It surprised me how so mank people want to come to the US but when people first started coming to America they pushed the Native Americans out of there land.
What seemed quite obvious about explaining this data set?
When ever the US is doing good they let people in but as soon as things start going bad they want to kick immigrants out.
Looking at the overall trend and incorporating what you know about the US presently, predict and defend the immigration trend for the next two decades.
I think that if things start to get better then the US will be willing to hold more people from other countries. I think that for now they won't let in to many people.
Describe how you made a decision on how to visually represent the information.
Well since it was a time line we decided to make it in that format. What ever we wanted to talk about was right there ready. All we had to do was click on what we wanted and talk about it.
What parts of group work were challenging?
I don't think it was that hard to work with my group.
What would you do differently if you had this project to do over?
I would try to find more things that would effect the population. I was hard finding more things on immigration especially in the earlier years.
- What surprised you most about this information? I would say the biggest surprise i seen was when the population of immigrate decreased to 500,000 in 1940. i knew that it would be less people because of all the things that were taking place at the time. but i would of never thought it would go down that far.
- What seemed quite obvious about explaining this data set? the population of immigrate are shattered, there is not a steady rate in which it moves.
- Looking at the overall trend and incorporating what you know about the US presently, predict and defend the immigration trend for the next two decades. i would think that the immigration rate will increase in the next to decades. the reason i say this is because right now our country does have much reason for people not wanting to come to the country. there is no war, the country is still an democracy and the economy is pretty good. these reason along with other will make immigrate want to travel to the U.S.
- Describe how you made a decision on how to visually represent the information. we decided to make a google presentation powerpoint because everyone in the group can access it and it is one of the best form of presenting.
- What parts of group work were challenging? i cant say we had a challenging but we could of worked better with communicating with each other.
- What would you do differently if you had this project to do over? i would find more information about the date and see if i missed anything.
The mental health industry is very complex, and is hard to understand. The vast medical terminology I have learned over the the past year makes me, whether i like it or not, an expert on the psychological world.
Before my newfound knowledge, I always pictured a ‘mental hospital’ or ‘psych ward’ as a building with white walls, straightjackets and electric shock therapy. although It’s really not like that at all. It’s clean, because all hospitals are, and colorful because color is very important for a recovering mind (white grey and black aren’t exactly happy colors). There’s group therapy, individual therapy, art therapy, and family therapy. An average hospital stay is about 3-9 days.
These types of psychological problems don't usually come out of the blue. Not for me anyway. In 8th i started seeing a therapist because i was hurting myself, and i was depressed. I wasn’t depressed because of any particular reason, it runs in the family. she recommended me to a psychiatrist (Dr. Kalkstein) in her practice and i was put on an antidepressant, and mood stabilizers and antipsychotics.
“Emily, how long have you been feeling sad?” he reminded me of an very old dog, his face wrinkled and his eyes sunken into his skull. “I don’t know. 7th grade I guess.” I replied. There were numerous paintings in his office, all of gardens or flowers or meadows. They were pretty, with smudged lines and pastel colors. “Masterman, right? Do you like your school?” “No.” I answered, too quickly. He shifts his crossed legs and lightly scribble something on his clipboard. In his office and my therapist’s office, there were a lot of free complimentary things that the drug company’s give to long-term buyers. These items included bottles of lotion labeled “Seroquel”, pen holders from “Lexapro” the list goes on. “Emily I can't help you if you don't open up. You’re very cold for a girl your age. Lighten up.” I almost rolled my eyes. My parents and I didn’t really like Dr. K that much. I took my eyes off my bitten nails and looked up and swallowed. “You’re right. I'm sorry. I don’t like my school because the teachers are horrible and no one understands.” as soon as I said it I cursed myself in my head; I sounded like such a hormonal teenager. “You should talk to your therapist about it. I am simply your psychiatrist. Go get your parents from the waiting room, we’re going to talk about prescribing.”
