life won't let me be down anymore.
I'm way too happy for no reason, it's not even happiness, it's Joy.
I do miss Jamil a lot though.
Searching for Hope
A
Collection of Monologues About Darfur
By
Marley Grey Utzig
Character
list (In order of appearance):
Young
Fatima Terab
Thomas
James
Amina
Terab
Samir
Wek
Dr.
Simon
Older
Fatima Terab
Act 1 Scene 1
Fatima Terab
Small
Child's view of how life was before the Janjaweeds.
So this is for a doc-o-men-a-try? (Pause small smile) Sure I will tell you about my life in my village. I run and get water for my family in the morning I am up the earliest and my mom likes to say it is an easy way to get me out of the way (small chuckle) Then mommy has me come home and boil the water for clothes. She lets me play with my two brothers Samir and Bakit. We play hide and seek with the other kids and tag but my brothers are always able to catch me because I am younger then them but I am also smaller so I can hide much better, so when we play hide and seek, I have my favorite spot its under a tree. I see my eldest sister Amina near the tree most days when I am hiding there. She picks the twigs that are good for the fire off the ground. When I was younger and confused as to why you did not take the wood from the branches of the tree my mommy explained that it was a sin to hurt the tree. So they would go in the forest and pick up twigs and stuffs. Hmmm where was I? Umm oh yeah! My day. So I play with my brothers and the other kids in the village. Mid-Afternoon we go back home for a bit I help mom with boiling clothes and sweeping. Mom keeps me in the house for the rest of the day to help with more chores and making dinner. My daddy comes home later he is one of the leaders of our village. We sit down to dinner … umm yeah that’s about it of my day. Bye Miss! (Hops up from position and goes to run off stage looks back like interviewer asked question) Yes umm... (Looks in camera with a stern face) My name is Fatima Terab I live in the Kass village of Darfur, Sudan. I am 7 years old. (Pause squints face then big smile) Sure I will do your introduction. This is a film by Tiffany Strauser this interview was filmed in 2002. (Pause) Okay bye miss.
Act 1 Scene 2
Thomas
James
(On
the street near a street corner with a white binder his NGO is labeled on the
front and he is trying to get people to donate)
Hello sir,
spare a moment to talk about the genocide in Darfur? (Pause) Miss, do you know
about the genocide going on right now? (Pause) Excuse me Sir, (Pause) Yes, hi.
Do you know about the Genocide in Darfur? (Pause) No? Okay well basically the
Sudan government has hired a group of men called the Janjaweed whom are killing
people in Darfur. (Pause) You have a good day sir. (Pause *SIGH*) Ms! Hi would
you spare a moment to hear about the genocide in Darfur? (Pause) Cool, so the
Sudan government has hired a group of men called the Janjaweed who are killing
villages in Darfur. The U.N. estimated 200,000 dead and around 2.5 million
displaced. If you make a donation it will help us put more political pressure
so that we can help Darfur. (Pause) Yes thank you Ms, have a nice day. (Pause)
Hello, do you know about the crisis in Darfur? (Pause) Currently genocide is
underway there. See most people don’t care what’s going on in Darfur … or
anywhere in Africa for that matter. As far as most people are concerned Africa
is a country always at war with itself so why should we care? BUT that’s the
point! We should care in 1994 there was a mass genocide of at least 800,000
people but no one cared! There is a movie on this horrible event as there are
with most horrible events movies that barley brushes the surface of the media
while movies about Facebook make millions in the box office and make already
rice people richer. People are DYING but no one cares as long as it does not
bother him or her. Makes you wonder if the US really even cared about the
genocide in WW2 (Pause *Horror stricken expression*) Oh goodness I am so sorry
that I went off like that, please sir have a good day. (*Turns around* Talking
to himself*) In the words of H. Jackson Brown, Jr. “The greatest ignorance is
to reject something you know nothing about” (Sigh again Turn around look
shocked) Hello, again sir I am so sorry (Pause) Oh! Ah thank you so much for
your donation. Good afternoon sir.
Act
1 Scene 3
Amina
Terab
(Dirty girl
around 18 dirty dress and sitting in her hut she shares with several other
women)
Yes hello,
I understand you are interviewing me for a project. (Pause) My name is Amina
Terab and I am telling you my story from a displacement camp in Darfur. I am
going to tell you of how my village was attacked. (Pause) (Deep breath)
It was a
massacre, one that we should of expected. (Pause) The Janjaweed had already
attacked the Shatia. Who, who were we to think that Kass was safe? That our
homes, and farms would be left alone? (Pause) I was not at the village when it
first happened I was gathering water, I heard the machine guns (shakes as
saying this next bit each bang is a body jerk) bang bang bang bang. Then came
the screaming. I could see the glow of fire as it ignited a building. My friend
and I ran into the forest trying to hide. The Janjaweed were there they grabbed
my friend and ...and began to strip her of her clothes (pause) I feel terrible
to say this, but I ran, again, I left my friend and ran back to the village.
The houses were on fire. Little kids were running around scared, confused, and
crying. The Janjaweed had gotten off their camels and were beating men in the street;
the women were getting it worse. I kept running I did not stop running. No one
noticed me and if they did I did not notice them I just kept running. I was
able to make it to this displacement camp. Two days later, some other people
who had escaped from my camp and I walked back to our village.
It was
(Pause) horrible... I … I can hardly describe what I saw. I looked for my
little brothers and sister … I found my brother Samir … well I found his head
cut off from his body. (Swallow) I … I am sorry this is hard to talk about.
(Deep breath) My family we owned a small house with some land behind it where
we grew Karkadeh, the plants were ripped from the ground. Our water supply was
nothing, people were dead buildings were burned down … anything with any worth
was gone. I … I could not stand to look at it … I am sorry that is all of my
story I do not want to scare you but that is just a small bit of what we go
through everyday, no one … no one can ever say they know what I am going
through. Because we, we have no hope. We must fight for ourselves.
Act 1 Scene
4
Samir
Wek
(Sitting
at a table a bunch of microphones in front of him with the occasional “camera”
flash.)
Hello
I am Samir Wek. I am with the government of Sudan; we have decided to set up
this press conference to talk about the rumors going on about the Sudanese
government working with the Janjaweed. Please ask away. (Pause) No of course
the government has nothing to do with this group the Janjaweed, this is a
complete and utter lie. Another question please. (Pause) No, that is a common
misconception, the Janjaweed are not killing because of racism we believe it is
over land. Yes you, what is your question? (Pause) Well no it is not labeled genocide.
(Pause) Yes the United States has labeled it genocide but they are the only
ones. (Pause) 200,000 people killed? No the number is not nearly that high. The
U.N. likes to exaggerate things. (Pause) Well yes displacement is common but
2.5 million is much too high. (Pause) No we really don’t have anything to do
with this group of people. (Pause, looks worried?) Harun would never associate
with this group of people! (Pause) I highly doubt he was seen with the
Janjaweed. (Pause) No the government would never give these people money or
guns. (Pause) The Sudan government has nothing to do the group Janjaweed. That
is the end of this conference!
Act 1 Scene
5
Dr.
Simon
(Standing
behind a podium with a microphone on it waiting to present his speech to the
hall.)
We had to…
we had to go in with no fear. No negativity. We had been prepped I worked in a
hospital for 8 years. I was not a partier in College and I never had any of my friend’s
die or horrors in my family. When you get thrown into the hospital it’s … all
rushed. You cant panic you cant have a moment to breath because every moment a
life is on the line. You never get a chance to think about what could happen
you just do. When I decided to volunteer for the program Doctors Without
Borders ... I will be honest it was to impress are girl who worked with the
program Save the Children. I know, I know stupid thing to do but I figured I
would go to a few meetings donate some money from … lets face it my fortune. I
would be done with DWB and get with this girl. I was wrong, I ended up getting
really into this program and a bit later I was sent to Darfur. They prepared us
for what we were facing. (Pause) And like I said you just get so rushed, you
have to do this and that without thinking you have to save this person you
don't get a chance to breath its all so fast. It was also … so worth it. I did
not even get with the girl whom worked with Save the Children I still talk to
her she had to quit when the economy got rough. But yeah these displacement
camps are terrible we were taking care of people with bullet wounds and many
girls whom were raped. I remember one young girl who was pregnant, she told me
how old she was … 15 she was 15 and was pregnant it was terrible how she got
like that but many told me worse stories of their villages being attacked. Anyway
this girl was in her second trimester, she didn't know whom the father was, I
was able to give her things that would help her though carrying her child that
she would not of been able to get given the lack of medicine in her village.
That was in calm conditions where she would of been able to relax with her
family, a family that she tells me now she has not seen since she was 7. I just
wanted to tell you these stories and how amazing this program is, Doctors
Without Borders changed my life. Thank you.
Act 2 Scene 2
Fatima
Terab
(Much more
scuffed up and dirty now not as many smiles and looking very sullen older girl
with a tummy (pregnant)
Are you
with the same lady who was here last time? (Pause) Yeah she came to my village
a year back she was doing a documentary on African villages but I suppose this
is not any where near my village. (Pause) My name is Fatima Terab. I am 15 now.
Living in a displacement camp my cause to be here … is the same reason I am
pregnant. My village was attacked about 8 years ago. I was a young girl … I
didn't know what was going on mom was dragged from the house by her hair daddy
was inside being beaten with the Janjaweeds guns … though at the time I did not
know that they were called the Janjaweed. I just knew that they were scary and
they were hurting my parents. Samir ran into the house and caught eyes with me
he shouted hide... Had he not shouted I would not be here now … but I would
never be guilty of the nightmare that happened.. one of the men took a large
knife and (Get choked up) his head flew off … my body took over I did not cry I
did not scream I just ran. I ran and ran and ran to my tree. There was fire
everywhere and so many men on horses. It was so long ago but I remember being
curled up under the tree trying not to cry too loud not knowing what would
happen to me. I waited until it got quite and even then until dark. I crawled
out of my hole under the tree and walked to the village my face hard with tears
and dirt. I walked through my village at the age of seven I had seen my brother
murdered had no idea where my parents, sister, or my other brother Bakit were.
I was alone at the age of 7, I walked for two nights when I stumbled into
another village, and a woman there took me in. A month later the village was
attacked. The women and I were able to run she took me to a displacement camp
with her. I lived there for (thinks for a second) about 7 years. It was hard
but the UN fed up grains for the most part. Then a group attacked our camp. I
was not lucky enough this time to get away. I was gang raped. And now I am with
child. (Pause) A lot has changed from when I was a 7 year old and now I must
take care of this child that was forced upon me a child who I do not know the
father of. I should have hope for my future. But I don’t, the UN helps us,
Doctors Without Borders help us … but we must help our selves … and I must try
and find a place I see as safe.
Setting: Starts out a a day before July 21st of 1972, in Belfast in Northern Ireland. Some of the locations of the monologues are in a British Army Base, an Protestant Family’s house, a Police Station, a Catholic pub, Sinn Fein Government Headquarters, and Outside near a graveyard. The monologues end in 2002 in Ireland.
Characters:
Jack Maxwell, a young British Army member. Has a family back home and is eager to help stop the troubles.
Lewis Ward, a 14 year old protestant boy. Doesn’t really consider the troubles and danger.
Ruairi Flynn, a old Catholic police officer. Wants an independent Ireland, but is tired of all the violence.
Stephen Kelly, a middle aged Irish Republican Army member. Wants an independent Ireland and will do anything for it.
Catherine Ward, Lewis’s mother. A strong protestant and a busy mother, who is always working.
Johnathan Moore, government worker for the the Nationalists. Doesn’t like to be associated with the British.
