as a Slacker
I am so tired. I have an English and
History project to due by tomorrow morning. There is no way I am going to get
all this work done in time. I don’t know how I have gone this whole year
without doing enough work to be able to graduate. Hmmm, well, maybe, just maybe,
I have just been slacking off a little bit. I haven’t been motivated to do any
I want to be there, at graduation, not watching
the other students, but being apart of it. I really do. It is 1:00 am and I
haven’t completed any of the projects. I can’t go into school tomorrow without
them if I want to move forward with my goals for life.
I might as well get started. I could always just drop out of
school, even though I want to get a high school diploma. Why don’t I just
start? What is the English project again? Oh yeah, the paper about that book
that we were reading in class. What is wrong with me? Just start.
My eyelids are starting to get
heavier and heavier. I don’t see these projects getting done any time soon. Let
me just start to write, I am not sure whether what I am writing makes any sense
but I am writing. The clock says 2:30. Whew, I just finished writing the
I see myself walking into school without my projects.
I see other kids laughing at me, pointing at me. I see teachers asking me “why?”
That’s when I hear yelling coming from outside of my door. I wake up and hear
my mom yelling. “I know you’re still awake in there, your light is still on. Go
to sleep!” I slowly lift up my head and hear my mom walking back down the
I need to get back to work. I realize that in a couple of
hours I am going to have to go to school and hand in my projects. Or what there
is of my projects.
How did it get to this point? Why do I
have to do homework? I don’t quite see the reason for homework in general. What
purpose could it possibly serve? Is it to make up for the lack of learning in
the classroom? Is it that the school year is not long enough, or is it simply
to keep us from having fun when we get home? Maybe it is none of the above; all
I know is that it is something that I don’t enjoy. Argh, isn’t life supposed to
be about enjoyment? But, I really
don’t want to go to summer school! Back to work!
I can do this. Onto my history project. American history. How hard could
that be? I am American after all. Hmmm. It’s supposed to be about World War 2.
I know about that, my grandfather fought in that war. He told me all about it
when I visited him in Florida. It was fascinating to hear his stories. I
particularly remember the one where he flew a plane for 45 hours to avoid enemy
territory. This is great. I could write about this forever because I love this
subject. It is both fascinating and intriguing. It touches something deep
inside of me. Wow, this is great.
finish my projects. I will graduate. I will get my diploma. Hell, I might even
go to college.