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History Journal #7 – Describe the dominant paradigm of how humans relate to the natural world
- Ignore Natural Needs
- No Caring About Pollution
- Unlimited Resources
- Respect Everything
- Manipulate Environment
- Not Talking About/Shoving Down Throats
Humanities Portfolio 2012
Throughout
the year, with both Copper Stream and Mr. Block, I have created many things
that I thought I wasn’t capable of. When I look at both the History Class and
English class, I can say that the things we did in here reminded me of
kindergarten because the projects showed who we were and what level of
creativity we are at. It also showed that we had no limits when it came to
writing and Mr. Block just sat back helped us along the way. This whole year he
guided through our projects but Mr. Block used a new sense of guiding….he never
really told us the answer that we were so used to getting. I think that led me
to all of my ideas because there was never really a limit. But I wasn’t always
like that, I was always shy with my work, I think its really when I finished my
descriptive piece, I saw that Mr. Block’s way of teaching. I was always scared
to talk to him because he would change up my ideas but now I see that he has
helped me finalize everything and anything from my papers to my podcasts to my
ideas. Also, Copper Stream did a lot of collaboration work inside and outside
of school so we were never cooped up into a room. We had freedom and learning
mixed in together. There are three main things that I have learned about how I
can tell my story, the different perspectives that are out there, and how the
world isn’t always fair. All of these general understandings helped me become a
better writer and helped me have a whole new point of view on how the world
will see my work in the future.
With in the first week of school, we
had to write our descriptive piece. We had no limit to what we could write
about. The next day after writing our pieces, we gathered up into a circle and
shared our story. That was when I realized that everyone has a story, it is who
we are and the way we chose to tell it is always different. But in the end, it
always defines us as people. I saw a whole new point of view on my class and
the different individuals learning a long side me. The first project we did was
the descriptive essay and we had many mini lessons leading up to the final
piece. In this piece we had to write descriptively, using our senses and we had
to make sure that the reader not only read our piece but also felt it. When it
came time to writing, I felt that "all moments in life are important, but
not all are special" (Revised Descriptive Essay Post). I felt as if
I could describe at least one thing from each of the years that I was living,
in detail but I didn’t know what to focus it on so I chose to write about my
camera because it caught all of the emotions, actions, and moments from my past
years. After that project, the language unit came next and I felt that I had a
strong connection to this unit because my family speaks multiple languages and
I act as if a translator. Until I wrote everything down, I didn’t realize how
much I could help my family and what I am capable. Language has changed my life
so much. When we were asked to talk about what language meant to us, I said:
"I think that the language and the way you use it depends on how you grew
up and self choices. Your speech is a part of your identity and your identity
is what people will know once you have the power to speak. That's how I see
it" (Worksheet Scene: Your Language Identity).
While growing up my parents would use
words that weren’t real but I would say those words like they were real.
"I’ve grown into those words thinking they were real and usable but they
weren’t. They were only to the “fresh off the boat” people because that’s the
slang they spoke" (Q2 Family Dictionary). In the end, "I
struggled with my reflection because I had so much to say but there are so few
words to describe it with. This is a feeling hat I can never describe. That's
how amazing it is. I've learned that what I do is not necessarily a common
thing and that putting it on paper makes me feel proud and happy of what I can
do. Writing this autobiography was a blast" (Language Autobiography
Reflection Sheet).
Language isn’t the only thing I learned
in this class, I’ve learned that I can speak my mind in this class and discuss
my ideas with others. Throughout the whole year, I had problems with sticking
to one main idea. I would get a bazillion ideas and become sad when I couldn’t
use them. During the Art in the Open unit, my group and I concluded that
"We had so many ideas but we couldn’t portray it out correctly so we just
had to drop them. It came to a point where the deadline was coming up and we
had nothing" (Art in the Open Reflection). But when I finally got
my ideas together, I had a work of art! An example of this is the podcast about
my father’s journey and the boundaries he had to over come while making his way
to America. "I tried my hardest trying to pull listeners into my dad's
journey and life. I made sure he described everything" (Podcast
Reflection Sheet).
During the whole year, my personal
ideas have allowed me to impersonate, create, and be the person I probably
would never be. We started off the year with the Spirituality Role Play unit.