Sophie Griffiths, a 16 year old catholic girl. Middle child in a large poor family, whose mother was killed in the bombings and her sister was severely injured.
Gerry Adams, Sinn Fein member, ex-IRA member, and now holds a commons seat for Northern Ireland.
JACK MAXWELL (Writing a letter to back home in some form of building, sitting on a bed/cot)
I’ve been in Northern Ireland for three weeks now. For the first few days I was stationed in Belfast, but then I was sent over to Londonderry. The people of Londonderry were still distraught over Bloody Sunday. After a week in Londonderry I was sent back to Belfast. You wouldn’t believe it, but when I arrived in Belfast, I got to our station and guess who was there! Gavin Moore and Charlie Johnston, they haven’t changed a bit. Gavin told me that during his first week of patrol in Belfast, some one pushed a washing machine out a top story flat as he was patrollin’ beneath, narrowly missing him. He’s fine, but he admitted after that, he was a wee bit shakin’ up for a while. In my first few days in Belfast, I was just patrollin’ around Belfast. I would just make sure no problems started and occasionally “chat up” some of the lorry drivers for any intelligence that might be given away. One time, Charlie and I were patrollin’ by the harbor where all the shippin’ were comin’ in, and we saw a car looking suspicious; hidden in the boot were a good three or four pounds of supplies for bomb making. After we had confiscated the stuff, I had to admit, it felt really good knowing that I might have saved some innocent lives. Shortly after that, Charlie and Gavin were sent to Dungannon. Occasionally we would see some Dickers. Their what we call the lookouts of the IRA. There have been many exchanges of fire between the IRA and us. On the surface you can tell that the Protestants are glad we are here, but underneath it all you can see that they’re still hesitant. They lead such different daily lives then we do back home. Imagine having to open up your handbag to check for bombs and weapons every time you go into a shop. That’s their reality. On the contrary, there are murals and graffiti painted onto the walls in the Catholic area of Belfast, promoting the IRA. We’re tryin’ to make peace, but sometimes it feels very one sided. It’s time for this IRA rubbish to end.
LEWIS WARD (Talking to his mum in the kitchen in the morning before school)
Mornin’ Mum... Aye, I know I have te pick up some sugar and eggs after school... I’m not going te stop by his house, I told ye, the oul fella’s batty... No, I still want the cake Mum... But the oul man’s batty and his caretaker’s just as mad, and they live all the way by Oxford Station, I’d have te take the bus... Aye, okay Mum, I’ll dander down te tha oul fella’s house after school... Aye, I’ll make sure te give him some eggs... Ack! Mum, I just wanta be with meh mates, do I have to do all these chores today?... No, I wont wander off this time... I just wanta go te Johnny Moore’s house for a wee bit... Ack!... I know... Aye, I know... He lives near Woodvale Park, just a wee bus ride from school... Ack! Please Mum!... I know... Ack, I’ll go te Johnny’s house another day then... No, Mum. I’m not trying to be a nuisance... I know Mum... Okay, okay. After school, I’ll go te the store, buy eggs and sugar, then go te oul Paddy’s house and give him some eggs... Aye, after that I will come straight home...Aye, Mum...Mum, can ye pass me a scone please...Cheers Mum...No butter?... Aye, I’ll get some butter as well... Cheers Mum. I ought’ te be gettin’ to school now...My glasses are on the table by the door, I’ll grab them on ma way out...Ack! I’ll fix my tie before I get to school Mum... Bloody hell... What?... No, I didn’t say anything Mum... Nothin’, I didn’ say anythin’...I just mumbled muddy shoe, thats all... Nye, its only a smidge, it’ll come off before school... I’m goin’... I’m not goin’ te be late... I know Mum. Eggs, sugar, and butter, oul Paddy, then straight home...Matches?... Aye, I’ll get some matches as well... Cheerio Mum. (Leaves)
Act 1, Scene 3
RAUIRI FLYNN (Reflecting about today’s event in police office)
Nightmare I tell you... It was thee definition of bloody hell...You could hear people screamin’, cryin’ and moanin’. The first thing that caught my eye was a torso of a human being in the middle of the street.... It all came very sudden. I was just makin’ meh rounds about town. It was around 2:17 when I got word that a bomb detonated on a footbridge over the rail line at Windsor Park. Luckily, there were no injuries at that location...But it was bloody scary...I was told te go down by the Oxford bus station, so I got in meh car and started te drive on down there...I reckon I was pretty lucky te have gottin’ there the time I did... I was drivin’ down Hamilton Street, when I heard the bang. It was exactly 3:10 when it was detonated. There were smoke and debris everywhere I swerved down Mary Street, but when I got te Oxford Street, there were so much debris I had te get out of meh car. Just by looking at the scene, it was impossible for anyone te feel safe... I saw meh mate cowerin’ by the side of his car. I rushed over te him te see what was happen’. It took him awhile before words would come te him... He told me...Him and some of the boys from the British army were trying to clear the area...He said that...they tried te get everyone safe...but there were too many people...and the bomb exploded. I helped meh mate get up, he had many minor injuries from all the debris. I looked around... There were blood, debris, and body parts scattered everywhere...It was chaos... The hospital personnels came soon after... I had te help them...gettin’ people te the hospital... and cleaning up the remains. There were so many casualties all with in two seconds...I’m a Catholic... I want an independent Ireland...Te be honest, I think these troubles would all go away if the Brits just left...I heard that the Brits got a warnin’ that the bombs where goin’ te go off today... I was talkin’ te some of meh mates in the pub yesterday...talkin’ bout the incident... They’re convinced that them Brits had deliberately disregarded those warnings, all for strategic policy reasons...I’m not sure whether I quite agree, but... I don’t disagree either... I mean, the British army were there, tryin’ te help evacuate people from the area... But I’m not sure whether I would be surprised if they delayed the evacuation, just so they seemed like they tried, and make the PIRA seem like the bad guys. Whats the PIRA?...Provisional Irish Republican Army...they want an Independent Ireland too...I just want it in a less violent way...(Pause) Later that day, a fella came down, te look for his wee boy... He identified him among the dead... The wee boy was so bloody and deformed, his father could only tell it was him ‘cus of the things he’d been carryin’, cracked eggs, spilt sugar, melted butter, crushed matches, bits of his glasses, and singed photo en his pocket...Two of the other policemen in meh unit escorted the fella back home te tell his wife...They said she broke down cryin’...was complete mess...The worst part of the day was that... that explosion on Oxford street was only one of twenty-two within’ an hour an’ a half... All these victims were just innocent people caught up in it. With Bloody Sunday, they were out on a march – a peaceful march, but still a march...I’ve been apart of the Police service since I turned eighteen...That’s thirteen years ago...I’ve seen a lot in those years...Dealt with a lot too...It’s rare te find people in the police service who get along civilized enough than me and some of the other policemen. Most of the policemen are Protestants, most of them like being apart of the UK. As much as I would like a Independent Ireland, I don’t like dealin’ with all the victims of brutal crimes and havin’ te tell their families...I’ve known too many people who have died and too many people charged with murder...Some days you canna help but wonder, when will it be over?...Is it worth it?
JACK MAXWELL(Taking medicine and talking to other army members in a “common room”)
(Enters room)
Hi(Take some pills)
I’m okay, which is more than most can say
(Swallow the pills)
I was down at Oxford Street, tryin’ to clear the area. Almost had the area cleared before the bomb went off...Nah, I didn’t even hear the bomb... I just saw everything cave in around me...Some debris must of hit me... I didn’t even realise it was broken at first...It was chaos...Bodies everywhere...I tried my best to help, but then they sent me to the stations doctor...It’s only broken...I have to go home to get it fixed properly...There wasn’t much to help there. There were so many injured and and bodies everywhere. There was no way for there to be any order. No order, no control, it was horrible...Yeah, I go home in a few days...Pardon?... Oh, why do I have to go back home to get it fixed? I guess there are too many people here in worse condition, so they straightened it out and just wrapped it up, and I’ll be home in a few days...They gave me medicine.
(Shows the medicine)
Keep the pain from being to unbearable...As soon as my arm heals, I’ll be back...I heard the first bomb was detonated at around 2:09 by the rail line at Windsor Park and last bomb went off at 3:30...There was another bomb set for after that?...oh, well, good thing the bomb squad got their first...Yeah, I’m looking forward to going home. See my family...I’ll be taking a ferry...Yeah; as soon as they fix it I’ll be on my way back here.
STEPHEN KELLY (Reflecting on the IRA and Bloody Friday in a pub)
(Sits down)
Before I begin, lets pay homage to a good oul’ Irish proverb “A drink precedes a story.”
(Take a large sip out of a large beer mug)
Why?... Well, it’s quite obvious isn’t it? We want our independence.
(Sip out of the mug)
Why am I apart of the PIRA?
(Takes a sip)
It began when a group of nationalist was marching around the town. The numbers of the group kept escalatin’ and at one point it was up to around 3,000 people.
(Takes a sip)
British troops were brought in to disperse the crowd. Roadblocks were set up to prevent the marchers from gettin’ te certain sections of the town. Them Brits say that the crowd was becomin’ more and more lively and that the troops had te start makin’ arrests. They said as they were arrestin’ people, they came under fire, all they were doin’ was defendin’ themselves.
(Takes a sip)
The results of this day led te the death of 13 at the hands of the First Battalion. The IRA wants their revenge. There were no peaceful arrests and et was nie the marches fault. The only violent people there were them bloody Brits... That’s where it all started for me.
(Takes a sip)
They, the British army and them protestants...They think they were shootin’ for self defense...No, self defense requires some thinkin’...There was no thinkin’ involved there.
(Takes a sip)
As a Catholic, we have no say here...Them Brits and Protestants think they’re better than everyone else. We have poor housin’, no benefits, no rights, and are always bein’ discriminated against...Why wouldn’t I be mad?
(Takes a sip)
We’re second-class citizens in our own country! And when we try te get our messages across peacefully, we’re beat up and our houses set a blaze!
(Takes a sip)
That’s why I joined the PIRA.... What’s the difference between the IRA and PIRA?...Irish Republican Army and Provisional Irish Republic Army. The PIRA is branched off from the IRA. We’re all fightin’ for the same freedom.
(Takes a sip).
And the Sinn Fein and the IRA and PIRA are going to get us that freedom...Sinn Fein? Well that’s our political party, for an Independent Ireland. No more bloody Brits and feckin’ protestants dictating our lives.
(Takes a sip)
Now ‘bout last Friday...Te put it plainly, It required only one man with a loud hailer to clear each target area in no time. All we were tryin’ te do was make daily life impossible. Cause financial devastation from all the wrecked buildin’s. That’s all we had te do. And short after, all the Republicans were convinced that the British had deliberately disregarded the two warnings we sent out for strategic policy reasons. The Brits had their warnin’s but they took to long to take action.
(Takes a sip)
We had some casualties...But sometimes ye have te give before ye receive. We gave lives up, and we expect te receive our freedom. The PIRA is committed unequivocally to the search for freedom, justice and peace in Ireland. We’ve done part of our job, for now.
(Takes a sip)
(Dials phone)
Hello...Emm..Yeah, I’m okay. I made it through with only a broken arm...I’ll be home soon...They wrapped it up and gave me some medicine...Yeah, soon as I get off the ferry I’ll be on my way to the doctor’s to get it mended...How it at home?...Good...
(Chuckle)
How’s wee little Sophie?...Good...Well, I can’t tell you too much information, but apparently the British talks to the IRA failed and the IRA began its campaign again...Yeah...It was quite shocking...I didn’t know what to do...You got my letter?...Good..I have to go...I’ll be home soon..Give Sophie a hug for me...Bye.
