man for his wife and no suitor can take his place. 

Me Mag

Blue moon is a fantasy novel and was written by  #1 New York Times bestselling author Alyson Noel. Blue Moon was published on July 7, 2009 by St. Martin’s Press and is the second book of the immortal series preceded by “Evermore” and followed by “Shadowland”. Blue Moon got praised “Publishers weekly bestseller”, An international bestseller, Deputed at #1 on the New York Times Best sellers list, Deputed at #14 on the USA Today Best sellers list and nominated “Children’s book council’s best book of 2009”.

  Blue Moon deals with a 16-year-old girl named Ever bloom that can see people’s auras and get they’re entire history by on touch because she is immortal. Ever is now learning to control her power as they grow but her love Damen Auguste has become ill and is losing all his power and becoming mortal to the point where he dies. Ever is willing to do anything to save Damen. While she is on her journey to the beautiful dimension of Summerland where time does not matter, she learns much. She finds out she can get her family back from their death in the car accident and also discovers Damens horrible past. Through out her journeys to Summerland she meets 2 twins who are there to help Ever in her journey and deciding right from wrong. The Blue Moon is the answer to all her problems now she is to decide between getting her family back and the love of her life. She then decided her family but it only last to the point where the accident reoccurs and she is back to the life she left. Ever than saves Damen from the illness with an antidote she found in Summerland having only hours left before he died.

  Blue Moon has many interesting characters such as the main character Ever bloom and the lover of her life Damen Auguste. Damen Auguste is also an immortal in the book.  During this novel Damen is ill but not in a sick way he is possessed by Roman who is seeking revenge on Ever for killing Drina and is hurting what Ever loves most. Roman was in love with Damens ex wife Drina but once Drina died he planed his revenge in a clever way. Romy and Rayne are twin girls who have been helping Ever with her task to save Damen in Summerland. Miles and Haven are Evers best friends who also get possessed along with the entire school by Roman. My favorite character would have to be Roman not because he was the “villain” in this case but because he was so clever. He was able to gain Ever’s trust and destroy her with that, he possessed an entire school and almost got away with his plan. He played it off when he acted that he did not know Ever was the one who killed Drina but he knew all along. Readers my age or readers who have similar issues should take in the “problem solver” the way Alyson Noel set these characters to solve their problems.

   Through out the book I felt as if I could relate to Ever. Not with the powers or her undying lover for Damen but for how she would do anything to save Damen. If I put myself in that situation and changed Damen for one of my parents I know I would go to any lengths to try and save them.  I also understood why Ever chose her family to Damen. Ever needed her Family, love comes and goes but family is forever. Throughout most of the book I tried putting my self in Evers situations and my heart would just break sometimes. While Ever began to explain how much she missed her parents after she got to be with them once more I began to cry because I thought of how I would feel I wasn’t to able to see my parents again. It opened my eyes into really appreciating what I have.

  I enjoyed this book very much it keeps the reader wanting more. After I finished reading “Evermore” I began Blue Moon as soon as possible and loved every page of it. Alyson Noel exceeded my expectations and gave the book twists I never would have thought would occur. The only weakness of this book is that Alyson Noel had Ever give it away to easily, on something being wrong about Roman. After noticing Ever kept repeating, “there’s something odd about Roman” I began to notice Roman was the problem of all that was occurring. A strength about this book was that while Alyson Noel was giving it away about Roman she was also twisting my mind and making it more of a question than a statement if Roman was the problem.

  I recommend this book to all teenagers and adults as well. The love between Ever and Damen is what brings the entire book alive. Their history, their ways of solving their problems makes you want to live it yourself. The way Ever feels about herself with the power she now gains shows the reader an entirely different point of view in life.  This book takes you to new levels in reading and nobody should miss out on the love and exciting fantasy this novel has to offer. 

