A city squirrel

Today I was sitting at my dining room table and looked in my backyard through the window on the far side of my kitchen. I saw a squirrel on the fence. Starring at me. With a piece of pizza in its mouth, the piece I hadn't finished the night before. It turns out it wasn't a raccoon tearing our trash apart.  

my weekend..

was pretty friggin' sweet.
I had a good time for the first time in a long time, haha.

Slept over Ambers, chilled, worked, made money, yeaahyeaaah. (:

&when I woke up today I realized it was Sunday and I had school tomorrow.
Fml.

Just found out my boyfriends step-dad has cancer too, what the fuck.
I hate that word, it makes me sick.

teen suicide

    Almost a million people in the world commit suicide each year; many of these people are teens. Suicide is the third leading cause of death amongst 10 to 24 year olds today; in fact in the U.S alone 10.9 teens commit suicide every day.  Sadly the actual number of suicides is actually two to times higher. But these numbers are not the only things we have to face because for every suicide there are 50 to 100 attempts. Isn’t it time to put a end to this.
            But why is this happening, as I began to learn this information I found myself asking questions. Why is the number of suicides rising in today’s young people? And an even more important question is, are my friends and I at risk?

            I think it is important to look into what influences suicides in today youth. I feel once we reach a certain age the entire world’s issues are pushed upon us and we are forced to see all the worlds’ issues and are not given the tools to deal with them. Since 2005 the rate of youth suicides has been rising this must have something to do with the worlds economic depression. Children are now being told that they have no choice but to do well and achieve in their educations because even that may not be enough to get them the jobs they want.

            So many teens in America are diagnosed with serious mental conditions every year, it is these children that are most at risk. The problem is that many are not diagnosed with these conditions and are deeply trapped in their holds. So many teens want so badly for life to end so they attempt suicide, the truth is that many is 3 times the number of girls attempt to commit suicide then boys. But still sadly more boys die then girls. This is because when girls attempt suicide they use methods like cutting and starving. Boys however go for much more radical methods like guns, jumping, or strangulation.

            Last year there were was a large rise in children committing suicide by train jumping. This I believe is due to the amount of media coverage on the suicides of two pa girls. They were two seemly normal happy teens when truly they were coping with extreme stress, anger and grief. The day that these two girls took their lives their fellow classmates were in shock. “Media reports that romanticize or sensationalize suicide can encourage copycats”, said Dr. Paula Clayton. In most teen suicides are committed in clusters. These are not pacts but many suicides that happen within weeks of each other.

            The stresses of schooling are to much for many teens and young adults today. It should be the jobs of educators and schools to reach out to those who seem to be struggling. The golden gate bridge is the end of many lives in America; it has had an average of one suicide a every 3 weeks for the past 5 years alone. Many of these are students who have felt the stress has become too much.

            I think that media should cover less of the violence and anger of teen and instead reach out to them and offer healthier options. I believe that adults should watch out more for the young and make sure they are okay. If you care for the future of are world stand up and fight for our youth.

Weekend

I had an amazing weekend which was a great way to start off the month of April. I thought it be sketchy due to the large amount of bitching first thing Friday morning but it wasn't. Just enjoying life is truly amazing who thought in 48 hours shit could get real.

The Anticipation

April 15, 2011 cannot come fast enough. Words can't explain how excited I am to see "Scream 4" in theaters. I just finished watch the original "Scream" that came out in 1996, and I still felt the same excitement that I had back then. Watching "Scream" today has made me that much more excited for April 15. Come faster!!

Movies

I have always loved movies and its my favorite past time. It started with all of the Disney films then I upgraded to my first film Titanic. Sense then, I have always loved movies and I will continue to love them. My first foreign film was Crouching Tigers Hidden Dragons and the House of Flying Daggers. But my all time favorites are The Wood, The Piano, Like water for chocolate, and El Dorado.

A Monologue For A Mirror In Regards To My Present Productivity

(Judge me kindly friends, the hour is early and I am no poet.)