(Hangs up)
Act 1, Scene 7
CATHERINE WARD (In her living room, holding pictures of her son, his glasses, and remains of school bag.)
My wee little Lewis...
(Sniffle)
He dinneh even make it past his fifteenth birthday...And it’s all my fault...
(Sniffle)
Had I not told him te go te Oul Paddy and give him some eggs, he may still have been with me...
(Burst of tears)
It seems just like yesterday, I was donderin’ down te the cafe down by the train station with him in his wee pram for tea and biscuits... And now, he’s dead...
(Sniffle)
I knew somethin’ was wrong when meh husband came home with the Bobbies. I thought meh husband had gotten into some trouble with the IRA...Our family bein’ strong protestants...But then I saw the look on meh husbands face...He looked like he was in anguish, like somethin’ happened... Somethin’ more than him just gettin’ into some trouble... Then one of the fellas, he told me I may want te sit down... At that moment, I knew somethin’ was wrong. Meh eyes darted te the clock...
(Sniffle)
I was so busy tryin’ te get mey wee boy’s birthday supper sorted out for the next day, that I hadn’t realised that he should have been home by then...The bobbies told me that nineteen bombs had gone of just an hour and a half ago. Then... I collapsed...I had already known what had happened...Meh wee boy was just doin’ what I asked...
(Sniffle)
He was on his way to oul Paddy’s home at 3:10...About te get on the bus at Oxford Street...I should have had him come straight home after school. With all these bombings and officers and the likes...I knew it was too dangerous...I had a feellin’ bout today...I told him te be careful, he just kept replyin’ “I know”
(Sniffle)
The bobbies, both bein’ protestants, told me that them and the brits are tryin’ to get all this te come te an end...I’ll forever remain loyal te the queen...The British government, they’ve done so much for our country... And with their military here, these troubles are bound to stop some time soon...But thats not goin’ te bring my wee little Lewis back now.
(Burst of tears)
Act 1, Scene 8
JONATHAN MOORE (Talking to a journalist in an office)
(Sitting down)
When did this all start?... That was a long time ago. I was twelve when Ireland split up. It was in 1920 when the British government decided to split up Ireland, after they had ruled for centuries. An Independent state was created in the south, mostly made up of Catholics. The northern district, Ulster being mostly Protestant, remained part of the UK. That split up was caused by an uprising led by Michael Collins in 1916...There was a civil war in the south after the split. Michael Collins among many others lost his life during that civil war. The end result of was the Rise of a new and independent Republic of Ireland, led by Eamon DeValera. In the North, the Catholics were a minority. They were the republicans and nationalists. They were being discriminated against in jobs, housing, and law. The Protestants were the unionists and loyalists; they were given government jobs and privileges alike for being loyal to the British crown. Northern Ireland played a large role in the British economy because of all the shipyards, and mills. But as I said before, the Catholics found themselves the minority and excluded from Northern Ireland’s success. The Troubles really started three years ago. The Catholic unemployment rate spiked, their housing became poor, and the riots began. The IRA is the nationalists who carried out most of the violence in their quest for independence. My job is te try and get the Nationalist message across, without the violence; te get a united Ireland in a manor that appeals to both sides. For a while we were making some progress. We had a truce with the British government...a truce between the loyalists and the nationalists. There were te be talks. Talks put in place in order te cease fire. But the British failed at talking, so the IRA and PIRA begun their campaign again...
(Pause)
That’s what yesterday was; the start of a new campaign. Why the violence?
(Pause)
I don’t think I can answer that question...I just communicate te people. I’m behind the scene of these troubles...
(Pause)
Well, we want an Independent Ireland. We want equal rights and equal opportunities. No, we want our own rights and opportunities. The British government ruled Ireland like their ruled England, Scotland, and Wales...We’re not English, we’re not Scottish, and we’re not Welsh. We are our own people...And it was time that we were treated that way. That’s why the Republic of Ireland came to be...
(Pause)
Why the violence? Why bloody Friday? That’s a question for someone else...Yeah, I feel bad about the deaths...Quite a large number of them where Catholics...But think of the number of people killed by the British. We’ve been oppressed and discriminated against...I know a lot of people died...I know...Violence delays peace...I know... Look, it isn’t my job te deal with the violence and deaths. My job is just te talk.
(Gets up and leaves)
Act 1, Scene 9
SOPHIE GRIFFITHS (After her mother’s funeral)
We live in west Belfast; where most of the Catholics live...Et was me, meh dad, meh mum, meh four brothers, and meh two sisters all livin’ en a small house near Springfield road. Meh dad is a fisherman; he works hard but we still struggle te live comfortably. Meh mum taught at the primary school near our house, were meh littlest sisters, Amy and Eliza, and littlest brothers, Hugh and Jamie, go te school. She always’d help meh with meh schoolwork. Meh mum always wanted te be a writer. If one of meh wee brothers or sister had a hard time goin’ te sleep she’d tell us all a story. I liked her stories; they always had a nice ending. She could make et seem like every ended happily. But she tolled a lie.
(Tearing up)
Meh mum was takin’ meh little sister, Amy, get a new dress...She’d been savin’ up money for Amys dress, and they went down te the store te pick et up.
(Sobbing)
That’s when the bomb went off...Meh mum and Amy were en the car...Meh sister was badly injured, but meh mum died...She worked so hard for our family, with seven children needin’ te be fed and educated...Meh eldest brother, Adam, hasn’t even gone back te school yet and he’s already gettin’ inte trouble...Meh brother, Sean, and I now have te do most of the chores and take care off wee brothers and sisters...Amy’s still en the hospital...and meh dad still has te fish te feed us all. When he’s not workin’ he spends most of his time en the pub drinkin’ the black stuff.... Yeh canna blame him...Mum did everything
(More sobing)
She did everything...We need her...We’re good Catholics...We work hard...Go te church...Why us?... Why Amy?... Why meh mum?...We weren’t out causin’ trouble protestin’, and we weren’t out wavin’ the union flag...We want better lives just as much as the IRA do...Meh mum and dad work hard for meh family te have a better live...We didn’t do anythin’ wrong...So, why did they have te take meh mum away from meh family...But she’s in a better place now...away from the violence...Gone but never forgotten.
Act 1, Scene 10
GERRY ADAMS (2002, conference, standing at a podium)
A month ago, I took office in the House of Commons, I had a press conference and I was asked a question...This woman, around 65 years old, she asked me for an apology.
(Low spot light on woman watching a TV)
She told me that thirty years ago, her son died. He died when the IRA set off a series of bombs around Belfast. She told me, he wasn’t protesting or causing a ruckus. He was just dropping of some groceries like she had asked him to. He was an innocent wee boy. Where’s the apology for her son’s death? She said she’s been hearing about rights for the victims of Bloody Sunday. But she wanted to know when it would be her son’s time to be remembered. Before that I came across an article in the paper. It was written in honor of the victims of Bloody Friday. It was written by a woman whose mother had died during the bombings, and her sister severely injured. (Low spot light to woman writing in front of a TV)
After her mother died, her family had to deal with countless of other struggles. After thirty years her family is still hasn’t fully recovered from the death of their mother. I have come here today, te make a public apology for those who died. We offer our sincere apologies and condolences te their families. While it was not our intention to injure or kill non-combatants, the reality is that on this and on a number of other occasions that was the consequence of our actions.
(Low spotlight to a few people huddled around a gravestone) In Belfast the IRA had set out to cause economic damage and had sought to avoid civilian casualties by providing at least 30 minutes’ warning in relation to each of the 21 bombs. It is a moot point whether the IRA operations just stretched the British too far for them to be able to cope with the situation, or whether they deliberately failed to act in relation to two of the many bombs, but it is clear that the IRA made a mistake in putting out so many bombs, and civilians were killed who certainly should not have been killed.
(Low spotlight on man with his family in front of a TV)
This was the IRA’s responsibility and a matter of deep regret. We hope that we can continue to push forward prospect of a peaceful Northern Ireland and Nation. Thank you.
(Leaves podium)
Marina Pyfrom
Relapse After the Shot to My Pride was at first a series of monologues that eventually molded together into a play. Nadia, the main character, has hit rock bottom after the death of her father. They were inseparable, their bond was like no other. She is not the only person who took his death, but the whole town is. Her father was a legend. He was the best soldier around, from his tactic ways to strategic plans, he knew it all. He spoke, live, breathed war. His last words he uttered was "Keep her safe" referring to his beloved daughter. Will Nadia survive the storm or will she crumble? '
This suspenseful theater play can relate to all of us in some type away. Loosing a close one is tragic. It is sometimes so painful that you have the feeling you just want to get away from it all. My message too you hopefully you realize after watching my play is there always is a light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to manage to get through it.
Characters:
Present Nadia, an artist who is outspoken about her past problems and is willing to talk about it.
Young Nadia, young adolescent who is miserable after the death of her father.
Nanda, Nadia’s father and also is the best well-known soldier around.
Sian, Nadia’s mother, she is very quiet and does not have a good relationship with her daughter.
Kamil, Nanda’s best friend and is also a soldier.
Rameesha, Kamil’s wife and has a friendly personality.
(Present Nadia standing at podium facing the audience)
Hello everyone, it sure feels good to be back in Sri Lanka. I know many of you came to attend the 5th year Memorial for my father, and I thank you graciously. But I do not think of this as a memorial service, its more of a celebration. Many of you probably thought I wouldn’t make it, and I reply saying I am here and I am staying. 5 years ago I was at the darkest part of my life and thought it was no way out. I remember it vividly as if it was yesterday.
(lights fades to black, then Young Nadia is on stage but its Present Nadia’s voice)
My feet were planted firmly in the damped green grass using the fatal position at which my life depended on it. That was the line my father always used to get my full attention when it was the right time. It was time, time to shoot. Time to shoot the apple that hung from the nail of the tree. My dad and I always went neck and neck at this game. Some times my dad would try to trick me to make me loose my concentration.
Oops, Nadia don’t mess up... wait is that your mother calling.
He would laugh then make this little girl voice saying
Nadiaaaaaaa
This time I was not going to fall for his tricks. You can only win if you had the best shot. I aimed the black rifle gun at the apple on the tree. Click! Pow! was the sound after I pulled the trigger. That shot unleashed tons of weight lifted off my shoulders. I was stressed about things I had no control of. The restrictions of my dad visits, hurt me deeply. It had cut our bonding time. Moments with him were crucial. He was the person I could open up about anything and the same with him. We relied and trusted one another with each others life. In time he would be due for his combat shift and have to leave immediately. Hearing and seeing that was a stab in my heart, the aching pain. To get my off the negative I stuck with the positive, Any time with him was better than none. Soon my mind floated back to reality. SPLATT! I felt my body moved back a couple of steps. There, was the exploded apple. My dad gave me a grin and a hug; pulled me closer and said in a cheerful voice
"That’s my pretty girl, Nadia I taught you well aye!"
We played a couple more rounds. That was our bonding time and we loved it. After my shocking gun shot, My dad showed me no mercy. He was the winner at the end. The score was 9-5.
(Lights back on at Present Nadia at the podium)
Daddy was off to fight. I couldn’t wait for him to come back. He is always scheduled for a break annually to pop in and check on us. The household was boring. I woke up, did my chores, ate, then went back to sleep. Where was the enjoyment? My mom always just sat in the living room and read her book. read, write, clean, and cook! That was all my mom did. And she enjoyed it. To me her life was so uninteresting. I don't have any clue on how her and my dad met. They are so different. My dad was the adventurous type, and he loved fun. And my mom was like the person who watch fun just pass by her.
(Light fades out and Young Nadia appears)
Mom come play apple blast with me.