In this unit, we were given a role to research, answer questions too, and
impersonate as we sat in a circle. I was given the role Karen Armstrong. It was
the first time I got to act like some one I wasn’t. I always thought that role
plays needed scripts, a stage, and actors…like Broadway but we didn’t. All we
needed was our research and a big circle. For our next role play, I chose the
role of King Louis the sixteenth. In this role, I had to act like a spoiled
king. I often said during the role play: “All men are born equal to their
estate. Nothing more, and a lot less. That's how it was when I was King and
everything was fine. Also, if a man needs to be killed, then so be it…what does
it have to do with me? I am living. I do not need to worry about any of the
peasants. They barely do enough as it is” or I would be carefree and say: “I am
royalty so don't worry…you can worship me as you please. People called me the
wishy washy king because I satisfied neither the royalists nor the reformers.”
But my personal ideas didn’t stop
there, the class and Mr. Block soon explored the Keystone Pipeline and how it
affected everyone. We had to look in the point of view from a tiny fish to the
big CEO man overseeing the blueprints. I chose to do three monologues…one was a
girl that was saying good bye to her tree, the other person was an actor that
was protesting a long the White House, and the last one was a conflicted worker
building the pipeline in Canada. For this project, I had to keep an open mind
to all of the point of views, Personally, I hated the idea of the pipeline so I
wanted to focus on that but there are so many different point of views on hate
like sadness, confliction, confusion, or anger. All of those things could
apply. My first monologue had a girl named Janie talking to her tree, Bruce.
Bruce was a tree that she grew up with and now that her family has chosen to
move away from the pipeline, it meant Janie had to move away from Bruce. Janie
starts to tell Bruce his expected future: "Everything will be gone but
we’ll soon be gone before it" and "I tried to argue back saying we’re
leaving you, our view of everything, and our memories" (Janie, Monologue
#4). The next monologue was based off of the protesting in front of the
White House about the Keystone Pipeline. I involved an actor into this scene
because I wanted to shed a light that regular working class people aren’t the
only ones with a say in what goes on. Many celebrities protest and stand up for
their rights. Daryl Hannah, an actor, did that and that is why I placed her as
a main character in my monologue. “With that one cry for change, the U.S
Park Police zip-tied a nylon cuff restraint onto my writs and threw me into the
back of the car and I was brought to the slammer“ (Daryl Hannah, Monologue
#1). As I said above, I can be someone that I am in when I write. When
writing “The Missing Chapter 26” to the book, Things Fall Apart, it was
no different. I could say things like: “I am a man, a man of my tribe and
family. But the man inside of me is now gone.”
Throughout
most of the year, we had the honor to work with Kate McGrath. She helped us
create a play with her creative ideas and different techniques of writing. At
first, I didn’t know what I was going to write about…what struck out to me…I
didn’t want to write about family problems, or friendship and their dramas...I
just wanted to write something that no one would know about so I explored the
websites that Mr. Block gave to us and crossed a video…”Heaven’s Border”. This
video struck me at the heart because my family came from a different country
with nothing, legally and it was already hard enough for them. I wanted to show
people what others will do to pursue their dreams and I wanted people to try to
understand the hardships people go through for freedom. In my play, I had three
main characters, strangers that would come together to make a make-shift
family. Together, they flee North Korea by entering China, Laos, Thailand, and
then they must finally seek asylum in South Korea. The journey is not easy
because of the abusive smugglers and heartless border officials. At the end of
the journey, only two of the main characters make it out of the three that
started the journey. During the whole play, I was the minds of all of the
characters from the cruel smugglers to seven year old girl trying to change her
life. I was everyone and anyone in my play. I would either say: “Nuna, nuna,
wake up! We’re all going to die!” (Dong Dong) to a receptionist in North
Korea: “Thank you. Respect the general! Long Live the Sun of the 21st CENTURY!
- Kim Jong Il. FIGHTING FIGHTING!” One of the reasons I was so interested in
the play is because I got to create everything and bring in all of the work and
my creativity together. I worked day and night on the play, finding info and
watching more videos…and when I finally understood how the officials could
treat the defectors so badly, I wrote the last part of the play. I had the main
character who was caught, shot, and beaten say: “There are guards watching me
until I can walk again and when I can walk, I will have to wear this weird
monitor thing around my leg so they can find me. I have to keep it hidden too.
But when I am done this torture, I will get out and find you guys. My mom has
money for an airplane ticket so I don’t have to revisit any of those places” (Ji
Yong, Breaking Borders).