1-25-11

There are many different ways to know that you’re an adult. You can go the legal way, which that is 21 years old and older. Or my way which is when you mature enough reach an appropriate age and you’re your own person. In my opinion I feel that each person has there own moment of becoming and adult. Some people mature faster than others and become an adult when their ready to become one. For example when they’re ready to take care of their own lives and make the right choices. For others the moment of becoming an adult is the legal way even though the person is not ready for the responsibility the title adult has.

2-16-11 

As a young child I had trouble with a friend that a lot of other people did not like. I don’t remember exactly what the situation was but of what I remember I know she lied of something I did. One night I was on 3 line with 2 of my other friends and a conversation about her started. My friends pressured me into calling the girl but when she didn’t pick they decided to leave a voicemail. One of the girls who was on the 3 line said “I hope you die see you on the other side”. After being called into the principles office the next day at school I got blamed for my friend’s actions since my number came upon their caller id. Hardest part about all this was facing my mom knowing that no one would believe me and I would do the crime. 

Impossible task: Facing my mom after I knew she felt ashamed. 

3-16-11 

The way your environment shapes who you become is by the inspiration you get from it. The way my environment shapes is me is the people I hang out with more common called my friends. The friends you hang out with depend who you are. If you hang out with school hating, smoke loving friends than you’re not headed off to a good future. Yet if you hang around the right people that will push you into doing the right things than any time soon your going to do the right things on your own and helping others into making the right choices.  For example in 6^th grade I was a straight A student than came 7^th and 8^th grade and my friends change I went to an A and B student with a couple C’s. I knew my choice in friends weren’t good but it was fun. At times I knew I was doing the wrong thing but most teenagers don’t want to seem like “lames’ in front of their friends. Now High school I have a variety of friends I mostly became my own person. I have the “Lets cut class” friends and the “I have to get my work done but still have fun with it” friends.

4.5.11 

An expectation put upon me by my parents is that I’m always going to get good grades. Though I know I’m capable of it I also know I’m human and I have flaws. In the 6^th grade I had straight A’s and only one B through out the entire report card by the end of the year. Now my mom believes that if I don’t get A’s it’s a very bad thing.  I try not to let my parents down I always want them to see the best in me an I be the child they wanted, and when I know I haven’t met my parents expectations it tares me up inside. Yet now I’m starting to learn that they want me to try my hardest but they also understand its hard to always do it all when you a whole bunch of stuff to deal with. 

            As a 9^th grade English student I feel that my portfolio shows the growth I have made since I first became a 9^th grade English student. When I first entered English 9 I would constantly make grammar mistakes, my sentences would sometimes not make sense, and I had trouble with expanding on topic than just writing 3 or 4 sentences as a paragraph. Now that I leave English 9 I make minimal grammar mistakes, my vocabulary grew, I revise my work about 4 times until I find it sounds perfect and my paragraphs aren’t paragraphs until they have exceeded 8 sentences or more. Looking back at all my old projects and looking at the one I recently did I can see the growth and the person I came to be. Through out this class I have also seen a change in my self. I’ve noticed that I have begun to see things from a different perspective. I have grown as a person, mentally and physically.

When others see my work I hope that they understand the point that I’m trying to get across. More importantly I want the viewer to get any reflection to myself that I have done. When I write I always try to reflect back to myself depending the situation. If it’s writing about myself then I try to see things from a different point of view.  Also I want the reader to understand how self-assured I felt about my piece of writing.

            Through out English 9 my strengths are being able to expand on my writing and being able to adapt to the new vocabulary they the English 9 had to introduce to me to enhance my writing vocabulary and just in general. My weaknesses are dealing with the parts of speech which I have trouble remembering which part of speech goes with which word. I would like to work on the part of speech and also I would like to work on being able to write conclusions.

            Going back through my portfolio it gave me a chance to see how much I’ve really grown and the challenges that I overcame with myself. Now that I actually reflect on myself I notice that the way I’m leaving English 9 is not the same way I entered I’m more confident in myself and I’m prepared for what 10^th grade may have for me. While making my portfolio I had issues with revising one of my benchmarks that involved me re-doing most of my work. From my point of view I felt that there was no point in re-doing it if I had already gotten a good grade but I though about it and I know I’m capable of doing better. There’s always room for improvement. I stayed positive and was able to revise all my work and feel proud of myself.

