I knew I was going to die, and 10 minutes ago I would have been ok
with this, but the presents of others here made me realize that
although I lost so much, and I still had that numb feeling, I still had
reason to live, I still had something to protect. So as the man
tightened his grip I fought with all my might to break free. At this
point Ted had the gunman’s Glock 18 and Jacob was pointing the Glock 19
at the big mans head. “put my brother down” Jacob ordered. The man
looked un-phased by this, but he looked back at his friend who was on
the ground and took a deep sigh. Then the man released me. I fell to
the ground and quickly rolled out of his way and bounced back up to my
feet. I was ready to fight. The large man looked at me and then back at
his friend. He walked over to his friend and picked him up, checked his
pulse and then he sat him up. He looked down at his unconscious friend
who was bleeding and drooling out the mouth looked down and shook his
head. Then he sat next to his friend and put his hands on his face as
though he had a headache. No one said anything. Julia and Ted were
hugging each other, and Eve ran up to hug me, dan I could tell wanted
to but his male pride stopped him from doing this. He was becoming like
Jacob I thought. Most of the other people were ether staring at me or
glaring at the large man.
Eventually everyone
slowly trickled into other parts of the store, the main door was now
closed once again. Everyone kept their distance from the visitors. No
one trusted them, a lot of them wanted me to go up to them and talk to
them, but I was still feeling down. I was out of my space, and I was
eating again, but I wasn’t back to normal, no I was far from it.
I spent the next few days eating cold soup from cans in the store,
people never asked why. We set up an entertainment section and I spent
a lot of my time in there, playing violent video games. It was
somewhat ironic how I was the only one who still played the zombie
games. No one was even remotely interested in those anymore
we did not get into the habit of keeping track of dates and time,
because none of that really mattered anymore. That’s why I was
surprised when I looked at my phones calendar to see that it was almost
December.
Its odd but its also kind of interesting,
if it was not for the deaths, this life would have been considered
better then our old ones. No school, free access to a warehouse full of
goods. It was paradise in hell.
“yo smitty” john
came up behind me and cut into my thoughts, “that big guy and his
friend asked to see our leader, and Im assuming that’s you?” I laughed
“sure, someone has to do it” john smiled
“its good to have you back man, me and ted set up a parkour area were
we can practice, you should check it out. Remember its good for the
soul” I laughed again. Parkour sounded good right now. I got up and
started walking to meet the guys then I stopped and looked back.
“john?”
“ya?”
“watch my back when I go to talk to these guys, and if I ever die, then
I want you and Chris to take over, don’t let our friends die anymore”
“don’t talk like that man, things will get better” I smiled and thought to myself, one would hope.
When I arrived to meet the visitors they were both standing waiting for
me, the guy who I shot down with the marbles was still messed up but he
was smiling
“hey man, nice shooting, im sorry we
invaded like this, I supposed we owe you an apology” he put out his
hand and I reluctantly took it. “we usually can’t trust anyone in this
hell, but I guess surviving in numbers gives us more of a chance, my
names gannon, gannon the cannon, my big friend here is fade” the big
man waved “we want to offer you an apology, and an early Christmas
present. We came expecting to take this place as our own, we have
stocks and loads of guns and ammo by the back exit where the trucks
back stuff in, your welcome to use it, but id like my glock back, it
was my friends gun.” I was so taken back by this I almost fell. Theses
guys were actually offering a peace offering? I thought about it
“I don’t know, like you said its hard to trust it, and you were pointing a gun at my….err my friends sister.”
“look we understand the conflict that we had, and we understand it will
take a while for trust to form, but for now, I mean you guys outnumber
us anyway. And im sorry I wont hurt your girl, iv lost mine so I know
what its like”
“she aint my…oh whatever…thanks I guess…ill tell everyone”