Humanities Portfolio 2012
Throughout
the year, with both Copper Stream and Mr. Block, I have created many things
that I thought I wasn’t capable of. When I look at both the History Class and
English class, I can say that the things we did in here reminded me of
kindergarten because the projects showed who we were and what level of
creativity we are at. It also showed that we had no limits when it came to
writing and Mr. Block just sat back helped us along the way. This whole year he
guided through our projects but Mr. Block used a new sense of guiding….he never
really told us the answer that we were so used to getting. I think that led me
to all of my ideas because there was never really a limi. But I wasn’t always
like that> I was always shy with my work, I think its really when I finished
my descriptive piece, I saw that Mr. Block’s way of teaching. I was always
scared to talk to him because he would change up my ides but now I see that he
helped me finalize everything. Also, Copper Stream did a lot of collaboration
work inside and outside of school so we were never cooped up into a room. We
had freedom and learning mixed in together.
· Everyone has a story, it is who
we are and the way we chose to tell it is always different. But in the end, it
always defines us as people.
o Art In the Open:
§ "We had so many ideas but we couldn’t portray it out
correctly so we just had to drop them. It came to a point where the deadline
was coming up and we had nothing" (Art in the Open Reflection).
o Descriptive Essay
§ "All moments in life are important, but not all are special"
(Revised Blog Post).
o Language Auto Bio
§ "I’ve grown into these words thinking they were real
and usable but they weren’t. They were only to the “fresh off the boat” people
because that’s the slang they spoke." (Q2 Family Dictionary)
§ "I struggled with my reflection
because I had so much to say but there are so few words to describe it
with. This is a feeling hat I can never describe. That's how amazing it is.
I've learned that what I do is not necessarily a common thing and that putting
it on paper makes me feel proud and happy of what I can do. Writing this
autobiography was a blast"
o Discussion
§ "I think that the language and the way you use it
depends on how you grew up and self choices. Your speech is a part of your
identity and your identity is what people will know once you have the power to
speak. That's how I see it" (Scene: Your Language
Identity: http://moodle.scienceleadership.org/mod/forum/discuss.php?d=1583
)
o Podcasts
§ "I tried my hardest trying to pull listeners into my
dad's journey and life. I made sure he described everything." (Podcast
Reflection)
o The Some bodies:
§ “Goals passed
around like secrets, and the dreams of for filling the idea of becoming some bodies.
Stories being passed down from generation to generation, spreading like the
obligation of following the latest trends on the stands. But none of those
things are ever forgotten. Just placed somewhere else other then the top of the
mind.”
· My personal ideas have allowed
me to impersonate, create, and the people I want to be.
o Role Plays:
§
o Monologues
§
"Everything will be gone but we’ll soon be gone before it." or
"I tried to argue back saying we’re leaving you, our view of everything,
and our memories" - Janie, Monologue #4
§ With that one cry for change, the U.S Park Police zip-tied a nylon cuff
restraint onto my writs and threw me into the back of the car and I was brought
to the slammer. (Daryl Hannah, Monologue #1)
§ https://docs.google.com/document/d/1suPBJiZMJCzFjTaoWDRhkIQo4CSAmnTiyM_2adX8RcY/edit
o Discussions
§ Things Fall Apart https://docs.google.com/document/d/19uKxAJYz6bWwvgDwqN2Af00iQAG8ZHLAzBhCnjmFy6A/edit
·
o Plays:
§ https://docs.google.com/document/d/16AMTojiVy9nAJB_LAvESmHDAb0YT1_0Fh_yWRNoZ1ec/edit
§ “Nuna, nuna, wake up! We’re all
going to die!” (Dong Dong, Monologues)
§ “Thank
you. Respect the general! Long Live the Sun of the 21st CENTURY! - Kim Jong Il.
FIGHTING FIGHTING!” (Telephone lady, Breking Borders)
§ “There are guards watching me
until I can walk again and when I can walk, I will have to wear this weird
monitor thing around my leg so they can find me. I have to keep it hidden too.
But when I am done this torture, I will get out and find you guys. My mom has
money for an airplane ticket so I don’t have to revisit any of those places.”
(Ji Yong, Breaking Borders)
· Inequality is something seen
all around the world. However, we have the power to change that.
o Play
o “Rich and Poor. Rich get richer
and poor gets poorer.”