            The piece I’m most proud of is the 3^rd Benchmark where we had to compare and contrast the Odyssey. It’s my most proud piece because it’s the piece I was most enthusiastic about and the piece I really took my time to do and tried my hardest. I tried hard on all my benchmarks but there’s some things that if people are interested in their going to give their all into it.  While I was doing this project I felt that once I began writing I didn’t want to stop. 

Macbeth Character Analysis

Thesis: ‘’Lady Macbeth begins from stopping at nothing to get what she wants, to dying from what she had’’.

    In Act 1 scene 5 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth had recently received a letter from Macbeth stating his recent meet with the weird sisters and how they hailed him Thane of Cawdor, and King. As the messenger brings news of King Duncan joining them for dinner that following night, Lady Macbeth begins her soliloquy saying ‘’Come, you spirits that tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here’’ (Act 1, scene 5, lines 39-40). What Lady Macbeth means is that she wants to be less of a woman and a strong as a man. She wants to be able to feel no guilt and have no second thoughts on her evil deeds therefore showing her charisma.

    In Act 1 scene 5 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth begins here ways into royalty. She’s telling Macbeth of her rigid plan and is sighting move by move of his deed is to be. She wants him to ‘’Look like th’ innocent flower, but be the serpent under’t’’ (Act 1, scene 5, 64-65). In other words she wants him to make Duncan feel as in trust but inside be the demon that will show. Lady Macbeth wants to seem as innocent as she was before the death and after for no suspicion. Even though it might not be as easy for Macbeth.

    In Act 1 scene 7 of Macbeth, Macbeth doesn’t want to continue on with the bad deed. He wants to enjoy his honors and not risk losing them so quick with such repulsive acts. Lady Macbeth notices she must act fast in order to get what she wants and begins to use her feminine sexuality to go her way.  She begins to put Macbeth in a position where he isn’t man enough to proceed with his deeds. Specifically she says ‘’and live a coward in thin own esteem, letting ‘’I dare not’’ wait upon ‘’I would,’’ ’’ (Act 1, scene 7, lines 43-44). She is insulting his manhood in able for him to get frustrated and Macbeth yields to her just to prove her wrong. Lady Macbeth is at the point where she wants nothing to go wrong with her plans and will go at any lengths to get what she wants.

    In Act 2 scene 2 of Macbeth, Macbeth has just killed Duncan and he regrets his deed. His hands are filled with blood and is still holding the daggers that were suppose to be put with the guards.  Macbeth regrets his acts and believes the guilt will live on with him. Meanwhile Lady Macbeth is correcting his mistakes and is ashamed. She says ‘’ My Hands are of your color, but I shame to wear a heart so white’’ (Act 2, scene 2, lines 67-68). What she means here is that her hands are bloody to but she shames to have her guilt show out with such ease. This indicates that Lady Macbeth at this point has no heart and is going at all lengths to fulfill her plans.

    After being crowned in Act 3 scene 2 of Macbeth, Macbeth is keeping stuff to himself, having sad thoughts, having nightmares, and still is guilty. He is also scared of the fact that Banquo is suspicious and decides to kill him without telling Lady Macbeth. In this case Lady Macbeth to tell him ‘’Things without all remedy should be without regard. What’s done is done’’ (Act 3, scene 2, lines 12-13).  She’s trying to explain to him that if there’s no way to fix your mistake than don’t keep thinking about it.

    In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth has been sleepwalking and unaware of being watched. The Gentlewoman and the doctor are both waiting for Lady Macbeth to see her night actions. Lady Macbeth walks in with a candle, eyes open but sleeping. The doctor us confused and asks where did she get a candle from is she is asleep. The Gentlewoman responds ‘’Why, it stood by her. She has light by her continually. ‘Tis he command.’’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 22-23).  The reason for Lady Macbeth to demand a candle by her at all time is because she’s scared of the dark. Lady Macbeth is guilty.