Didn't I tell you about that game, get in the house right now! Its dangerous, Nadia I'm protecting you!
(Sian grabs Nadia by the shirt.)
Well me and daddy always play apple blast.
She looked me directly into my eyes as if she was looking strait through my brain. It was weird and made me feel awkward.
(Voice in the background)
Yes I know, but your father is off to the war, so don't touch the gun unless he is here with you.
But that’s not fair.
That’s the end of it, I don't want to hear anything else about it, find something else to do, how about you hang with some of your girl friends instead of the boys all the time!
Its no fun
(Lights fade at Present Nadia appears)
At that very moment I felt offended. It felt as if my own mom was not accepting the person I was or was becoming. She just tried to take the most important thing to me away, making it vanish from my presence. Not only was just shooting a gun at an apple. It had a deeper meaning. I was in a fight with my self and my feelings. Shooting was the stress reliever. And her taking the only thing that makes me happy was cruel. She was better off taking my soul.
(Young Nadia and her easel magically appears, she is now in her room.)
(Battlefield setting, and loud noises)
C'mon man say something, I need you right now, Just say something for me, Help! I need a nurse! Nanda c'mon your my best friend, your like a brother to me you cant leave me! Say something, anything!
(Kamil takes his shirt off his back and tied it around him to keep the blood from pouring out)
Keep her safe.
Brother, I will do anything even put my life on the line to save your family from anything.
Thank you brother you have really been there, tell them I love them and ….
Noooooooooooo
(Scene fades out with Kamil crying.)
(Morning Lights then appears Rameesha in kitchen on the phone.)
I never saw my husband act like this before. He barley eating anything, moping around. He took off from work. Nandi's death really hit him hard. Being his wife I don't know how to make him feel better. I comfort him but is that enough Yea, mhmm, I know take one day at time. But what if its not enough? Yea true, mhmm ok. uhm hmm I feel especially bad for Nandi's little girl Nadia. Well she's not little anymore but yea she is 15. She loves him to death. Not enough words can explain how much that girl loves him. I wonder she doing. Yea your right I should send Kamil around there to help out just be there for them, Ill bake some pies, Nadia loves my home made apple pies. Well I will talk to you later I need to get Kamil up so can eat something for lunch. Bye and thank you I'll make sure I tell Kamil.
(She walks into the living room to Kamil lying on the couch.)
RAMEESHA
Honey, Come, and eat, I have lunch for you! I'm not leaving! Here open wide.
Im trying babe, its just…
I know honey. I am just scared for you because I know how Nanda was like a brother to you. Its hard for the rest of us too. But I was thinking maybe you could stop pass Sian house to check on her and Nadia to see how they are doing because it has been a week.
That’s a good idea but I don’t know.
I understand if its too much. But you have to think about how Nadia feels you how closed she was with her father. All I'm saying is just check on them. Everything is going to be okay, and if it makes you feel better I will go right along with you. Because I am your wife, I love you, and I will stand by your side at all times. So your not alone. Ramesha and Kamil together forever.
I will forever and always love you.
(lights fade out.)
(Rameesha in bedroom & Kamil in living room)
Will you c’mon, how long does it take. I just want to be there first, so I can talk to Nadia and Sian. Mann, I sure miss him. What am I even going to say to Sian. Uhm, ok ready get set go! Sian, you know I love him and you all... Nahh You know he was like my brother. I know ex... Nahh its not about me its about them. Ugh what am I going to do?
You don’t need to rehearse a script. Just simply speak from your heart.
Wow, you look amazing. Youuu readdy?
Thank you and so do you! With you by my side, I am ready for anything!
Good Lets Go!
(Car noise & music lights flashing)
(Nadia in her room painting & Sian cleaning living room)
Family members and friends going to be stopping by. The house is a mess, nothing is right. Ugh why me, Nanda why did you have to leave me! I can’t do it without you. I am trying to keep everything together, but its hard. Ugh I still have to get dress, what time is it? Oh ok cool I have time. Naddddiiaaaaaaaaa come clean the kitchen, since you do nothing else, it’s the least you can do. Oh darn, we out of juice. Oh well water will do. Uhm what am I forgetting? Oh never mind I think of it later. Oh my God Nadiaaa! Come here right now! You see this, its bad luck. I know you love your father, we all do. But you know your not allowed to flip the pictures back over. You will let the evil in. Do you want that to happen? Just don’t let happen again. And what are you wearing? Go get change! You look like a raggedy boy, we have guest coming! Did you clean the kitchen like I asked you, I guess not. Ugh, I have to do everything in the house. Out my face get changed now. Don’t worry about Ill do it. Spoil brat.
(Light on Nadia in her room painting)
(Light focused on Living room & Doorbell rings)
Ok, just stay cool. Don’t get too emotional. Act as if everything is normal. Smile Sian. Breathe. All right I think Im ready. Oh hey Kamil and Rameesha, thank you so much for stopping by. I didn’t know how long you guys were staying so I roasted some turkey its in the oven. Did I ever tell you guys how you too were a great couple. You guys fit each other well. Oh well Ima check on the turkey be right back love birds ahaha.
(lights follows Sian out then focus back on Rameesha & Kamil)
Its worse than I thought Honey. She is a complete mess. She is not herself at all. I will be right back I’m going to talk to her see what’s really going on & confront her.
Alright cool, I will check on Nadia.
(Light focus on Kitchen)
Why, why , why me! I didn’t do anything to deserve this, I need Nanda. I thought I was going to be able to handle this, but I cant. Everything not gonna bee okkaayyyyy , how am I suppose to take care of the girl, she doesnt listen to me. Whhyyyy did I deserve this!
Shh shh shh your not alone we are here for you too. I love you Sian, we will get through this I promise. Lets Pray. Oneness of Life and Light, Entrusting in your Great Compassion, May you shed the foolishness in myself, Transforming me into a conduit of Love.
May I be a medicine for the sick and weary, Nursing their afflictions until they are cured;
May I become food and drink, During time of famine, May I protect the helpless and the poor,May I be a lamp, For those who need your Light, May I be a bed for those who need rest, and guide all seekers to the Other Shore. May all find happiness through my actions,
and let no one suffer because of me. Whether they love or hate me, Whether they hurt or wrong me, May they all realize true entrusting, Through Other Power, and realize Supreme Nirvana. Namo Amida Buddha
You have made me believe that there is a light at the end of this dark doomy tunnel. I really appreciate it. I needed this. Rameesha you are truly a phenomenal person. Thank you for everything.
No problem, and so are you. Any time you need to talk just let me know. I am always available. But anyway alright lets eat this delicious pie I made outside on the steps. We both could use some fresh air.
(lights follows them off stage)
(Now focused on Nadia in her Room with her easel)
(Nadia is heated she is sitting at her easel painting)
A spoil brat! Who does she think she is! How dare she? My dad, her husband just died and she don’t even care. That woman has absolutely no feelings. She yelling about flipping the pictures back over. Who cares if that a Sri Lanka tradition. Let the evil sprits come get me, anything is better living with her. She don’t want me her fine, I got something for her.
(Nadia moves to her closet and pulls out a box. Quick flash the lights on Kamil standing by the door.)
Soldier this solder that! Steal, kill, and destroy. I miss my daddy. I can’t take it no more. I need to get out of here quickly, Whoever killed my dad, I will find them and finish them off myself. Why couldn’t it be someone elses dad, anybody but mine. Taking him away from me is like taking my soul. The Memories, laughs, everything gone! Why should I even carry on with my life. If I leave who will truthfully miss me?
(Interruption: Kamil knocks on the door saying “I will”.)
(Room scene)
Listen, Nadia, its Kamil. I don’t care what you say I am coming in. Nadia I know its been hard on you, it has been on everyone. You dad was loved by all and he loved us all. I know exactly what you feeling. He was my best friend too. We been together since we was five years old. I been having nightmares ever since. I am scared. Not only for me but for you and your mom. Nadia you know you always been part of my family and I encourage you at any time if you need me let me know. You know I will be right on my way. I promised your dad that I will always keep you safe. Now I was listening outside for a couple minutes. You mother is just stressing a lot and its hard for her to bond with you because of the hardcore bond you had with you father. My advice to you is to just let her in a little bit more. Show her that you care and that you love her. And I bet it will make her smile, and you too. Remember Kind words can conquer. Now, wipe those tears. A pretty girl like you should not be crying.
Thank you, Uncle Kamil I really need that.
(Black out, Present Nadia and podium appears)
Now that talk with Uncle Kamil, literally saved my life. From that day on we build a wall of trust that was never knocked down. When times got rough at home with my mom, him and Rameesha let me live there in the extra room.
(Focus on the half of the stage, Young Nadia is in her room with Sian)
Oh, You hate me! Well guess what I hate you too! What kind of mother treats her daughter like crap. I wished daddy was still here to see the devil you become! I’m tired of listening to an over controlling, low self esteem monster of a woman! I don’t even know why I call you mom, you don’t even act like one. You know what I’m moving with Kamil and Rameesha where everyone loves each other! Move out my way, I need to pack my clothes.
Uhm, I don’t think so little girl. Who bought you those clothes? Oh, let me answer for you, Uhmm Me! So leave my clothes here, oh yeah and that dumb painting easel too. And get out!
Ugh I hate you! Have a nice life Sian
(Sunrise setting, Rameesha in Nadia’s room)
Nadia, can I talk to you for a minute? Are you awake? Oh good. Breakfast ready. But I just wanted to have a minute to talk. You know have some one on one girl talk. You have been nothing but a joy to be with, and we love having you here living with us. Its just its been 10 months since you been home to your mother. Before you say anything let me just finish saying I know she did some bad things, but that’s your mom. Kamil and I have been stopping past to check on her. And she is not the same. She has been very distant lately, and just not herself. Im not saying go by there but anything, like a phone call or maybe a letter, its better than nothing. Alright so ima let you think about that. And when you ready come downstairs and eat with us. I love you Nadia, I have faith you will make the right decision.
(Lights black out and Present Nadia pop up at podium)
Rameesha, of course was right. It didn’t even feel like it was 10 months since I seen my mom. I wonder if she missed me, or does she still hate me. I wanted answers, so the next day Rameesha dropped me off and waited outside in the car.
You made the right decision Nadia, and I am proud that you did. I will be just outside, call me if you need me. So go in. You can do it.
Hello? Is anybody here, its me Nadia. Hello? Oh my god Mom what are you doing, are you ok. Give me that bottle, Wake up! Mom please, wake up! Rameesha! Please come quick, Hurry. I don’t know what happen. I came in the kitchen and she just was like this is. She never drinks alcohol and uhm is she going to die? I cant have anybody else die close to me, I wont be able to deal with it. Thank you Rameesha for calling. Can we go meet her at the hospital? Alright let me grab some clothes for her.
(Siren noises & Present Nadia appeared)
I think day changed all of our lives. I never thought my mom would do that to herself. And dealing with that issue made us both stronger. Later that month after my mom was hospitalized. I moved back in with her to take care of her.
(Lights faded out Living room setting in place, With Young Nadia & Sian)
Anymore tea Mom?
No thank you, but we need to talk come sit down next to me. Let me start off by just saying I am truly sorry for my past actions, all of them. I was so jealous of you and your father bond. I am so embarrassed to say this but seeing that created a deep dark hatred in my heart. Watching you leave was the hardest thing ever. Although I acted as if I didn’t care, It had hurt me deeply. And those lonely nights led to fun alcohol drinking by myself. And I overdid the drinking way too much. I was drinking Gin with my breakfast meal and twice as much with dinner. Treating you like that is the thing I most regret. Will you accept my apology?
(Lights fade & Present Nadia pops up at the podium.)