§ In response to
question two, it asks for my opinion of the statement: “Poor countries need
investment, so it’s a good thing when transnational companies invest there.” I
do not agree with the statement because poor countries don’t need transnational
companies to invest into them because if it was like the way our class
portrayed it, then that would mean the transitional companies are abusing the
country’s people and harming their environment. To make the situation better,
the poor countries should work with the respectful companies instead of trying
to make a quick buck that isn’t even worth that much. The poor countries should
know that they don’t have to be abused for their land in order to make money.
There are other ways when it comes to making money while keeping the people of
the country and the environment healthy and clean.
§
o The communist manifesto
E2.Q4 Proyecto Mi Vida, el Imperfecto, el Present y el Futuro
https://www.dropbox.com/s/nkdqvs4fj3vfeet/E2.%20Q4.m4v
Senior Laptop Turn In Day
Dear Seniors,
Laptop turn in is Thursday, June 7th starting promptly at 10:30. Please come with your laptop and charger, if you no longer have a charger there is a $25.00 fee.
During this time you will be cleaning out your locker and turning in all materials issued from the school. If you are missing any issued materials please check in with your teacher about the cost of those items.
Seniors should report to the following rooms:
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B band Global report to 303 Dunn
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Thank you,
Mr. Lehmann and Ms. Hull
Congratulations to the 2012 FIBOT Winners!
Luna Frank-Fischer
Dia Johnson
Jeff Kessler
Natalie Sanchez
Marina Stuart
Whitney Washington
Thank you to The Franklin Institute Board of Trustees for their generous support of SLA students and thank you to all the SLA students who applied. Congratulations!
Aztec's Second Chance
I think the thing that I liked the most about this project was the fact that I got to look into something that happened over a hundred years ago and be able to see how one change down the line can have a big ripple effect. I also liked the fact that I got to look into a group of people that really interested more. I think the most challeging thing about this project was trying to figure out what exactly would be the perfect point of divergence and then researching all the information that tied into the one change. There was a lot more background story to a lot more events that I needed to research but hadn't realized.
The most interesting thing that I read was the fact that Montezuma, the king of the Aztecs had all the warning signs that someone (Cortes) was coming to overthrow his power. There were numerous bad omens that foretold of it and Montezuma chose to ignore it. If he had planned ahead of time and actually took the omens seriously, he would have been more prepared to deal with the Spaniards.
As I learned from my project, one single choice made can reshape the entire outline and road that life is trying to steer. I feel like if I hadn't had other benchmarks and outside of school things to attend to, I would have been able to give this project the attention it deserved. I think I could have more thoroughly researched a lot of things, especial the Mexican American War that lead to the US gaining New Mexico, Texas, and California. If I were to ever do this project again, i would definitely put more effort into doing it and I would also try to make much, much better primary sources.
Humanities Portfolio 2012
Humanities Portfolio 2012
Before I was in Mr. Block's English and History class I never really thought that I was good at writing. Sometimes, as all writers do, I would get stuck. I never really knew what to do when that happened; usually I would just give up and try again another day. In Mr. Block’s class I learned how to get through those ruts and now when I am not in a so-called writing rut creative topics and concepts burst out of me like a geyser. When I think of the beginning of the year it reminds me of the first time I ever really noticed that I had the potential of being a good writer. The class had just finished reading a boatload of short stories and we had been assigned to write a letter to anybody of our choice. This letter had to have many different quotes in it from the short stories. I decided to write to my father and express all of the things that I had wished I could say to him if I was not so scared. I wrote, "I really don’t get to tell you how I really feel most of the time. I am usually scared to tell you because I am scared of you. Before I start I just want to say that I love you and what I say in this letter can and will change our relationship forever. Weather it makes our relationship better or worse I will not regret saying how I feel because I really want you to know. I want you to know how you have slowly started to destroy everything that I thought was my life." When I finally read my Short Story Letter I was astounded at how good it sounded. I felt a little bit better about my writing skills, but I still wasn't too sure of myself. Little did I know that would soon change.
In class we have had many discussions about many things, some of them would even last all class period. Discussions can change your perspective on things if you keep your mind open and really listen. In class we have had many class trials (almost like an actual court trial), we were all split into groups and had to find evidence to defend our group from the charges that were being pressed. We did two trials in the class one was the Cortez/Aztec Trial and the other was the Sweat Shop Trial. Everybody would go into the trial with his or her own set idea/perspective on what actually happened. But after the trial, after everybody heard what had to be said their views changed because interesting and reliable points were made. After the trial everybody had to write a trial response. When you read all of these responses and saw what different people thought about every single part of the trials.