The transition from middle school to high school was hard for me, especially the transition into a school like SLA. The pressure from workloads and the depression already festering inside me pushed me over the edge, you could say. In November of 2011 I tried to kill myself. I was put into a psych ward in roxborough, Fairmount Behavioral Health. It was strange and weird and overwhelming, but it helped me. I learned so much and met so many people. Things got crazy sometimes though.
We sat in the group room, sitting at tables coloring printed out coloring pages with fat stubby crayons. Tonya was screaming. She was restrained to her bed with straps, and she would not stop screaming and crying. It was awkward in the group room. It was 9 o'clock in the morning, we were all waiting to have our vital signs checked. Judging from the bags under everyones eyes, no one got much sleep because of Tonya, myself included.
“Does anyone know if Mr. C is working first shift?” says a girl with long brown hair and big eyes. I shrug, I haven’t been there long enough to know the staff’s schedule. “Jenson?” I put down an orange crayon and go out to the hallway and sit in a plastic chair. The RN (resident nurse) checks my blood pressure and temperature, Tonya is still screaming. Before my weight is checked, I pull Nurse Nicky aside, “Can I have some headache medicine please?” She smiles and nods, rolling her eyes in the direction of tonya’s room. “I don’t blame you, I might need some too.” “and you haven't even been here all night!” I laugh. it feels good to laugh again. Ms. Nicky was young and blonde, with blue eyes and perfect skin. A lot of the girls liked her, she was easy to talk to. She even braided your hair or brushed it if you asked. She made me feel safe.
After the hospital and various outpatient programs, I settled in at the IOP (intensive outpatient) program I was placed in, a group therapy group that met three times a week after school. Katie, the group therapist, was one of the best therapists in the industry that i've come across.
Today its just me and katie. It’s my last session, and I just finished my paperwork checking me out of the program. “How do you feel?” I'm looking out the window at the Philadelphia downtown sky. “I feel good. I’m still going to see my therapist once a week, and I'm going to an educational group therapy group every tuesday. We’re going to do worksheets and stuff, about treatment. It’s not like group here.” She turns to her desk and pulls out a card, her business card. I smile as she hands it to me, because she’s given me many before, but I’ve lost them all. I put the card in my back pocket and say “Obviously I’m not cured, I'm not even sure that’s possible for anyone who’s ‘this’ kind of sick. But now i'm under control. I am 3 months self harm free and i feel okay.” Katie stands up and hugs me. She pulls apart and holds me by my shoulders, looking at me and smiling. “I'm proud of you.” “I'm proud of me too.”
Relapse is a part of recovery, and if that happens, it happens. The important part is that I'm still here, and I care about what’s going to happen tomorrow. That’s all that really matters.
I was 6 years old, tiny and short. I woke up one morning with a cold but my parents didn’t worry because nothing serious was going on or that’s what I thought. Minutes and hours passed , it was around 7pm from what I have been told my sickness got worst. My fever rose, I was burning like fire and I felt like the sun coming after me, if you touched me. You’ll feel the heat going threw my skin but what I really felt was coldness going threw me. I was freezing to death, cold as ice. My face was pale, like if I was frighten by a ghost. I also had a sore throat, it was bothering me badly, I barely couldn’t eat anything. My parents decided to take me to the hospital. My fever got worse by the minute. In the car, on the way to the hospital, I couldn’t take it no more, I started to burst out crying. I was sore and worried about what is going to happen.
We arrived and I was rushed into the emergency room, I was small so I didn’t understand what was happening. I never realize that I would be so sick that my parents had to rush me to the hands doctors and nurses. Scared and nervous, bursting out crying. They told my parents I had to stay at the hospital for a while because something serious was going on. It was a sickness that I wasn’t allow to go out and if I do, A infection would spread and it will go straight to my blood and cause a serious issue. I didn’t know what it was exactly and i’m still not sure what it was till this day, but all I know it was close to death. My parents never taught something could happen to me this bad. My mother prayed and my father worried. It was about midnight when the doctors left, leaving me in a cold room with my parents, I was exhausted from crying. I was halfway asleep but I was realizing that how could something this bad could happen to me? I started to bring silent tear to my face.