(Young Nadia& Sian playing apple blast off stage)
The relationship between my mom and I got way better. We laughed, joked around. Everything was great. And the next day was even better.
(Lights faded and the living room setting appears)
Hey, Sian. You look nice today. I got great news, Where is Nadia? I want to tell you guys together. Oh she is in her room. Nadia! Hurry come here, I need to tell you something important. No, its nothing bad. So I invited my friend over for dinner the other day and he was telling how his wife does art in the U.S. I told him about you and showed him you room and all the paintings on your wall. He was amazed. And called his wife, and she requested a portfolio and an interview from you. It’s a really good job and it pays really well. The only thing is you have to live in the U.S. This is a once and lifetime opportunity. You are beyond a great artist I really think you should do it. Your old enough to take care of yourself, and plus you can always visit. Well I will let you think about it, let me know by Monday. Alright well I have to get to the market before it closes! Ok bye, Nadia let your heart decide for you. Bye, you guys. Let me know!
(light fades and Present Nadia at the podium appears)
My heart sure did guide me too my choice. I am now a professional artist living in California. I couldn’t even believe it. Buddha saw my struggles and granted me with my dream job. Every morning I think about my past. And it makes me even strive and w harder. I am so proud of myself. My dad is still in my heart and I hope he is watching me achieve my dreams. Thank you all, I truly appreciate you all for coming. Let the celebration begin! Cheers!
(The Sri Lanka music comes on and every one gets up and hugs Nadia.)
Act one scene one:
(two people talking simultaneously. Man (stan) on right child on left (justin). Man Starts)Stan:
So that their poster on your wall that says “god hates fags,” what does that mean?
Act 1 Scence 1
ABEBE
(stomach grumbling)
Walking through the small village that separated me from the only place near for me to get food, I saw a family. I walk this same path day after day, and see the same things, but something struck me odd on this day. They were the best thing I have ever seen since that day. They reminded me so much of the life I use to have, my happy and easier days. It was the life.
We were really happy. My mom worked in the fields all day and I helped her as much as I could. She tended the small bit of wheat that our family needed to get by and I would sit and talk to her. When the season of picking came, I would help her, we worked all day. It was hot and long, but it didn’t matter it was funny being with my mother.
I would carry two baskets of picked wheat into the shed and pile it up, and then run back to the field and pick up the next basket. I helped my mother make the baskets. She taught me so one day I could make them for when I had my own field to tend.
Every night at dinner, even though we had small bits of food, we still ate and we always sat at the table together. We talked and my father was amazing. He always told us stories from the day and was the funniest man I knew.
I never went a day without a smile. I remember them days. As I neared the last half a mile to stand in line for lunch the memories faded. the small yet so powerful bits of activities have stuck with me. I really do miss them days...
(the memories started to fade as the walk near its end. sigh and frown face)
Act 1 Scene 2
(The roof drips water, “drip drip drip” Abebe puts a bucket under the drid, takes a deep breath and begins to look for her blanket.)
ABEBE
The roof still has that hole that leaks. It is slowly getting bigger as the mud that makes the roof slowly slides down the sides. My house is falling apart, it is nothing like it use to be. Father use to fix it. He would make sure as soon as a problem stuck, he didn’t use fix it, he made it so much better. I am lucky i have a home, i guess, but what help does this home offer me? It doesn’t have warmth, love or shelter. Mother use to sew my blanket back together all the time, but now it has two holes that i can fit both my hands through at a time. Under that blanket I was covered in warm and her love for me, now i don’t know where it went, i guess it disappeared along with her when she got that horrible cold.
I’m so cold
(starts to shake, curls up in a ball and wraps the blanket around her, rocks back and forth)
Why not just sleep and live outside? At this point I don’t see the difference. The roof is disappearing as the mud slides, the floor, well what floor exactly, there isn’t any, just the ground same thing as what lies outside the walls. And the walls, oh boy, well they have holes just like the ceiling does. Father use to fix that to, the mud and mortar can no longer hold up and the strall is weak. I can’t fix them I’m barely ten, but they keep getting bigger. They are like windows, but Father said we didn’t need any windows they only showed weakness. I have 15 windows.
(Stands frowns, feeling of when a parent is disappointed in child.)
This house is so bad I feel like it may just crash down. Father would be mad. I’m sorry.
(looks shy.)
I think I’m moving out and
(grabs a couple special things and starts packing her stuff in a sheet) living outside, for my own good and safety. (ties up the sheet and walks out the biggest hole used as the door way.) Father would agree.
Act 1 Scence 3
(Lady from “Kids R the Now. “ the sponor program in Ethopia She is at the dinner table with her family, talking about the day of work like the daily routine of her family.
(Ms. Afework and her kids, Daniachew and Ayana are eating at the dinner table.)
MS. AFEWORK
Work, it was alright (pause) well as good as it could be.
Why, why do you guys think. The kids I see and the stories I hear from them they are horrific. Not a single one one them today didn’t make me wanna cry. (pause) but I can’t. do you know how hard it is to not cry.
I know, I know, I’m late I just couldn’t leave I had to finish up something, I couldn’t just pause it for tomorrow, you can’t pause some one's life.
I didn’t think so, when you need to cry you need to cry, but I’m the only person these people have. I should be strong for them, that way I can help them, and encourage them to think of a brighter future. Do you understand?
I didn’t think so, it’s hard to understand the feels that both they and I have.
Well alright I’ll give you an example.
(as the mom explains it the actions of the girl will happen on the other side of the stage, and the monologues will switch back and forth)
(Abebe is lying on the ground leaning on a big rock, cuddled in a ball in a big open space. It is night-time)
Act 1 Scence 4
ABEBE
uhh, its so cold,
(teeth chattering)
I would be fine if only i cold get to sleep. Tomorrow it would be different I would go to bed earlier and I will be stronger. Now just to get to sleep to night. (long pause)
What’s that noise?
(Abebe - wide eyed, still, but alert as footsteps in a near distance get closer and shadows begin to appear. Lights on that half of the stage fade out)
AHHH! Help!
(Screams continue until lights are all the way out, stage is pitch black. A big still man figure is leaning over her)
(switch to other side of the stage)
(Ms,Afework looking at her kids, still at the dinner table )
Act 1 Scence 5
MS. AFEWORK
So today as i was walking I came upon this one girl, she was cold and lying on the ground. She was in a little ball, shaking. Her clothes were ripped, like the pair of pants I made you throw away last week, do you remember?
(say it slowly, and pause after each sentence)
You do, now think worse. The rips were so thick, so wide. She was naked. She was bruised and bleeding. Her face was wet with tears.
I walked over to her because as part of Kid R the Now it’s my job to help kids that are walking and doing tasks by themselves. I went to check to see if she had parents, a family. She has nothing. She is by herself.
(looks at her children’s faces)
That’s what I thought, what if you were alone, what if I died. Now do you understand my moods.
(kids head kind of nod)
As a mother and having my own family, its natural to put myself in the position of her mother or think about if they was one of you guys. I wouldn’t be able to bare it.
Had enough? Well the story isn’t over, not even to worst part either. She flinched at any type of movement towards her. She was scared of me, me of all people. She didn’t want me to touch her and when i tried to touch her and clean her up, she screamed. Screamed thing like “no, don’t touch me, stop. Please stop.”
Her mind had been messed with, she couldn’t tell the different between hurt and help. She had been destroyed from the kid inside to the outside layer of skin. Can you guess what has happen to her? Do you know what she bared the night before?
(confused faces from the kids)
I can’t even tell you what all happened, but what I do know is she was raped, she an eleven year old girl. She had been pinned out, taken advantage of, and stripped of her childhood last night. Now after it, you know what she was left with, she is honored of having this random men’s aids. This is why I am upset, I was with her when she found out, i was next to her and I was her shoulder to cry on. I was her only shoulder.
So no i couldn’t just leave. She is a very smart girl. Her parents died from aids, and now she knows she has it, and she knows what she is destine to. She is destine to a shorter life and is destine to die the same way her parents did.
Can you understand that? This is what my daily work life is. Be thankful and stop complaining about me being late. Eat your dinner.
(family resumes dinner, kids head down staring at their plates.)
Act 1 Scence 6
ABEBE
(the camera guy walks away. Abebe, Talking to herself while looking down at herself)
Thank you. Thank you so much. This family I don’t even know, that doesn’t live anywhere near me and that don’t have a plan to met me wants to help me. What are they getting out of providing for me? A picture that i so dread taking? There has to be more, wouldn’t you think? But they have really made my life into something. I can still remember that horrible house and that horrible night (chills run up her back, she flinches) I never thought it would be possible for me to be here. Here, I have friends and a new family of people that love and care for me. A strong support system and no holes possible to fall through and back into my old habits. I’m sitting here, warm. In clothes that fit and that are new and still have color, with a tummy that is full and with feet that aren’t killing me. Just weeks, days ago I was cold, sitting outside unaware and scared for tomorrow. I have medical treatment now to help me with my aids and schooling to give me the most of live. They are helping me live with my aids so I can live long and make a life with my education to help me get there.
(looks up and sees pictures of other families on the wall)
I miss being a family, a real family. A family with a mother and father, a family that was blood. There is a special bond there that only people that share blood have. I can’t explain it but it’s there. (looks up at the picture, and lightly touches it with her finger) In some way this sponsor lady in America makes me, makes me angry yet weak. Yes she is helping me, which is great but is she just proving me that I cannot do it myself? Can I not take care for myself, because of this family, I no longer have a chance to prove myself. I just don’t know. I feel like she is telling me that I am not good enough for my own self.
Don’t get me wrong I am grateful, but when is enough, enough i feel even more helpless now then before.
(she sits back down, folded legs and fake smiles for a picture)
(under her breath)
I just don’t know anymore..
Act 1 Scence 7
LAURA
(looking at the picture of the Ethiopian girl)
She is beautiful,
(yelling in the living room)
everyone, Hun, kids, guys?
(back at the picture)
Look at her she is great. She looks like her smile is getting brighter. And her body looks healthy. I’m glad I can help her in some kind of way. Look at them, Timmy and Sara they are the best and I love them with all my heart, I mean I gave birth to them; they are my babies. They are what make my day, I get up in the morning for them and everything I do is based around them. What would their life be like if they lived here alone and raised themselves? If I had such a disease like her mother did. What if I had Aids, the thought of it is just so hard,
(shivers)
knowing my husband had it or cheated on me and got it, and I unwillingly and unaware was exposed to it. It’s heart breaking to think I could of been there and to think I could have past it to my children if it was before I was born.
The thought of it all just mind boggling, I don’t even allow them to be home alone for longer then 2 hours nor do I let them use the stove. My children wouldn’t be able to do it, they live such a sheltered life. She is brave and though I have never met her I can tell she is incredibly smart, even before the school that I have paid for her to attend. Her perseverance is phenomenal. At the age 12 she is already a greatly mature adult, more of an adult then I could ever be.
I wonder if she gets to play like a kid, my kids biggest concerns are there toys and chocolate milk, not how they will eat or if they will eat that night. Even with I, i think about the things I have to do for the following day or clean the house, instead she thinks about is she going to be able to find somewhere to sleep. Someone else’s misfortune shouldn’t be what makes me realize how much I have and how much everyone hear in America is doing better compared to countries like Ethiopia.
Her great long black hair,
(looks at the picture)
so thick and well brushed, and her clothes so colorful and clean. Them beautiful big brown eyes are the focus of the picture, they tell so much of her feelings and I can’t figure out why but her eyes just automatically make me smile, its like forced upon. Her smile and her teeth look like they are being treated, it just makes me so happy that i have my own tooth brush, I never really thought about it before. Toothbrushes are so second nature to us here, but for her it’s is not at the top of the list. That what makes me so happy to send her money every month, she too should have what I have and what my family has. I’m so proud of my children, as proud as a mother could ever be.