    In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, The Gentlewoman and the doctor are watching Lady Macbeth as she continued her weird acts. Lady Macbeth Gets out of bed; Gets paper, Folds it writes on it, reads it, seals it, Rubs hands, and talks as if someone were with her. As she speaks she says ‘’ yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him? ‘’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 38-39).  Lady Macbeth is talking of when Macbeth killed Duncan and she seen all the blood. She partially reveals that Macbeth killed Duncan to the Doctor.

    In Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth had just revealed some shocking news while she is sleepwalking. She reveals this to the doctor and the Gentlewoman and both are shocked. Lady Macbeth talks about Duncan, she speaks as if she were talking to Macbeth and he were there letting most there secrets out.  The Doctor is surprised and tells the Gentlewoman ‘’Go to, go to! You have known what you should not‘’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 46-47).  The doctor begins to notice the lies that have been going on and knows he heard what he was not supposed to hear.

    Act 5 scene 1 of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth goes to bed and the Doctor analyzed her actions and came to a conclusion. The doctor is speaking to the Gentlewoman and confirms that Lady Macbeth has gone insane and has a disease. He tells the Gentlewoman ‘’my mind she has mated, and amazed my sight’’ (Act 5, scene 1, lines 77).  The Doctor is amazed from what he has heard and seen. He thinks there’s it could be something evil, but it more than what he can do.

    Act 5 scene 8 of Macbeth, The Battle had just ended and everyone is hailing Malcolm King of Scotland. Malcolm killed Macbeth for name of his title, King. He reveals the way of lady Macbeth death due to her insanity. In His speech he says ‘’ who, as ‘tis thought, by self and violent hands took off her life’’ (Act 5, scene 8, lines 70-71). In other words, Lady Macbeth committed suicide due to her disease.

    Lady Macbeth began from going at any lengths to get what she wants. Slowly she turned insane throughout the time from the guilt.

Perfect Disassemble

At 6 years old all you want to see around you is happiness(Opener). At the age of 6 I was a very happy child. I had my mom, dad, sister, brother, nephew, and brother’s wife with me.  We all lived together in the same apartment in New York City. 2 bedrooms and 7 people the highlight of my life! (Humor)  My brother and sister decided to have children at a young age while still living with my parents.  In my opinion that was not the best decision they could have made.  My brother and I got along great while on the other hand my sister and I were like two bombs about to explode, but being the youngest child had its advantages. As the youngest child in my family I was the spoiled one and boy did I love it! (Humor) My friends would always came over my house because I was the one who had the best toys or the coolest things, those I love you daddy’s paid off (Humor).

            I have always seen my family to be the perfect family. Though no family is perfect that’s how I saw it in my eyes. When I was 8 my brother began moving in and out. Eventually my brother got divorced with the mother of his first child. Who said young parenting would be easy. Ending up living in his own apartment my brother left our home to my sister, my parents, and I.  In this time my dad had kidney disease and was on dialysis for 6 months in need of kidney transplant but he was not able to find anyone who was the same blood type. My mom wanted to give a kidney to my dad, but wasn’t compatible. After the 6 months my dad’s doctor found two brothers named Sean and Kensley who were going through the same problem. Sean needed the Kidney transplant and Kensley wanted to donate his kidney to his brother but were not the same blood type. After many tests the doctors came to realize my dad was compatible with Kensley and Sean was compatible with my mom. There was a miracle given from god.

At age 10 I became the aunt of my sister’s son Anthony. He was born with asthma, murmur, 7 UTI’s, classification in his kidney, and high blood pressure It’s an everyday struggle for him, a child full of energy and intelligent somehow makes he is able to make his way through the day. My sister still lives with us but in a room my dad made by putting a wall half way through the living room. My sister didn’t get to finish college because of her pregnancy but is well looking forward to finishing college when she has more time.  My sister and I still clash but we put our differences aside because of the new addition to the family we continue to be the perfect family, even without having my brother around as much.