I remember waking up in the morning, realizing the sunlight morning filled up the whole room, I notice I had IV attached to my arm, hearing the beep coming from the weird machine beside the bed. I was scare and started to cry. My dad came up to me and told me “Everything is going to be okay”. The nurse came in with breakfast and took records of me. The nurse told me there was a playroom that I was invited to go later so I won’t be bored. Hours past, my mom finally arrive at the hospital, with a angel bear in her hand and a mcdonalds kids meal, while my dad had to go out. My mom made me feel happy when she arrived. After a while, my mother and I went to the playroom together, I remember I met this girl, the same age as me. She was philippine with long black hair, like mine. She was my hospital buddy back then. We always used to meet up at the playroom and play monopoly board game together with other sick children and a nurse. We also ate macaroni and cheese together and visit each other rooms. I remember telling me her story, she was sick like me. Last time I seen her was when they took her away to surgery, I was in front of the room standing with my mom, she was laying down on the bed being pushed by doctors and nurses, we waved at each other saying goodbye, wishing her a good luck. I soon realized I wasn’t the only one.Hours and days past, I was stuck in the hospital friends and family visited me everyday. I finally released from the hospital on the weekend. We went home on a rainy day, I was glad to be home because I knew I was safe and sound. One thing that I was curious about was wondering what ever happen to my friend from the hospital, Did she make it? Is she okay? Hopefully shes safe. I still wonder still this day and I will never forget her. I am blessed that I am better now and that I am healthy. Till this day I am shock because I was really sick and was going threw a lot of things when I was little and its not normal but now everything is okay.
I’m so excited. Today’s the big day. I’m at my grandmother’s house in the pool when my Aunt greets me with a surprise. ‘Are you ready?” she asks as she sips her daily cup of black tea. “Ready for what?” I ask in surprise. “For your first driving lesson.” “Of course” I reply confidently. I scarf down my lunch like I haven’t eaten in days then I dash to my room to slip on my nikes and throw on a plain old button up shirt. I slipped my nikes on so hastily that I didn’t even bother to tie them and then I dashed down the steps and we head out the door.
I’ve been waiting years for this day to come. So we get into the car and she goes over the basics. “Make sure your mirrors are good, put on your seat belt, and turn the car on.” I turn on the car and put the car in reverse. I’m not even at the end of the block when she starts screaming at the top of her lungs “TURN! TURN!” I slammed on the brakes as we were inches away from the curb. I had to catch my breath as I put the car in reverse to try the turn again. “I’ve been driving since I was 10 it’s not that hard” she says. I mumble under my breath as I grip the wheel and grit my teeth to make the turn.
I’m in an empty school parking lot learning how to drive near my Grandma's house. My interest in driving started when I was 12 and we went to the car show at the convention center and saw all the new cars. Seeing the car’s doors shine off the lights, breathing in that new car smell, and being able to sit in the drivers seat I could envision myself on the road. It was then that my interest in driving grew. As I complete the turning section of my Aunt’s homemade driving test we take it to the streets as I drive back to my grandma’s house. I was doing well as I turned back into my grandma’s driveway.
I get out of the car and immediately start receiving criticism. “You have to slow down” “you're not a pro” “both hands on the wheel” she said. “Alright, alright” I say annoyed. I just drove a car for the first time I still had the jitters and her telling me what I was doing wrong wasn’t what I wanted to hear right now. At this point, I wasn’t listening to anything she was saying. All I was thinking about was getting back in the car and back on the road. It was exhilarating driving on the roads I finally was old enough to drive I’ As I made my way in the driveway of course everyone asks hysterically “are you ok?” “how’d you do?” “Yeah I saw you swerving down the street a little bit.” I know they mean well, but give me a break it’s my first time. “Yes I’m ok” “I think I did pretty well” I reply aggravated. A little practice and I’ll get my permit and then my license, I think to myself. When I’m allowed to start driving I doubt I’ll be in the house at all unless it’s necessary. I’ve been looking forward to driving since I was a toddler playing with my toy cars.