Mirror, mirror
on the wall
why must I go
and wreck it all?

Such prosperity awaits!
A future pristine!
Tarnished and ruined
by my internal fiend.

This habit confines
all possible splendor.
Each acceptance shall be
returned to its sender.

Mirror, mirror
on the wall
Please tell diligence
to give me a call.

You know..

I Hate spring, which is funny cause i was waiting for it for so long and when it finally gets here my allergies flare up and i look a mess. now i'm just wishing for summer. I don't think i'll ever be satisfied with the weather cause sooner or later i'll say it's "too hot" or "too cold" so whats the point of waiting for a specific season if i'm gonna hate it later on ?

Marshall's Q3 Globalization BM

My benchmark

The countries I used were Rwanda and Iran, two countries that have been in and out of wars for the last few decades. For each of the five points of collapse, I would research what the status of the issue had been for the last 40-80 years. If the problem was only getting worse, I would give it lower than a five, if it was steadily increasing, I would give it more than a five. How much more/less than a five I'd give the issue was dependent on the severity of the problem within the country. The only part of the five point framework which was difficult to analyze was the society's response to environmental damage. Friendly trade partners tied in with hostile neighbors, and environmental damage tied in with climate change. The societies response was always difficult to find because there are so many different opinions on the matter. If I could change one thing about my project, I'd make it more creative or visually appealing. I'm satisfied with the information I got, but visual appeal has never been a strong suit.

SLA Freshmen Featured on MIT's Scratch Website!

Sean Force, Roger Bracy, Kenny Le & Eric Loth designed the following game: http://scratch.mit.edu/projects/SCForce/1632135

Sean McAninich and Daniel Tuveson designed the following game:
http://scratch.mit.edu/projects/gokuen/1545112


Both of these were featured on the front page of MIT's Scratch Website!!!!

Congrats to these 6 students, and thanks to Debbie Fields and Yasmin Kafai from UPenn for providing this opportunity!

SICK & MOVIES

Today I am feeling really crappy.  Last night at work, I had this freak-out allergic reaction to something that I was cleaning off of one of the conveyor belts at the register.  Both of my eyes started to swell up and water.  It felt like they were on fire.  I ran upstairs to rinse them out and then bought some Benadryl to calm the swelling.  After a while, my eyes started to feel better but then the side effect of drowsiness kicked in.  I was standing at the register bagging people's groceries when all of a sudden, a wave of sleep just overcame me.  I could barely stand up.  I was soooo exhausted.  

When I got home, I fell right asleep.  Around 6am, I awoke with a terrible migraine and a bad sore throat.  I was also congested and coughing up a storm. 

Around 10am, I ran downstairs to look for cold medicine.  To my dismay, we were out of it.  Now I am debating whether to get dressed and  travel all the way down to South Philly to see my boyfriend and go to the movies.  Even though I am as sick as a dog, I am probably going to go anyway because I really miss Eric and I want to see that new movie "Insidious" pretty badly.

Ughhhh.

What The Hell?

I was just leaving school and I was on my way to the train station. I was just walking down 22nd street and I looked against the wall and out of the corner of my eye I saw a piece of trash just rolling along. I looked again and to my surprise, it wasn't a piece of trash, but rather, a mouse, just walking beside me. Usually people think of mice as creatures that go to great lengths to avoid human contact, but this one as casual as a clown in the circus, like it just belonged there. 

Tricked

So I was at work today and of course it was April 1st. April Fools day which honestly up until work no one really reminded me that it was April fools day. Right before work I got to witness the Phillies winning their first game against the Astros. I was pretty happy going to work, I can not deny that. Then what happened next was pretty weird. I get to work and I looked at my schedule for next week and I see that I am not even on the schedule. I was a bit weirded out because in the past when someone was not on the schedule it means they either quit or got fired. Well lets just say I did not quit. So I go and ask the manager about it and she says that I might as well go home right now and not bother coming back. I was a bit shocked as I questioned her what was going on. The laughter around us is what gave off the joke. I was tricked.