            At the age of 12 kids get excited to enter their teen years. Having more freedom is more fun than sitting in my room playing tea party with Mr.Snuggles (Humor). But there’s one difference of this age than all the other ones, have been living in Philadelphia for 1 year now. We moved when I was 11 because my mom wanted a change. She wanted her own house and a different environment. My perfect family had disassembled slowly. My sister lived In New York City with my brother but in different parts, my parents and I lived in Philadelphia 2 hours away from happiness.  Yet I see a disassembled family I had to realize I still had my parents and that’s still perfect to me.

            Age 13 and the perfect family involved having the perfect parents. From time to time my parents would argue about the dumbest things, but I didn’t want to face the chances of an imperfect family and would ignore all the arguments. One late night my dad was making coffee and they started arguing on that my mom said she didn’t want coffee and my dad got smart. This is where the 8oz bag of coffee really began the drama (Humor). My mom stormed out the kitchen and ran upstairs. Next thing I know my mom’s coming down the stairs with her coat and a bag of clothes. Knowing we didn’t have anyone in Philadelphia I started getting scared and started crying because I knew what was going to happen next in this scene. I knew my mom would do anything to make me happy so I cried and cried for hours and begged her to stay until finally she decided to stay but didn’t forgive my father. Although I got to see my perfect family again I knew the happiness surrounding my perfect family was gone. I knew my mother was staying because of me but her heart was not in it. And I knew I was being selfish for thinking of my happiness and what I wanted to see before thinking of my mom’s happiness(Rep 4 effect).

Age 14 going on 15 soon and from time to time I still hear the late night arguments, now I try and help out but I don’t solve the problem. I still think about my years as a young child and my definition of a perfect family to be a family that stays together. However, the real definition of a perfect family is the family who is simply happy.  

The Odyssey 

Penny and Penelope both face issues with their husbands and differently with the suitors, Penny is engaged and Penelope has to deal with 140+ suitors. Vernon T. Waldrip is Penelope’s fiancé while Penny has not yet chosen a suitor for which she wants to marry. Both suitors show to be a threat to Everett and Odysseus and both in a different way challenge Everett and Odysseus’s lives. Even though Vernon T. Waldrip and the suitors seem the same, Penny and Penelope deal with them differently, which makes Waldrip a stronger suitor and foe.

Vernon T. Waldrip from “O Brother Where out thou” and the suitors from “The Odyssey” both have similar situations. They’re both suitors to Penny and Penelope but neither actually marries Penny and Penelope.  They might not have gotten married but they’re still threats to Everett and Odysseus. Vernon T. Waldrip was practically taking Everett’s family away from him and Everett’s kids thought that Everett died from a train accident. Even after Everett was in front of his children and Penny still tried to convince them he died in a train accident. As for the suitors they also wanted to marry Penelope and take Odysseus’s family from him.

Penelope finished it off; she can’t seem to avoid the suitors. In book 19 Penelope says, "So I finished it off. Against my will they forced me. And now I cant escape a marriage, nor can I contrive a deft way out"(Book 19 Lines 175,177). Yet the suitors wanted to marry Penelope for power not for love. Even though the suitors did not get to marry Penelope if Odysseus did not get there in time he would have lost his wife like Everett could have lost his wife the next day.

            Both Suitors get close to marriage but finish off differently.  Vernon T. Waldrip proposed to Penny and they scheduled to get married the day after Everett showed up, while Penelope only wanted Odysseus and did not want to accept the fact that she might had to have gotten married to one of 140+ suitors at her house. Penelope challenged the suitors for her grooms place knowing the only person who could pass the challenge was Odysseus.  In Book 19, she reveals her plan to Eurycleia, saying, “Now I will bring them on as a trial for my suitors. The hand that can string the bow with greatest ease, that shoots an arrow clean through all twelve axes- He's the man I follow, yes, forsaking his house where I was once a bride, this gracious house."(Book 19 Lines 648,652). With this hard task Penelope believes that none of the suitors will be able to even get past the first step. Therefore delaying the marriage with her suitors for hope that Odysseus would return. While on the other hand Penny did not care and figured Everett was not going to return which made her unfaithful, becoming Vernon T. Waldrip’s fiancé. Though Everett was the father of Penny’s children she found Vernon T. Waldrip to be “Bonafide” a guy who can offer more to her kids than Everett could. While, the suitors had nothing to offer to Penelope and nothing the suitors could possibly do would make Penelope be unfaithful. 