Over the course of the year we have also focused on freedom and deeper understandings of oppression. Hope can function as a support system. Just like in “Night”, in the holocaust all people had were hope and their families. But when their families had gone all they had was hope. To keep moving on they used the hope of being free and surviving carries them on. As well as in the movie “The Farm” these men are in jail and they have nothing to hope for, but to be proved innocent or to be free. It is interesting to see people’s stories and to try to understand how some of them feel. Another project that went with this unit is Art in the Open, we had to Pick a location 4 blocks away from the school and create and perform a creative piece to the school. The Leah Stein Dance Company helped us get in touch with our inner creativity.
As I said before, I never thought that I was a good writer. But I realized when you work hard you can surpass your own expectations. It is very interesting how you can go from not wanting or knowing how to write a good essay to taking it on like it is almost nothing. I have written a couple essays for Mr. Block’s class such as The Lord of the Flies Comparison Essay to The Thesis Paper. I now understand how to do these things, it is important to have good grammar and amazing writing skills. Now that I have those things I can utilize them so they would work out in my favor. Writing essays for colleges and jobs is a skill that is needed. As well as you have to sound professional. All thanks to a great teacher and a great year of learning.
Rflite LotF2011
In the very beginning of Lord of the Flies, Ralph, a responsible boy who is very determined, decides that they need to have a chief and he believe that he could take on that responsibility. In chapter one it says, “’Shut up,’ said Ralph absently. He lifted the conch. ‘Seems to me we ought to have a chief to decide things’”(22.) This shows that since there are no grownups Ralph will take on some responsibility. He doesn’t do it in the nicest way but he is still saying he will rise above everything that is going on right now. This related to a quote that one of the girls on the show Teen Mom has said. The show is the everyday life of girls who have become teen moms and one of them said, “Its actions, not age that make a mom.” In this quote there seems like there is a lot of fear happening. They’re still scared but they are rising above that and taking the responsibility they need to become a mother.
In Lord of the Flies when the boys have reached the point of fear because of so much stress about being saved and not knowing if they’re ever going to be rescued, they see a ship. Too bad the fire was out so the ship didn’t know the boys where there. Piggy, a weak boy who people don’t believe can do things, starts to say “If someone threw you a rope while you were drowning. If a doctor take this because if you don’t you’ll die—you would, wouldn’t you?” “Without the smoke signal we’ll die here” (139.) This quotes is Piggy trying to tell everybody if they don’t get their acts together then they are going to die. They aren’t thinking about what’s going on right now and how big a deal losing the fire was, but Piggy is. This is similar to how The Children’s Aid Society works. On their website it says, “The Children’s Aid Society coordinates several programs geared towards these adolescents’ emotional, educational and physical well-being.” This is similar because in Piggy’s quote he was scared, but he knew what was going on and was trying to take control. That’s exactly what TCAS does. They are scared for children becoming parents but they are taking control and doing all they can to help.
Around the ending of the book Piggy gets his specs stole from him by Jack. Piggy cannot see without his glasses and they cannot make fire without them so Piggy is getting ready to go to Jacks camp and get them back. He says “Not because you’re strong, but because what’s right’s right. Give me my glasses, I’m going to say-- you’ve got to!”(171.) In this quote it is showing Piggy becoming responsible for himself, he stopped living under everyone’s shadow and is making it know that he wants what he deserves. It shows how he was scared when he first got to the island but he’s rising above it. When he said “because what’s right’s right” it is symbolizing who he is because he just realized standing up for him is right and now believe Jack should do what’s right. When someone is a mother of a teen who just got pregnant they have to deal with that “what’s right’s right” type of thing also. This quote from kidshealth.com explains it.” Whatever feelings you're experiencing, this is likely to be a difficult time for your family. The important thing is that your teen needs you now more than ever.” It explains that ever though a mother would be upset and frustrated they have to take some sort of responsibility and do what’s right, take care of their child and soon to be grandchild.