Now I’m studying for my driving test that I will take in about 9 months. I took a practice driving test thinking that I wouldn’t need help on it. When I saw the horrible results of the test I then decided to finally ask for help on driving. I knew I couldn’t do it on my own. When I got some help on the test I got a higher score the second time. It turns out that I didn’t know everything I thought I did about driving.
I also learned that asking for help and accepting criticism isn’t a bad thing. Even some people of higher power can accept some help and criticism in running their government. Even the mighty United States need some help. Even though our problems aren’t as big as third world countries we’re so in debt that we’re borrowing money from other countries and getting deeper into debt. Another domestic crisis is our ability to keep jobs in the country. And finally probably the healthcare crisis that affects a great amount of Americans.
Me and some dictators have some things in common. Neither of us take criticism well. Countries ran by dictatorship are usually ran by leaders who are in charge of everything and won’t accept help from any citizens. The citizens have no voice and maybe if the citizens were able to speak their mind and vote the country could rise. Most countries ran by dictators are not doing well at all and thats a fact and just need to accept help thats given to them sometimes like me. I think that all countries should be ran by a republic or a democracy. The United States is ran by a republic and the citizens get a say in who comes to power.
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There are people that in life that want us to do great things. Some people think that it might take years to be even good let alone great at anything. However, there are some things that just take a little thought to be good at. I can remember my dad telling me that I needed to do something with my life. He always said that I quit everything as soon as it got hard. I didn’t want to admit it, but I knew it was true. He even went as far as calling me a loser to make me do something with my life. So I decided I wanted to prove him wrong.
By the time I had gotten that conversation I had already been doing sports so I didn’t take it to heart, knowing that my dad can be harsh sometimes. I felt that doing sports was enough for, “doing something with my life.” I had already given the guitar a try, but had given up because, sure enough, it got too hard. I knew he was right it wouldn’t do me any good if I lied to myself. So a few months after track season was over I realized that just doing sports wasn’t enough because I had nothing to do after track except for just sit around and be told to do something. I decided to give guitar one more try, but the bass caught my eye for some reason. I was swaying back and forth trying to decide which one I wanted to stick with. For guitar I thought of all the cool crazy solos that you hear in classic rock songs that people go crazy over, but with bass I thought of all the funky songs that have sick bass riffs that you can never forget. After a few months of going back and forth between the two, I finally made up my mind and stuck with the bass.
I decided I was going to learn the bass because I loved how sweet it sounded in songs. Luckily my dad had a spare bass lying around that he didn’t use so I had something to practice on. He gave me a book and a little advice and just told me to learn. At first I thought that I couldn’t possibly learn myself because I don’t have the self discipline to practice on my own everyday. I felt as though I needed a teacher so I could have a set time each day to practice. With that mindset it wasn’t long until when it started getting hard I quit once again on the bass. After a few months of being told I was a quitter and telling myself that I was a quitter I said I didn’t want to live life like this. So I picked up the bass again and toughed out through the hard points to prove my dad wrong and because I wanted to do something good for myself. It felt good knowing that my dad noticed my improvement from when I started to now. It actually got easier the more I learned about the instrument, so easy I even started over thinking it. For example, I thought learning the note of each fret was impossibly hard. With 4 strings that each have 24 frets, give or take a few, at first glance that seems impossible, but I found out that I didn’t need to learn each individual fret and that they all went in order which accelerated my learning massively. Some other key moments of when I over thought playing bass was when I learned how scales work and chord progressions. Those two things allowed me to understand how jazz works. People also noticed that I played bass and wanted me in their band. Even though I don’t really listen to the type of music they play I still feel good that I did something all the way through to get noticed by other people that I barely even know.
Overall it feels good to have done something all the way through. It pays out in the end. Although I’m still improving on my playing, but I can at least say I know how to play an instrument without having a single doubt in mind. Not only that, but my dad is proud that I finally did something with my life. I’m proud of myself too because not many people can learn from a book on their own. Even though I’m not great yet at I’ve at least made a good start being it.