Over 140 suitors fighting 6 other men makes it seem like an unfair battle. Yet the suitor’s lack of knowledge and strength makes every single one of them died. The suitors proved that they don’t compare to Odysseus when it comes to battle and knowledge they all thought that since they had armor surrounding them that it would be easy but Odysseus was smarter. Once Odysseus shot Antinous the rest of the suitors were in shock and scared that Odysseus has returned. As in book 22 the narrator describes them and says “Terror gripped them all, blanches their faces white, each man glancing wildly-how to escape this instant death” (Book 22 Lines 43,44). At this point suitors are aware that Odysseus is not going to let them off that easy. While on the other hand Vernon T. Waldrip’s proves he is the better man when he fights Everett and wins. Vernon T. Waldrip won the fight in less than 3 minutes leaving Everett to look like he is not good enough to compare to making Penny’s choice of husband clearer. The suitors at that point didn’t have a chance against Odysseus and he got to keep his wife as soon as the battle was over as to Everett he still had more work to do to get Vernon T. Waldrip away from his Family and regain his life back.

Penny and Penelope deal with their suitors differently, but even though they seem the same, Vernon T. Waldrip is a stronger suitor and foe. Vernon T. Waldrip defeats Everett in their meet and makes Penny not regret her choice. The suitors lose 6 to 140 plus making Odysseus the better man for his wife and no suitor can take his place. 

Me Mag

Blue moon is a fantasy novel and was written by  #1 New York Times bestselling author Alyson Noel. Blue Moon was published on July 7, 2009 by St. Martin’s Press and is the second book of the immortal series preceded by “Evermore” and followed by “Shadowland”. Blue Moon got praised “Publishers weekly bestseller”, An international bestseller, Deputed at #1 on the New York Times Best sellers list, Deputed at #14 on the USA Today Best sellers list and nominated “Children’s book council’s best book of 2009”.

            Blue Moon deals with a 16-year-old girl named Ever bloom that can see people’s auras and get they’re entire history by on touch because she is immortal. Ever is now learning to control her power as they grow but her love Damen Auguste has become ill and is losing all his power and becoming mortal to the point where he dies. Ever is willing to do anything to save Damen. While she is on her journey to the beautiful dimension of Summerland where time does not matter, she learns much. She finds out she can get her family back from their death in the car accident and also discovers Damens horrible past. Through out her journeys to Summerland she meets 2 twins who are there to help Ever in her journey and deciding right from wrong. The Blue Moon is the answer to all her problems now she is to decide between getting her family back and the love of her life. She then decided her family but it only last to the point where the accident reoccurs and she is back to the life she left. Ever than saves Damen from the illness with an antidote she found in Summerland having only hours left before he died.

            Blue Moon has many interesting characters such as the main character Ever bloom and the lover of her life Damen Auguste. Damen Auguste is also an immortal in the book.  During this novel Damen is ill but not in a sick way he is possessed by Roman who is seeking revenge on Ever for killing Drina and is hurting what Ever loves most. Roman was in love with Damens ex wife Drina but once Drina died he planed his revenge in a clever way. Romy and Rayne are twin girls who have been helping Ever with her task to save Damen in Summerland. Miles and Haven are Evers best friends who also get possessed along with the entire school by Roman. My favorite character would have to be Roman not because he was the “villain” in this case but because he was so clever. He was able to gain Ever’s trust and destroy her with that, he possessed an entire school and almost got away with his plan. He played it off when he acted that he did not know Ever was the one who killed Drina but he knew all along. Readers my age or readers who have similar issues should take in the “problem solver” the way Alyson Noel set these characters to solve their problems.