Just about at the end of the book Piggy has died and Jack turned all of the boys against Ralph. All of the boys are now hunting Ralph down because they want to kill him so Ralph is terrified. In chapter 12 it says, “There was no Piggy to talk sense. There was no solemn assembly for debate nor dignity of the conch, ‘Think,’”(196.) It shows how badly Ralph wants to give up but he doesn’t. He knows it’s his responsibility to keep trying, no matter how bad this go. It’s obvious that he would give up after he talks about how he doesn’t have anyone to help him, he tells himself to think. This related to teen pregnancy because there is a quote by Gisele Bundchen that says “I felt like my pregnancy was a sacred moment for me. I stayed in Boston and I didn't work apart from the contracts I have, and then I only let them use my face.” It shows exactly what Ralph felt. There are things that will be awful but there is always something to look forward to. For Ralph it was being rescued and for Gisele Bundchen it was having a child.
Overall, even when a situation is rough there is always something to believe to get yourself out of it. All on the boys in Lord of the Flies were scared; the only thing that kept them all working was the chance of survival. The way the boys took responsibility is very lifelike because when a person becomes pregnant they have to take a lot of responsibility. Responsibility is a special trait, it doesn’t matter if an event causes it or if you’ve always had it.
Paige Wayman Q4 What if?
My point of divergence is
about the killing of George Washington during the battle of Princeton, and the
thought of us losing the
revolution, and the reminiscing on how that would have conflicted with the
future of us as a country.
The future that I envisioned, was
that most of the land in the Midwest would most likely be all Britain’s
including the thirteen colonies, and Mexico would have taken over Texas because
there was no Mexican American war, and the Midwest would have been shared
between England, Mexico, and Great Britain, which is located in the UK. I also said that because of Great
Britain’s harsh laws on freedom of speech when it came to the civil rights movement the rulers of
Britain will terminate the proceedings. I also mentioned the Native Americans
and how they will just become a part of Britain’s society.
Overall, I thought this project was a very good learning experience, but overall I think the most difficult part was creating your own history and your own future of something you made up in your mind because there were so many events that occurred in history that could have been an extent to what could have happened but finding them deep within the context was very difficult.
Link to project: click here
History Journal #45
- traveling different places
- riots
- protests
- connection higher people
- get alliances
- demonstrations
- conferences/gatherings
- campaigns
- rallies
- social networking
- speeches
- boycotts
- public awareness
- petitions
- marches
- getting laws passed
- propaganda
- letter writing
- violence
"My Faith in Nonviolence" by Mohandas R. Gandhi
Three quotes and 1 paragraph about one person
- 'Such a struggle leaves one stronger for it. Nonviolence is a weapon of the strong.'
- 'The perfect state is reached only when mind and body and speech are in proper coordination'
- 'The law of love will, just as the law of gravitation will work.
I agree that nonviolence is a weapon of the strong. somebody has to be strong enough to hold back when they are getting beat on somebody else. For example, the Civil Rights boycotts and how the Africans Americans sat in the white restaurants while the Whits poured milkshakes, smashed food, and beat on them. The African Americans had to hold back that anger and that instinct to fight back. People have to be able to contain that instinct and I think that makes a person stronger for it. They are able to turn their cheek and become the stronger and smarter person in the situation.
Short Story Letter
Morgan Taylor
October
11, 2011
Dear Mr. Darryl Taylor,
The first quarter of my school year is almost up. I have learned so much and part of that learning was reading short stories in English class. So far we have read 3 important short stories, but I only wish to share with you the two that really spoke to me and somehow related to our relationship at the moment. “Like a Winding Sheet” and “Wildwood” are the two. Brace yourself dad it’s about to get really deep.
I really don’t get to tell you how I really feel most of the time. I am usually scared to tell you because I am scared of you. Before I start I just want to say that I love you and what I say in this letter can and will change our relationship forever. Weather it makes our relationship better or worse I will not regret saying how I feel because I really want you to know. I want you to know how you have slowly started to destroy everything that I thought was my life.
Remember that morning; you know exactly the one I am talking about. The one when you were screaming at my mom at the top of your lungs. What time was it again? O, yes I remember now it was 3 AM on a Tuesday morning. Your yelling and screaming woke my sister and me up. We knew what was coming we just didn’t want to believe it. You then yelled at us to go into the movie room downstairs so we can have a “Family Meeting”. I would say it was more of a slow, painful murder of my life, or what I thought was my life. You did not explain, but expressed with anger and hate that you and my mother were not happy and that she wants you out of the house. You then explain with no regret what so ever in your voice that you had cheated. My mother cut in for a second or two and explained that she found out three years ago and decided to forgive you because she loves you. No not loved you LOVES YOU! Remember your two daughters that you are supposed to love and protect from harm were crying and sobbing for hours. It lasted until 8:15, I don’t even know why. Maybe it was because we were trying to comprehend how everything in our lives were and still are a lie. Do you feel bad daddy? Do you feel bad for ruining our lives? I asked you and what did you say? “I am a very cold man Morgan, so therefore no I don’t feel bad at all.”That did it for me and I just wanted to get away from you for however long I could.