Did you ever have your heart set on something that you wanted really bad? Remember that feeling? That feeling when you had so much hope that you were going to get it but you felt it wasn’t for you? That feeling when you felt like you were so close, you could just reach out and grab it...but then it slipped between your fingers. You didn’t get what you were hoping for. Know that feeling? I do. Maybe it wasn’t meant to happen at that time or maybe not at all. Maybe it wasn’t meant for me, I ponder in those thoughts.
It was a beautiful sunny morning. I’d been excited for this day all week and it had finally come. There was so much I expected this house to have. I just knew it was going to be the one. The one that my mom and I were finally going to get for us, just us. We headed on our way down there with my mom’s best friend. The real estate agent wasn’t there yet, so we waited. In the meantime, we investigated the outside of the house.
“Wow, this is nice.”, my mom said. The outside of the house had a white picket fence with a latch, followed by a cement pathway that led up to cement stairs, where a white door greeted you. On each side of the cement pathway there was green grass and bushes. Just around the corner of the house there were wooden steps painted brown, that led to a beautiful balcony in the back. I could see tiny lights decorating the walls of it. It must’ve been from the old owners.
“I’m here!” said the loud voice of Emma Jean, the real estate agent. She unlocked the door. We stepped inside a porch first. The floors were wooden brown and the walls had a built in bookshelf. The walls were also wooden and painted green. We walked into the living room first. It was wide with light smooth wooden floors. The crumb ceilings were white and there was a slide-in door that led to the backyard.
I ran upstairs expecting to run into this huge hallway and big rooms. Since the downstairs was big, why not the upstairs? So, I ran upstairs and to my surprise, I stopped on a single square carpeted floor, with two small rooms on each side of me, and right in front of my face was a huge bathroom. That was it. That was the upstairs. My face went from a big smile to a confused stare. My mom came upstairs with the same expression on her face. I looked up at her with a disappointed look and she returned it with the same.
“You can make it work. I like it.” My mom’s friend said. My mom still looked unsure. She pulled me aside in private. “What do you think?” She said. I looked up at her, my face still disappointed, and I shook my head, “No.”
Those were one of many moments when I wished I hadn’t put my whole heart into this house being “the one” for my mom and I. Not only was this a big let down, but it was something that I was hoping and expecting would happen this summer and it didn’t. That didn’t necessarily mean something else wasn’t coming our way, another thing we both were believing and praying for.
“Look, I’m sorry but I just can’t give it to you for this price.” said the car dealer. He had a button-down shirt with a tie. It was neatly tucked into his dress pants.“Why not? Isn’t it your job to do whatever it takes to make your customers happy? Isn’t that what your logo says?” My mom’s eyes pierced into his. He sat up straight, fixed his tie and said, “Yes, yes it is.”
“Then why can’t I have it for this price?” My mom said calmly. My mom and I had been in the car dealership building for hours. I wasn’t trying to get my hopes up after the last two car dealerships we’ve been too. We left disappointed every time. I still couldn’t help but have some hope left with this one. I always got my hopes up, I always set my heart on something, I could never help it because it’s just who I am. The dealer and my mom continued to go back and forth on what she could get the car for. I sat back, my patience was getting low.
“Ok. Come on Temperance, we’re leaving.” My mom said. Leaving? What? I thought. The look on my face confused. The dealer said nothing. There was nothing he could say, unless he gave in and gave the car to my mom for the price she wanted. I hung my head as we walked out.
“Wait!” The dealer was running towards us. “Look...ok maybe we can make...a deal.” He huffed, out of breath. My mom and I looked at each other with smug smiles on our faces. They did a lot more talking, a lot of negotiating, and a lot of paperwork signing but we came out of there with car keys and big smiles on our faces.
In the first story I was expecting something to happen that didn’t happen and in the second story something happened that I wasn’t expecting to happen. The house wasn’t what my mom and I had expected it to be and it was a little discouraging. Then to our surprise, we got a car that we weren’t even expecting. The significance of both these stories is that when one door closes another one opens. We didn’t get that house because there’s something better out there for us. We walked out of the two car dealerships I mentioned because there was a better car waiting for us at another car dealership. That is what I’m learning every time I feel like a door slammed shut in my face.