(yelling in the living room)
Guys, are you coming, Timmy, Sara, Hun? Its dinner time, we are have spaghetti and meatballs and it’s getting cold!
(exits stage)
Scene 1:
Stage Directions: A lady telling her story of escaping Tibet to an interviewer, who is doing a research about Tibetan and Chinese relationship because she was once told not to take any pictures and a group of soldiers snatched her necklace when she toured Tibet and just by curiosity she figured to research about the relationship.When the whole thing happened, I was pregnant with my first son.
(tears filled up her eyes, but continues talking)
He was 7 months old and my stomach was huge. I had to wake up at 2 in the morning and leave with only the clothing I had on. I grabbed two pack of tsampa, which... which is like a traditional food. (gives a hand gesture while explaining what tsampa is)
He was kicking much harder than usual too.
(touches her stomach, remembering how it felt... and face turns serious)
I tried to be calm and control but I couldn’t help but my anxiety, showing on my face. I could see my family members look at me strangely but they were too busy with the whole leaving the country situation. I heard my mom say we’re going to die but my dad refused saying we’re not going to die, we have to run away from this place without anyone noticing. I was getting more and more anxious. I passed by the Chinese neighborhood police station, I could see one of the police smoking but we all were so quiet, he didn’t even noticed us walking by in the dark. There were 7 of us including my coming baby, (touches her stomach)
my father, mother, sister, aunt, my grandfather & me. We saw couple other groups going too. We had no idea where we were going, kept on walking, walking and walking. (The interviewer widened his eyes making a wow face gesture but the lady continued saying what she was saying.) Yeah I did walk all the way from Tibet to India. It was trouble some but there was no way to get here. It was either die from Chinese government or escape and hopefully live. The other group that came with us had a little girl, she had worn a small soled shoe and she walked with us without one single complain. (face brightens) I was surprised to see such mature girl, she looked like she was around 8 or 9 year old. Later when we got here, She showed her feet, her toe was bleeding (points to one of her foot) and it had become huge. The shoe had a hole at the bottom. I couldn’t do anything but There was such hope and determination in her voice when she said it. I wondered how lucky her mother was to have such a child that thinks for herself that way. I hoped my coming daughter or son would become just like her and appreciate my love for them.
Act 2
I saw those soldiers with their guns marching through the neighborhood. My mom left to get some meat from her pay this morning and I had to baby-sit my siblings since I’m the oldest in my house. I tried to be calm and breathe. I told my siblings to hush so they won’t come to our house. I peeped through the ajar door, mom had forgotten to close the door and if I close right now, it’ll be too late. It’s old and rusty, it needs oil but I have no idea what oil you need to use and my mother doesn’t either. Wish father were still here to take care of the household. Mom is too busy being a housekeeper for a rich Chinese family when she has 5 children at home with no parental supervision, only me, a 14-year-old girl. She loves us though.(her face wanders around for a while.) She always brings one or two toys for us and starts telling us how sorry she is that we have to live such horrible lives because she didn't move to India when she had Penpa, my youngest little brother. She continues saying ‘I hope one day you all will become great people in life’ and leave the room crying. I’ve always loved her because i don’t consider it her fault. (high pitched) She was pregnant! How could she have ran away when she was pregnant and had four other children on her hands. I’ve heard stories that many Tibetans died on their trail to India. Like for example, my aunt, she was 7 month pregnant! (widens her eyes) I have no idea how she is anymore. She probably died on the trial with her first baby unborn. I feel lucky to be alive and I tell my siblings the same and that they are lucky to even have a mother to take care of us. (Dolma, 8 years old, younger than me, nudges me quietly) I quickly looked and saw one of the soldiers coming towards us. I hoped dear god please let him go away. Please! Please! Please! I don’t want them to take away any other of my family members. Luckily some other soldier called him and left, to the opposite door. Bang! Bang! Bang! I quickly covered my sibling’s eyes with my arms; my arms weren’t long enough to cover every one’s eyes. I prayed please! Don’t let my siblings become influenced by these men. I could hear the mummers of the soldiers something about the family’s mother being a part in the protest and how dare she get out alive. They marched right off with their arms loaded again. I closed the door and went to bed hoping mom would come faster and nothing bad happened to her on her way.
It was pitch dark, I couldn't see anything, what so ever. I kept on asking what we were doing but dad hushed me with his deep fatherly voice. I kept quiet till he said I love you both a lot and know that your parents will always loved you. My brother figured what was happening and started anticipating. He started saying I know what you are about to do, don’t do this to us, please! Don’t! I thought for a moment unsure of what was happening. Finally dad blurted out, we might be able to cross over the borders but he was pretty sure he wasn’t going to make it through. He handed us the suit cases and told us it was some food and clothes packed for us. He was 51 years old and I was 10 at the moment and my brother, 14. I remember him telling us we were continuing going on the trail to Nepal which will take about around a day or so and when we reach there, try to look for a lady named....... (Pauses trying to remember her name) I can’t remember her name right now but he said she’d help me go to a Tibetan school in northern India, a Tibetan school run by our his holiness the Dalai Lama’s sister. He said we’d be thankful for what our parents have planned for us. And I do now, I am grateful to receive such good education even without parent’s support, I still have a great future ahead of me. One day, I’ll go see my parents in Tibet and make them be proud of what I’ve accomplished. Hoping they’ll still be there when I get there.
This series of monologues (now turned into more of a play
form) tell a short story about the people of Zimbabwe when they were in a great
time of need. The country was one a bit of a turn when the people started to
lose their homes and get most of their money taking a way from them. At the
time money was becoming less of a problem because the people that were left
behind had to pay the hospital with food in order to survive and receive the
type of care that is needed. The people of the land blamed Mugabe for their
problems but his intentions are to clear his name.
Title: Footprints Aren’t The Only
Thing Left Behind In Zimbabwe
By: Aja Wallace
Cast of Characters
Setting
In
Zimbabwe when Robert Mugabe was President. Starts off during the day and as
time goes on different day occur.
Act 1 Scene 1
(Curtains open: Day time Lights: Curtains open Chenzira downstage
center, sitting on the dirt road watching the cars go by and counting them
under his breath with small lip gestures and he moves his head up and down to
match the cars going by. Speaking with slight sick tone. With a dusty dirty bag
with Salted Groundnuts in it. With an open wound on his left leg between his
calf and ankle, not covered.)
CHENZIRA
So um
they left us, just left us to die. Not to live only to die......Then they want
to take all da money away.......Yea, they wanna make us pay in food. I
know it sound crazy. Not even real. When I first heard it I thought they was jokin’.
(Gets excited and starts to cough then clears his throat
deeply)
They
don’t even use it! They got that food lookin like a giant sand dune of
unshelled nuts in dat hospital’s cavernous chapel. See they care more about the
food their getting then the medical care of the people.
(Brings his left hand up to his waist then shakes it to
all of the Syllables in the next sentence. Then brings both of his hands to his
sides.)
They
literally, are providing medical services for peanuts I still can’t even believe
it.... So um now I’m sittin’ on the road left with no where to go and of course
nuttin’ to eat, I’m so sick, that even if there was a job out there for me
anywhere I can’t even work. To make things better I havta take this
(Holds up above his had with his right hand, a dusty dirty
bag of Salted Groundnuts then puts it down.)
Little
bit of food I do got to da hos-pital to save my life.
(Shouts with lots of anger)
What
little life I got left! So for the idiot who said choosing food over money is
stupid,...is stupid,.... was stupid, well you know what I mean.....
(Shakes his head kind of fast for
three second, then walks to Left center stage and sits with his knees in his
chest with the bag of nuts still clutched in his right hand.)
(Coming from upstage right Dakarai, Gamba and Sheba are
running down stage right then over to Chenzira and Dakarai kicks dirt on
Chenzira.)
(Chenzira
stats breathing heavy while staring at the kids with a puppy dog eyed face.
Then starts to move his mouth to pretend he is talking to himself while one
fear falls out of his right eye. He lets that tear run and fall to it can’t be
seen anymore then waits to see what the kids do next. He slows his breathing
down and puts on a face of confidence.)
(Dakarai, Gamba and Sheba approach him. Dakarai and Sheba
start to laugh at him then two of them ran off to up stage right, turn around
and look at Chenzira for two seconds then leave the stage. Gamba stays and
pulls out a piece of cloth from his pocket with the two letters RM on the bottom
right hand corner of it. Robert Mugabe’s cloth. He then gave it to
Chenzira and walks down stage right when he gets their he puts the cloth in his
right pocket and pats the pocket twice.)
CHENZIRA
See those damn’in kids don’t even
know, they won’t even stop for those areas dat don’t got functionin’ hospitals,
the cholera epidemic got to those people. Just like when all that talk started
about deporting undocumented Zimbabweans because of their working permits.
(Fanning his right hand to the air twice then puts it back
down.)
Man I’ll tell ya…but that cholera
the, killed more than 2,000. See they don’t even care. Tough luck isn’t even a
way to put it.... No you can’t fool me to think everything is just gonna change
over night because you tell me the US-based group called for the UN to take
control of the health service. They just gonna make us poorer by tellin’ us to
bring more peanuts to them. I know, you think how would I know but they seen
everything fall apart. Yessss, they did nothin’. All they do is take, take,
take and expect us to give, give, and give. The only gift we truly get is death
from the sick and no food to eat. For those who family is nowhere to be found
they just died of disease and if not they just go and do somethin’ crazy.....
Yea there are a lot of people that need food, if you tryna be an aid, eleven
million to be exact.
(Spoken very slowly)
We have
no phone service and no electricity all we want is to live, but no they take
the one gift we get from God.
(Stands up slowly as he is yelling
with anger and hitting both his fist against his chest with a steady beat.)
Nobody
care for me, nobody care for us. No-body. We just da Zimbabwean people, I know
I see the looks on the faces. Everybody think cause I’m old I don’t know what
I’m taking about but oh you damn well be-lieve I do.
(Deep laugh)
Hahahahaha
cuz Robert is the one to blame...
(Passes out and light goes out
left stage center. As the lighters are going to upstage right waiting for
Robert’s arrival, Chenzira gets up and walls off stage. Curtains close )
Act 1, Scene 2
(Curtains open:Enters from upstage right, then walks down
stage center and lights come on with an office setting with the sound of
Laughing Dove birds in the background. Robert then starts speaking in a nervous
tone and twitching his right hand by his side)
ROBERT MUGABE
For being the second president of Zimbabwe I know I am
doin’...doing. A very good job. Not something everybody can just say. To rule
against the white minority is a powerful thing. See, leaving people behind
thing was only something that had to be done there was no other way. Any other
way would have been the wrong way.
(Robert starts to sounds less nervous and the sound of the
Laughing Doves stops in the background)
To fix
everything to make it right we as a whole had to make everything the way it is
suppose to be. I suppose you, want to know how the people felt, they were okay
with it. They didn’t mind what was going on. While all of this is going on I’m
living just fine. I happen to like, no I happen to love the life I live.
(Stops shaking his right hand then
stats to shake the left hand. Then starts to look around as if he was being
watched)
See when
I went to prison I really think that gave me a different outlook on life and
all the things it has to offer. I can have any and everything, everything I
want in life and I’m just doing to take it, why because I have the right to do
so. I have a nice house and I’m very happy so everybody else should be too.
(The lights go off
upstage right, and Robert is walking off stage.)