I remember from the short story “Wildwood” there was a quote that was probably one of the feelings I was feeling that day. The quote read "And at that moment, for reasons you will never quite understand, you are overcome by a feeling, the premonition, that something in your life is about to change" (page 76). Let me explain this to you. Now that you have practically ruined this family I will never be able to look at you the same way, my mom now has to pay all the bills and can’t really afford all of it, you don’t even understand. You know how your father left you and your family to provide for yourselves while he had a great life with his new wife and family. How hard it was for you having to get a job at 13 just to stay in an apartment. Why would you want that for your children? Our situation might be a little better but it is the same scenario.
Right now from me there is a lot of hate towards you. I just feel like I can’t do anything to express it. This reminds me of the quote from the short story "Like a Winding Sheet" "But he couldn't bring himself to talk to her roughly or even threaten to strike her like a lot of men might have done. He wasn't made that way." (page 200). I can’t say what I feel or think to you because you are my father and I love you too much, but at the same time I feel as if you were never my real father to begin with, I feel I know nothing about you or what my life really is. I want to not care if I talk to you with a stern voice or a little attitude because my life would be a whole lot easier.
Then one day out of nowhere I just got really angry. I ran upstairs as fast as
I could and told you off. I yelled and screamed, it just felt so good. I felt
like I had power over you sad I could say whatever I wanted. I felt kind of
bad, but I felt as if you didn’t care so why should I? In the “Wildwood” there
was a line or two that said, "I almost felt sorry for her. This is how you
treat your mother? she cried. And if I could I would have broken the entire
length of my life across her face, but instead I screamed back, And this is how
you treat your daughter” (page 78). I felt the same way when I was yelling at
you to get the hell out of my family’s damn house. I want to break my entire
span of my life across your face. Everything we have and had is a lie. You were
lying to my face my entire life. It was almost as if I didn’t see you as
family any more. "Like a Winding Sheet" says, "The knowledge
that he had struck her seeped through him slowly he was appalled but he
couldn't drag his fist away from her face" (page 210). I felt almost like
that. I couldn’t stop myself.
Before you resent me for however
long you live. I want you to know that I still love you. It will just take me
some time to really love you like I did before all this mess happened. Like you
said, you did failed. You failed to protect me, to protect me from the monster
we call Darryl Thomas Taylor.
From the daughter that loved you most,
Morgan Ann Taylor
The African Perspective
Secondly,
the relationships of all of the people in the Ibo tribe in Umuofia and
Mbanta are very strong. Again, that
can go back to the event of when the little boy was called, but here it is
described into further detail. Many of the men were know as the
hunters/protectors. They were the ones that would go out on a daily basis and
receive supplies for the families to stay supported and get through the days.
The men were known to not be afraid of blood, and had to be tough. The women of
the other hand were completely different. The women could be placed under the
soft and innocent categories. They were known for staying home and keeping
everything together for the family. Also the women would segregate themselves
into their own little groups and socialize, then at night tell metaphorical
stories about animals.
Lessons Learned Through Life Scenarios
In life and society in the past, present, and possibly the future racism, inequality and, segregation have been some of the main standing grounds of life. In my life I was born in a typical South Philadelphia neighborhood where 99% of my neighbors and everyone else spoke American English. But as time went on a culture diffusion has progressed, my life as it is have been filled with minorities. And this took much time getting accustomed to. I knew that there was no negating this movement, and it is something that cannot be undone.
Therefore, not only in my life have I felt that a part of my past has been replaced with something new. In my English class I read a passage called, “Hunger for Memory” from a book called, “Aria” by Richard Rodriguez. In this story, there a man who moves from his homeland into a completely different society. From his homeland everyone spoke Spanish, but to where he moved to, everyone spoke English.
Now that the person and I in this story seem to be floating on the same boat, our problems are similar but no exactly the same. In his story, he has the problem of moving to a new area and not being accustomed to the people speaking English all around him. With my situation I accustomed to everyone speaking English around me until people started coming in speaking a completely different language.
Next, it seems like my situation and
the person in the books situation seem to tie in together in a very unique way.