            Through out the book I felt as if I could relate to Ever. Not with the powers or her undying lover for Damen but for how she would do anything to save Damen. If I put myself in that situation and changed Damen for one of my parents I know I would go to any lengths to try and save them.  I also understood why Ever chose her family to Damen. Ever needed her Family, love comes and goes but family is forever. Throughout most of the book I tried putting my self in Evers situations and my heart would just break sometimes. While Ever began to explain how much she missed her parents after she got to be with them once more I began to cry because I thought of how I would feel I wasn’t to able to see my parents again. It opened my eyes into really appreciating what I have.

            I enjoyed this book very much it keeps the reader wanting more. After I finished reading “Evermore” I began Blue Moon as soon as possible and loved every page of it. Alyson Noel exceeded my expectations and gave the book twists I never would have thought would occur. The only weakness of this book is that Alyson Noel had Ever give it away to easily, on something being wrong about Roman. After noticing Ever kept repeating, “there’s something odd about Roman” I began to notice Roman was the problem of all that was occurring. A strength about this book was that while Alyson Noel was giving it away about Roman she was also twisting my mind and making it more of a question than a statement if Roman was the problem.

I recommend this book to all teenagers and adults as well. The love between Ever and Damen is what brings the entire book alive. Their history, their ways of solving their problems makes you want to live it yourself. The way Ever feels about herself with the power she now gains shows the reader an entirely different point of view in life.  This book takes you to new levels in reading and nobody should miss out on the love and exciting fantasy this novel has to offer. 

1-25-11

There are many different ways to know that you’re an adult. You can go the legal way, which that is 21 years old and older. Or my way which is when you mature enough reach an appropriate age and you’re your own person. In my opinion I feel that each person has there own moment of becoming and adult. Some people mature faster than others and become an adult when their ready to become one. For example when they’re ready to take care of their own lives and make the right choices. For others the moment of becoming an adult is the legal way even though the person is not ready for the responsibility the title adult has.

2-16-11 

As a young child I had trouble with a friend that a lot of other people did not like. I don’t remember exactly what the situation was but of what I remember I know she lied of something I did. One night I was on 3 line with 2 of my other friends and a conversation about her started. My friends pressured me into calling the girl but when she didn’t pick they decided to leave a voicemail. One of the girls who was on the 3 line said “I hope you die see you on the other side”. After being called into the principles office the next day at school I got blamed for my friend’s actions since my number came upon their caller id. Hardest part about all this was facing my mom knowing that no one would believe me and I would do the crime. 

Impossible task: Facing my mom after I knew she felt ashamed. 

3-16-11 

The way your environment shapes who you become is by the inspiration you get from it. The way my environment shapes is me is the people I hang out with more common called my friends. The friends you hang out with depend who you are. If you hang out with school hating, smoke loving friends than you’re not headed off to a good future. Yet if you hang around the right people that will push you into doing the right things than any time soon your going to do the right things on your own and helping others into making the right choices.  For example in 6^th grade I was a straight A student than came 7^th and 8^th grade and my friends change I went to an A and B student with a couple C’s. I knew my choice in friends weren’t good but it was fun. At times I knew I was doing the wrong thing but most teenagers don’t want to seem like “lames’ in front of their friends. Now High school I have a variety of friends I mostly became my own person. I have the “Lets cut class” friends and the “I have to get my work done but still have fun with it” friends.

Journal #4

4.5.11 

An expectation put upon me by my parents is that I’m always going to get good grades. Though I know I’m capable of it I also know I’m human and I have flaws. In the 6^th grade I had straight A’s and only one B through out the entire report card by the end of the year. Now my mom believes that if I don’t get A’s it’s a very bad thing.  I try not to let my parents down I always want them to see the best in me an I be the child they wanted, and when I know I haven’t met my parents expectations it tares me up inside. Yet now I’m starting to learn that they want me to try my hardest but they also understand its hard to always do it all when you a whole bunch of stuff to deal with. 

For this project we had to pick a Greek god or a goddess and write the math about them. I choose Athena.