(Chenzira
comes back on stage and walks to the center of the stage the lights start out
dim on him then get lighter. When Chenzira gets to the center of the stage he
sits there looking around. Then lays down with his head facing down)
Act 1, Scene 3
(Sun Set Lights: Dakarai and Sheba are walking back and
starting to mess with the old man. They start to stare at the old man to see if
he moves because they think he’s dead staring in awe. DAKARAI starts to speak
both Dakarai and Sheba are standing next to the Chenzira. The Dakarai starts to
speak.)
DAKARAI
He’s dead
look at him jus’a lyin’ there. Ain’t doin’ nuttin. Look at dat fly on is leg,
its about to eat his meat right out his leg! Hey lets poke him wit a stick and
see if he bleeds more. Then again lets not we don’t wanna get what ever he done
got. Yea that smart man disease. Thinkin’ he know everything, about everything.
He don’t no much of nothin’. Nothin’ about nothin’. Ha! Ha! nothin’ about
nothin’. Yup that’s what he knows. Betcha he didn’t know Sr. Wantsalot hahah….
Mugabe was trained as a teacher in a Roman Catholic school. Got peoples
thinkin’ he into that religion stuff but don’t wanna help people in need.
Religious man?...Praying for people?...Helping the people? Nope ! He sure ain’t
help us. Ha! Ha! Us, dat man, nobody tat all. All he want it stuff dats gonna
make him happy and take away the money everybody once used. Got us layin’ on
dirt roads. Fightin’ of them skeetoes in the nights. And he up there…somewhere,
somewhere nobody knows sleepin’ like a lil baby.
(Sheba echoes Dakarai and Sheba’s voice is a little louder
then Dakarai’s)
Betcha,
betcha,
(Dakarai speaks again, by herself)
Man don’t
know, after he come from jail he wanted da white man farmland too. Aahahah
yeaa, mama told me bout dat one. Taken the land from a white man don’t make you
no bigger and better but he seem ta think so. Betcha he didn’t know, just
betcha he didn’t know he da whole reason why nobody was gettin’......em-ployt,
employ.....JOB!...ahahah yea.
Act 2 Scene 1
(Curtains open:Night Time Lights: Down stage right the lights
come on and Robert enters the stage from the right wing and walk to upstage
center and as he is walking there the light is coming to meet him at upstage
center. Standing in his house all alone in front a window, the window is on the
wall upstage center, with the glare of the moon shinning in his face. Staring
out a window looking at the moon with a blank face. With a big mirror
reflecting his face and torso to the audience.)
ROBERT MUGABE
Everybody
who’s anybody think they all know me. Think they all have me figured out. I
laugh at you all. You all get to thinking I don’t have a heart, Oh! but I do. I
have loved and lost. I was married to Sally Hayfron and her kidney gave out
before her heart was supposed to. Tough time for me almost reminds me of my
childhood,
(Mild chuckle, then sighs)
Yea, my
siblings and I always had the hope of growing up to become a nun. Mom was a
passionately religious woman.
(Sigh)
Which
brings me back to 1934,Michael,..... my brother, he was only fifteen, and he
died,...
(Sigh)
Wasn’t
easy at all the considering the fact my mother fell apart. His death was so
traumatizing it’s freshly in my mind with vivid description. It was something
that nobody, I mean nobody wants to go through....... Those dishes, cause of
the enema Father O’Hea had to inject and. …those dishes, I remember the exact
spot where they were with Michael’s pieces of intestines in them. All of this
because...
(Two sniffs and starts to cry a little)
Nobody
was willing to take him to the hospital for the proper care he was in need
of..... They said no they can’t take him cause mom wasn’t home but dad wasn’t
either but dad was never there...., never so mom was all we had. So everybody
said no they couldn’t take him to the hospital because they would have had to
cut him open there. All I wanted was my brother to live, but instead I got he
gruesome memories of his body in bowls.... Yea I know it wasn’t even about me
but because of that I’ve been scared ever since. Then I became the oldest and I
had so much, so much stuff to help out with.
(Turns to the audience, yells and sniffles between every
word)
It was so
hard for me!
(Lights go off up stage center)
Scene 2
(Next day, 6am Day Lights: Lights come on right stage center,
Chenzira walks on stage from the left wing, with a bag in his right hand. He
goes to right stage center and starts filling up a small holy bag, full of
rocks. Moving at a steady paste. Then he starts to walk all around in circles
and squatting every time he finds the rock he is looking for. Also looking up
at the audience from time to time. Taking to himself with a slight mumble. The
walks to down stage center.)
(Walking out to down stage right and sits Indian style facing
Chenzira and listening to him. Lights shinning on both Gamba and Chenzira)
CHENZIRA
Haahah
(Sigh, then starts talking to Gamba)
Yea cuz’a
I know what er’body don’t know but once I tell you, five minutes later you
gonna be done said, cha knew it!
(Starts speaking fast)
And dat
ain’t e-ben fair to me cuz then chu gonna be goin' round sayin’ dat old man
crazy
(Starts speaking at a regular pace.)
..........But right now chu and nobody else don’t know
nuttin when, I knowed it. So I hear some people talk about it... Yea those
things we ain’t pose to mention.....
(Gamba moves his mouth and frowns his eyebrows as if he is
asking a question but no words come out of his mouth, just movement and
Chenzira makes an annoyed tone)
Well uh I
dunno why they mention them.
(Back to his regular voice.)
...Yea?...Yea.
Them voices,
(Shaking his head as if he is agreeing with someone)
I hear
them and they told me too. They told me about it,
(In a whisper, and squats down to Gamba)
Sssshhh.
Now look’a hear just cause them voices be tellin’ me stuff don’t me you can go
on tellin da whole world.
(Back to regular tone of voice and sits Indian style next
to Gamba)
But you
prolly gonna go on an do it anyways....ain’t chu boy?!....... They say about
the death of Michael, Mugabe’s brother and how Mugabe became his mother
favorite child when he was gone. Cause she done gone and went crazy. So
then she wanted the little ole shy child to become everything she wanted him to
become. They say it was a lot for him to live up to since he was so sensitive
and what not. Then they say he became a bookworm because he got teased when he
was younger by his friends fo bein’ sucha mama’s boy. Cuz he was sucha mama’s
boy he couldn’t even fight to keep dem books in his hand.....but everybody
think cause I’m old I don’t know what I’m taking about but oh you damn well
be-lieve haha, I do....Haahah
(Sigh).
What’s
cho name mean boy? Cuz if you ain’t figure it out by now I can tell’ja what it
mean....and uh before I forget don’t come round here lookin fo me no
more........Cause I heard of some place up da road bouta, uh, 2,3,4..uh 3, 4
miles up the road on foot. So I’m gonna be goin dere to see what kinda stuff
they got in store for us. Wanna see they gonna help us in this time of
(Puts hands up and makes air quotes for the word need,
along with a slight grin)
“need”.....Yea,
I know everybody sayin’ that place ain’t but no good. But,
(Mild chuckle)
Can’t be
no worse then what we got here on them dirt roads over there. I be eatin’
dinner out the dargone trash can for god sake....I miss them good old days.
When I had a house wasn’t what most people would like to have, but I called it
home.
That place never done
me wrong it was always there, everyday of the year. I ‘memeber one morning
waking up and looking at the ceiling, it was warm the day, the cool breeze
trickled down from my head to my toes. It was a sudden rush you get, like when
you on the beach just relaxing. Then out of nowhere you get to fill that cool
ocean breeze.....Yeaaa I know its nice itn’t it?... Yea, everybody say that, I
know nobody can get enough of it...but that’s not important I have to go on now
and get ta walkin’.
Scene 3
(Noon/Miday Lights: Speaking to
the old man. Still sitting on the ground in Indian style.)
Huh?...My
name?..my name is um....no ain’t no cat got my tongue. Just nobody neva
cared nuff to asked dats all. Cuz I’m all older and nice they just think im
nothin’ but a big mamas’s boy.
(Trying to make eye contact with
Chenzira but squinting because of the glare of the sun.)
GAMBA
Same
thing they thought about Mugabe. Some lil mama’s boy who all soft and can’t do
nothin’. But see I was doin’ something my name means well idunno but I’ll think
of something if you ain’t tellin’ me, Well I’m 14 so that should make some
difference in how people treat me but nope, it don’t not one bit. Come to think
of it Mugabe was only four year younger then me when he had to be at his
strongest. See he so set on doing big things and I know I can’t do big
things.....How I know?.....Cuz I’ve tried the only
(Holds hands up and using air
quotes when he says big thing)
“Big
thing” I can do is take a crap. Wait nope, not even do that cause sometimes I cry
to my mom, so I can’t even do that. See I can’t do nothin. Nothin at
all......Oh,
(Spoken as if he is
asking a question)
my name
(Spoken regular)
…..Gamba.
(Lights go off on
them as they walk upstage left and exit stage out the left wing. Curtains close)
Act 3, Scene 1
(Curtains
open:Day 4pm Lights: Enters from right wing. Walks down to center stage, in a
brightly lit office typing on the computer, sitting at a large desk. Talking
out loud to himself as he gets his paper work done.)
ROBERT MUGABE
This work
is always more everyday I step foot in this office, I finish one thing and bam!
There’s another. Tryin’ to make so many deals and bargains. See and everybody
really use to think I was a mama’s boy but look where it got me. It’s a funny
thing.
(Turning his both his eyebrows in
and down and putting his left hand on his chin with his below on the desk.)
To those
of you that already know me, this will simply be a joyous refresher of your
cherished memories of me. To those with the still unfulfilled desire to know me
better, I welcome you to an intimate glimpse of Mugabe” See I went to jail for
“subversive speech” and I only want the white mans land because I don’t trust
them....Put me in jail. That was not even right.
Act 3, Scene 2
(Enters from the left wing then runs to the center of the
stage then falls to the ground on his knees, looking lost and looking around
very fast. With big tears coming down his eyes)
GAMBA
Chenzira!
Chenzira! Where?.....Where is Chenzira...Did they see the art of Mugabe and
think he did it?... They saw that artwork that was insulting to him, but how
could they think the Chenzira did it?..... There is no way they can blame him
for such things. He just didn’t want to see these things happen to these
people. He has lived on this land for so many years and to see it come to and
end hurt him down to his heart....The people with the news cameras come around
and see Chenzira talking about Mugabe and as soon as something is displayed
they think he did it!....Wait I know where Chenzira went to the place
(Walks to down stage left then knocks on the door facing
the left wing, talking to a pretend person who opens the door.)
Have you
seen and old guy
(Holds up arms until he can’t reach anymore)
About, this tall, really old with a limp to his right leg,
5 gray patches on his head and shinny fake eye with a big black and purple
scare going through it......Down the hall?.... What do you mean he’s suppose to
be down the hall but you don’t know where he is…..okay okay Thank you, for the
help you didn’t give.
(Sun Set Lights: Walks around the stage, down stage right
and down center throwing rocks. Then he moves to left stage center throwing the
rock directly across from him to right stage center. He begins the sounds of
the rock hitting the ground is not longer happening it is move of a thump
sound. Gamba then walks over to right stage center and removes the covers
thinking he has found Chenzira.)
More
covers, how nice, you told me you were going to be here it was like you lied to
me for no reason, no reason at all. I was all worried about you, got thinkin’
somethin’ happened to you....Your not here!....Yes that’s sounds like the guy I
was lookin’ for....well idunno where he is! That’s whyyy Ugghhhhhhh. Okay, well
he said he was gonna be here, I can only go by what he tells me.....Well no, I
dunno where you are,
(Spoken as if asking a question)
I guess
he thought he couldn’t trust me.
(Sigh, speaking regular and his eyes start to water)
Yea, he must to have wanted to protect himself who
wouldn’t in this world.