My problem is too many outsiders coming in and changing my society. Well those
people coming seem like one of the many people that are in the same situation
as the person in “Hunger for Memory.” So as the people that are like the person
that was in the story start to move into a English speaking society, people
like me who are already here are not used to these adjustments.
Here is an example of how my family
and I used to talk before we felt like society has changed,
“It all began in summer of 2006, my
family and I decided to take a vacation to Wildwood, NJ for a week. In the past
I was remembered as the jumpy, nonstop, overexcited child. No matter what I
couldn’t sit still, and with the information that we are going to the beach, I
was running around like a headless chicken. As we arrive in front of our shore
house I open the door, run up the steps and wait at the door. Unfortunately I
had to help my parents unload the trunk. So as we are done unloading the trunk
I run around the house to call dibs on what room my mother and I are staying
in. After about 30 seconds of running around we chose the room with the futon
and the deck. When my mother and I are done unpacking my family and us two took
a walk to the beach. When we get there I rip off the shirt like the hulk and
sprint to the water. It felt so good I was running around in circles jumping in
the water. From the distance I hear my family yelling at me to back up and not
go to deep.
My grandfather yells, ‘Yo wippersnapper,
get your ass back here before I beat it!’
When he said that I knew he meant
business. I turn around without any other thoughts. When I come up to them he
tells me, “Daniel you need to calm down and don’t go too deep. You forgot to
put on sun block and you were too far away too fast. The rest of the day I
tried to stay my calmest and not give my parents any difficulties. Being a
child was a very exhilarating time of my life.” In this example from my
childhood, my grandfather said, “Whippersnapper.” That word is something that
was said commonly by my grandfather when I was little to emphasize my
rowdiness. But as time progressed and society began to change, slowly stopped
saying that word. He could have stopped saying it because I was growing up, and
I would have found it to be a joke, but I feel like that if said that word
today then people would look at him like he was insane.
History Journal 34
Progress is when something happens to move something forward. This something could be an idea, or the creation of something, or a popular movement.
History Journal #41
The overlapping gender roles in our cultures are few and far apart. Nowadays, working moms and stay at home dads are common, and not looked down upon. The only ways that Ibo gender roles have influenced ours is in small ways, like how the majority of police officers are men.
History Journal #34
Progress is the process of something growing in a positive manner. When a country has made progress, something has changed. Maybe their scientists have made a huge breakthrough, or maybe they have gotten closer to solving the problems caused by poverty. Whatever form it is in, progress is always a welcome aspect of life.
English Journal #41
Write a letter to someone that is something you would never really send.
Dear Don Cherry,
First of all, you are amazing and have great taste in suits. Having gotten that out of the way, I want you to know how much I appreciate your brutally honest analysis of hockey games. I love when you talk about a fight, and give that insight into how the fighters are thinking. How they are fighting because the fans love it and because how it is fun instead of some personal vendetta. You truly understand the violent side of hockey.
History Journal 25
History Journal 19
Social change can be fast sometimes, like in the case of Egypt, Libya, and the rest of the Arab Spring; when they overthrew their dictators. This was fast because they know what they wanted to change into, because they could see examples of it outside their own country. They were also oppressed and unhappy, so they made the change, which was fast. Slow change of society, like the renaissance, was slow because there was nothing they could see that they saw was more advanced that they wanted to become. Because of this the change was not pushed in any direction in particular, it simply happened on its own, which is much slower.
English Journal #49
People create art because....
- they are expressing themselves
- for freedom
- passing messages
- to remember events
- for deaths
- to honor people
- advertisement
- emotion
- to be known
- personal and world issue
- tell stories and teach
- to grow
I think art if always powerful, it just depends on the person that is viewing the art. Their feelings of the art and how they react to it. Art is powerful when everybody has a different interpretation of it, when it makes me people think deeply about the meaning.
La case de Katie por Brycen
Ella casa será en las afueras cerca de la playa. Está lejos de el desierto, porque ella realmente odia el desierto. Es en Miami, porque la playas es largo, así que tiene espacio para para sus futuros niños. Ella case es moderna, de tres pisos, grandiosa, elegante y extravagante y colores vibrantes, proque ella súper rico y tiene muy buen gusto. Hay tres baños y cuatro dormitorios, porque Katie planea tener tres niños. Su cosas especiales, es una pasarela proque ella le encanta el modelo. Su garaje y jardín será largo y muy fantasía.