(Mugabe walks
into the room from the left wing, over to Gamba)
ROBERT MUGABE
Guess
what, I heard you screaming about that old guy and I’m willing to help you look
for him if you’re looking for help. Or should I say want my help...Yea, because
I’ve heard dome not so nice things said about me and I have to start fixing
thing around here and for starters lets make those watery eyes go
away......Yea, have to fix this and I want to, so cry no longer and sorry I
can’t wipe your tears with my initial cloth but I seem to have lost
it when I was on the go trying to take care of business. For a while I never a
lost it and I didn’t even care now I want it back. My mom gave it to me when I
was younger.
(Mugabe looks at Gamba waiting for his next move)
(Spots and
picks up a piece of paper on the ground with his eyes and opens it, then begins
to reads in a whisper.)
GAMBA
Warrior,
cuz...Ima...a warrior
(Speaks louder and waves the paper in the air)
A warrior
(Speaks in a regular tone again and puts the paper in his
right pocket and pats the pocket twice.)
I’m a
warrior Chenzira says, that’s what my name means.
(Lights go off of
Gamba and Mugabe and they wall to upstage right and exit out the right wing. Curtains
close)
Act 3, Scene 3
(Curtains
open: Night Time Lights: Enters from the left wing. Walking to down stage
right, with a drink in his right hand half drunk. Walking with a slight wobble.
With another liquor bottle in his left pocket.)
CHENZIRA
Everything
was not so easy I hate when people think life is always easy.
(Screaming to the night sky, with his left hand in a fist
throwing it to the sky.)
You are
all dummies.
(Talking to the audience as he walks down stage right and
down stage left back and forth in a timely manner.)
I’ve been
on top before and it was swweettt, man was it oh, so friggin’, sweet! But then
came Mugabe taking everything from me.
(Drinks some of the liquor in his hand, lets it drip on
his chin and doesn’t wipe it.)
We were
neck and neck
(Big deep belch)
Then the
crowd was quiet but then they just wouldn’t shut up cause Mugabe was talking so
the kept a clappin’ and clappppiinnn’
(Screaming to the night sky)
Damn you
all.
(Talking to the audience as he continues to walk down
stage right and down stage left back, forth in a timely manner)
When I
got up there they were quiet, ahaha or is it that I’m so drunk I can’t even
remember what the crowd did from me ahaha but anyways. Yea there were all
those, white, black, tan, orange and brown faces. Every last one of them was
just there. Then
(Stops walking and sits down stage center on the corner of
the stage so his feet dangle off the stage and starts talking to the bottle.)
That guy,
don’t know who he was but he knew what he was talking about, wait no he didn’t
(Drinks from the bottle again, this time some falls out of
his mouth on his chin and he wipes it with his left hand.)
Cause
she, he said Mugabe was da new president. I tried to act like I don’t care but
I did, but day just made me so made and he that guy who told everybody Mugabe
was the president, he done lied to me. Told me he was my friend I found my new
friend.
(With unsteady finger points at the bottle of liquor and
shakes his head as if he is dizzy.)
Yea,
yyooouuu. You never lefffft me, you were always there, you new I nnneeddedd
chu. ‘Memeber that time we lost the house and I was drinkin’ you so I didn’t
really care but then I neededdd more of you so I gave my clothes away to get
more of you
(Smiles a big Kool-aid smile)
I had so
much more of you, even doe in da morings you wasn’t always so nice. Then those
jealous people was tryin to make me get rid of you, but
(Tears fall down his face and stats to yell)
I wasn’t
about to do that!
(Speaks in slight drunk voice, no longer yelling)
I
listened to your whispers so closely, ever so close....I ‘member those nightsss
tossing and turning because I was sick and you were all I had. I needed you
everyday and you were the only one that understood me. Like no utter. And I
know why this happened he told them...Mugabe that’s who, told them, that I was
a drunk but I didn’t
(Cries)
Need it
everyday until I lost I just didn’t know what to do with myself. I was a screw
up. Dats what me pa use to call me when I didn’t do things right all the time.
(Drinks the rest of the bottle
then pulls out another bottle from his left pocket, opens it hold his head up
and drinks it all, belches and pass out as the light fade away from him. He
then rolls off stage but stays in front of down stage center and passes out.)
(Next day, Day Light: Gamba and
Mugabe are walking and looking for Chenzira, outside. Mugabe walks to right
stage center and stands there.)
GAMBA
Chenzira
! Chenzira!
CHENZIRA
Go home
boy!
(Yells from off stage, while he is down stage center. Gamba
then runs to up stage left and stands there to cry.)
CHENZIRA
I hear
you boy cryin’ go home I’m not about to tell you one more gin.
(Gamba then
runs to the left wing to exit. A dumpster is pushed out to down stage right,
the front part of the dumpster is cut off so the audience can see inside it.
Chenzira then gets back on the stage and climbs into the dumpster but no light
are on him. Curtains close)
Act 4, Scene 1
(Curtains open: Lights come on down stage left: Mugabe walks
to downstage left and starts to walk slightly back and forth.)
ROBERT MUGABE
Now I see
how you think this is my fault all these things happening but it is not. So you
know I want to clear my name to show you that I am not such a bad person..Yes
(Sigh)
I do have
my ways just as much as the next man, and yes sometimes I might not think of
other people from time to time if I’m trying to do something to benefit myself.
(A chair is put down stage left; he walks to it and sits
down, and crosses his arms)
See where outside and I’m not so high up in class.......
How do I know?...I-I just sat in this dirty chair with, only lord knows what’s
at the bottom of it.
(Light goes off left stage off Mugabe. Curtains close)
Act 4, Scene 2
(Curtains open:Right stage: Lights turn on Chenzira, sitting
in black oil in an open dumpster with liquor bottles in both of his hands, one
under both his arms, one under his neck, one between his knees and one between
his feet. But he is talking to the one in his left hand)
CHENZIRA
You don’t
even know the meaning of dirty and then if you went’a touching on something
that was dirty you’d get the thinking you know what’s it’s like to not have
everything all the time......Hahaha, yes that’s what I would tell Mugabe if I
saw him...but I’m telling you..
(Slightly shakes the left hand)
I don’t
want to be found. Well ain’t like nobody cares about me, well maybe Gamba but I
didn’t even tell him what his name mean....and means warrior too.
(Sigh)
I never
even told him…. Little man
(Sigh)
He jus
keep on. He ain’t even give up on me, like everybody else did. Ain’t turn his
head not once when he saw the dirt road was my home.... Being nice when those
there other two kids wasn’t.
(Lights goes off down stage right off Chenzira)
Act 4, Scene 3
(Lights come
on down stage left on Mugabe, still sitting in the chair now talking to
himself)
ROBERT MUGABE
Where are
you were could you be, I told that little boy I would help find you. I’m
sitting here saying little boy and I forgot to ask his name.
(Light goes off right stage off Mugabe)
Act 4, Scene 4
(Sun Set Lights: Lights turn on down stage right on
Chenzira in the dumpster. Still talking to the bottle in his left hand
whispers)
CHENZIRA
Warrior,
(Back to regular volume when talking)
That’s
what his name means, I can’t get over it that I never got the chance to tell
him.... but how could I forget I saw him everyday..., good kid, good kid.... So
how would you help me, … us, the people of Zimbabwe...Or when are you going to
start getting back some of the money? Or When you see these things does it
remind you of your childhood?.....Yea
(Slightly shaking his head up and down)
Stuff
like that I would ask Mugabe, if I saw him.
(Light goes off down stage right off Chenzira. Curtains
close.)
Act 4, Scene 5
(Curtains open:Lights turn on down stage left on Mugabe
who is now taking to the audience. While moving his hands as he talks)
ROBERT MUGABE
See I
would help the people fix everything; I’m not such a bad guy. When I look at
Zimbabwe now, it brings me back to my childhood with those hard tough days. All
the things that were the hardest. I remember waking up feeling like I lost,
lost what?...lost, lost like I was losing at life. Then I realized you only
lost when you think you can’t win. So I put all that negative thinking
aside....
(Talking/Yelling out to stage right)
See
nobody, not a near single man or woman from Zimbabwe has to feel like they
lost.
(Light goes off down stage left off Mugabe)
Act 4, Scene 6
(Lights come on down stage right Talking/Yelling out to stage
left)
CHENZIRA
So make
me feel like I won.
(Chenzira stands up and all the bottle fall to the bottom of the dumpster. He reaches in his right pocket pulls out Mugabe’s cloth and throws it to down stage left. Then falls to the bottom of the dumpster and he stops breathing. The lights fade from Chenzira side of the stage as the dumpster is being taking away being pulled into the right wing to exit.)
(Mugabe stands up and spots the cloth, he
picks it up holds it in both of his hands and outs it over his heart. Then the
lights fade off of him, stage gets dark and he exits throw the left wing. Curtains
close)
Act 5, Scene 1
(Curtains
open:Night Time lights with one big shinning starts: Gamba walks bout on stage
entering from the left wing. He then starts walking slowly to down stage
center. With Chenzira’s dusty dirty bag of Salted Groundnuts. Gamba is rubbing
his thumb back and front on the top of the bag as he sighs and begins to open
his mouth and is hesitant to speak. He sits on the ground, and then he slowly
brings his knees up to his chest and wraps his arms around them. Tilts his head
to the right slightly frowns and exhales and looks up a the night sky.)
GAMBA
Whoa is that a
star?...I think it is, I never saw one start in a night sky like that before
until now.
(Gamba stops looking at the sky, then more stars appear in
the sky, and Gamba gives a slight laugh under his breath)
It’s so
beautiful, got that twinkle to it. Reminds me of the way my Zimbabwe use to be.
My land, are land,
(Picks up some dirt in his left and lets if fall out)
This
land. Now you have to fix it, we have to fix it and we will fix it. Let us not
blame anybody for it now. We come together. I don’t wanna wake up with my face
in the dirt of a blanket dat I don’t know who it belongs to. I want my home and
I know you do too. My family live wit nothing now. And you think I want you to
feel sorry for me, no. I want you to help us to find somewhere to live. My
grandpa use to tell me stories and even though he use to drink too much I never
gave up on him and now he’s gone but I saw that paper he wrote, had that crazy
writin’ of his...it said you’re a warrior Gamba.
(Starts to cry a little)
Guessin’
he wrote it for me an left before he hand the chance to put it in my hand, but
good think I found it right.
(Stops crying and sniffles three times.)
I didn’t
know how he saw that in me. Then I look and I never stop thinkin’ no given up.
Thesedirt roads need not have people on them in the night or the day. These
roads
(Stands up and walks down stage right to down stage left
as he speaks)
Are not
for the feet of newborn babies or for the feet of my brothers and sisters or
for the feet of the older. It is feet for
(Screams)
No one!
(Back to regular tone of speaking)
No one.
So Mugabe and all da people of the land are goin’ to work together to fix this
land no matter how long it takes. Give me food, give me life...Who am I you
ask....
(He walks back to down stage center, stops and looks at
the crowd, and pick up the dusty dirty bag of Salted Groundnuts and shakes it
to every words he says in the last sentence.)
…..I am
Gamba, so, Chenzira say, I...am...warrior.
(Puts head down as light fade out and turn off on the
stage and curtains close.)
Act 3, Scene 3 Video of the character Chenzira played by Manna
FINANCIAL AID 101 NIGHT
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
6:00-7:30Speaker: Chad A. Spencer, Senior Assistant Dean, Davidson College
Topics covered: Financial aid basics, college costs, determination of aid eligibility, finding money for college.
If you have any questions, please contact Karina Hirschfield, SLA College Counselor at khirschfield@scienceleadership.org.